Chapter 136 – 136. After the Play
To get rid of the ambiguous air flow between the siblings, which had been awkward for the first time in a while, we ate the ice cream we bought together.
⋯It’s not easy.
Today, as usual, they were older brothers and sisters, so there was nothing particularly awkward about it, but there was definitely a lot of resistance to calling Winter.
He also teased me well when he teased me, but when he heard my sister, he rolled his eyes here and there.
I feel like I was awkward with winter in the old days,
Surprisingly it wasn’t bad.
“How many calories will you eat if you eat all of this, oppa?”
“It’s written on the tin. 100 calories.”
“⋯100 milligrams is 100 calories. This is 900 milliseconds.”
“You can lose weight by eating and exercising.”
In fact, it is true that I moved so vigorously that I wondered if I had filled up all the aerobic exercise for today.
I’ll probably do it later.
⋯ Wouldn’t it be possible to wake up tomorrow and do it in the morning?
Both of you don’t have morning classes on Mondays.
“⋯Oppa’s expression has become sinister again.”
“I’m relieving stress while imagining happiness, stress.”
“No matter what… You solve too much. ⋯Is it piled up like that?”
“⋯It’s similar to how you like to kiss. When we have sex, all we think about is you.”
I roughly understand why Gye-gyeol comforts me by putting on school uniforms and everything.
Both of them… I was worried a lot after being caught halfway by my mother,
The fact that I had to say it sooner rather than later caused the stress to build up steadily.
No matter how much you have a friend who will listen and understand you, it’s not like they can help you with family matters.
“Brother… Don’t you want to talk to your mother?”
“I don’t like it. I don’t like it… But it’s not going to happen if I don’t talk. You won’t have to tell me someday.”
“Yes.”
“If you’re going to get caught anyway, confessing would be a little less severe.”
Likewise,
If you’re going to confess anyway, there’s no need to worry about it.
Let’s just think of going to the training center one more time.
Speaking before becoming independent is an unavoidable fate,
Whatever the outcome, you have to accept it.
“Ah, the atmosphere has become strange again. Hey. Let’s not be depressed and embarrassed even when we are together. You have to live happily, have fun.”
“⋯Yes. Yes. When I’m alone with my brother, I have to live happily…”
Even when she impliedly sought advice from her cousin, there was no way to convince her parents.
Far from being similar, the level of difficulty differs hundreds of times, but if you follow the image of your brother, the only role model you can compare with, there is only one answer.
You two can live well together.
In the end, I think that’s the correct answer.
Exactly, there is no answer other than that.
“TV entertainment is not fun. Let’s play another one, another one.”
“⋯What shall we see, oppa?”
“I don’t think I will ever see a movie. Shall we watch a drama? I have plenty of time.”
“Huh. Ah, let’s see this. Brother. Nara said, this is fun”
“Okay.”
After playing the first episode of a romantic comedy drama I’ve heard of, I naturally go to put the ice cream in the freezer.
In the meantime, I didn’t say anything, but I didn’t say anything, but I made two cups of coffee on my own.
Same cup, same scent, same color.
Instant black coffee without added sugar.
“What, are you black too?”
“Because I ate too much sugar earlier.”
“What are you doing?”
“I’m afraid my brother will make fun of me as a pig if I gain weight.”
“You can gain some weight. Anyway, if you gain weight, only your chest gets fatter.”
“Again, I’m just talking about my heart. ⋯Perversion.”
Gossip, or gossip.
Even when criticism comes and goes, the smile doesn’t go away from his lips.
You both sit on the couch and watch TV, and you fall to the side first.
The first time I see anger, you cut my thighs,
You stroked your hair because your legs were numb, and then you allowed me to rub your cheeks against your thighs for the rest of your anger.
In the funny scenes that often appear, we laugh and giggle together,
Sometimes, in scenes where we are forced to cry, we have no choice but to shed tears together.
When the belly button clock rang loudly, I didn’t want to disturb my immersion, so the snack bar pork cutlet I ordered was delicious.
It was less delicious than the sweet pure love of the main characters that appeared through the screen.
The fuzzy feelings that almost escaped while I was eating and brushing my teeth soon came back to the point where we hugged each other and immersed ourselves in the drama.
⋯ It’s fun.
Happy.
An ordinary drama that would have been simply interesting to watch alone, builds up as memories with you.
Even if it’s not a drama
With you, maybe anything.
***
“⋯Ah, the time is already like this.”
“I guess we got too engrossed, oppa.”
I think I’ve only seen half of it, but it was just before midnight.
No matter how much I don’t have class tomorrow, I should sleep when I sleep.
The day after tomorrow will be difficult.
