Chapter 260 – IF Abduction. Older Sister Kim Winter, Younger Brother Kim Ga-Eul (3)
Winter.
Tomorrow is the pre-convocation day.
Last year I wasn’t that nervous.
It’s just that the day after tomorrow is the exam.
Let’s do just as well as we tried.
The result was just as good as the effort.
Others tried harder than me and failed.
“… I can’t sleep.”
I slept soundly last year, but this year I can’t sleep.
It doesn’t matter tomorrow right now, but once the body rhythm is broken, it’s not easy to get it back.
I’m already anxious.
Nervous.
Because I’ve already been through failure.
That there is no one to blame,
Not now
“… What is it, sister?”
I thought I would sleep better if I drank warm water, so I went out to the living room and saw my younger brother sitting on the sofa.
Turn off all the lights
The TV is on, but all sounds are turned off.
I feel more insecure because I feel caring about each and every one of them.
It’s not possible to take three shots, really.
Then I go to college with him.
“Because I’m thirsty. Have a drink.”
“Ah… , I see.”
He passes by his quirky and considerate younger brother and heads for the water purifier.
Half hot water.
Half with cold water.
I made it lukewarm.
“Ah, hot… !”
“Are you okay?”
… I was going to drink
It was hotter than I thought, so I spilled it.
I didn’t burn my tongue, and the wet T-shirt didn’t burn me.
I was completely out of sleep.
“It’s okay, it’s okay. Not Daisy.”
“Drink slowly.”
Ga-gae came running to me in surprise, looked at me worriedly, took out a towel from the bathroom, and wiped her mouth and chest.
I almost showed an embarrassing look, but it was fortunate that the color of her underwear was white.
… Oh really.
What are you doing stupidly, me?
You’re not like my sister.
I see you all nervous.
“Okay, you can stop. It’s all dry.”
“Ah, yes.”
“…”
Is that why?
I wanted to say, ‘Your sister is going to sleep, so you should go in and sleep too.’
For some reason, she couldn’t get it out of her mouth.
It would be obvious if I lay in bed in this state.
I was also nervous.
I even woke up from drinking water.
“… Sister?”
“… Sit down and sleep.”
Sometimes it happens.
When you lie in bed and close your eyes, something floats around in the dark.
When I chase after things that sway round and round, I suddenly think of yesterday or the day before yesterday.
I wonder what to do tomorrow.
I can’t sleep because I’m full of imaginations, and my mind is full of thoughts.
“No, that. Isn’t it the preliminary call tomorrow, sister?”
“… That’s right.”
Tired eyes were a much quicker way to go to bed than to go through it.
Only celebrities on TV are squatting on the floor of the sparkling living room, hugging her knees and staring blankly at the shining place.
Far from being noisy, the living room was just quiet.
Speaking of ringing, it’s just my brother’s voice.
My dad, who worried about me all year, is also busy.
It’s such an important and busy job that I have no choice but to go abroad or something.
It’s not that I don’t understand, but I didn’t want an apology.
You can just say it like a father.
You have to go and earn money to go to college.
My son is strong and trustworthy, so take care of my sister for a few days.
Don’t say you’re sorry
Don’t say anything like that
“Uh… , Hmm. …”
My brother, the only one left by my side, sits on the floor next to me, not on the sofa.
Sitting side by side like this, I feel that they have grown up a lot, and they look somewhat reliable.
At least he’s a lump of blood that hasn’t been in high school for a year.
… It’s not that I’m not a lump of blood, though.
“Autumn.”
“Uh?”
“After my older sister’s exam, I want to live on my own. … What do you think about it?”
She calmed her startled heart as she asked the bloody lump something useless.
Even if I try to talk to people in the twinkling TV, no answer comes back.
Even if it’s dark, to my younger brother sitting next to me.
Just,
The words I wanted to say because anyone is good.
“Trace? Why all of a sudden…”
“Just. … In the fall, you will live well alone anyway. If the university is far away, it’s annoying to go back and forth.”
All I did for a whole year was study.
Of course, there were everyday anniversaries, but other than that, there was nothing special.
If you ask me to live this terrible life for another year, I can’t stand it.
I realized that it was completely different from preparing for the college entrance exam at school as my mind became dull.
“Ah… That’s it, but…”
“… Even if I can’t get into college, I think it’s better to go out. I don’t like the place here. When my sister sees it.”
I can’t remember when I laughed
I can’t remember when I cried.
I remember the month and day today, but I can’t remember the day.
I don’t know the weather outside, but I know how much D-DAY is left.
The slave of the exam itself.
When he was in his second year, he had two slaves.
A gloomy younger brother next to a gloomy older sister?
