Chapter 89 – I Won’t Let You See Other Women
We wandered around the festival streets even after a minor incident where we had to cover our mouths, so we couldn’t breathe.
While the fireworks were going on, some people asked me to buy super sweet and sticky fruit candy because it looked delicious, and some people asked me to buy them food made with seafood, which is rarely found in the capital, or snacks that make my mouth tingle with just one bite. …
“If you eat like that, you’ll gain weight.”
“I’m going to exercise, so it’s okay…” .”
“What kind of exercise do you do while staying at home?”
“…”
My junior already knew what I meant by exercise.
So, he’s clearly pretending not to know.
This is just my guess, but it seemed like my junior didn’t really like it when I called it exercise.
But that’s true.
Then what do you call it? Sex that doesn’t make babies?
That’s stupid, there’s nothing like that in this world.
Anyway, time passed and today’s festival was almost over.
The fireworks that lit up the sky instead of the sun had long since subsided, and as time got older, so many people started disappearing one by one.
That was a little bit difficult.
The fewer people there are, the fewer people come to see us,
My junior started to subtly grope my body more and more openly, just like he tapped my butt earlier.
No matter how embarrassing it is,
Outside, like this…
“Oh, I didn’t rent it…”
“I’m afraid it’s cold.”
“… What are you talking about?”
“I’m touching you because I’m afraid you might be cold.”
“…”
Where has that neat, ascetic-looking person gone and why is there such a sly snake?
As time passes, my juniors seem to become more and more sly.
He said he gave me permission to use his body, he let me poke his hole, he acted like he could treat me like it was his, and I was like, ugh…
“…”
… It’s not that bad, I feel like I’m being owned by someone, I feel like I can leave myself to this person and just follow them without thinking too much,
I didn’t really reject my junior’s touches on my body.
“Huh…”
What my junior said was definitely correct.
It’s hot. Really huge. It’s hot.
Even though it’s spring, the nights are still chilly, and I started sweating so much that my skin became shiny.
The master who made me like this with just a few gestures,
She immediately realized my condition and smiled slightly with her eyes narrowed.
“Shall we go back?”
“… “That.”
“Because it’s late.”
“… Yes…”
Stores opened for the festival were closed,
Now there is nothing to do if I stay at the academy,
There was no time to wander around anymore, so I did.
It’s obvious that I’ll lose my mind when I get back home.
I know my junior had a hard time in the morning, but I couldn’t bear it any longer.
It felt like my heart had moved into my lower abdomen, and it was pounding, pounding, and aching and pulling so hard that I felt like if I didn’t touch it right away or let it go, I would just go crazy and become an idiot.
In the end, I couldn’t control my trembling body,
I barely made my way home, one step at a time, while being half held in my junior’s arms.
The juniors seem to be anxious as well, although not as much as me.
He’s looking at every part of my body with eyes that sparkle like an animal, and I’m barely able to control my rough breathing, but the hands that are touching me are starting to put more and more effort into it.
If possible, I wish I could squeeze it hard enough to leave a mark, but I wish it would hurt enough to bleed,
I knew it was too much to expect that from a good junior, so I quietly let him do whatever he wanted.
I don’t know why the road back home seems so long.
In my heart, I wanted to pounce on my junior right here and now and suck him out, but I was restraining myself from doing that with the barely a shred of reason I had left,
I also felt that the limit was slowly approaching.
I feel like if I continue like this, I’ll end up doing something really shameless,
I tried to talk to ease my excitement.
“I’m the owner…”
Desperately hiding the sweet-sounding voice,
I blinked several times to get rid of the moisture inside.
You have to say anything, anything.
At least we can talk and calm down our excitement until we get home.
As if recognizing these efforts,
My junior does not ignore what I say and responds in a kind tone.
“Yes.”
“I have a question. Whoa, whoa…”
“Do you have any questions?”
“Yes…”
My junior nodded as if asking me to ask him anything.
I shook my head a few times to shake off the sight of my eyes turning white with excitement,
It’s okay to say anything in a situation like this,
Actually, I asked outright something I had been curious about before.
“What is your relationship with Linea-senpai… ?”
“Linea? Ah. Rose belt…”
When I put it in my mouth,
I can naturally imagine Linea senior.
It was I who witnessed before my eyes a woman who looked neat and delicate, as if she had never gone through any hardships, and had an incredible body, and when she faced her junior, her whole body began to tremble like an aspen tree.
Although her junior greeted her senior casually…
The two knew each other, and I just thought something had happened in the past.
Actually, I don’t care what happened in the past,
It’s just that, yeah, I’m not jealous at all, I just said something to calm my excitement…
“Why is that?”