“They said it was fun.”
“Right?”
“Uh. I should sleep soon Where shall we go?”
“Here.”
“You want to sleep here?”
“No no. ⋯Here.”
I wondered if he was sleeping on the sofa, so I looked over Winter’s shoulder.
I’m hugging from behind so I can’t see it closely…
Roughly, he is pointing at somewhere above his belly button with his finger.
“⋯Isn’t it a bit narrow?”
“So you don’t want to do it?”
“It is not.”
⋯It seems that the scene was quite memorable.
A scene where the female protagonist is buried in the male protagonist’s chest.
As I watched, I said something.
I always do that to you, but I want to get one too.
Thanks to you, I got a chance, but there’s no reason not to take it.
When I let gogyeolyi out of my arms, I turned round and looked at me.
“⋯Ah, brother! What if I put it inside!”
“You always take off my T-shirt and bite your belly button.”
He lifts up his brother’s elastic padded vest and sticks his nose in it.
The smell is the smell of flesh I always smelled, but the sweetness is still the same
Every time I turn my head, the softness of my skin that I feel is so warm.
“Clothes stretch, really!”
“It’s okay, it’s okay, because it’s usually growing.”
Climbing up a bit more, I buried my head into his chest bone and grabbed his breasts with both hands.
⋯ I’ve wanted to try it for a long time.
Staying still like this
“⋯Are you kid?”
“You are not old.”
Now, instead of the nose, I use my ears and listen to the sound of Winter’s heart and stretch my whole body.
Throbbing.
Kong-dak-dak-dak.
Evidence comes that he is alive.
“Can you hear me?”
“Uh. It is very lively.”
“Aren’t you imagining something strange, oppa?”
“⋯Can’t you even imagine it?”
“⋯Not really.”
As I listened to my chest rather than my swollen stomach, the atmosphere became strange.
⋯Because it’s something I can’t handle in reality anyway.
You can imagine it.
At least the scene where the person I love embraces my seed and strokes my stomach and is happy.
“Why is your heart beating so fast? Suddenly.”
As I felt your heart beating faster,
“⋯Brother.”
Winter called me older brother and started stroking her hair.
Slowly.
Kindly and affectionately.
While wrapped in the symbol of motherhood.
“Is it because you’re in heat?”
“⋯No.”
“Then… Are you doing it because you want to take responsibility?”
“Uh.”
The tone of voice that I heard hurting in the drama earlier.
It’s natural that you’re a member of society, but it’s an honorific word that’s rare among siblings.
Another play that started without any words.
But it’s so easy to understand.
It’s because we can ask and answer even if we don’t have to talk.
“Will you take responsibility until the end? I.”
“I will take responsibility.”
“I can’t trust words. I need proof.”
“Evidence?”
“Yes. ⋯Evidence.”
I hug my buried face even more tightly.
Then, it gradually pushes down.
Slowly through the chest and ribs,
Reaching the navel
“You need proof?”
“Yes. I need proof of love.”
“⋯Do you want to make it?”
“⋯As you like.”
I take my face away from the boat and look closely at my brother’s face.
It’s completely different from the characters I’ve seen before.
They have only one respectful word in common.
Personality, concept, tone of voice.
All characters created by you.
It’s too adorable to see it made hastily.
Because,
Pretending to be acting, you always reveal your true feelings.
The way he speaks by turning his desires around,
It came across as very attractive to me.
“He said he wasn’t in heat, so he was very excited. Brother.”
“The fact that you can talk like that is proof that you are not in heat.”
“⋯Perversion. She ⋯ gives her sister a big erection, and she talks a lot.”
“⋯It’s not something you say to seduce your older brother.”
It’s probably the aftereffects of watching a sweet drama.
They pour out a lot of embarrassing words that they would never normally say to each other.
No detailed settings are required.
Brother and sister.
A different tone than usual.
Because that alone was enough flavorful material.
“Would you like to add it?”
“I want to leave evidence.”
“You don’t even use birth control?”
“⋯Aren’t you supposed to leave evidence?”
“He’s our best friend. Is it okay to leave such evidence?”
“⋯I decide that.”
Probably, if you recorded it and played it back, the lines were so greasy that both of you would kick the covers off.
Even now, when her hair is full of pink, she is aware of it.
But it’s a tryst that only you and I know.
There’s nothing wrong with leaving behind embarrassing memories sometimes, right?
“If my brother says that much…”
Likewise, your obedient smile that burns your ears red with embarrassment.
“⋯Naughty little sister. Will you take full responsibility?”
It is enough to decorate the tryst between brother and sister beautifully.
It was an immoral sight.
