Chapter 32 – I Think I’m Going Crazy Because My Master Is Frustrated
I was held tightly in the arms of a junior who suddenly appeared.
It should have been natural that the noisy atmosphere of the people around me had become unbearably burdensome after the appearance of my junior, but somehow I thought it was okay to bury my face in the chest of my junior.
Was it because I couldn’t see, or was it because my junior hugged my head and covered his ears? After thinking about it for a while, I soon found the reason.
It was because the sound of his heart beating at regular intervals from his left chest was surprisingly calm.
I simply found peace of mind with that, and I felt that the panic that had been inducing seizures in me until just before had lost some of its strength.
How many minutes have passed like that?
The junior seemed to be talking with the professors, but as if it was over, he removed his arm from covering my ears and said.
“Senior, let’s go.”
“To?”
“House. Aren’t you going?”
“Ah, leave it, don’t leave it…”
“Nothing like that.”
My junior said that, as if my worries were completely useless.
“If you said you wouldn’t go, I would have dragged you by force.”
“Whoa, whoa…”
I was engulfed in the delusion that I was about to be eaten by those fierce eyes,
I couldn’t bear to answer anything.
Right after that, my junior said it was a joke and laughed as always, but I was tired of this series of events, and I was overwhelmed by the atmosphere immediately before my junior.
I didn’t even have time to think back on my first mindset of hating myself to death and wanting to sleep. All I could think about was that I had to do as my juniors do, with my tail curled up like a puppy.
After a while, the junior thought about it for a while, and then, as if asking for my permission, he touched his fingertips…
I grabbed his hand, just unconsciously, without realizing it, reflexively, uhhh, something I’d done many, many times.
Just when everything in this place is almost finished and I am about to go home,
I realized there was something I didn’t ask.
I turned around and asked my older brother, who was almost bursting with anger, saying, ‘Is that a bastard?!’
“Brother.”
“Eve, yes. Do you want to change your mind right now? After all, is this brother better? Come this way…”
“Father, how are you?”
“… !”
Brother Rohan, at my words, became as hard as the stone that had been beaten by Medusa.
As if he had heard something in a category he had never imagined, as if he hadn’t even expected that title to come out of my mouth, he was so completely frozen.
At this moment, the only thing that made him different from the stone was that his dark red hair and eyes were the same color as a violent ripple as if a typhoon had come.
I’d rather not have someone completely electrocuted by a lightning strike.
At the moment when I was puzzled, my older brother said to himself after finally refining himself.
“Damn it, Eve. That you don’t have to worry about No, don’t worry about it.”
“I can’t use it. Still, it’s my father.”
“Eve. I beg you, please don’t think of him and don’t put it in his mouth. My brother will take care of it.”
“…”
The words that came out of the mouth of my older brother, who is usually too generous and kind to me,
It was the kind of thing that struck me unexpectedly.
I was startled and looked straight at him,
My brother wanted to look into my eyes, but as soon as he saw me tilting my head, he shook his whole body like an aspen tree.
I’m not entirely sure, but
I think it’s probably anger.
I didn’t know if it was directed towards me or towards something else.
“Go, I’ll go…” .”
I got a feeling that I shouldn’t ask about something,
I said that and took my junior’s hand.
…
…
…
My junior and I were able to arrive home safely without looking elsewhere.
Even when we took off our shoes at the entrance and entered the house completely, we held each other’s hands tightly.
Besides, for some reason, I couldn’t face my juniors face-to-face from a while ago,
It was strange that I couldn’t keep restless, so I just blinked my eyes.
“Sir, you need to change your clothes.”
“This, in this state, how?”
“Yes?”
Ah. I can’t get my hands off it
“Senior?”
Ah. You can take your hands off it.
“…”
Ugh, I just need to let go…
I didn’t do that, just hung my head.
I was a bit uneasy when I heard the sound of a junior smirking in my ears.
Stupid on a topic I don’t know anything about. Especially when I couldn’t even dream of hating you to death, heh…
It’s only because the kouhai’s hands are warm. Also, I get lonely a lot. I don’t get lonely when I’m holding hands, so even if it’s just that,
The junior seemed to be seriously mistaken about something.
Well, it was true that if I was struggling in the swamp of my own illusions, there was nothing as exhilarating and beautiful as that for me.
I twisted the corner of my mouth into a smile, ah, why, why? Why are you taking it off… ?
“Ah, ah…”
“Puff. I’ll catch you later, so don’t make that face.”
“… I promise you.”
“Sure.”
I had no choice but to enter my room, holding my lonely hand with the other hand.
