Chapter 256 – Extraversion. Suspiciously Close Relationship Between Siblings (2)
I’m well aware that I’m doing something half crazy.
I don’t have any friends, so a guy who is a college student drags her sister around to play.
No matter how cool I pretended to be, I still had regrets, so it seems that it was a big mistake to think about half the number.
Even with my dormitory roommates, it’s a bit awkward, so I don’t want to stay in Songdo if possible.
It’s fortunate that I was on vacation, because I was really dizzy during the semester.
⋯Ah, I’m enlisting in the army in a few months, what should I do?
If I go there, I’d rather miss my dormitory.
“⋯Delicious.”
“Yeah, it’s delicious.”
“Huh.”
Even if it’s blunt, it’s much more comfortable to be with a sister who tells me that the food is delicious.
Even though he is basically a very cold and blunt younger brother, if you take care of him, he reacts as he takes care of him, so I can’t leave him alone.
Should I say it was a disaster caused by hunger for conversation with people?
Even the kids who were friends from high school had all scattered to different universities.
I’ve never known a person who feels lonely so well.
⋯I didn’t even notice that it was such a comfortable space at home.
“After dinner, let’s go to the amusement park before sunset.”
“⋯.”
“⋯Are you tired?”
But,
Winter will be like that too
To be honest, I couldn’t be certain.
Seeing that he doesn’t reject or push me away when I take care of him, he doesn’t seem to hate it.
When I saw them embarrassed or surprised, the awkwardness was still there.
Maybe it makes me feel burdened.
Even if it’s like me, my cousin will take care of me, and then it will be burdensome.
“No. I just wanted to say that oppa has good stamina.”
“I am exercising. Steadily.”
“⋯I see.”
No matter how hard you try to carry on a conversation, in a static situation like having dinner together, the conversation does not go smoothly.
It was definitely less awkward and the atmosphere was friendly when we were playing around in the water and squealing.
I like the atmosphere of being like a brother and sister that is not awkward, and there is also a place where he keeps making fun of his younger brother.
But, well, it’s something you can’t touch while eating.
After eating, leave it until it is digested.
We can go to the amusement park later and play around again.
⋯Oh, I know very well that you are a bad brother.
I honestly can’t stop bothering.
“Ha… ⋯The weather is nice.”
“Did you do well to come out?”
“⋯Well, just like that.”
Mixed emotions,
In the end, the image of a younger brother who makes me happy even a little,
Because it was so cute
⋯To be honest, I wouldn’t have taken care of it if I had just been tick-tick every day.
Sometimes it’s cute like that⋯,
Show me your honesty
It’s fun for me to take care of.
***
⋯It’s too much.
It seems that this man has no other intention of teasing me all day.
After he ate dinner and changed into something sane, he obediently followed me to the amusement park.
As if I hadn’t reflected on it yet, my brother treated me like an idiot and kept playing with me.
At least he showed a little tiredness, so the intensity of the game itself was reduced a little,
Is he trying to annoy me as much as he regrets not riding the roller coaster?
“Oh, really don’t!”
“Why, it suits you well.”
Now I put something strange on my head,
It’s harassing me incessantly.
Cat ear.
What’s this.
I’m not good at ordinary braids either.
What is it
“Really, really, don’t do it…!”
“Because it suits you well.”
“That’s really bad! Turn off! Turn off!”
He suddenly brought a cheap cat ear headband from where he had bought it, and put it on my head.
Now, he is holding his cell phone and even snapping pictures.
⋯Too much, really.
This is my brother.
There is probably no brother who treats his sister like this, even if he searches the whole world.
“Kim Winter, look. It was filmed very well.”
“Oh, really don’t let go!”
“Still, I came to play, but I have to take a picture.”
Inside the vicious and evil brother’s cell phone,
There was me, covering my face with both hands and wearing cat ears that didn’t match.
⋯ Ha.
Why should I enjoy my rest during summer vacation?
Should I just be dragged out by my older brother or something and suffer such humiliating shame?
“Shall I send it via KakaoTalk?”
“⋯I don’t need it.”
“If you look at it later, these are all memories.”
“Oh, I don’t know! I don’t need these memories!”
Because of that shame, I ended up in vain.
Before I could say it all, I barely swallowed the last word, but
My brother couldn’t hide his slightly embarrassed face,
I felt uncomfortable because I felt like I was doing something wrong.
“⋯ Ha. Okay. Let go. I don’t know if I’ll see you later or not.”
“Okay. I’ll let you go, so this time don’t cover your face and stand straight.”
“⋯Bad boy.”
“What?”
“I don’t know! I didn’t say anything!”
Reluctantly, I listened to my brother one last time, and after whispering inaudibly with a lot of complaints, I took another picture while staring at my phone with a messed up face.
⋯Ha, the hair is shit, and the clothes are shit too.
Maybe I shouldn’t expect something like delicate sensitivity from that man.
Since you brought me here in the first place, you can’t understand even a single high school girl’s emotions.
