Chapter 97 – 97. Planning
The plan was simple.
The day after I had a hearty meal of meat, I went on a date with Winter.
It wasn’t that we put on a great show or that there was nothing great about it.
I dragged him out because I wanted to talk to my brother.
When they came back, all they could do was breathe a deep sigh.
Even when I asked what was going on, I answered formally like ‘how did it go well, what’,
Both acted to make it feel like they had broken up with their significant other.
It’s me… I was originally like that.
Even in winter, there was no need to act separately.
I just stopped talking on the phone at night and locked myself in the corner of my room preparing for assignments and exams.
Even though I want to show affection, I can’t do it at home.
⋯I don’t know if I stopped masturbating, but I endured it for about a week.
As a result.
‘⋯ Daughter. Are you okay?’
‘Ah, yes. ⋯It’s okay, me.’
‘⋯Yes.’
Her mother started to worry.
Well, since both of the children are hooked, it’s only natural.
⋯But maybe you weren’t worried even if Winter was lively?
It’s already dirty clothes for my mother, so it’s all her underwear.
It would be better to be downcast than falling for someone who can’t even introduce herself as her boyfriend.
⋯It was more comfortable to think so.
It’s not because the guilt is gone.
After a week or so of holding my breath,
“Hey, it’s heavy. Come down.”
“No.”
I went back to being a good brother and sister again.
After all, we are siblings.
So, even if Winter is lying on her thighs like now, Mom won’t think it’s strange.
She thought that even when she caught me hugging, she comforted me.
Even if you show a lot of closeness, it doesn’t matter as long as it’s not related to something sexual.
A brother and sister who are suspiciously close.
It is true that they have more feelings for each other than brother and sister, but brother and sister who never cross the line.
⋯Even if it wasn’t true, I planned to try to make it appear that way to my mother.
“My daughter, stop bullying your brother and help mom. You said you wanted to learn to cook.”
“Winter, did you hear? Get out of the way quickly My thigh hurts.”
“⋯Tsk.”
“Are you tongue-tied now?”
“Well?”
Mom didn’t seem to care too much.
Or maybe he thinks it’s a relief that Kyeol-gyeolm is getting his energy back.
What is certain is that her trust in her son seemed to be higher than ever.
Faith is heavy.
Love is heavy
⋯Everything is going well.
“Has my daughter’s knife skills improved?”
“Ah, whose daughter is it? It will grow soon.”
The only ones who can comfort Winter are me and my mother.
The only things Gye-ri trusts and relies on are me and her mother.
And⋯, winter is blind to men.
It’s a fact that you can easily know even if you don’t have to say it with your mouth.
Leave birth control to a woman, buy a child who doesn’t know anything about it and make her wear it,
Because he was tricked by a guy who ordered all sorts of strange things in filthy underwear and animal headbands.
One of the two has to stick by his side.
⋯To be honest, I don’t like it very much.
If it was time to deceive others, I would never use this method.
My sister is kind, cute, very naughty, only looks at me,
It’s true that men’s eyes are strange, but he’s a pure kid.
But in order to fool her mother, both of them were willing to take this much.
It’s mom
You won’t brag about it anywhere, and you won’t hate anything we do.
⋯Unless it goes wrong somewhere.
***
Unlike inside the house, which seems to be rolling as expected,
College life was really shit.
⋯ Why did I apply for this?
If it’s cultured, isn’t it enough to teach cultured like cultured?
I couldn’t understand the meaning of team play in this situation.
Of course, it’s not that Joe couldn’t be saved, and it’s not that the members are bad.
I was also surprised at first.
I never dreamed that he would contact me first.
Oh, actually, it’s not like I didn’t come out of my dream at all.
I came out of a nightmare once.
I was standing in the defendant’s box and he was a witness.
The crime was, of course, the crime of committing her sister.
“Hello, Gaeul Kim, is this your phone?”
“That’s right.”
“Ah, that’s right. ⋯ I’m Shin Ha Neul? The sky.”
“⋯What?”
Moment why? Was the first thing I thought, but
There was only one reason.
An invitation to come in.
“I sent KakaoTalk, but there was no reply. I called to see if I was mistaken.”
“Ah, it’s because I haven’t seen that, but ⋯ is it with me?”
“Huh. Have you already entered the group?”
“No, that’s not it. ⋯ But me? Why?”
“My aunt said that you work diligently, and you and I were good at teaming up in the past.”
“⋯Uh.”
“I’ve already gathered most of the members, but ⋯ would you like to join our group?”
“Wait a minute… No, no. ⋯ I’ll do it.”
To be honest, I felt like I wanted to refuse, but I couldn’t help it because I had no other choice.
If you refuse, you know where you will fall.
It’s not that I hate Shin Ha-neul.
If I had to ask, I think he was a good human being.
Looking at the part of hiring Jo Won based only on sincerity, I thought that he was competent.
The members of the crew were all good people.
But,
Right now, without a single lie, he looked like Satan in my eyes.
“Ah, can you hear my voice?”
Leader Shin Ha-neul.
