Chapter 45 – Episode 45. Only I Know Her True Face. Maybe.
Creepy – Cracked –
Well-
“What is this now?”
Daehun, who chewed his nails with a confused expression, couldn’t understand the current situation.
“What? Why how?”
Daehun, who had been biting his nails like crazy, picked up some clothes and quickly headed to the academy.
Looking at his face, as if the current anxiety would disappear.
*
He was Dae-hun, who had lived a life without a relationship with a woman, but he knew what it was like to like a woman.
“Would you… Go out with me?”
“Ah, Daehun… I’m sorry.”
And that love doesn’t come back easily.
On the way back after confessing, depressed, the only ones who laughed with me were my friends.
He was just walking the same path even though he didn’t take the Namjung Namgo engineering school military tech tree.
Then one day, he met a person at the academy he entered to get a job.
“Hello.”
A cold impression with a blunt expression.
Dark gray long hair, dry and bristly, almost furry.
“Is there a seat next to you?”
A wooden-stone attitude and unwavering eyes created an atmosphere that was difficult to approach.
“Oh, no. It is empty.”
Drooling-
Upon hearing her words, she pulled out her chair and sat down in her seat.
I quickly turned around and looked straight ahead, and I was so nervous that I couldn’t even look at the seat next to me all day.
One day.
Two days.
Three days.
Even after the passing days, on the first day, we sat together every day.
Even if you don’t talk at all.
And Daehun instinctively knew that it was the best.
“There.”
“Yeah.”
“Oh, no.”
“May I have your number?”
“No.”
Eyes staring intently at the other person without any emotion.
Most of the men backed down at those eyes, and even those who summoned up the courage were often forced to back down with an apology–no, not that they didn’t want to talk.
Especially.
Swoop- Tak-!
“Ah. Sorry. I am sensitive to physical contact.”
Sensitively reacting when someone reached out from behind her, it was as if she didn’t want to mix with anyone.
Then one day.
Talk tok-
Thin fingers tapping the desk.
When he followed it, he could find a person looking at him with a puzzled expression on his face.
“Sorry.”
Could you please tell me something about this?
That was her second conversation with her.
*
Since that day, the conversation has opened up a bit.
She thought she was concentrating in class, but she was really just ‘concentrating’.
“Ah. Is it like that?”
“Yeah. Maybe- this too-“
“…? It’s the first time I’ve heard of it.”
She took notes and tried to memorize everything, but she showed a lot of her lack of basic common sense.
Naturally, I came to tell them more during breaks, and my daily conversations gradually increased.
Even so, they were more comfortable asking me questions than other students, and such favoritism made me very happy.
“Mmm…”
Shaking his head, he sticks to me and checks my handwriting.
Hwaak-
At that moment, I was taken aback by the smell of flesh, but rather, the wolf looked at me as if something was wrong.
“Where are you sick?”
Dori Dori-
Shaking my head, I soon turned my attention back to the book.
Even so, the attached distance does not fall.
Sneaky-
As I approached and explained, the distance got closer with a more focused expression.
What?
*
I got to know a little bit more about Lee.
“Ah, then could I give you your number? Rather than asking questions like this all at once-“
It was really awkward to pick a number, but rather, she responded with a smile.
“Oh, thank you.”
“You didn’t like giving out numbers, did you?”
When I asked without knowing it, she rather raised a question mark.
“Yeah?”
“No, the other day-“
“Ah.”
When she mentions the men she clung to at the beginning of class, she responds as if she is rather strange.
“Don’t they have any reason to need my number?”
The look of what’s wrong.
“If there’s no business, is there a reason I don’t know why we should exchange numbers?”
Businesslike speech.
It was only then that I realized why Lee had refused that day, saying ‘No’ instead of ‘Sorry’.
That giving me a number right now is an act of 100% purpose without any special reason.
“No. There is no such thing.”
However, a small smile formed in my heart.
What if there is no reason
I’m the only one here who knows that she is this kind of person.
*
There were not a few people who approached her.
Of course, it was much less than the first time, but it was there from time to time.
But her attitude was still indifferent, like an iron fortress.
On the other hand I
“You really know a lot, Mr. Daehun.”
Pure praise.
But I couldn’t help but be more than happy to receive it.
She’s getting to know who she is.
She was a pure blank slate.
I really don’t know anything.
“Daehun is a good colleague.”
“A colleague?”
“Yeah.”
He pointed to himself and me with his fingers, then to the lecture table.
“Colleagues from school. Thanks to you, I learn a lot.”
Colleagues because we learn to work together.
Not even aimless conversations.
I have no hobbies.
Why? Because I don’t know what it is in the first place.
I don’t know how this kind of person came out, but I felt a little pleasure just by being still next to her.
Like a beautiful flower blooming on a cliff.
I couldn’t even touch it because there were so many thorn bushes around me, but when I went closer and checked it, it felt like only I knew that it was a soft stem, not a thorn.
It didn’t matter that the people around her were envious.
The important thing was that there was little chance that there would be another man in front of me in the future.
Because I’m the only one who knows that Lee is this kind of person.
Because only I know that behind her blunt mask, cold tone, and office-like attitude, she really is a pure white paper.
The amount of time she came to her house every night and painted her increased.