Water parks, amusement parks, etc.
It’s a place where your hair gets weird and shows you all the things you can’t see.
“Oh, I got it all. Winter Kim. Come and see.”
“⋯.”
“⋯It suits you well, doesn’t it?”
“⋯I don’t know.”
Soaked in water, roughly dried, and with a strange shape,
I didn’t put on heavy makeup, but on a face with basic makeup removed,
Even though I applied sunscreen, my cheeks and ears were hot and red,
On the lips that are bluntly sticking out,
⋯Really,really, cat ears that don’t suit you,
A baggy t-shirt.
A baggy cardigan.
Baggy skirt pants.
Big sneakers that make your feet look bigger.
⋯I really don’t like it.
Taking pictures in this outfit.
“I’ll send it to you, so if you think about it later, take a look at it. Understand?”
“⋯I don’t know.”
“Then what? Because I took a picture. Let’s just watch the firecrackers explode and go.”
“Yes.”
As if he was aware of my displeasure, my brother was walking slowly with a wide stride, taking the lead at my pace.
I wanted to hide in the shadow of such a big brother and walk, but my sneakers were so soft that all I could hear was a bruise.
In the dark night, colorful lights.
I thought it was an amusement park, but when I looked up at the sky, all I could see was a pitch-black night sky.
⋯ Vacation will be over soon.
It was very comfortable.
I was bored too.
“Oh, my legs hurt from walking around all day.”
“⋯You’ve been in the water all day.”
“It’s harder to walk around in the water.”
“I heard you don’t get tired from exercising.”
“It’s not that I don’t get tired because I have good stamina. Even if you’re tired, it’s less hard.”
However, it wasn’t as boring as today.
Rather tired
There were a lot of uncomfortable things, and a lot of unpleasant things.
⋯Conversely,
Fun things,
It cannot be said that there was no
“Oh, not this way. I have to go over there.”
“⋯Can’t we just look here?”
The more this person hovers around me,
I feel like my stamina keeps getting cut,
It’s just awkward and burdensome.
“Watching fireworks. Can’t you see it everywhere anyway?”
“Looking at it from here, they say it hurts their neck.”
Atmosphere too,
Sensitivity,
My mind too,
Without understanding anything,
An older brother who, with such a natural expression, bluntly tried to treat me as a younger sister,
It’s so annoying.
“Ah, I heard that the place where people over there are gathered is fine. Let’s go over there and see.”
“⋯My leg hurts.”
“Does your leg hurt? Can you pick me up?”
“⋯I’m kidding, stupid.”
If you just look at what he’s doing, let alone his sister,
That man who wouldn’t even do something to his girlfriend,
I don’t like it so much.
“They say it will start in five minutes, so if you want to wash your hands before coming, you can wash your hands before coming.”
“It’s okay.”
“Then sit… Ah. Is it okay if you sit on the ground?”
“⋯Because of the handkerchief.”
I don’t have any sense, so I didn’t even prepare a handkerchief,
He took off his coat and did not even think to spread it on the floor,
Leave me alone to sit on my handkerchief,
My real brother who shows himself sitting on the ground,
It’s so annoying.
“⋯You did well to bring the outerwear. Even in summer, it is cold at night.”
“I know.”
“If I had caught a cold, my mother would have scolded me.”
“⋯When I go back, I will tell my mother that my brother bullied me.”
“Do you believe your mother? How good I am to my mother.”
“It pisses me off pretending to be a good son.”
“A good son is correct, and a good older brother is also correct. Not Chuck.”
“What. ⋯Every day, every day, always harassing me.”
I don’t even care
My eyes are sold on the firecrackers that will explode in a few minutes,
Point the camera at the night sky,
Kim Ga-eul, who has sparkling pure eyes that do not suit her,
Too,
Hate.
“Oh, it explodes.”
“⋯.”
Beautifully shaped fireworks explode in the pitch-black night sky.
I was captivated by the splendid and beautiful colors, and I fell in love watching the night sky.
⋯Red.
Yellow.
I see green, and I see orange.
Mixed colors,
In my ears, I hear various voices mixed together.
And,
“Wow.”
“⋯Pretty.”
“Certainly, seeing it on video and seeing it in real life are different.”
“⋯Yes.
Keep a little distance from me,
From my older brother squatting on the ground,
I felt a subtle warmth.
I shouldn’t feel it
It must be far away,
Why?
“⋯Kim Winter.”
“⋯Why?”
“Did you have fun today?”
Why i,
To my real brother who doesn’t even look at me,
Despite being blunt,
To Kim Ga-eul, who strangely only takes care of me,
Am I feeling this warm?
“Yes.”
“Okay? ⋯Well, that’s it.”
“⋯It was fun.”
It’s just annoying.
It’s just warm.
Nope.
It should be disgusting.
This man,
⋯ By my brother’s side.
It’s strangely comfortable,
I felt uncomfortable.
So much
His heart pounded.
