Chapter 140 – Chapter 135 – Married Woman’s Advice and Hannah Kim
***Hanna Kim side
“First of all, I think you know how stupid your crush is.”
Contrary to her appearance, Shin Ye-na looks at me with an adult-like expression.
“First of all… The biggest mistake is not only the other person, but also committing an act that would hurt themselves.”
“…”
“But I won’t say more about this…Because I think you already know best.”
Pushing aside the plates that lay between us,
Shin Ye-na held my trembling hand tightly.
“It’s to the extent that it’s so hard for each other to be so far apart, but did you get scared and run away without even asking for forgiveness?”
“…That’s because you don’t know.”
It’s an easy thing to say because you really don’t know about us.
I squeezed her fist inside the warm grip that wrapped around my hand.
“To beg forgiveness, you have to tell the truth that you used him, and that truth is never something that naive kid can handle.”
Even though I caught the weakness of having climaxed with a friend’s light prank… I want to keep friends with my best friends,
Under the pretext of testing, her naked body was forcibly shown, and an important place was touched,
The truth is that the ‘test’ was a blatant lie.
The skinship that I thought I shouldn’t feel because it’s between girls and friends… In fact, it was strangely erotic skinships that I didn’t feel,
The various outdoor exposures that were carried out to determine perverts and the act of treating them like bitches were only means to train themselves.
If you reveal such a dark truth and inflict a great irreparable wound on Lee Seon-ah,
After that, no matter what apologies she makes… What does that mean?
If I had to borrow her forgiveness in order to be comfortable, and make Lee Seon-ah sad one more time.
If only she had to make it hurt, more painful than she is now.
It would be better for me to leave quietly.
“Now… Hannah, it sounds like you ran away out of consideration for the child.”
“…Right. What’s wrong with that?”
“Hmm…”
Na, a newcomer, tapped the back of her hand with her finger and fell into thought, then she again asked me a question while she was silent.
“Using that…? I don’t know what she did, and I don’t think she’ll tell me… But please tell me one thing… When you guys were using her Suna, did she ever say that she didn’t like that child?”
“…I don’t know how the other kids were, but at least not me. There were many times when they would come up to me and beg me.”
At some point, she came to refer to me and Lee Seon-ah rather than a fictional character, but
Neither Shin Ye-na nor I cared much.
… After all, that story was just an excuse to tell you the general situation.
“You mean, she didn’t hate being ‘used’ in the first place, and she came to the point of being ‘used’ by you herself?”
“Well, she might look like that on the outside… But I don’t know what she was thinking…”
“That’s right. She knows no one’s true heart.”
“…?”
Shin Ye-na said as if she might have been ‘used’ by us even though Lee Seon-ah knew about it.
I sympathized with me, who refuted her words, as if I had waited.
What do you want to say… ?
“But, you guessed Sun-ah’s feelings by yourself and ran away.”
“…”
For an instant, she feels a shock as if a heavy lump of lead has fallen on her head.
To me, who has hardened as she bit her lip, the newcomer Na’s words continue.
“If it’s really impossible to reveal the truth for Suna’s sake, and then hide it as a lie for everyone to be happy…”
“Shouldn’t you be by her side and do your best to make her happy, even while hiding it with a lie?”
“I’m not telling Sun-ah the truth now, it’s just that everyone is suffering. Is this really the way for Sun-ah?”
… Every time I hear Shin Ye-na speak, something surrounding me peels off one layer after another.
It feels like sitting naked in front of her.
No matter how much I think about it, no matter how many times I think about it… Nothing she said was wrong.
I was so afraid to face her guilt that I had turned my eyes away, so I didn’t even try to know what Lee Seon-ah was thinking.
By arbitrarily judging and judging Lee Seon-ah’s thoughts… She masturbates on the pretext that it’s for her,
It was just running away from my sins again.
Due to my sudden isolation, without thinking of the pain in her heart Lee Seon-ah would receive from her.
“Yes, yes… I was just thinking of myself from beginning to end.”
To think that she was trembling slightly with her head bowed at the hot energy rising from her heart,
Newcomer Na came over to the seat next to me and gently hugged her by the shoulder.
“Very few have the courage to face her… Her own faults and not run away from them.”
I felt a hand on her shoulder and listened quietly to her words.
“But, someone with that kind of courage… Sun-ah will need it more than anyone. You know what I mean?”
“…Yes.”
“That’s right. That’s how you’re a good kid.”
