Chapter 41 – Adultery Prevention Division (3)
[Gender related index test]
[11. I am satisfied with my bed (sex) with my husband.]
[① Not at all. ② It’s not like that. ③It is normal. ④That’s right. ⑤ It is very true.]
‘What is this?’
Unlike the ordinary questions before, the sudden and explicit questions made my face hot.
“Excuse me..”
“Yes?”
“This, about question 11…”
“Oh, you mean the sex index test.”
“Yes.. That, I have a few questions..”
Seong Eun-young mumbled, unable to follow her words, but the man answered naturally with a shy smile as if he understood.
“I understand you’re embarrassed, but sexual issues in a relationship can have a huge impact, especially when it comes to infidelity. Even if you’re embarrassed, you have to be honest about it.”
“Is that so?”
“What images come to mind when you think of infidelity? Having sex with someone of the opposite sex over your spouse. You will probably come to mind. It is hard to think of this as a prejudice. It is a very common case.”
‘Surely..’
As he said, the only image that came to mind when he was having an affair was an immoral, sexually promiscuous image.
In the end, Seong Eun-young was again vaguely persuaded by the man’s words, and turned her gaze back to her test paper.
[11. I am satisfied with my bed (sex) with my husband.]
[① Not at all. ② It’s not like that. ③It is normal. ④That’s right. ⑤ It is very true.]
That doesn’t mean the question has changed.
In the end, Seong Eun-young has to check the answer to this embarrassing question.
‘I’m sure he’s satisfied..?’
Obviously it will.
I have never had any complaints since sleeping with her husband.
Clearly, we both enjoyed our relationship happily, and we felt happy and satisfied after the relationship ended.
After thinking for a while, Seong Eun-young checked number 5 and moved on to the next question.
[12. I have a sexual orientation that I cannot reveal to my husband.]
[① Not at all. ② It’s not like that. ③It is normal. ④That’s right. ⑤ It is very true.]
‘Is there such a thing..?’
Does not exist.
In the first place, she didn’t have a part that came to mind from the word sexual orientation itself, so she checked number 1 for the first time this time.
[13. I tend to take the initiative in bed (sex) with my husband.]
[① Not at all. ② It’s not like that. ③It is normal. ④That’s right. ⑤ It is very true.]
‘This..’
A bit vague
When I recall my memories, I don’t really remember that I took the lead in my relationship with my husband.
‘I think I just matched him as he moved…’
Still, I tend to caress her before inserting it.
It was embarrassing at first, but he used to do things like fellatio and 69 poses quite often.
‘..But it’ll be normal, right?’
She checked at number 3 instead of number 5 this time.
She picked an ambiguous answer, neither number 1 nor number 5, and felt slightly uneasy.
[14. I think her husband is also satisfied with sex with me.]
[① Not at all. ② It’s not like that. ③It is normal. ④That’s right. ⑤ It is very true.]
‘Why do you keep asking these questions?’
To check the satisfaction of her husband, not herself.
I want to get rid of the test and everything, but I can’t do that again, so I seriously think of an answer.
‘She did everything he asked me to do.
You will be satisfied
She herself has never specifically expressed her disapproval of sexual intercourse with her husband.
Rather, she always ended her relationship with a sweet comment from her husband’s side of ‘I loved you so much’ and ‘I love you’.
If she hadn’t enough, she would have asked for more. Still, the premise that she wouldn’t reject it must have been firmly established.
‘Huh. I’m sure he’ll be satisfied too.’
Once again she felt some relief as she checked number 5.
Of course, until you read the next phrase.
[15. I have a strong sex drive.]
[① Not at all. ② It’s not like that. ③It is normal. ④That’s right. ⑤ It is very true.]
If you were yourself not too long ago, even if you can’t do it, three times. Or I would have picked 1 or 2.
Lately, I’ve been suffering from an ever-infested sexual desire, so I couldn’t make a decision easily.
‘Still, my case is a bit of an unusual case…’
If it had not been for her husband’s overseas assignments, if she had lived together and had frequent relationships, she would not have suffered from sexual desire as she does now.
Her husband is abroad and her daughter is busy attending school, cram school, and hanging out, so the loneliness she feels during the time she is alone at home is expressed as sexual desire.
Obviously, he’s not the type of person who has a strong sex drive.
‘..Number 3?’
It’s not really something to be ashamed of.
Ordinary, why is it embarrassing to be normal?
In the end, Seong Eun-yeong could not convince herself and she chose number 3 instead of number 1 or 2.
However, the next question was like a mirror that clearly reflects her self, and she was pushed to think again.
[16. How many times have you masturbated in the past week?]