It was very exciting that such an attractive woman had a backside that only I knew about.
I made all kinds of plans to get closer and did all kinds of imaginings.
Make a reason and join hands.
A date disguised as study.
He said he would help me find a hobby and watch a movie.
And since he is a man, he has no choice but to have erotic imaginations.
It was me that no woman could find attractive in her, but if it was her, there was a high chance that she would like me without knowing anything.
Because she doesn’t know men very well.
No, not even liking it in the first place.
Yes. Friend. Let’s be friends.
Let your friend know that you are the one who does everything you ask for.
As I ask As I wish.
Take her time and let her know about her new things.
In the end.
“Ha…”
Exciting.
That a perfect woman who doesn’t suit me, only looks at me.
Even people would know that she chose her day.
Actually, I trained it according to my taste.
If she knew anything about a man, she wouldn’t even look back at me.
But that won’t happen. Because other stupid men don’t know her true face.
I was the only one who was quietly holding my breath…!
The pleasure of not knowing if it could be taken away at any time,
Still, I’m sure it will never be taken away.
It was enough stimulation to keep me awake waving my hands like crazy every night.
She shook, imagining that she might be taken away by a greater man.
“Fuck. Fuck—if it’s good enough—“
The me next to you will completely ignore you and talk to you.
And she thought of her
I looked at him with a nonchalant expression, then turned around and said let’s go holding my arm…
No matter how good you are, you can’t interest her with that kind of thing-
Then, as I was led by her, I laughed wildly at the braggart of her who was left behind-
“Uh-uh-uh–“
Wolf. Irisi-
It takes less than 3 minutes.
But the naive girl would know that this is great too.
I just need to let you know.
Unknown to anyone else for the rest of my life.
“Hehe- hee- hee-”
A sly smile escapes from his languid mouth.
She hasn’t even touched her properly yet, but I’m the only one by her side anyway.
She has no other hobbies, she has already confirmed that all her jobs are for women.
There is not a single other man in her life other than me.
So, naturally-
“Lol-“
The foolish smile continues to flow.
*
She was still businesslike as time passed.
The problem is not only with other men, but also with me.
“Aren’t we getting a little closer?”
“? What does it mean?”
“No…It’s nothing.”
I was in a hurry.
The gap between her in my imagination and her reality is getting bigger and bigger.
She still treated me like a “Colleague” She met at the academy, and if she had no business, she wouldn’t contact me at all.
She answers questions, and the range of questions she can ask has increased, but if she strays from her line, she undoubtedly cuts it.
I cut it without saying that other people were uncomfortable, so I used to feel superior to others just for that alone, but now I’m thirstier.
I, I should get closer…!
Passed the 1st test.
Both of them prepared for the second exam, but the time spent attending private academies was greatly reduced.
5 days a week to 2 or 3 days a week.
Then one day.
Her face is too bright
To the extent that anyone can see that there is a good thing.
“Oh, Mr. Lee, are you doing well?”
It’s not that I’m just smiling, but whoever sees it, someone talks to me with a small happy expression.
“Yeah.”
A blunt nod.
But there is an obvious joy.
…Why?
A corner of my heart is uneasy
I wrote in a short gap before class started.
‘Are you having a good day?’
‘Yeah.’
A response that is not at all different from a conversation with someone else.
I have to lead
‘What happen?’
‘I went to meet a nice person, but it seems like I met a new nice person there too.’
…?
Sometimes we have a lot of conversations like this where things are missing.
What.
‘A good person.’
-Who is it?
I asked via KakaoTalk.
In the seat next to her, she also todok-types.
-Ah, this is someone I used to know. I wanted to visit and see you someday, but I had some free time.
Hem-
Mouth was tightly shut.
An instinctive sense of danger crept in from somewhere.
Man. Are you a man?
-I’m sure you’re happy.
-Yeah.
-How are you?
-I do not know.
?
– You said you came to see it.
-Ah, it’s a difficult situation to visit, so I went to check it out, but someone else told me.
-Who is it?
At this time, I didn’t know. To think that this ‘who’ was different from what I was thinking about and what the wolf was thinking about.
– This is the lady I used to serve.
Dump-
The tense body slumps on the chair.
Miss.
Miss.
Then it is.
When the tension is released, the body stretches in an instant.
I slumped and glanced at the seat next to me.
Lee was replying to me, but he didn’t miss the class notes.
It’s wonderful.
I wanted to stroke her hair and praise her, but her hand quickly went down.
Because she hates skinship.
If you approach hard, you will be pushed away.
Little by little, without her knowing.
Like the sea rushing to the sandy beach.
One day the rising tide will fill the beach.
Todo Dog-
Still, I left a text message out of impatience.
– Am I a good person too?
Throbbing.
I looked at her with her nervous expression.
Jing-
It responds immediately to the slight vibration.
-Yeah.
And he looks at me as if asking why.
Dumbfounded-
‘I just got curious.’
Then she nods her head again. Todo Dog-
– Mr. Daehun is a good colleague.
Shit.
Smile again
The witch that everyone thinks lives in a scary tower is actually just a girl who doesn’t know anything.
Without realizing it, I rubbed my pants.
Haha…”
I should go home sooner today.
