Chapter 57 – Juniors Look Like Angels
I was impatient with rolling my thighs during the lecture,
From that point on, none of the lecture content came in.
Eventually, as time passed,
“Today’s lecture ends here.”
After that, until Professor Carmen gets ready to leave the classroom.
I strongly pinched the nasty junior’s side to express my dissatisfaction,
I was trying to catch up with the leaving professor.
Because I missed two days of my major classes almost every day without permission, it would have a big impact on my grades, where attendance is important.
If the situation is like this, how can it not be?
With that in mind, I try to follow the professor.
Suddenly, my junior grabbed my wrist and grabbed it.
“Where are you going.”
Am i? Do. I was a little surprised.
Even so, the expression on the face is serious.
The junior had a face that said he didn’t like something very much.
Of course, I replied that I was going to the professor.
Wouldn’t it give more strength to the grip holding the arm?
What else could be the problem?
“Don’t go.”
“Why are you like this all of a sudden?”
“I don’t like it.”
“… What?”
“Entire.”
It’s not a relationship that can be said to be very old, but as I lived with my flesh, I was slowly realizing how to deal with juniors, albeit vaguely.
At times like this, juniors rather than forcibly break that stubbornness,
It would be more effective to persuade slowly, like soothing a fussy child.
Like he said at the beginning, he smiled kindly, pretending to be kind, uhm, as fake as possible.
“If you say that, I don’t know. Can you tell me what you don’t like?”
“… It’s just, I don’t like it when seniors get involved with that professor.”
“Is it so?”
What?
This was another unexpected answer.
Did Professor Carmen hate something from her juniors?
I was curious, but I thought it would be rude to ask why, so I brought up something else.
“But you are my major professor? How can I not get involved? Again, I have to ask for one look…”
“Still.”
“Eh, what is it?”
I grabbed a few strands of hair from the sides with my fingers and twisted them around.
A bit strange,
There is something that my junior is having a hard time with.
Like a large dog caught in the rain, he looks at me with a pitiful face and eyes.
I felt a sincere heart that it would be nice not to get involved with the professor.
I was overcome with an inexplicable sense of superiority.
Because of me, because of my actions, it’s amazing that my juniors can be so shaken up, and there’s something that makes me feel better.
I was curious and asked why my junior was so anxious.
“I am anxious… ?”
“Of course.”
“Why?”
“She is my girlfriend. How could she not be anxious?”
“Ah, hey, it has nothing to do with being a girlfriend.”
“It doesn’t matter. A lot of that too.”
“Heh, hehe…”
From the eyes of my juniors looking at me,
I had no choice but to cower because I felt like I was being swallowed in the jaws of some large marine creature all at once.
The junior’s eyes are mine, they’re mine, and
Because he was staring at me with a possessive desire burning like a wildfire.
Oh oh oh
Just by being reflected in those eyes for a moment, the superiority I had felt for a very short time completely disappeared.
He didn’t want to go against his junior’s feelings, so he had to do as he said, and his head was filled with submissive thoughts.
My mind is clear enough,
For some reason, my heart fluttered at the sight of my juniors wanting me, and I ended up giving up…
“Don’t go.”
“Wait, don’t look at me like that…”
“Are grades really that important?”
“Note, it is important.”
“Why?”
It’s natural.
But it didn’t seem natural to him.
After all, he is the son of a famous aristocratic family.
It was a completely different situation from me, who somehow had to graduate from the academy and find a way to live more comfortably.
Of course, it’s a situation where he’s paying me more than I thought he hired me for.
It was true that I was in a hurry to buy alchemy items that I was interested in while paying school fees.
I can’t stay as his maid forever.
Of course, I want to stay in this relationship for the rest of my life, but…
Ah, you shouldn’t misunderstand, that’s the feeling of going to a job where you can work comfortably. Because it means that I want to remain in such a relationship between an employee and an employee. Anyway, in that sense, I want to take care of my juniors for a long time, but
It wasn’t something I could do just because I wanted to.
I knew at least that I wasn’t really suited to being a maid.
It is a situation where juniors are doing most of the housework because they are clumsy and clumsy.