[①0 times ②1~2 times ③3~5 times ④6~7 times ⑤7 or more times]
‘Ahh…’
It’s not like anyone said anything.
Her face is hot to the point of burning. Perhaps by now, her own face would be red enough to tell anyone who saw it.
Unfortunately, there is no room for discussion or compromise in this question.
Since my libido started to boil, in the morning and before bedtime… So, twice a day was the standard, and sometimes I wasn’t satisfied with just one and did it twice.
In the end, the answer was number 5.
[17. If more than 7 times, please write the number you remember. If you can’t remember exactly, write something like ‘more than 10 times’ or ‘more than 15 times’. This question will be answered only if you checked number 5 of question 16.]
I don’t know exactly how many times, but even if I can’t do it, it’s definitely more than 15 times.
Maybe she’s more than 20, but she scribbles out “More than 15,” Trusting she won’t be that much.
[18. If you masturbate, what is the target?]
[① Nothing in particular ② Adult video ③ Adult cartoon ④ Unspecified opposite sex ⑤ Husband]
‘I don’t know anymore…’
My mentality was so tattered that I wondered if there was anything more embarrassing here.
Still, it would be comforting if it was that she was masturbating while thinking of her husband this time, so ethically she had nothing to be ashamed of.
[19. If you masturbate, please write down what situations you are thinking about. Example) Sexual intercourse with your usual husband, an act that takes place in a different place or in a different way than usual.]
[ ]
An example is the answer.
Seong Eun-young, already half-desperate, copied the ‘usual sex with her husband’ written in her example.
‘It’s over now.’
There is no back, no next page.
At last, she read her last sentence carefully, with her hope that she could escape this embarrassing hour.
[20. I want sex between a man and a woman, not masturbation.]
[①Yes ②No]
‘…’
My heart flutters at the blatant question that has only yes or no answers.
‘If I tell the truth… No, if I don’t tell the truth…’
The moment I read the question, the answer immediately came to my mind.
However, if I write the truth, it seems that the results will be divided with this one question.
But what if you don’t write the truth? Wouldn’t that be more dangerous?
I don’t know how her husband was notified, but it was one thing for her to know that she had accumulated sexual desire in a test about infidelity, and for her to know that she lied.
In the end, Seong Eun-young checked number 1 and sighed deeply.
She doesn’t want to lie though. It’s just a simple test, but she couldn’t fool herself with the idea that she was lying to her husband here.
“..It’s done.”
“Thank you for your effort.”
“That… When will the results come out..?”
“Right now. It’s not a lot of questions, it’s literally just a simple confirmation.”
“Haaa…”
I’d rather give it a few days, no, but nothing will change, but I’m restless with an anxious mind that the results will come out right away.
The man is already slowly reading the paper handed to him. He nods his head slightly in between, and shows signs of contemplating something.
In reality, it took less than 5 minutes, but Seong Eun-young felt that the time was several times longer.
“The results are in.”
“How about this?”
“First of all, to answer the basic couple and family relationships… You can say it’s a harmonious family. You may feel lonely, but that’s just a phenomenon that happens because you’re alone for a long time and you love your husband that much. Yo. This.”
It was formal, but I felt a little scared by the words that penetrated the facts.
If you answered correctly like this, wouldn’t the answer to the sexual part be convincing that the moment you hear it, it’s true?
It was because I heard that.
“In terms of sex… I guess you could say it’s a bit risky.”
“Uh, which part is dangerous?”
“First of all, I will answer on the premise that Eunyoung Seong honestly participated in her test.”
“..Please.”
Even if she thinks to herself, she honestly checks the answer to the point that she thinks it’s strange, so there is no doubt about that part.
Seong Eun-young took a deep breath and calmed her down, focusing on the man’s next words.
“First of all, looking at questions 11, 12, and 13, Sung Eun-young has no complaints about sex with her husband, and she is rather very satisfied, right?”
“Yes..”
“The problem starts here.”
“That’s why…”
The questions she answered most reassuringly and clearly were questions 11, 12, and 13. When her point came in from there, her heart, which she had barely calmed down, instantly became uneasy.
“Because I’m satisfied. How often does her husband return from abroad?”
“..About once every month or two.”
“That’s it. The relationship is satisfying and happy, but the frequency is at most once every month or two. It’s not that we don’t have the will to do that either, it’s just that our bodies fell apart because of the circumstances of being dispatched overseas. No matter how satisfying the relationship is On the contrary, the more satisfied you are, the less you feel, and on the contrary, you feel like you are lacking.”
“That..”
Even though she pretended not to accept it on the outside, her heart was already sinking to the fact that the man’s words were true, and that the truth she had been ignoring in her heart had been revealed.
