Chapter 190 – I Want to Be Fucked (Outdoor Like a Dog) (4)
10 minutes before the appointment time, I touched the bridge of my nose that was pressed by my glasses.
It wasn’t that he was wearing glasses because his eyesight was getting worse, but it was a magic tool with a mild cognitive impairment effect.
I muttered as I sat at the fountain and watched the people pass by in a daze.
“Nice…”
The site of Carnea Academy is too large for the number of students.
It’s not bad because it’s relaxed, but it was true that it felt a little empty.
But today was different.
At Carnea, where the invitation system started, there were many people wandering around like any other academy.
If it’s natural, it’s natural.
Even if one student calls their parents her, the number of students triples.
Adding brothers and sisters and employees to that, at least several times more people than usual were in Carnea.
When I saw people, I burst into laughter.
In the game, the invitation system had no special events and no items were given.
However, when I saw the families chatting happily, I thought it was fortunate that the invitation was held safely.
As I held it up with a strange feeling, I felt the touch of a finger on my back.
I wasn’t too surprised.
I had noticed that someone had been watching me since earlier, and I knew that it was approaching little by little.
I didn’t even have to ask how he recognized me when I was wearing glasses with a deterrence effect.
‘…Because it’s Vivian.’
To Vivian, who has overwhelming magical talent, magic tools of this level are nothing more than toys.
Even if I wore maybe a hundred, Vivian would recognize me without any problem.
The reason I knew Vivian was the owner of my gaze but pretended not to know was because I was curious how long it would take for Vivian to speak to me.
‘…I mustered up the courage in about 5 minutes.’
When I did it in the past, I hesitated for about 20 minutes, but thinking back then, it was a huge improvement.
“Came. Baboon…”
I looked back, slightly raising the corners of my mouth, and I froze in that state.
“…”
“…Yujin-nim…Uh…How is it?”
I barely swallowed the words ‘Who are you?’
I didn’t mean it in a bad way, but it could still hurt Vivian.
That’s why Vivian’s transformation was unconventional.
First, Vivian’s hair color her, resembling lilac, changed to dark brown.
No, it’s not just the color that has changed.
On the contrary, it is difficult to find the part that has not changed, so Vivian now is completely different from her usual appearance of her.
The bangs that covered his eyes like a curtain were tucked behind his ears, revealing his entire face.
Her face, which was so cute that the word “Beautiful girl” Was perfect for it, had become a decadent beauty with a little heavy makeup, and her outfit, which had always been a baggy cardigan to cover her out-of-standard breasts , was replaced with a tight-fitting shirt and black shorts.
But there was something shocking enough to make me forget all of this.
‘…No breasts…?’
Vivian’s breasts disappeared.
It wasn’t covered with bandages.
Vivian’s breasts aren’t something that can be pressed down with something like that.
It is literally gone.
“…Yujin-sama…What’s going on…?”
After confirming that the treasures of the world had disappeared, I almost went out of my mind, but despite the appearance, Vivian’s voice of hers, which was the same as usual, brought me back to reality.
“No… Nothing happened.”
As I pressed my temples against the fact that Bianca was as incredible as the fact that she had grown to big breasts, Vivian crossed her arms first and said,
“Well…Then let’s go! I… That looks interesting!”
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“…Yu… Yujin, would you like some ice cream?”
“Yes, if you want to eat. What would you like to taste?”
“Uh..That… So… Vanilla.”
“Okay. Here you go. Two vanilla flavors, please.”
“Ah…”
Upon hearing Eugene’s order, Vivian swallowed a small sigh.
Actually, rather than wanting to eat ice cream, I wanted to choose different flavors and try swapping them.
However, Eugene chose the same flavor and threw it away.
Of course, Vivian didn’t think of such a cunning yet foolish ploy, and she told her that if Bianca was a date, everyone would do this.
‘…This way, we can secretly kiss indirectly!’
‘Che… Genius! Sister!
‘Sss…!…All..Of course!! Did you do it 10 times? This…It’s a little sister, so I’m giving it a special reminder!’
She was Bianca who gave dating advice that she hadn’t tried before, Vivian who believed in it, and the Beatrice sisters who were no different than usual.
“Here’s the ice cream.”
“…Go…Thank you. Eugene.”
Vivian, who received the ice cream from Eugene, took a bite and the vanilla scent spread throughout her mouth her.
‘…It’s sweet.’
If you ask Vivian if she had a good day, she will answer, of course.
If you walk hand in hand with Eugene, even in the middle of the desert where there is nothing there, it will be fun.