“Yes yes. I hear you, sister.”
“I hear you, sister.”
Two people who used to work together at a cafe, including ⋯.
“Yes, I can hear you~”
Plus, winter is my friend.
Not the captain’s younger brother, but a friend who was taller than him.
“⋯I can hear you.”
The last jowon, Kim Ga-eul.
Horrible.
It’s like having a nightmare.
One, two, three, four people I know.
No one knows
Why do so many people know?
“Then, since we’ve all gathered, shall we say hello first?”
“⋯I know everyone, but why?”
I already want to run away like a chimney.
How did all the members of the crew know me and Kyeolgi?
⋯Even most of them know what kind of relationship I am with Winter.
“No no. Nael doesn’t know the seniors… Ah. ⋯You might know.”
The captain heard the winter directly from his mouth,
“Ah, I know that autumn senior. Winter is your brother, right?”
“⋯Uh.”
Even the kid named Nael knows that I and Gye-gyeol are in an unusual relationship.
Because when I came here to play, I saw Gye-gyeol brushing his hair.
⋯ He said there was something that Gye-gyeol said.
Did she lie that she had a crush on herself?
Rather fortunately
Because,
“”⋯.””
The other two met at a motel.
⋯ The probability doesn’t make sense to see it as a coincidence.
Of course, it’s not a coincidence.
Who would have put those people into the cafe in the first place?
If you look at winter’s friends, he’s a friend of his younger brother.
It was a condition that had no choice but to overlap.
“Since it’s an announcement next Thursday, we’ll share roles and stuff today. After we finish researching materials, let’s get together around next week. It’s a bit awkward to meet only by video, so we should talk face-to-face.”
It’s obvious, but it’s probably not like this because the motive and leader know it.
⋯You must have thought that only you knew about it.
I don’t even want to brag about it, I just called to find a team member…
“⋯I’m fine anytime.”
“Ah, winter is coming, no. Senior autumn. Just let it go Isn’t the sky the same age as the captain anyway?”
“⋯ Any time is fine.”
“Oh, um… Then I’ll call you brother…”
“⋯Uh.”
There are no bad people.
⋯I don’t know for sure, but no one is missing.
But it’s insanely uncomfortable.
I think everyone here will turn around because they know about my shame.
Save me, Winter.
***
“Ah, can you hear me, brother?”
“I can hear.”
“⋯Then can you hear me when I say this?”
“⋯I can hear you well.”
The midnight phone call that started again a few days ago.
The whispering voice of Winter that I longed for.
⋯Honestly, I thought I was going crazy because I was lonely while not doing it.
I even put up with masturbation in the sense that I should do the right thing by pretending to be haggard… But it was really hard.
“Save me… Winter…”
“⋯Brother, what’s going on?”
“Because of the group assignment.”
“Ah, ⋯what else am I saying?”
“I have a friend of yours in my group. Why didn’t you tell me Your friend came to our school.”
“⋯Didn’t I tell you?”
“⋯Is that so?”
“Are you in the same group as Nael and your brother?”
“Uh.”
“Why doesn’t he tell me, he…”
With a calm voice, he left the brooding winter behind and organized his words.
I felt like I couldn’t stand it if I said what I thought.
Right now, when I feel like I’m going to go crazy and turn around due to various stresses,
There was just one thing I wanted to ask Winter.
“Ah, Winter, you said you would do everything I ask you to do.”
“⋯You never did that?”
“Isn’t it true that you said you’d listen to all the dirty things?”
“Yes.”
“Can I ask you something?”
“What is it?”
“⋯Let’s not do that for a while.”
You have to be patient for a while.
You don’t have to graduate from college.
If you don’t nail it like this…
I didn’t even think about my real condition or body, so much that I got hurt…
I felt like I was going to do it my way.
“That, you mean not to do something…?”
“⋯ Means no sex until the exam is over.”
“Ah, yes.”
It was a very common sense remark, but I was quite surprised.
Then, as if he hadn’t even imagined it, he replied tremulously.
“⋯What did you think?”
“Nana? Uh…Of course I thought the same as ⋯brother.”
“Let’s go play on the weekend after exams. ⋯Mom won’t say anything about us going out for 2 days and 1 night anyway. And around that time, you need to avoid Dad coming.”
“⋯Ah, yes.”
A reaction that is less cool than expected.
⋯Is that so?
Her friend was in the same group as her brother, but did she get angry because she didn’t tell him?
Cute, really
“Hey, brother…”
“Uh.”
“That, um…”
“⋯Why?”
“No. ⋯Tell you later.”
⋯Looking at the reaction, it may not seem like it again.
When he’s jealous, he shows off openly.
I wasn’t sure why Winter was so flustered.
As soon as the weekend of the same week, I could simply realize.
“Mom is empty today, so you two take good care of the house~”
“⋯ Yes?”
“Unlike anyone else, my cute daughter-in-law took care of my mother’s rest, so I went to see some flowers with her aunts and then rested. Why?”
⋯Surely,
It wasn’t like I was the only one who couldn’t stand it.