That’s why I asked,
Wow, her junior’s reaction is unusual.
He was exhaling excitedly like an excited animal, but then he stiffened his attitude as if he had been put in ice, and responded in a wary tone as if he never wanted to tell me something, right?
I really wasn’t that curious, but when you get this reaction,
I couldn’t help but delve into the flow of the conversation.
“Uh… “I’m curious.”
“Everything.”
“Are you saying that?”
“… Sorry. Hmm. The words were a bit sharp.”
“Huh…”
“Don’t sulk. Because I was wrong.”
My junior, who always showed me a kind, gentle, kind, and cool side, became wary as if I had been stabbed by something,
I felt a little sad.
I wasn’t asking anything strange, I was just asking what was going on. That’s just what I said.
Did I do something wrong?
I pouted and reminded myself of the promise we had whispered to each other on the bed the other day.
“We decided to be honest with each other’s questions… ?”
“…”
“Because we lack communication, the last time I collapsed, the owner didn’t ask properly, and I didn’t talk properly, so that’s why it happened, so we both feel comfortable with each other, ask questions when we have questions, and don’t misunderstand when questions are asked. You promised to speak your mind honestly and without hiding anything… ?”
“… “It was like that.”
Although I stuttered a little,
I recited the promise of that day without making a single mistake.
“It’s the master who suggested that, but he’s already trying to break that promise… ?”
“… Ah. Really. All right. “I’ll tell you.”
“Yes.”
“Instead. Hmm. Because Eve asked. Don’t take it to heart.”
“You keep it in your heart?”
“…”
“Huh. All right. Because I’m curious. Tell me…”
At this point she should have quit.
I thought there must be a reason why my junior didn’t want to talk like that,
If I had been a person with even the slightest consideration or sense, I wouldn’t have bothered to listen to what follows.
But I didn’t know until now.
I never thought I would regret listening to my junior’s story.
No, it’s not a regret,
It was closer to petty jealousy.
Anyway, the junior started talking…
I found out everything that happened between my senior and junior.
Actually, it was just one incident, nothing at all, but whatever.
Once upon a time, Linea-senpai fell in love with her junior and chased him around, asking him to sleep with her just once if he couldn’t date her… She said she asked for it…
As stupid as I was, I knew that asking to sleep didn’t really mean that I would sleep with my eyes closed.
The junior, yes, accepted it without much thought, and said something incomprehensible, such as wondering what love was, but anyway, we climbed into bed together…
“I didn’t.”
“Yes.”
“… “It looks like he doesn’t believe it.”
“…”
How can we believe that?
A man and woman in their prime took off her clothes, climbed onto her bed, and even laid their bodies on top of her, but she believed that when they said they didn’t do it. It’s not a matter of trust, she’s just a fool or a brat.
“It’s real. Uh, … It’s too big. “I ran away.”
“… Yes.”
But that statement was a little persuasive.
I’ve said it several times already, but my junior’s thing was really, huge, and even for me, who had gotten used to the act itself after the last few dozen relationships, it was still very difficult.
Me too, who had my huge boyfriend piercing my lower body almost every day,
At first glance, the delicate senior Linea, who seems to have no interest in such things, is scared and runs away.
But that’s it, even if I really didn’t do it,
I feel even sadder than before.
I don’t know why I feel sad.
This happened before he even met me, and my junior is so cool that he’s so popular that women confess to him all the time, and I’m not particularly a lover, so even if he’s mixing with other women right now, I have no room to interfere. It’s true that there isn’t one,
Why does my heart feel so tight?
Also, why do I hate Senior Linea so much?
This is my first time experiencing these feelings.
I feel resentful towards my junior, but I don’t want to fail, and rather than being disappointed, I feel self-reproach for why I wasn’t around him at that time, and I don’t know what to do.
When I looked like I was going to cry, my junior must have been quite embarrassed.
“So, I didn’t mean to tell you…”
“… Sniff.”
“Don’t cry. Pop.”
“It was bad…”
“That’s right. “I was bad.”
“What, what was bad?”
“Yes?”
“What was so bad…”
“… Anyway, I was bad. “Don’t cry.”
There was nothing bad about my junior.
He didn’t cheat, and even though he and I were lovers, it was a long time ago, so what’s wrong with it?
But he was a junior who accepted all my whining.
I barely stopped crying when I got home,
I made a resolution in my heart.
I will make you cry as much as I cry.
I will never be able to see another woman again, and the mere sight of the hem of her skirt will make me freak out.
I’ll torture you again and again until you can’t cry, and I’ll suck every last drop out of you.
For real this time,
They won’t look at anything.
I don’t know if my decision was conveyed to him,
My junior shivered as if he was overcome with chills.
