Chapter 213 – Extraversion. Writer Kim Winter, Editor Kim Ga-Eul (2)
Clap.
Gye-ryeol, who is sitting on my thighs and crushes me, taps on his keyboard and writes something of his.
It’s not like writing a novel right away, it’s like a rough setting.
The spelling was neat and correct, but words that were difficult to read aloud appeared on the monitor one by one.
The letters that came to mind appeared and disappeared repeatedly, then he glared at the monitor to the point where it hurt his eyes and made a grunting sound, then he said, “Hmm…” And removed his hand from the keyboard with a dissatisfied expression.
Then he looked at me with a pouty expression and was sending silent pressure as if to evaluate me.
– Attending the same university.
– I’m living with you because I want to save on living expenses.
– People around me know you as a good brother and sister.
– But in reality, it’s really bad.
– But after fighting, I kind of got used to it.
– ⋯I’m going to tell you that I crossed the line while drinking together because of that affection.
“⋯Mmmm.”
“What is that reaction?”
Um⋯.
It’s pretty embarrassing to watch others write down their thoughts.
I’ve played all kinds of games with Winter, but looking at it in writing like this, I’m more afraid to see it than I imagined.
I don’t think it shrinks much when I think of the dirty memories with Winter that remain in my memory.
What’s the difference?
The Unpleasant Valley or something, is it?
“No, just. Something subtly realistic.”
“Is it? I wrote it in a very fictional way.”
“A brother and sister on bad terms… Isn’t it a bit unlikely. I think it’s because it’s full of realism.”
“Okay? I thought a relationship like us was more normal…”
“Is this normal? This.”
It would be more realistic than a brother and sister who couldn’t live apart from each other for at least a year, so they put their bodies on top of each other whenever they had a chance.
I sometimes have the illusion that we are not ordinary siblings in our own way, but when I think of the winter I remembered before enlisting, I quickly realize how unrealistic this situation is.
⋯Of course, I think it would have turned out this way even if it had been a bickering relationship, as Winterie wrote.
Oh, is that why you’re so reluctant?
Ever since we lived together, I had been self-aware that I was possessed by a dreamer, but in reality, I crossed the line with my younger brother, who had a nice body and a face worth looking at, without any excuses.
It is clear that a forgotten sense of immorality has been revived, creating a subtle feeling.
“Ah, of course it’s strange now! What I said was before my brother took the exam. When I was very intimidating.”
“⋯At that time, wasn’t it more than normal?”
“Still, I think my brother bought me ice cream from time to time.”
“I didn’t buy it for you, I just threw one because you sneaked up on me when I bought the ice cream.”
“That’s it, what.”
The more we share stories of the past that we had no contact with, the more ambiguous sense of immorality creeps up my spine and tickles my shoulders before I know it.
Has your brain finally gone back to normal after you’ve let go of your sexual desire so much over the past few days?
“Hmm…”
“⋯Brother?”
Thinking just in case, winter grabbed my chest over my clothes, and the soft touch made my brain tingle.
Even as soon as I touched it, he glared at me with a contemptuous expression on his face, and as soon as I saw that face, I felt a thrill beyond tingling.
Oh, that’s it.
I finally realized the subtle displeasure I felt when I saw the setting of Kye-gyeol.
“Winter.”
“Tell me from the heart, really. Pervert. We’re having a serious talk…”
“In common sense, it doesn’t make sense for siblings with bad relationships to listen to their worries and get into trouble. This setting is strange.”
“⋯You said you were realistic before?”
“That means that I’m drunk and attacking you is realistic. I mean, it’s strange that you got hit in the eyes after fighting with your brother and sister.”
⋯If Winter had been such a younger sister, I would have had a dark mind first rather than a romantic one.
As soon as I said it bluntly, she stared at me with her mouth open and a dumbfounded expression, as if Gye-ryeol was stunned.
Of course, I fell for him because I liked the fact that he showed me my weaknesses, and somehow I crossed the line.
But in the monitor over there, Mr. Kim Gyeo-ryeol in the setting is the younger sister who is fighting back and forth with her older brother without manners right now, right?
Winter didn’t look like her younger sister, so she embraced her romantic feelings and managed to suppress her dark feelings.
I know it’s a trashy idea, but what can I do when humans are originally trash?
No matter what kind of personality Winter is and what kind of relationship he was with me, I can never stand it if he is determined and seduces me.
Actually, I tried all kinds of situational dramas, but I couldn’t stand it even once.
“⋯The word trash is a waste. Brother.”
“If you don’t secretly wear revealing clothes and secretly bloom, you probably won’t attack me?”
“My brother says that no matter what I wear, it’s dirty.”
“That means you have to wear clothes that you don’t know about at least once.”
“Even pajamas are said to be erotic, but whatever you wear will be considered erotic.”
“⋯Pyjamas are really hot, winter.”
“I don’t know, perverted dog.”
