Chapter 278 – IF Abduction. Older Sister Kim Winter, Younger Brother Kim Ga-Eul (21)
My sister’s skin touches my skin.
It’s wet, moist, and soft.
The bare skin of a blood relative that is slightly warmer than mine.
“… Good night.”
I was envious of my older sister who said the word ‘good’ so easily.
Wouldn’t it be easier to vomit if mixed with the sound of pouring rain outside the house?
As I struggled to get those short, simple words down my throat,
“… Me too.”
“Huh… It’s warm, so…”
In the end, it is crushed into words that are neither one nor the other.
All the words that didn’t become words flowed into my arms and legs, and I yearned for my sister’s body lying on top of mine.
Unlike me, round and small shoulders,
Wing bones that I don’t get a chance to see because I usually wear them loosely,
Sometimes when I wear a short T-shirt and stretch it, the side and belly button that make me go crazy.
… Even the chest beyond the swimsuit thinner than the T-shirt.
Because now I can touch it if I stretch out my hand.
Unlike when you hold your breath on the bed.
You don’t have to have the courage to put your hand under your clothes.
“… Autumn?”
I put my hand on my sister’s waist.
I can’t even remember when I started to feel this as skin.
It may have been about a month after living together,
Maybe it was when I went on a trip to Singapore.
Anyway, that’s
It was meaningless now that it was far beyond ten fingers.
“… Sister, aren’t you fat?”
“What? Hey!”
“No, here’s a bit of flank meat…”
“I didn’t gain weight! Touch it!”
Slyly.
Like a younger brother
As I stroke my older sister’s soft side, I let out my dirty feelings.
It’s been three months since we moved in.
100 days if not possible.
Days with no promise of how long to endure.
How warm your heart feels when your cheek touches this soft skin,
How warm my heart is when I touch my body against this soft skin,
The days when I couldn’t pretend to know because I knew everything.
The fact that I couldn’t even wear shorts when I slept,
It was because I knew everything.
“… Is not it? I’m not sure. It doesn’t look like it’s steamed.”
“Look, sister, are you skinny? Because autumn stole all of your sister’s food.”
“I’ll steal one more spoonful from now on.”
“Yes, yes. Don’t gain weight, just steal some more.”
Aside from the belly fat sticking to my navel, I can’t touch any useless fat on my sister’s body.
I just feel the thin skin and fragile bones that are about to break.
I just want to protect my heart. I can only feel my heart swollen.
My older sister’s buttocks, which seemed impossible to stop once touched, only occasionally touched my thighs or knees.
“Ah… , Because the pool water is cold. It’s nice to be immersed in warm water like this and flirt with you. I didn’t know.”
“… I know.”
While making her excuses that it was because of the narrow bathtub, I stroked the hair of my older sister who was making strange noises.
How long can you stay in this warm and hot water?
10 minutes?
1 hours?
… I don’t know.
But,
I don’t want to go out
“If autumn is your vacation, would you like to go on a hot spring trip? Is there a place I can go even in summer?”
“Could it be?”
“Hmm… , Let’s go if there is. Go, family bath? If you have something like that, let’s warm up like today. … I think it’s much better than I thought, this.”
“… But does it work? I’m going with my sister.”
“What kind of documents should I get from Dad? … Or did you get sensitive and go away? Ah, but again, in winter, you don’t have much time left for the exam…”
“… I can’t see it because I’m taking a few days off.”
“Is it?”
“Uh.”
If they were submerged in a place much wider than this, wouldn’t they be overlapping like they are now?
It’s wide, so go that way, can you say it firmly?
… That it can’t be
I know best.
“… Kim Ga-eul.”
“Why.”
“It tickles me. If you keep petting your sister.”
Whether the bathtub is wide or narrow.
No matter what she wears, no matter what she longs for my hug.
I can’t refuse
Can’t refuse
“I’m just saying it’s itchy.”
“If you keep doing that, does your sister tickle you too?”
“Either way.”
