Chapter 175 – Even the Best of Friends Have Secrets (2)
After Lee Ji-eun started to change her attire, she could clearly feel the change in the way men looked at her.
Normally, the gazes, which would only make eye contact and move slightly up and down, stayed in a specific part in the middle and went beyond the level of glance, so it was impossible not to know.
‘I’m embarrassed..’
It was a response that Lee Ji-eun could not help but know that the cause of the change was her own clothes.
However, only Choi Min-seok’s reaction did not change. No, now, like other men, he has a little bit of a glancing gaze, but in the end, the attitude of treating him as a child was still the same.
‘Should I dress more boldly? That doesn’t sound like much, but Hye-soo also said that she can’t wear clothes that look too cheap..’
A lot of exposure doesn’t necessarily mean that I look cheap, but I really didn’t want to wear clothes that looked like I wasn’t wearing any bottoms, went over my stomach to expose my stomach, and even barely exposed my hips.
‘Still, I don’t like the fact that she continues to look like a child…’
It’s a little, a little too embarrassing, but if it’s only for Choi Min-seok, I can show my embarrassing side. No, he might want to be seen a little bit.
But isn’t there such a thing as clothes that look different for just one person?
‘Underwear..?’
Clothes that look the same to everyone but can only be shown to the person I want to show them to. The moment she thought about it, Lee Ji-eun’s face became hot as if it were on fire.
How the hell did he show Choi Min-seok his underwear? Isn’t that the only thing that shows underwear between a man and a woman?
“Ahh..”
Lee Ji-eun buried her face in the pillow and rolled her feet on the bed with the heat that seemed like it was about to explode beyond the heat of his face.
There is a level of knowledge learned in health class. In addition, it was not difficult for her to imagine such a thing with Choi Min-seok, since she was Lee Ji-eun, who, like other women, had experience in looking for porn out of her curiosity.
The two men and women are naked on the bed.. So, while he is also completely undressed, he faces Choi Min-seok, overlaps her body, accepts the man’s ‘thing’ as his body, and moves until he ejaculates.
Because of her lack of knowledge to use as her background, Lee Ji-eun’s imagination was crude, but at the same time, she was stimulated enough to make her head spin.
They say that every man has a different size, but is your brother big? She said it hurt at first, hopefully it was small.. No, that doesn’t sound like much either. Just as women care about the size of their breasts, didn’t men say that the size of things is also important?
Clinging to her a few times during her date, I also remembered that Choi Min-seok’s body is not just tall and her shoulders are broad, but also that her body has strong muscles all over her body.
The first day she felt the touch … She shyly went inside her blanket and fell into her masturbation again.
Even though she thinks that this is not the case, she can’t think of any other way because the thought, once in her mind, can’t get out of her head.
In the first place, Lee Ji-eun, who had fallen into masturbation while fidgeting under her blanket from the day she went on her first date with Choi Min-seok, was already looking at Choi Min-seok with a ‘such’ gaze.
“Oh, brother and that…”
I can’t bear to say the word sex, and it seems like something is ringing inside my body just by purifying it and muttering it.
She was ashamed as it was something she could not easily say, and ashamed as it was her first time doing it, but she also clearly wanted to do it. No, if you look at her share, her desire to try it might be the biggest.
“I guess I’m pervert…”
She wasn’t without libido, but I thought she was on the low side, barely conscious of it, and she just didn’t have the right match. After meeting Choi Min-seok, it was not once or twice that he tried to ignore the itchy feeling after returning home.
Besides, what would he do if he was treated like a kid, then got his driver’s license and lost the opportunity to meet every day like he does now?
I didn’t have a bad relationship with Choi Min-seok, but I wouldn’t see him every day like now. Right now, Lee Ji-eun herself will be busy since her college life will begin in March.
Even now, when we meet every day, they don’t see us as women, but if the number of times we meet decreases, dating Choi Min-seok will be far away.
Thoughts move toward conclusions.
I want to be seen by Choi Min-seok as a woman, not as a younger sister. Choi Min-seok and him… I want to have sex. It was a ridiculous idea to think about, but these two things were eventually solved in one way.
You can do it. The thought of wanting to be with Choi Min-seok can be solved by just doing it, and if you mix your body yourself, Choi Min-seok will no longer see you as a younger sister, but as a woman.
“Ugh…”
Know. Even if you think about it yourself, it is too hasty to the point of overdoing it.
However, this ridiculous method solves the problem and relieves the desire. And when the thought of getting closer to Choi Min-seok reached me, I was caught up in it and couldn’t think of anything else.
“This, to Hye-soo first…”
I try to reach for my cell phone to consult, but I hesitate.
Even though we’re close friends, it’s too embarrassing to discuss embarrassing things like this. Besides, it was obvious that even if she didn’t consult, Hye-soo would definitely say no.