But she said no if you asked Vivian if she was enjoying the festival itself.
She went fishing, got prizes, wandered around the store and tried different foods, but it wasn’t fun at all.
Vivian liked reading novels in the library rather than going around festivals like this, lying on the bed and eating sweets, and writing erotic books, though a bit embarrassing.
‘…Still.’
Still, she asked Eugene on her date her today because Vivian also wanted to be a normal woman who could enjoy a festival like this.
It’s not that she wants to change because she has a specific motive.
It’s just a struggle not to be abandoned by Eugene.
But after spending the day in a festival, I understand.
‘…I guess I’m the wrong person.’
No matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t enjoy it.
She had fun with Eugene, but if she was with her anyway, she would rather just roll around in her room her.
For Vivian, festivals were just places where there were a lot of people and she got tired easily.
‘…I can’t do this.’
Vivian stroked the ring on the ring finger of her left hand to shake off the gloom that filled her head.
“…Ruler! So what do we do now? Eugene!”
Her facial muscles her trembled as she kept smiling, but until this happened, she didn’t want to show Eugene her gloomy self her.
Looking at Vivian, Eugene said in a low voice.
“Vivian.”
“Yes! Eugene.”
“…Let’s go back now.”
“Why…Why?…Ho…By any chance…I…Something wrong?”
“…Because you’re not enjoying it at all.”
Vivian felt her heart freeze.
‘…Caught?’
Where did I go wrong?
She pretended to enjoy herself as best she could.
She knew that no matter how stupid and dull she was, she could do this.
But no.
In Yujin-nim’s eyes, what I was doing was nothing more than a third-rate play.
Wanting to make up for this situation somehow, nothing came out of Vivian’s mouth her.
“…Ah…No…I…Really…Enjoy…”
“Vivian, don’t lie to me.”
No words came out of her slightly opened mouth her at Eugene’s sharp eyes her.
“Neither do I need to be in a place where you are not happy.”
Eugene grabs Vivian’s wrist and moves her steps her.
“…I tried to have fun!”
Vivian shook Eugene’s hand for the first time and shouted.
“I tried to have fun too! But what if it doesn’t work! Eugene. I… I’m different…! This is no fun! No, it’s hard! I know! I’m weird too!”
Even the spitting Vivian knows that this is nonsense.
It can’t be helped if you invite him on a date first and then get angry at him for not enjoying it.
But once he burst out, he couldn’t stop.
“…I…I’m not particularly good at anything! It’s just weird! I can’t convey her my sincerity her like my sister, and I can’t entertain her her like Lucia-sama. I am a stupid bitch who is not good at anything!”
“… What do you mean by that?”
At Vivian’s outburst of screams, Eugene said with an expression that said nothing.
“… Vivian. If you sincerely want to change, I will help you. But if you want to imitate someone, you don’t have to change.”
“…Ha…But… Eugene likes active women…”
“Who did it?”
“Yes?”
“Who said that I like ordinary women?”
No one else did, and Vivian herself thought so, so she kept it in her heart her.
Eugene let out a short sigh and continued her words.
“Vivian. I swear I’ve never liked anyone for that reason.”
“That… Then. Not without reason.”
“Because it is attractive. Just like you normally do.”
“…Yes?”
“I said you are attractive. So there is no need to compare or imitate others. You are an irreplaceable and precious existence to me just because you are you.”
Hearing Eugene’s words, Vivian opened her eyes wide and bit her lower lip.
Want to change…?
It wasn’t.
What Vivian really wanted was not to change.
She didn’t have to imitate someone else, she just wanted to be loved by Eugene for who she is.
“…Eugene-sama..”
“So, this is not a play. Say what you really want.”
What I sincerely wish…
Vivian lowered her head and looked at the ground.
“…Eugene-sama…It might not be fun…But I want to go to the library with you sometimes.”
“Okay. OK.”
“…I want to eat sweets together in bed. No, I want Eugene to feed them.”
“I get it. I will prepare a bunch of sweets that you like.”
“…Please write a dirty novel too.”
“…Don’t try that.”
At Eugene’s flimsy answer, Vivian sighed and laughed.
For the first time today, I felt like laughing casually.
“…Thank you. Eugene.”
“Okay. So, is there anything you want to do right now?”
“Now… ?”
After thinking about Eugene’s question for a while, Vivian’s eyes twinkled as if she had a good idea.
“…There is.”
“Tell me.”
Vivian lifted her tiptoe and put her lips to Eugene’s ear her, and said in a strange voice.
“…I want to be eaten by Eugene.”