It’s a bit disrespectful for Geumgyeol, who never wears long sweats at home, to say things like that, but instead, since her eyes are pleasing, I decided to accept the criticism sweetly.
Aside from the clothes I usually wear at home to stealthily flirt with, even the street clothes I wear outside and the clothes I bought for relationships were nothing but things that would drive me insane.
School Uniform Kim Winter, Maid Kim Winter, Secretary Kim Winter, President Kim Winter, Sister Kim Winter, Nagisa Kim Winter, Slave Kim Winter, Idol Kim Winter, Senior Kim Winter, Colleague Kim Winter, Junior Kim Winter, and even the wife and first sister Kim Winter and sister-in-law and second sister Kim Winter.
Within the frame of ‘siblings’, I tried every possible play I could think of.
But the problem is that the closet is becoming increasingly cramped because the speed at which the delusions accumulate is faster than the speed at which they are resolved.
“Anyway, that’s the purpose you want to write whether it’s a novel or a short story, isn’t it? ⋯You want to brag about having sex with me.”
“What, what, really? Do you think I changed like an older brother?”
“Or should I change it to say that I want to show off my real brother?”
“That’s right, but that’s a completely different story! Why are you suddenly patronizing me?”
“Then I will not patronize you and tell you the truth. I, Kim Winter, are having sex with my older brother who is as attractive as I am, but no matter how much I can’t upload pictures or videos of sex with my older brother, I should instead unravel the story and show off~ wasn’t the goal?”
“Oh, what are you talking about! Vulgar!”
Every time I speak bluntly about sex, he grumbles that I am vulgar, but in fact, he is a hundred times more vulgar than I am even when he recites clean words.
Even now, it was like a story of a brother and sister making mistakes in an attempt to keep their line, but I know all too well what the shady and shallow true heart is hiding in the corner of Kyeol-gyeol’s voluptuous chest.
It’s because I asked for that in 9 out of 10 times when I was doing a dirty situation.
“Anyway, that’s what I mean. It’s something we enjoy as a hobby anyway, so just because we’re writing one article, we don’t have to stick to the line.”
“My older brother…”
“The characters are also anonymous, and I will post them anonymously when I post, and except for the sex, I will create and post something that did not exist in the first place.”
“Huh.”
“We both have very strong libidos, so we use it to relieve it, so if you have any delusions you want, just write them down. Would I really do anything dangerous just because I saw something like that?”
“⋯Aren’t you going to?”
“I won’t do anything severe enough to harm my body or mind.”
“Apart from that, oppa personally insults me all the time.”
“It’s not blasphemy to call my possessions property.”
“⋯Ah, yes. That’s right, brother.”
“Oh, yes. It’s a novel anyway, so it’s okay to write it a little too radically. Well, your older brother who went blind after drinking alcohol tied you up and raped you all night…”
“Ouch! What are you talking about, brother!”
Even now, she pretends not to be true, but in the end, Winter wants her brother to completely turn a blind eye and forcibly commit suicide.
In particular, if it’s a situational play where the first experience is taken away like that, I’m excited enough to feel it with my body.
Now that I think about it, I was very obsessed with the word first experience even when I first did a erotic situation drama.
Was it a story where I went on vacation from the military and winter looked at my school uniform and looked at me, or was it a story where I looked at masturbation and then looked at me?
I’m not sure if he did it because he was embarrassed that he openly seduced me in his underwear during his first experience, or if he became that way because he was raped like a dog from the first experience.
No matter what you do, in the end, Winter’s castle is that way.
I think I can only say that they are a pair of brother and sister who are so good that I want to match that kind of castle wall.
Who taught you that?
It really can’t be anything other than dog trash.
“Why. If you’re a trashy real older brother, he might turn a blind eye after drinking and attack your younger sister.”
“My, when did I ask you to do that!”
“Isn’t that sometimes the case?”
“I never did!”
“You used to say that with your mouth when we had sex, but you pretend it wasn’t.”
“That, that!”
“You have to melt your desires in your writing, winter. If you pour out all your shady true intentions…”
“Aww, noisy! I wanted to write something that was affectionate with my brother, something like that…”
“Originally, eating spicy food and drinking milk is very affectionate. So… Ah!”
“Come on, don’t say anything strange!”
When he reached the climax, or because he forcibly exposed his true intentions, he left a lot of teeth marks on his arm that secretly touched his abs.
I didn’t know it would be so difficult to share a hobby with her sister.
Although I am a little afraid that the hobby I tried to find to control my desire seems to play a role in amplifying my desire.
Seeing Kyeol-gyeol so excited and energetic, I think it was a good thing to hang out with him.
⋯Really, if he didn’t hide his castle and wrote each one down, he’d be damned.
I’ll keep trying to catch the wind.
Because I want to read the novel written by Kyeoreum.
You have to use every single line.
It is also used for teasing,
⋯Used to subdue.
Its uses seem to be very diverse.
