Chapter 0 – 0. Prologue
I’m sorry mom.
“Hello.”
“Son, have you eaten?”
“No, I’m going to order it soon.”
“Is it your house?”
“Yes.”
“It’s the weekend, so we go out and play.”
“These days, where do you go and play?”
Actually, I have someone I like.
“It’s okay as long as you wear a mask. I was discharged, so I should make a girlfriend.”
“Well, you have to have someone like that to make it.”
“I think there are a lot of girls who like our autumn because it’s fine.”
He’s cute,
I pretend not to, but I have a lot of affection,
A little skinny, but big breasts,
He is also slightly taller than his mother.
She’s smart and likes me a lot.
Maybe she’s the one mom likes too.
“If you go back to school and go to college, you will have it or not. You don’t have to force yourself to have a girlfriend.”
“Well what… Yes you know Don’t surprise her by bringing her grandchildren later without her mother’s knowledge.”
“Ah, I’m not going to get married, so there’s no such thing.”
“All the kids these days do it, but the kids who do it do it again.”
I’m sorry.
I can’t get married.
“I’m not going to be independent and I’m going to live with my mother and winter for the rest of my life.”
“When you were in high school, you frowned every day saying you wanted to live on your own, so why did you become more of a child as you got older?”
“Since I came back from the military, home-cooked food is so delicious.”
The sound of mother’s giggling over the phone.
Her parents say they know everything about their children,
I’m so glad that’s not true.
“Anyway, I’m going to sleep over at my mother’s and aunt’s today, so make sure you have dinner.”
“Yes.”
“I’ll be back for lunch tomorrow, so don’t forget winter and breakfast.”
“Yep.”
I put the phone down.
How long should I hide my feelings?
If I don’t get caught, will my fault go away?
“… Brother.”
The door opened and her brother peeked out.
The jet-black Locati that I wear every time I see it.
Dolphin pants that always change color.
I’m fully aware that I’m disgusted at the point of remembering what I’m wearing.
“Why?”
“I want to hear the phone call.”
“Mom.”
“What is it?”
“I hear you’re sleeping at your eldest aunt today.”
“Are you not coming back?”
“Uh.”
Naturally, my brother sits next to the sofa.
It does not touch the skin.
A sense of distance that can fit in the palm of your hand.
That distance was perfect for us.
“… What.”
“Just.”
Obviously, it should have been.
“It’s heavy, so get out of the way.”
“No.”
Long hair tickled below the knees.
I wonder why they always use other people’s legs as pillows.
Oh, isn’t it left over?
“I’d rather lie on my back.”
“Does brother like the soles of his feet more than his head?”
“Don’t talk nonsense.”
Skinship between brother and sister, who are still on good terms.
Brothers and sisters who care for each other.
“… Get out of the way before you play around.”
“Do as you please.”
What you’re doing is a simple joke or a fight.
So all I do is pay back.
Whoa, carefully blow air into your ears.
Normally, the guy who would have screamed while trembling all over her body, only flinched.
“… “
“What.”
“… Do as you please.”
Ears are red
I inadvertently swallow dry saliva.
When I gently touched it, it was hot, as if it suited the color.
“… Winter Kim.”
“… Why.”
“What are you having for dinner?”
“… Well?”
“Do you want to go out to eat?”
To keep touching
Because it’s too hot.
Because it’s hot.
I feel like I can’t stop
“… Do as you please.”
There are things in the world that you can’t do as you please.
I didn’t know until the summer four months ago.
“Do you want dumplings with kalguksu or soup with soup?”
“Neither of you have any mood.”
“What kind of atmosphere is it when I’m eating with my brother?”
“My brother doesn’t know the feelings of a delicate high school girl at all.”
“You’re an adult once you’ve finished the college entrance exam.”
“You haven’t graduated yet?”
“Okay, so what are you going to eat?”
Winter is coming,
“… Anything is fine.”
Knowing this feeling
“If we eat together.”
I never regret it.
