Survival TS [Complete] 93

Chapter 93 – Chapter 93

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Episode 93

“Gats will be fine. Okay. Is Guts strong? Right knife? Please tell me!!”

“Boo. Mia is scared.”

“I’m sorry… I’m so worried about Guts…”

As time passed, my anxiety only grew. I had the feeling that I would never be able to meet Youngyoung Katz. If that happened, I might not be able to live anymore. It never should have been. Didn’t he swear to be with Guts for the rest of his life?!

“I have to go get Guts right now!!”

“Missing child. Dangerous. Guts is strong.”

“Ugh~ But… So anxious? What should I do? No maybe good I don’t know.”

As soon as I went out to save Guts, the knife dried up. I was barely able to hold on to my mind at the dissuade of the knife, but the anxiety was still there. No, the anxiety gradually grew.

“Missing child. Escape. Follow someone.”

“Huh? Already here? Wow… What should I do? The elven forest is too far from here… You might get caught on the way. And if the elven village is discovered… There’s nowhere to go…”

I never liked that. In the end, I had no choice but to go to a familiar place. Even if you defeat the pursuer, won’t only traces remain? In the meantime, I might catch up… Eventually, I decided to head for the Dark Forest. It would be hard to find us in the dark forest. Besides, wouldn’t it be difficult to search recklessly because of the monsters if you went all the way to the ruins? If anything, it would have been nice to have help from the ogre.

“Okay. Let’s go back to the forest for now. Our nest… To the dark forest…”

“Huh. Missing child!”

Carl felt good about going back to the forest. Well… Wasn’t he born there where he wished he was born? It was home to Carl. This is because he can avoid the hustle and bustle of the human world, and his favorite animals are also abundant.

“If it’s Guts, I’m sure… You’ll be all right. And I’m sure you’ll find me Because I also talked about the Dark Forest. If I evade the pursuers, they will surely come to me there.”

Are there two more places I can go besides the Elven Village and the Dark Forest? One of the two in the end. And if you think of the pursuers, there was only the dark forest. It was clear that it would be easy for Guts to find me.

“Forest! Good! Come on, Mia~”

Hearing Carl’s fuss, he headed for the forest. However, it wasn’t long before Satan arose. My heart tightened, and the feeling of something missing began to intensify.

“Ah~!! Aww~!! No!! No~!!! Heh heh… I don’t like that!!!”

The cause was Guts. The intense emotions leading up to death were conveyed in an instant. And gradually, the momentum grew stronger, and all of the memories, mana, and feelings toward me were conveyed. Guts seemed to be lost.

“Aaaaa!! Aww!!! Kyaah ~~ No Kats~!!! It’s black… Katsuga… Katsuga… Is dead…”

Guts’s death… I thought he would definitely come to me, but Guts didn’t seem to be able to. She probably couldn’t stand the combined effort of the three. She hoped to get out… But hoped that she would be safe… But it seems that Guts couldn’t keep her promise in the end. That’s how I drew Mana and her memories, and conveyed those desperate feelings to me, and I left this world.

“Haha… Hak… I can’t do this… I… What did I do wrong~!!! Why!! Why my guts!!! Did you take it away? Ugh!! Balzar Leon… And Emilia… Heck… I won’t forgive you!! I will kill you!!! I will destroy the principality, the kingdom, and even the empire!!!”

My love for Guts went to the three of them who let him go to me. If it hadn’t been for those three… And if it hadn’t been for the principality… If it hadn’t been for the kingdom and empire that raised them, my love wouldn’t have left so much. This was just revenge… Itself.

“Heukheuk… Carl… Let’s go… To the dark forest… And to the ruins… I’m sure there will be the power to kill those who made Guts like that…”

“Mia…Don’t cry. If Mia cries… It hurts too.”

“Hey… Ok. I lost Guts… But I can’t just cry like this. And if it’s a historical site, there must be some way. Yes… Carl, the way you were revived… To do that, you have to find Guts’ corpse… To do that, you have to destroy them…”

I couldn’t find Guts’ body right now. Of course, with this power Guts gave me, I could deal with them… But I didn’t want such a simple revenge. Besides, they weren’t alone. There were also soldiers who supported them. In the end, I alone was not enough to deal with them all.

“Mia, I’m scared.. Oooh.”

Carl seemed frightened by my hysterical mood. I shouldn’t be like this… I need to be a little more calm, but that didn’t work right away. But it couldn’t be helped. It was because the feeling of loss from losing Guts just didn’t go away. No, this sense of loss could not go away forever. Until he gets Guts back…

“Ha, I have arrived. Carl… This is our home… Carl is where I first met you.”

“Yes. Missing child. Are you okay now?”

“Hey… That can’t be. But… Now you have to be strong. We have to get Guts from them, right? So Carl… You help me too. Will you?”