Then, as I took off my school uniform and started changing into a maid uniform, I slowly thought about it.
Oh, come to think of it, it was also the first time my master asked me if I should change my clothes myself.
It’s about a topic that I don’t usually pay attention to because it’s sublime.
I was a little puzzled, but the next moment I intuitively felt that the time had come.
“Gyaaaaagh.”
Bo, service, are you trying to do it?
I don’t know if the word finally would be appropriate, but it seemed that the owner had reached the limit of his patience.
Even if it’s painted, it should be enough. Do you have to do it one by one? While doing,
It must have been an intention to yell at me out of the blue.
Of course, as long as I was able to see through all of those thoughts, I had no intention of being treated as I pleased.
I laughed so hard that I loosened the straps on the clothes to make them look tighter, and I pulled up the skirt one more step to completely expose my thighs.
That’s the basic of the basics, and I brought two suitable strings and tied my hair while looking in the mirror.
This kind of hair, I’m not a child, and I’m as old as I am, so I’m extremely embarrassed to do it, so I can’t show it to others, but it’s the owner.
Oh, I thought the owner would like it, so of course I didn’t think of such things, Knob, yes. Because I need a corner to catch. It was something I had no choice but to do.
And since I didn’t have any anti-vomiting medicine, I decided to put a few fingers up my throat and stir them up to widen the place instead.
“Oek, ok, egeg, yes, ugh…”
Just by piercing it for a few tens of seconds, a slight pleasure began to spread from the inside of my softly loosened throat, and I involuntarily continued to point my finger.
Somehow, my eyes went numb, and the outside of my throat was so painful that I couldn’t live with it, but I hadn’t thought of stabbing the inside of my throat. It feels good to endure it, ah. I think I will become addicted. Heh heh heh…
“Senior, it’s taking a long time.”
“Hehe, hehe. I’m leaving…”
I hurriedly wiped the saliva off my hands at the owner’s prompting and went out into the living room.
The junior was in a state of change into simple everyday clothes… As soon as you meet me, Ohhh? It became a facial expression.
“Uh?”
“Why, why?”
“Hair style. Hmm.”
“… Does it look useful?”
“Yes?”
“Does it look useful…”
“… Don’t they usually ask if they look good together?”
There’s no doubt it won’t suit you, but why do you have to ask such a thing?
Even after coming to this point, I still hated my juniors who were arrogant, so I knelt down in front of him, showing that there was nothing I could do about it because I was a maid.
“?”
“Give me your hand, please.”
“Ah. I was going to catch it. No, but why did the knee suddenly… ?”
“Quickly.”
At my urging, my junior had no choice but to hand over his hand.
I pulled the hand and put it right next to his braided hair.
“What, what is it?”
“Give me another hand.”
“…”
“Come on.”
In the end, I’m going to give it to you, but I’m going to have a good time.
In the end, with my hair braided on both sides, one strand in each hand, I looked up at my junior and continued to speak.
“Wouldn’t it be more comfortable if I held on tighter…?” ?”
“…”
“Shake it, try it. Oh, it’s been released.”
As I said, the hair tie came undone simply by moving it a few times with a little strength in the junior’s big grip.
I couldn’t help it, because I didn’t want to break the atmosphere, so I started tying my hair back while I was still on my knees, raising my arms and exposing my armpits.
Unlike before, there was no mirror, so I couldn’t tell if I was tying it correctly.
I don’t make handles because I want to look pretty. I thought it would be okay to just make it loose enough to fit the purpose.
I tightened the hair tie even tighter enough to pull my scalp a lot by applying strength to my arms and hands,
With my hands on my knees, I looked up at my juniors once more.
Ugh, no response.
Maybe, I thought that my juniors might be much more naive than I thought.
It was actually just my misunderstanding that my juniors were snobbish, and I wondered if they could have reacted so lukewarmly because they really didn’t know the duties of a maid.
So how far do you have to go to find out?
Ah.
I came up with a good idea and immediately put it into action.
Like the face looking up at the master with the tip of the chin raised,
I pretended to stick my tongue out, but pressed it as close as possible to the lower space in my mouth and showed the inside of my throat.
I felt the warm, damp hole swell, rapidly contract and then relax,
Now I’m a little too shy, so I couldn’t help but blush.
Maybe my tearful actions weren’t even commendable,
This naive, stupid junior screamed in almost total astonishment.
“What are you doing-?!”
What are you doing
It’s service.
My jaw hurts, what should I do? .
I’m so frustrated with this idiot that I’m going crazy.