Embraced in a warm embrace with a faint milk scent… Suppressing the feeling of wanting to cry right now,
As if she had become a really good child, she gently nodded.
“After this, think about her Sun-ah calmly and decide for yourself.
Ms. Shin Ye-na, who gently straightens my messy bobbed hair with a finger comb, whoops and smiles.
… Even though they are rivals with Lee Seon-ah, they have no choice but to admit overwhelming defeat at this moment.
If, through my story, I figured out that I have a crush on Seonah Lee and our general circumstances,
Instead of cheering me on like this and trying to send me back to her side of her Lee Seon-ah,
Rather, he could have cursed at me, pushed me further into the pit, and actively dug into my empty seat.
As a married woman, I fell in love with a girl the age of my daughter… The weight will be so heavy that you can’t dare imagine.
To achieve her love, she would do anything.
However, Shin Ye-na did not do that.
I just thought of what I could do to make her happier for the sake of her beloved Seonah Lee.
He’s really stupid, but he’s such a kind person.
“…Hey, put your number on me.”
“Huh…?”
I sneakily took out my cell phone from her pocket and handed it to the rookie Na.
“Yeah, we need to contact you. To… Consult.”
“Ahaha. That’s right, my spirit is also good. Let’s see…”
She smiled brightly, entered her phone number into her phone, and handed it back to me.
I accepted it, thought for a while about what to write in my name,
I wrote ‘Shin Ye-na unni’ and saved it.
As I was looking at the name floating on my phone, I felt the corner of my mouth trying to sneak up without even realizing it.
I gently covered her mouth with my hand so that Shin-ye or her sister could not see this promiscuity.
“Rather than that, aren’t you tired right now, Hannah?”
“Yes? Ah, yes…”
“Then, let’s go in after playing for a bit. How is it?”
Since there’s nothing to do until I get home anyway, it wouldn’t be bad to change my mood a little to commemorate getting closer to my good sister.
… It seems like you’re doing this to change my mood in the first place.
“…Yes. I like it.”
I blushed slightly and nodded my head quietly.
“Okay! Then today, this older sister will shoot, so let’s have fun here and there!”
“Customer, there are other customers in the store, so please lower your voice a little…”
“Ah! Yes, yes… I’m sorry…”
“…Puff.”
“Ooh, don’t laugh…!”
***
Looking at the sky as the sun was setting red, I was heading home in Shin Ye-na’s car.
“Ahaha. It’s been a while since I’ve changed my mood and it’s nice… Isn’t it?”
“…Yes, sister.”
Coffee shop, i-shopping, simple desserts, i-shopping again.
Walking aimlessly around downtown all day wasn’t much different from my recent routine, but
Today, it was quite fun just to look at the same downtown area as usual, perhaps thanks to the fact that I had some time to spare after unloading my mind.
… No, quite a bit more than that.
“Rather than that, did you feel bad too?”
“Ugh. …I was really worried because Sun-Ah wasn’t feeling well these days. Fortunately, most of those worries seem to have been resolved today.”
“Ah… I’m sorry.”
“Ah, say that again.”
Pushing me lightly with her elbow, my sister gave me her characteristic soft smile.
“All I have to do is make Suna happy in the future. You can do it.”
“Uh, sister too…”
“Huh…?”
“Your sister can do it too.”
“…”
I desperately pretended to look out the window, covering my blushing face.
Ha… Seriously, I can’t even say such sweet words. It doesn’t fit the body at all.
Still.
Even with this shame… Because it was something I really wanted to say.
“…Thank you for saying it like that.”
Lastly, the older sister’s voice, which seemed to choke up a little,
An awkward, bizarre atmosphere of silence follows.
Is there anything that can change the atmosphere… ?
… Oh right.
“By the way, when she first called Seonah Lee. Didn’t you say you were giving him a special prize?”
“Huh? Uh, yes… I did. I haven’t given it to Sunah yet…”
“What is that special prize? Well, a date ticket or something…? Or…”
“…I’m sorry about that, but B- Mill.”
As soon as the words are finished, the car squeals and stops.
As I reflexively looked out the window, I could see the familiar scenery in front of my house.
“Well, I think I’ve arrived at your house, right?”
“Yes? Oh, yes.”
“If you’re bored, call me anytime, and go inside carefully.”
“…Your sister, please go in carefully.”
Before I get off the passenger seat and close the door, from the white hand that my sister gently shakes at me,
Especially, the empty seat of the wedding ring is noticeable.
Maybe that special gift…