“Huh. Help me mia I like Mia.”

“Okay. I’m so glad. I love Carl because he doesn’t betray me…”

I wanted to see Katz. But now… Guts was gone. Only the knife that had always been with him remained by his side. Guts’ vacancy hurts anew… But it was fortunate that he had a knife. If even Carl had died… He would never have had such a strong heart.

“Then, let’s take a little break… Okay, let’s take a little break. I think I’ll have to control this power that Guts gave me here for a while. So… Take a break.”

“Yes. Missing child.”

Just a little bit… Yeah, I thought it would be nice to take a little break. It was because I couldn’t easily come to my senses from the waves of emotions that were so intense. Even coming all the way here… I ran out of strength. A little bit… For Guts and for me, it was because I wanted to cry… It was because I wanted to weep.

“Heukheuk… Kats… I miss you.”

“Missing child…”

When I cried, Carl followed suit and showed a lack of energy. I hugged that knife tightly. And I felt the temperature. Then I felt the warmth of Carl’s pounding heart. It felt like Guts’ arms… It was such a nostalgic energy.

“Ugh… Carl… Do it with me… Instead of Katz… Share your love with me…”

“Missing child…”

I wanted someone to hug me tightly and give me love instead of Guts. It was because I wanted to fill something in the great sense of loss. The only suitable opponent for him was a sword that seemed to feel Guts’s warmth. It was just vicarious satisfaction…But it was good. It was because Carl was such a comfortable opponent.

“Yes. I like Mia~!”

Carl also rushed at me as if he understood my feelings. So they undressed each other, became naked, and passionately made love. In order to covet each other’s bodies and forget the sense of loss, they fell into the aura of pleasure. If you do this, you might not think of Guts for a bit… I had to do something like this to move forward.

“Haha~!! Katz… Ah~!! Me more!! Fuck me some more!! I love you, Katz~!!”

“Missing child…”

Instead of a sword, he repeatedly cried out for Guts. Such intense pleasure replaced my feelings for Guts as if it were engraved in my brain. However, Carl’s eyes looking at me like that somehow seemed a little sad. But even that was gradually forgotten by my violent actions. And Carl, who opened his eyes to instinct, began to entertain me more.

“Haaaaah~ Okay~~ Ahh~ Katz… No, Carl… I’m so glad you’re here.. Heuh~!”

“It’s good that I have Mia, too!”

It was as if they had made love with the sword all day long. Until my body stopped moving and I could stop thinking about Guts… I made love like that. Carl was also sleeping soundly on one side, as if satisfied. I felt that such a knife was a little… A little bit in place of Guts.

“Karl… You can’t die. Never leave me… Never betray me… Never. Then I… Might… Kill Carl…”

It was a cruel word, but… After being betrayed by Emilia and Guts dying, I couldn’t help but fall into this thought. That’s how shocking those things were to me.

“If it’s a ruin… There must be some way. It will give me more strength… And bring Guts back to life… So we need to get Guts’ corpse as soon as possible.”

Considering the function of the historic site, it seemed possible. It was clearly a company collecting genetic information. On the outside, it’s a pet sales company… But when you look inside, it looks a little different. It was because he thought that if he had the genetic information, he could definitely bring Guts back to life. Like the sword… My guts. My own… Mine… Yes. It was my guts

“It would have been nice if Guts’ semen had remained… Ugh… I should have made love with Guts a bit more…”

I thought that if I had made love more intensely and accepted a lot of Guts’ semen, I would have been able to get help from the pet sales company Kopern right away. Since there was no way that the genetic information of the elves would be written, it was definitely possible. However, now my semen absorption rate has increased to the extent that it is impossible. Didn’t all the semen remaining in the uterus get absorbed even if you concentrated on it for one day? This was probably the result of sharing a lifespan with Guts. Since they share mana, it’s Guts’s semen that contains the same mana. Wouldn’t it be quickly absorbed?

“I don’t have Guts anymore… Um… What would I do if I thought about this. At this time of thinking, we must hurry up and stabilize the mana first. Then head to the ruins… And borrow the power there.”

It didn’t matter what my body was like. I was going to borrow the power there by using any method. But I was also worried. Apparently, it seemed that Coperne was receiving resources instead of money. Or genetic information… But I didn’t have that. Resources, currency, and genetic information… I wondered if I could borrow the power there.

“But you have to make it… Or you might lose Young-Young… Katz. I absolutely… Absolutely hate that!!”

“Ugh… Mia. Sit down?”

“Sorry… Carl. Woke you up haha, get some more sleep I’ll sleep in a little while…”

I put the knife back to sleep and organized my thoughts. Because I couldn’t think of anything else. It’s clear that no matter how much I think about it, it won’t be solved, so I decided to go to the ruins and try it.

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