Stroking this sweet back,
Rubbing my body against your warm chest,
Smelling my sister’s scent mixed with the scent of shampoo and baby powder,
Because I’m addicted.
“Really? Can I really tickle you?”
“When did you ask for permission?”
Anyway, I never asked for permission.
I’ve never asked if I could enjoy my sister’s skin.
I couldn’t ask, and I couldn’t even ask.
“… Then I’ll tickle you, so bear with it?”
“…”
Even if the small hand wrapped around my back gently passes by,
“… Oh, are you patient?”
“… What have you got?”
Even if my sister’s bare thighs, which always reached through her pants, tickled my skin,
“What. Aren’t you itchy? Really?”
“… At all.”
“Ah, I don’t think it’s because your ears are red.”
“…”
My sister’s belly button
Her ribs,
A cushion that prevents the pounding heart from reaching you every time,
Pressing down on my body,
Even if you force me to confess.
“… What counterattack?”
“It’s just that you’re suffering.”
“You come out like that, right? … Then your sister won’t even look at you? Haeup… “
The unbearable heat flowed through my fingertips and tickled my sister’s side.
Even if my sister puts on a happy expression and swallows a handful of my ears,
“Chewup… , Phhe… Hehe, it’s ticklish, but why pretend not?”
“…”
“… If you surrender, I can listen to you.”
Even if he exhales a breath as hot and heavy as mine into his ears, and invites me to surrender,
“Chewup… , Side. Hey…”
A slippery tongue pushed into the ear that had begun to bite,
Even if the sound dotted with sticky saliva resonates in my brain,
“Yes… Ha. Surrender, Kim Ga-eul…”
“…”
“… Are you really not going to do it?”
From that innocent face that is not like a sister,
Even if all I could see were red cheeks and ears,
“Sister.”
“Ah, now… Wow!”
Fill your mouth with bright red ears that are ripe enough to eat,
Even if you enjoy the texture of the soft forearm and the taste of the ear lobe,
“Ah, don’t do it! Because my sister has weak ears…”
“…”
Even though my whole body shakes with the words not to do it,
To my older sister, who, instead of falling away from me, tries to make her heartbeat louder,
“… I like her ears like that… ?”
“No.”
“Then is your sister good?”
“… Not even that.”
“What, then… , Kyaaak, ear, wait… ! Don’t put your tongue in, no tongue… !”
“… You put your sister in it too.”
Instead of sticking this long tongue in, if you put what you want in your mouth,
… Because the nightmare is about to become reality.
Kim Winter, who is smaller and weaker than me and not like a sister,
Even though I was in trouble, I knew that she would nod her head.
“Yes… , Ha. Oh, it hurts Don’t bite, be gentle…”
“… Is it okay to be gentle?”
“No, that’s not it… Yes… !”
… Seeing you so shy
Aren’t you saying you can’t stop
“Oh, stop… ! Surrender, surrender… I lost my sister…”
“…”
“Oh really… Why don’t you know how to lose, you?”
“… If you lose, know what will happen and lose.”
“Just being teased and done, you idiot…”
If I drink this hot sister’s breath,
Because I can’t do anything that never happened again.
“… Then can I make fun of you too?”
“… How are you going to tease me?”
“You gained weight.”
“Hey, I knew everything because I touched the unsteamed ones… !”
“You gained weight. Here and there.”
Even the inside of me that I hid that I shouldn’t touch it,
It’s obvious that you want to peel and taste it.
“… It’s not that it’s fat, it’s that it’s grown. Fool. What do you not know because you are young?”
“I don’t know what. How old are you?”
“Ah, I don’t know~ … Is your sister very popular at university?”
“If anything. You only play with me.”
“… That’s because playing with you is fun…”
“I’m having fun too.”
“Right?”
“… So, don’t even think about playing with other people.”
… If someone else puts their hand on the shell,
Because you want to cut off that wrist.
“Wow, not even a baby. Aren’t you too obsessed with your sister?”
