Survival TS [Complete] 104

Chapter 104 – Chapter 104

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Chapter 104

Carl, who said he wouldn’t do it with another woman… Still coveted women. He didn’t go anywhere with that habit either, and he did that every day. It’s only in the evening that I love you, so I always used to disappear somewhere during the day. It was really hard to track it down and annihilate all the women.

“As expected, a beast is a beast. It’s like this even though you’re having a lot of dinner with me… Now, please ask me this time too. Organize everything.”

“Ku oh~ keuk kyak kyak~”

“Kyaaah~~ Sa..Please save me! Heh heh… We’re just… Those kind of girls who sell themselves. Black.”

“Joy. That’s why you have to be well-dressed to receive guests. This is your fault!!”

Out of selfishness, but it didn’t matter. Aren’t they just normal people? Even if you disappear a little bit, there are plenty of humans in this world. Besides, even if such professional women disappeared anyway, they would increase in an instant. It was clear that death would be more comfortable for them. This world… It seemed like it would be okay even if it disappeared.

“I’m just going to kill everyone. That’s why Carl and Guts… The three of us rule the world. Then… No one will disturb us, right?”

A heart that becomes increasingly dark and muddy. Somehow, these days, I used to think like this. Perhaps it was because he wanted compensation for the sorrow of losing Guts. It was all about getting Guts back and wanting to be with Guts.

“Ehh~ But even Carl doesn’t give me time to rest and runs around like he’s in heat. Ugh~ I really don’t know if this will turn the whole city upside down.”

Somehow, it seemed that I was in a position to kill people by following the sword. I just went out to crack down on Carl’s stuff… To the point where I was really pitiful and hated myself. Don’t you think I’m too obsessed with Carl?

“Haa… But I’m so… What should I do when I’m jealous? Human women are not forgiven…”

Ruthless jealousy… But my nerves were too thin to endure it. In the end, he just stroked the blood-covered monsters as if to compliment them. Doesn’t it do the post-processing for me every time? There was no other person so grateful.

“Then… Let’s go back. When I go back this time, I’ll have to… Scold the knife.”

I was determined to get the sword. I didn’t want to see this again because I was weak. The sword…Isn’t it mine? If you made a promise, you have to keep it… These days, Carl seems to be rebelling more and more. I also wondered if it was because my head was a little too big.

“You are ignoring me. How big is it when Ji is big!!”

“Of course he was taller than me. That was a pretty big difference. But that wasn’t what I was talking about. The case was a different story. A knife that seems to be getting away from me. It was just a story about a knife that I also consider a female.

“Knife~!!”

“Huh? You’re missing What else?”

“Ugh~ you again!! Did you go around with women?”

“Haha… Did you notice? But… What Mia doesn’t do during the day? It’s so boring… I have to deal with even human women~”

“Aww, you promised. I… I’ll just do it with me…”

“Isn’t that the promise for the night? Aren’t you following Mia’s words during the day?”

“That… That’s the case… Ooh ooh promise… Heein~ this isn’t it…”

Gradually, I was drawn into Carl’s words. To slip away like this even though I promised… Somehow, it made me feel more like an idiot. I don’t know when I became so talkative. After all, you’re talking about this and that with the girls, right? Also, the lower part of the knife should have been clamped down. Then it wouldn’t have come out like this…

“Anyway, promise me again!! I won’t turn my eyes to another woman!”

“That’s a bit… Embarrassing… Uhm~ What is it? Then Mia will deal with it, right?”

“That… That… But then it’ll get in the way of revenge… It’s still too painful at night. How hard it is to wake up in the morning… Ugh~ It’s all because of Carl’s great energy. After all, if I go back to Kopern later… I’m sure~ I’ll be castrated… No, I don’t think I’ll be able to do this… Yes. Reduce it just a little bit, just a little…”

I’ve compromised myself on something.

“It’s really too much~ With just a little bit…”

“Ugh~ I don’t like it!!”

It seemed like something was messed up. He tried to masturbate, claiming that Carl’s mental age seemed to be higher. However, I was angry because the people around me seemed to be smiling a little. Of course, if I wipe everything out just because I’m angry, I’ll have no place to live, so I’ll have a lot of problems…

“Ugh~ It’s all because of the knife!!”

“Haa~ Mia, what’s wrong with you again? Is that the same day…?”

“Ugh… Ah… No! That day… Is not coming anymore…”

“Oh sorry. I guess I said too much. Mia… Was like that.”

I felt a little depressed. As expected, Carl seemed to regret that I couldn’t have children. Isn’t that why he deals with human women to spread his offspring? I had a sudden thought. That seemed right too. If not… It must have bothered me a little more.

“Ugh… Is it because I can’t have children? Black…”

“Ah… No. Mia don’t cry Really… I was wrong. Other human women are just entertainment. How much I love Mia…”

“Hey~ After all, you won’t say that you won’t meet a human woman until the end!!!”