Talking about your concerns to someone who has already decided on an answer is not counseling, but persuasion. Lee Ji-eun didn’t want to bring up an embarrassing story, and she didn’t want to quarrel with Jung Hye-soo about this.
*
“Is something going on today?”
“Yes yes?”
Lee Ji-eun, who was sitting across from her cafe chair and wiggling her fingers, raised her head in surprise as her shoulders twitched at her question.
“I keep looking bad today. I want something bad to happen.”
“Oh, no.”
Lee Ji-eun is one of the few women I’ve ever seen who is so bad at lying. She said no with her mouth, but she was anxious and it was clear to me that she was looking at me.
Even if that wasn’t the case, it was only natural that she was troubled like that since she had been hypnotized once again.
‘The best way to avoid being treated like a child by Choi Min-seok is to have sex. It’s a shameful way for her, but if she does it, it’s certain that Choi Min-seok will see her as a woman, and it’s also certain that she will become even closer.’
It is a good method to use in many ways to induce thoughts of ‘this is a good way’ rather than ‘should’.
As it is not compulsory, it consumes less energy, and even so, because only the thought keeps coming to mind, it is not easy to conclude in the direction you induced.
The conclusion that I came to after thinking about it for myself is less incongruous. It’s just that the worries were strange, because the conclusion was drawn by oneself. Excluding the possibility of failure and the downside of taking a little time, it was a way to strongly hypnotize while reducing the consumption of energy.
Of course, ‘It’s embarrassing to consult Jung Hye-soo. It would be better not to consult with her.” Thanks to her hypnosis, Lee Ji-eun struggled all night alone, and she must be doing that because she is still thinking.
“I don’t know what it is, but if you have any concerns, you can tell me. I don’t know if I can solve it, but I can listen to you.”
“..Yes.”
There is no way I can confide. If he had the personality to say that he wanted to have sex with me right here, there wouldn’t even be a need for me to hypnotize him in the first place.
“Then, shall we just play here for today?”
“Bur, already? It’s only five o’clock yet.”
“I don’t think I’m feeling well today, so I go early and get a good rest. Also, my parents worry if I go around too late.”
“Ooh..”
Lee Ji-eun gets a little irritated at the blatant treatment of a child, but quickly puts on a depressed expression. It was so funny that it was so funny that it was so obvious.
“You look tired. Would you like to take a taxi today?”
“Oh, no.”
“So… It’s still a bit early for dinner, but shall we go get something delicious?”
“The boat is still…”
As her tone of voice continues to soothe her child, Lee Ji-eun’s expression becomes sullen. It didn’t cost her much, but I paid all the expenses for her dating, and even if I was a little late, she sent me a taxi because she didn’t want to go around late.
All of that was the preparation for the hypnosis of treating herself as a child. It was clear that he felt that the things that had been considered considerate in the meantime were also actions that came about because he was now treating himself as a child.
“Then, what should we do to make our Jieun feel better?”
“Well, then…”
“What do you want to do?”
“Can I have a drink with you?”
“Alcohol?”
Due to Lee Ji-eun’s personality, it was obvious that she wouldn’t say to go to the motel right away, and after thinking about it for a few more days, she thought that she would run out of control. Suddenly, an unexpected offer popped up.
“..Ah, if you don’t let me, it’s just…”
“It’s okay to drink. Why are you drinking all of a sudden?”
“It’s just… I had a drink with Hyesu, but she doesn’t drink with anyone else. She thought it would be nice to have a drink with her brother too…”
Not a bad suggestion. When she gets drunk, she loses her reason more than usual, and it makes it easier for her to reveal her true feelings or have accidents.
‘I don’t care about alcohol.’
My parents have been living with alcohol for a long time, so they think negatively, and it’s not that I’ve never drank it, but it’s tasteless and I don’t feel drunk, so from my point of view, it’s just expensive and bitter water.
Still, drinking wasn’t the goal right now, so a light drink or two wouldn’t be bad.
“It’s a little early, but then let’s have a little drink and go home. Okay?”
“..Yes.”
Until the end, she didn’t forget her way of talking about Lee Ji-eun, threw it away, got up, and left the cafe together.
Since it’s early evening, there won’t be many people in the bar, but if possible, it’s better to choose a quiet shop. If Lee Ji-eun, whose head is complicated by having sex with me right away, gets drunk, she doesn’t know what to say.
She walked slowly down the street with Lee Ji-eun, who was very nervous and silent with her arms folded, looking at her signboard before coming into a bar where soft music was playing.
Looking at the signboard written in Japanese, it felt like a Japanese bar, but it seemed that no one would talk loudly in a restaurant with this kind of atmosphere.
‘Tempura would be fine as a side dish.’
Even if we were to have a drink together, I wasn’t sure that what I wanted would happen, and the thought of eating something tasty even if it was a snack was a bonus.