Now, my junior is interested in me, so I managed to maintain this kind of relationship, but…
I’m a boring girl, so the day when I get tired of playing around and being abandoned may not be too far off.
Why does my heart throb just by imagining it?
Ah. Is it so. Revenge, because you have to revenge. But if you are abandoned before you achieve your goal, you will not be able to take revenge.
That’s why I felt so sad and frustrated.
“I have to answer.”
At the urging of my junior, I suddenly woke up from my thoughts and returned to reality.
And when he realized that he hadn’t answered the question of why grades were important, he said right away.
“Because I have no money. To get a scholarship, your grades…”
I’ve said it all the way there and I’ve been evasive enough.
I feel like I’m missing myself.
There is nothing more humiliating and embarrassing than talking about money to others.
It’s ridiculous to explain the situation in detail, and even if I said it like that, I didn’t think anyone would understand.
“… Was it because of that? Money? School expenses?”
“Yes, yes.”
“What else do I say? If it’s just because of the tuition, why didn’t you tell me?”
“To.”
As I muttered stupidly, the junior thought for a moment and said,
“I am.”
I said so.
No matter how ignorant I was, it wasn’t to the extent that I couldn’t understand the nuance that he would pay for my tuition.
I couldn’t keep my hands still, so I moved around and said whatever words came to my mind.
“Well, but, you never know when it will be abandoned.”
“Are you throwing it away? Who is it? Maybe a senior?”
“…”
“It will never happen. Of course, I won’t let you run away.”
To say good things.
Of course, it wasn’t the style of being bluffed by juniors, but
I knew that the human heart is something that lacks original principles.
If you are roasted and boiled with a few words, trusted without any countermeasures, and then abandoned,
All that responsibility would be on me.
“Mo, I can’t believe it…”
“…”
“That’s not to say, master, no, I don’t trust my junior. Eh, it can’t be helped if you get tired of it. I wouldn’t be resentful or anything like that. Because it’s natural… ?”
“What are you saying?”
My sister-in-law said it would never happen.
I couldn’t reap the seeds of distrust once sprouted.
But you can’t even say that when you see him arguing.
I’m frustrated because I couldn’t say the words I put in my heart,
I kept looking at him while twisting my body.
The junior who was looking down at me took my arm,
“Follow me.”
Headed somewhere
I walked for a long time led by his hand and arrived at the window where I paid my school fees.
I can’t come to my senses in the rapidly changing situation, so I’m standing there,
I wanted to say something to the staff guarding the window,
In an instant, I had to pay all my tuition until graduation.
“All right?”
If you bring up the topic of tuition and solve everything like this in less than twenty minutes,
What am I going to be, having lived far away from money for almost my entire life?
It didn’t really take the slightest to think of that kind of fullness.
Um, well, I’m actually a snob, so there’s nothing wrong with money, even if it’s from people I hate.
It’s true that he solved the problem no matter what kind of heart he gave, be it redemption or alms.
It’s okay to say it’s a snob.
It’s good if you have a lot of money, and actually, the reason I started alchemy was because I thought I might become rich, so of course I knew it was a taboo and gave it up, but anyway, I’m naturally a person who knows how much money. …
Let me be so dazed for a moment,
The junior stared at me for a long time and wanted to think of something, and then said it again with a slightly guilty face.
In an excused tone, as if it wasn’t meant to be… ?
“Senior.”
“Yes, yes.”
“The situation came to this, but I wasn’t in the mood to do anything with the money.”
“To.”
“I want to respect my seniors as much as possible, but I got a little angry. I couldn’t control my emotions momentarily.”
“That, yes… ?”
I didn’t understand the flow of the conversation at all, but I was the one who nodded anyway.
The junior’s face was so shiny, no, it seemed like a halo was shining from the back of her body.
Hate and sleep, put aside for a while,
The angel who gave me money was here right now.
“It’s only this once, so can you understand?”
“Yes…”
Twice, maybe? No, three times is fine.
If it’s giving money, the number of times doesn’t matter, I can understand as much as you like…
I mean,
It was me who couldn’t take it out because I had no shame.
