Chapter 168 – 168. Abstinence
Perhaps it was because of the happy days that followed, these days, even with just this amount of stress, it felt much more intrusive than before.
But I can’t relieve stress like I usually do.
I didn’t promise anything in particular, but I’m not a person without a case enough to attack my younger brother who gives out a lot of headaches for managing grades.
‘Ah, my son! I’m here?’
‘Yes. What about Dad?’
‘Dad went out to see a friend after a long time. Come in.’
‘Yes.’
‘Son’s coffee⋯, oops. Why is my son so pale? Didn’t you eat well?’
Of course, I also had my problem by leaving the winter.
My mom asked me to bring some side dishes, so when she stopped by her parents’ house for a bit, she realized she was a bit serious.
As soon as she entered, she saw her mother looking at me with worried eyes and hurriedly climbed onto her scale.
I’m sure I eat three meals a day with a well-balanced diet, take care of my nutritional supplements, and do my weight regularly, but why is this like this?
“I’m home.”
“Why are you saying hello to an empty house?”
“It’s my heart. ⋯Ah, I’m already bruised.”
Why would that be?
Maybe it’s because I exercised too much.
When I came back that day and looked closely at Winter, I realized.
My eyes are tired, and my dark circles have become very, very thick.
Thanks to that, I had a decadent charm, so it suited me well, but I really thought I had to put up with it.
“It hurts?”
“It doesn’t hurt. Wanna touch it?”
“It’s okay.”
I lived with enduring desire like that, and finished the surgery that I had been putting off for a long time.
In fact, what is surgery?
It was a simple procedure that ended with a simple insertion into the forearm, but seeing the blue bruise made me feel sorry for nothing.
But I’m glad I don’t have to take oral contraceptives anymore.
To be honest, when I think of taking medicine because of me for several months, I felt grateful and burdened.
How could her brother and sister hate paired condoms so much.
Of course, I didn’t use it at all, but I did use it in various ways.
However, I have never used it for contraception.
It was true that I felt a lot more responsible and affection because of that.
“Ha… I hope you don’t menstruate.”
“⋯What?”
Freed from worrying about birth control, while stroking the head of Kyeol-gyeol, who had a complex and subtle expression on her face, her brother spat out a scary word without hesitation.
What are you not doing?
⋯Did I hear that wrong?
“Why, why are you so surprised? Brother. ⋯Isn’t it better not to do it, too?”
“Oh that. Winter you, hey That…”
“⋯No no, oppa! That’s not what it sounds like!”
“⋯ Huh?”
“If you plant this, you might not get your period! That’s what I said!”
“Ah.”
Fortunately, I didn’t hear it wrong, but I guess I misunderstood it.
I got goosebumps because I wished I hadn’t menstruated.
Right away, I came to see my mom last week and felt sorry for nothing, but I was almost shaken again.
“Ha… Really. My older brother gets bruises because of him at most. Haven’t you looked up what this is?”
“Of course I looked for it. I forgot it for a moment.”
“I really don’t think about anything other than that every day.”
“Hey, you’ve been patient these days.”
“⋯ Is that? Write it down.”
It is true that I have endured this whole week due to my muscle loss and Geum-gyeol’s physical limitations.
I did it last Friday morning and haven’t done it in over a week.
Of course, it means that I didn’t have a relationship, and it didn’t mean that I held back my desire.
Roughly once every two days, I solve it on my own,
When they washed together, they were served with her hands or breasts.
⋯ Watching the video I’ve taken so far.
“I took a picture for that, but it’s a shame not to use it.”
“Anyway, isn’t it too much to do that while looking at the phone while washing together?”
“If I don’t do that, I’m afraid they’ll attack me, so what?”
I selected only the photos and videos I had backed up that I liked and moved them back to my phone.
It’s mainly photos that Winter has scribbled on her body and taken, or photos where only her eyes are covered and everything else is exposed.
Even if the video is out of focus or not visible at all, the sound is mainly recorded.
I can’t help it because a person who used to do it four or five times a day doesn’t suddenly become a rational person just because he decides, ‘I’ll have to endure it from today’.
Originally, I was just thinking of getting rid of it by washing myself.
“It’s not like it’s going to come over, but it’s over. Uh? Oppa, you attacked me!”
“You ran over. What nonsense…”
“Hey, are you going to say something like that?”
But while I was washing and enjoying it leisurely, my younger brother broke in, took off the bathtub cover, and gently sat on top of me. What am I supposed to do?
Even if I turn the volume of my phone to maximum.
Does it make sense to ignore you when you stick your mouth out and cling to me naked without saying anything?
Honestly, wouldn’t it be that you endured a lot when you were told to do it only with your hands or chest instead of your mouth?
“Okay, let’s eat. Hungry.”
“Oh, look at you talking again. Oppa, when he was at a disadvantage, he always turned around.”
“Okay okay. Even though I told you to hold back because I was a pervert, you attacked me, and I didn’t want to wear a condom, so I’m a perverted dog trash oppa who even gave you surgery, so let’s eat.”
“That, there’s no need to be so serious…”
“It’s a joke.”
Thanks to that, I realized that I wouldn’t usually attack, so I found a way to punish my younger brother, who had increased the frequency of giggling.
When I was self-deprecating with a serious face, I changed from a fox to a puppy in an instant, and they said they were sorry and their pupils shook.