It was a stabbing knife when he screamed like that. I guess he was planning to meet me secretly. I didn’t believe in beasts… But now I couldn’t stop believing. Wasn’t the knife my pet? I couldn’t throw away that knife.

“But… I get more libido during the day? If Mia does it during the day… I don’t care if I don’t do it with a human woman. But won’t you? So I can’t help it.”

“Ooh~ good! Then one person during the day! Yes, let’s just play with one person!”

“Isn’t one person too much? One of my stamina might soon… Die? Could it be that Mia wants me to make women happy?”

“Ugh.. That…Then five… I can’t yield any more.”

It seemed like something was stopping me… But I decided to compromise. Then it was right. It was a knife that accepted my compromise. I thought something wasn’t right… But now I couldn’t help it.

“Hey… It happened again. Ooh~ The knife is bad!! I will sleep alone today~!!”

“Ugh, are you really going to do that? Besides, Mia can’t sleep alone at night, right? Wouldn’t she suffer more from Mia?”

“That… That’s… Ah… You don’t have to sleep!! You should do swordsmanship training! Heh~”

I was a little taken aback by Carl’s indifference. Just come and hug me and I’m sorry. Missing child. I was going to forgive him if he said that… But the mood for that part was a sword that I couldn’t expect at all. I really… Missed Guts. I thought that if it was Guts, he would have hugged me when I was so upset and whispered her sweet words.

“Haa~ I really don’t know what Mia is thinking. Well… I can’t help it. Then, starting today, I’ll deal only with five.”

“Ugh~ Do whatever you want!!”

This time, I was really upset. After all, isn’t it that he only wants to deal with human women!! I felt like I had to leave it alone… Stay up all night practicing swordsmanship. It just seemed like it would have been better to have the monsters annihilate this city and move into the forest. But even now, it was excellent.

“Haa~ Really… What is this because of the knife? Woo~”

I just wanted you to love me a little more… In the end, it was a solo workshop. Swordsmanship training was just an excuse. What would change if I swung the sword one more time?

“Good. It comes out like that, right? Joy! Wait and see!!”

Even if he came, he was determined not to visit the village. Then even Carl wouldn’t be able to deal with a human woman. I couldn’t help it today, but I decided to leave this village right away tomorrow. It was because I was tired of resting now.

“Haa~ It’s a bit lonely… Uung~ I think I can sleep only when there’s a man next to me…”

A part of my heart was empty. I also needed a knife. No, Guts was needed. But don’t you have Guts? Instead of Guts, he just used a sword as a substitute. However, fighting with the knife and throwing it away… That was too much.

“Tomorrow… I will definitely leave. Now you must take revenge. If I rest any longer, I might give up my revenge even for the sword…”

The relationship with Carl is getting better and better, so shouldn’t we get revenge? I sometimes thought about it. As expected, when the body gets closer, the mind seems to get closer too. On the contrary, it seemed that as the body moved away, the mind also drifted away from Guts. But I tried to erase those thoughts and pledged again and again.

“I must… Save Guts. That’s why the three of us together with Carl… Live forever. In this world without humans…”

To do so, the kingdom and the two empires had to be destroyed first. Of course, the possibility wasn’t that great… But I didn’t know if I could do it well.

“If that doesn’t work… I’ll have to be content with just finding Guts… Of course, I’ll have to bring Emilia and Milia somehow… Because Emilia is absolutely necessary. For Kats and me…”

If you ask me why I need it… I thought I’d keep it a secret for later. It was because he had thought of Emilia’s sister’s need for the most important thing. But I thought I would be unhappy if I spit it out. He intended to find Guts and return to Copern after securing Emilia’s sister.

“However, I don’t know if Emilia-sister will allow that. Of course, even if she didn’t allow it, she was going to force…

Thoughts of Carl, thoughts of Guts, and finally thoughts of Emilia unnie… Thoughts continued biting her tail. After all, the night is long and there is nothing to do. So every time I wanted a knife…

“Haa~ Sleep… I want to sleep…”

Sleep that never comes. When I closed my eyes, all I could think of was Guts, which was a problem. In the end, it seemed that I had to please Carl as much as I could until I got Guts back. Even though I knew it would be so painful… Why did I say that to Carl? Is it because I’m stupid too? Somehow, the initiative of the night seemed to be moving away from me.

“I can’t go on like this… Haa~ But… I want to do it with Carl… I can’t stand it anymore…”

I wondered if my nerve cord was this thin. In the end, I ended up walking down the street at night in search of a knife. Wouldn’t Carl want me anyway? Besides, I didn’t know how satisfied Carl would be with five human women… After all, there was no doubt that there would be no woman like me for an all-nighter.

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