Just imagining it is terrifying.
Dad will voluntarily go on a business trip abroad.
“What are you talking about all of a sudden? Are you nervous, sister?”
“… Huh. Very. My heart is pounding right now.”
I thought I would fall asleep if I said something stupid, but my heart, once suspicious, would not easily put me to sleep.
Kong-dak-dak-dak.
Kong-dak-dak-dak.
Stuck in the corner of the room, unable to cry or laugh, they keep calling me a human being and shouting to the neighborhood.
Look at this guy here!
He pretends nothing is wrong, but he was really nervous!
Called.
“Oh, why is that? Sister. Someone you don’t normally do.”
“Touch. … I mean, I was really nervous.”
I put my wrist on her sister’s long fingers and feel the pulsating pulse.
Perhaps bewildered by his sudden grabbing of her hand, her brother pulled her neck all the way back but didn’t shove me away.
… That mugwort, really.
If you are a younger brother, like a younger brother, ‘Ah, what are you doing, older sister! It’s creepy!’ I mean, get angry.
That would ease the tension a bit.
On the contrary, Ji is nervous and looks at me worriedly, so she doesn’t calm down easily.
“… It’s a little harsh. Sister.”
“I know. What are you doing, Autumn? I think I’ll take my sister.”
“No, don’t be scary…”
I hold my sister’s wrist tightly and apologize in my heart to my good-natured younger brother who listens to her behavior.
Even if it wasn’t too late, he should have gone to school in the morning and put all his things away.
I’m really sorry, but this is the only thing I can feel the warmth of, so I can’t say a word to let go.
If you let go, your heart will beat again.
I’m here.
Please catch me.
Please hug me
Noisily.
“… It subsided a bit though. Right?”
“Uh… , Huh.”
My heart, which is tempered by bothering others, stopped clamoring and began to calm down only after I made her sister a lot of trouble.
No matter how hard the celebrities who laugh funny on TV try to wake me up, if they don’t reach me, I can’t surprise them.
Without even sound.
Without even reaching the temperature.
Without touch.
Just the visual.
Like the types in the paper I’ve been hanging on to all year long.
It doesn’t touch the chest.
“… Hey, autumn. If you live on your own, autumn will have to eat alone?”
“Huh… ?”
“That’s right. Daddy is always late. You won’t eat dinner alone every day. Without my sister.”
“Uh… , Yes?”
But the sound reaches
Temperature reaches,
It touches the touch.
“… If you’re bored, come to my sister’s room and eat. I’ll give you the key.”
Autumn is reaching me
It’s dark, so I can’t see
Touches the chest
It’s not particularly special, but
They are siblings by blood.
Even if you recite such an embarrassing voice,
What a big sister would do.
Everyone who knew me was older than me,
Because he’s younger than me
“… Far, isn’t it far? There?”
“You may not go there. And, you can also come there in 30 minutes by subway. I’ll pay for the car. Come and eat I can go to sleep sometimes I’ll put a blanket on you.”
“…”
Becomes her dark-hearted, sinister older sister, who seduces her naive little brother away from her father.
I mean stay by my side, you bastard.
A soft older sister is much better than a father with a scrawny beard.
I don’t even smell alcohol.
Protect your privacy too.
Isn’t that right, Autumn?
“Instead, when my sister goes to college, we’ll go have a drink… , If you call me at that time, come and pick me up. … I have no one to contact because I am a noona.”
“The friends who came last time…”
“They are smaller than me. … It’s not easy to believe, because it’s small.”
A story that I couldn’t tell because I was ashamed, ashamed, ashamed.
No matter how trustworthy a younger brother may seem, a story that no sister should not say.
… I felt sorry for my younger sister who has such a troublesome and caring older sister, but I can’t help it because I’m the older sister.
It’s my fault that I grew up early, well.
So who said to be more mature than your sister?
“So, our great fall comes and carries my sister on his back. Before the strange people carry them away.”
“… Has your sister been drinking?”
“I’m going to drink the day after tomorrow, so I pretended to drink beforehand. … How is it. Is your sister drunk?”
“Go in and sleep. Don’t say anything strange.”
“Okay okay. … Finely. Autumn. Sleep well.”
Until the end, Autumn, who is more mature than me, pats me on the back, and runs away to my room before retaliation.
The screaming heart has also become quiet,
The damp T-shirt was also dry,
My heart, which was already tense, was relieved a lot right away.
… This feeling,
I wish I could go just two more days.
To my sweet little brother,
Because I want to treat you to dinner at least once in my room.
If you do three numbers,
You can’t do that
Therefore,
Let’s sleep well today.
Hold my wrist
While having a good dream