“What are the words of my older sister who tied me up here for fucking?”
“You bastard, you have a habit of talking to your sister…”
“Oh, noisy. … If you’ve surrendered, listen to the person who won. Don’t fight.”
“… See you when you leave?”
“Yes, yes.”
I couldn’t let go of my sister.
The moment I felt that brightly shining skin in Singapore,
Because she only looked like Kim Winter.
No matter how ugly it is
Nasty,
Even if it’s dirty desire.
… I couldn’t help it.
To swallow it and live with it,
I just promised
***
Her head is languid
She was submerged in warm water, though she was so playful,
If it gets dark after half a day, it might be okay.
The heat still wouldn’t escape from her ear, which had been bitten off by her brother.
“…”
It’s still raining todok todok.
It was pouring down with no sign of stopping.
The outside beyond that window must be damp and unpleasant.
It’s not a spacious house even with empty words, but it was good because the electricity bill was less because it was narrow.
Autumn and I can enjoy a pleasant breeze.
Narrow is better than wide.
“… Autumn.”
“Why.”
“My sister wants to drink, but I can’t go to the convenience store.”
“Eat chicken or something. If you order a beer, he will come.”
“Chicken is fat~”
“If you order, I will eat it all. My sister only drinks beer.”
“You want me to put the chicken in front of you? That glossy flow and looks appetizing?”
“… I am patient.”
“Even though I was full for dinner, I had to put up with it. Fool.”
If my room was large, I wouldn’t have put the bed in the living room.
If that was the case, Ga-ga would have gone to his room and fell asleep.
Wouldn’t it be different from the days when I lived at my parents’ house?
The coziness of sleeping on her thighs like this,
Sometimes the pleasure of laying Autumn on my thighs and stroking my hair,
“Ah… , I think I can’t eat chicken, so I’m sleepy…”
“… Ruler. When sleepy.”
“Huh… , Finely chopped. I’ll sleep, so lend me your arm… , But not the thighs…”
“Don’t keep borrowing someone else’s arm.”
“It’s not someone else’s arm… Our autumn body is all mine.”
“… Then come down. I will give you a hug.”
Giving a tight hug to a younger brother who is much older than me,
How warm it is.
“… Hehe, good…”
“What is so good?”
“Hmm… , Hugging like this… , … I don’t think I’m going anywhere.”
“… Where am I going?”
“To a high school girl the same age I met on the road?”
“Fuck.”
“Hi-Hi… , But my autumn grew up watching only my sister, so his eyes are really high, right? How many girls don’t come into my eyes?”
“… Uh.”
“Uh…”
… My younger brother, who is much younger than me,
Hugging me tight
It might be a hot day.
I wouldn’t have known.
“… I say it every day Noona, to be honest, I don’t know why I don’t have a boyfriend.”
“Because I’m comfortable being with you, so I won’t make it… , And. My sister also has very high eyes. As much as you.”
“… Live high for the rest of your life. Don’t meet strange people.”
“Yes, I understand. If my cute younger brother says that, I should protect him. What.”
“… I’m not kidding.”
“I’m not kidding either.”
I can’t dismiss it as something I didn’t know.
I’m older, but I’m younger than him.
Body, head, in many ways.
I’m immature and young so I don’t know.
“… Are you going to live with your eyes open too?”
“… Maybe.”
“… Pooh.”
But,
I don’t know, but it doesn’t matter
… When I’m with you
As far as wanting to hear the heartbeat a little louder,
Because it hasn’t changed since when.
Therefore,
Are you fine…
“… Ruler. Stop talking nonsense.”
“… Huh. Goodbye, sister.”
No
Not okay
… It can’t go on like this.
But,
Because your sister is a selfish woman.
Because I don’t have the courage to take all the responsibility.
… I can’t.
I can’t put words into my mouth that destroy ‘as it is’.
No matter what answer
I don’t have the confidence to handle it.
Let it break down,
I have no choice but to wait.
… Sorry,
My sister is a coward