The effect was so great that I was reluctant to write it.
To be honest, I didn’t intend to use it unless it was a bit of a joke, but today they teased me too much.
“⋯Real dog crap. I won’t prepare you for lunch.”
“I’ll get it anyway.”
“Can’t we just play with your little sister’s heart?”
“I’ll play with my toys… Evil! It hurts!”
“Brother, little! It must hurt!”
Of course, it was the same thing for me to go over the line and get severely punished.
It was like that the other day too.
I put on a recording wearing a video mask and asked how winter was in my ears, how erotic you were at that time, and all sorts of sexual harassment, and in the end, I got squeezed while getting teased for my nipples.
As much as I teach and develop Winter, I feel like I am being developed by Winter.
It’s good, but it’s good.
It’s actually nice to have more things to enjoy together.
***
“I’m back.”
“Ah, yes. Brother⋯.”
“What. Are you making dinner?”
“Huh. My brother’s favorite meat.”
During the final exam period, I maintained abstinence for a week, and finally the first semester ended at the same time as the exam.
No matter how happy we are between brother and sister, we really endured during the exam period.
That doesn’t mean they used each other’s rooms, but they quietly hugged each other and slept.
“You must be tired because the test is not over, so you should have rested.”
“I’m taking a break and cooking.”
Shinchon, which I visited after a long time, was desolate and full of tired people.
I didn’t want to study in that desolate atmosphere, so I always returned home after the exam.
The days of studying at home, taking tests at home, and taking tests at school were repeated.
It shouldn’t have been good at all, but surprisingly it wasn’t bad.
Being away from sex for a while and being considerate of each other came to me in a very different way.
“Do you think it will be over if you wait until next Monday?”
“Huh.”
“It’s vacation right after it’s over, right?”
“Huh.”
As soon as he came back, he handed over her coat, and when he saw Gye-gyeol hanging it on a hanger, he was filled with indescribable happiness.
No matter what you do, everyone has at least a piece of romance in their hearts.
Because in my case, this was a romance.
Although she was originally a bachelorette who never even intended to get married, her dreams are separate.
“What are you two going to do on vacation? No matter where you travel…”
“Day.”
“⋯Work?”
As soon as I sat down, the thought that the non-marriage was correct was becoming more and more clear thanks to the winter stir-frying me to work.
“Let’s work part-time, brother. I have a lot of things I want to buy.”
“Home Appliances?”
“There’s a coin laundry over there for a dryer, so it’s okay, but you have to buy an air fryer or an air purifier. I want to put a TV and a sofa in the living room.”
It was not clear, so it became clear.
Also, unmarried is the correct answer.
Living with your sister is, of course, unmarried.
“Should I buy a TV?”
“I’m a little bored because I don’t have one. Sometimes it was fun to lie on the sofa with my brother and roll around.”
Before we moved in, we were much more affectionate on the couch than on the bed.
Because when her mother was away for a little while, she was always clinging to the couch.
The TV itself was at the level of turning on something and glancing at it, but it wasn’t bad for the role of the music box that came out on the screen.
“So I did the math, oppa? If we work part-time for just one month, the two of us will save 3 million won, so if we pick out the ones that aren’t expensive and buy them well, this is all…”
Listening to her sister’s explanation, can you buy all of this ⋯? The suspicion was gradually fading away.
The food and rent are supported by my parents.
It’s not enough, but it’s not lacking because we tend to cook for housewives.
I won’t live long, so why? That thought also quickly disappeared.
Even if I can’t, I won’t be living here for 3 years.
Even if you move, it will be okay because the amount of moving goods will increase, not disappear.
But if it’s a problem…
“Winter.”
“Ah, yes. Why?”
“⋯Aren’t you studying for the test?”
“⋯You want to die, really?”
It’s the exam period for this guy, but he didn’t study and just searched for things like this.
It is clear that she is a heavenly housewife except for the fact that she refuses to cook chicken because she is still afraid of raw chicken.
Actually, I decided to do all the housework alone and came out.
I didn’t know that Winter would like to fill, sweep, and polish the house to this extent.
“It’s a joke, a joke. Okay. Let’s work part-time together for a month during vacation.”
“Huh. One month only.”
“Eat, I will do the housework today, so do your best until Monday. I’ll make you some good coffee.”
“Oh right. I want to try drip coffee at home, but with a dripper…”
Even though there was still a day left before the exam, I was excited to see Winter smiling as if he was already on vacation.
After all, it was full of work during the vacation when I thought about traveling and everything, but wouldn’t it be okay if I could see that smile?
I won’t be working all summer anyway.
⋯Because the skinship you have after working is also special.
When we worked at a cafe together, it got really hot.
“Okay okay. I’ll buy it all because I’m part-time. Buy coffee beans too.”
“Yep.”
“I want to buy something too. Can I buy one?”
“What?”
“⋯Oil.”
“⋯Oil?”
“I want to give you an oil massage.”
“⋯.”
Ah.
Looking at those eyes that quickly get embarrassed by such an excited subject, I think it will be a bit difficult to bear today.
Kissing, not sex.
As much as it was hard to bear, after dinner, we kissed until we were about to stop breathing.
The kiss, which was submerged up to the calf in water, was more special than usual.
Enough to be satisfied without any touch,
It was very irritating
