Chapter 150 – 150. Idol 1
So Se-Ah and I stayed in front of Baekma Village for about three more days.
The good news is that Se-Ah isn’t that stressed?
In my heart, I want to stay with Se-Ah for a few more days and catch everyone that comes, but there is no need to run hard from the beginning.
And I can’t just stay with Se-ah like this… Because Seunghee and Mina are there too.
I waited until 4 a.M., Shook off the people coming to Baekma Village, and rested for a bit before the sun came up.
“Let’s go back now.”
“To the logistics center?”
“Yes.”
“Really? I can’t help it.”
For a while, he was acting like that, but now he’s openly expressing his regret.
No… It’s a bit more tsundere. Don’t give up your charm!
On the way to the logistics center.
Se-Ah wanders around with invisibility on, then turns it off, and repeats that.
She is the one who walked around with her bare body even in the days when there was no invisibility. She looks very flawless.
“Oppa.”
“Huh?”
“Can I go outside because it’s invisible?”
“It doesn’t matter. But not too far.”
“Why?”
“Why? It’s because I’m worried.”
“Why are you worried? I usually don’t even care.”
“I’m not hanging out. And I’m not worried as long as I’m in the distribution center.”
“Hmph. Okay. It’s not like you’re hanging out. You’ll meet other women.”
Sheesh. If you say it like that, I have nothing to say. However, you should not bend down here. I have to go out shamelessly.
“So? You don’t like it?”
It may be my delusion as I don’t know much about women, but it seems like Se-Ah likes me more now.
So we have to let Se-ah hang on. To be honest, it’s SeAh that’s disappointing, right?
I don’t want to do push-and-pull between men and women because it’s annoying, but I still need to make sure.
I like SeAH, but I don’t want to let her play on my head.
It’s not just SeAH. Whether it’s Seunghee or Mina, it’s the same for anyone else.
“He’s a really bad guy.”
I look ahead while grumbling like that.
Cute guy. I held Se-Ah’s hand.
When I hold her hand, it’s clear that she likes me, but it’s funny how she tries to show her anger and doesn’t show it.
How convenient would it be if women around the world were this easy to understand?
In that respect, Mina is the most difficult to understand.
Perhaps because she was a girl group idol, she does not easily reveal her true feelings. Compared to SeAH, it feels like the level of difficulty has really increased dramatically.
“You’re almost there. Go in alone. If you go in together, it’ll be more troublesome.”
“That’s right. I tried to do that too. I should go and surprise him with invisibility.”
“Don’t be rude to someone who has attack skills. You might get attacked by mistake.”
“Okay.”
“Then go in.”
“When will you come next time?”
“Well, there are a few places to target… I can’t guarantee.”
“Strategy? Is it dangerous?”
“No matter what you do, it will be dangerous. Nothing is easy, right?”
Se-Ah listens to me and stands silently for a moment.
Then he grabbed the hem of my clothes and spoke softly.
“Don’t die… You can come late. Just don’t die.”
Se-Ah was so cute that I hugged her once.
That’s how Se-Ah entered and I watched him through detection until the end.
I’m not even a kid, but I… I have a lot of worries.
My problem is this.
There are too many worries and worries.
It wouldn’t matter if it only applied to me, but if it applied to people I care about… I can’t handle it.
No matter how much I worry, nothing happens the way I want.
I can’t tell you to just listen to me… But I can’t take care of them all.
Maybe that’s why they keep trying to force them all into one place.
That way, variables are reduced as much as possible.
But that isn’t easy either. Now I’ve finally gotten permission from just one person.
Above all, there is still no place where all three can live in one place.
There’s a long way to go, really…
House. The home I’m talking about is where Seunghee is now.
Before going into that house, I decided to stop by Mina.
I don’t want to go to Seunghee and worry about Mina.
Hmm… What kind of bullshit is this? It’s so damn bad.
You are so confidently thinking like trash.
Near a peaceful apartment.
There is no sign of anyone.
Detection only detects Mina’s presence. A very reassuring situation.
I naturally enter the apartment like an office worker coming home from work.
Knock, open the door with your card key, and enter.
“Oh! You came!? What? You stayed up all night again?”
Mina smiles brightly at me.
Shorts that look comfortable with a short sleeve t-shirt.
Her slender arms and legs are clearly visible. How can it be that thin? But again, I have good physical strength. The strength is quite strong.
As I take off my backpack and parka, I immediately feel the warm home energy.
What should I say? Does it feel like a place where people live?
When I put down everything I was holding, Mina quietly came over and hugged me.
He hugs Mina so tightly. The warmth I feel in her arms feels so good.
“Have you eaten? Are you hungry?”
“Hmm. Now that I think about it, I haven’t eaten anything.”
“Then sit down. I’ll prepare food for you in a moment. You’re not very hungry, are you? It will take about twenty minutes.”
“You can take it slow.”
I sat on the sofa in the living room and looked at Mina rattling around in the kitchen.
I feel strange.
I feel a bit like a newlywed couple.
It’s like a new wife preparing dinner for her husband who just got home from work, right?
I’m too young for that, and the difference is that it’s morning instead of evening.
Soon, a delicious smell emerged.
I wasn’t that hungry, but when I smell the food, I suddenly feel hungry.
What does this smell like? It smells like stew.
After waiting a little longer, Mina called me.
“Come. It’s done.”
As she sat down at the table, she felt dazed.
White rice, appetizing-looking stew, canned ham, grilled kimchi.
My heart feels warm after receiving a meal for the first time in a long time.
And another thought.
Minji also served stew like this before.
Bitch. Until the day I die, I will think of that woman every time I see a table like this, right?
If it was called revenge, it was definitely revenge. At least it will haunt me for the rest of my life.
“I’ll eat well.”
It is not for me to be caught up in the thoughts of a dead woman.
It is a luxury to suffer from such things.
Every time I only eat simple food and meals for survival, when I see a proper table like this, my hands are so busy eating.
There was a lot of stew, but it was so delicious that I almost ate it all.
Mina sits across from me and happily watches me eat.
“Why don’t you eat?”
Feeling embarrassed that he seemed to be eating too hard alone, I asked him about it, and he smiled sweetly.
“Idols don’t eat. They only eat dew.”
“Phew.”
I almost fired the grain of rice I was chewing.
Ugh. I’m glad it didn’t look ugly.
“That was a hilarious joke.”
After barely chewing and swallowing the food and drinking a glass of water, I spoke to Mina, and she spoke with a straight face.
“Huh? It’s not a joke. Do you know how hard it is to maintain this body? You can’t maintain this body if you eat everything you want.”
“No… You can eat as much as you want now. It’s not like I gave you less food.”
“That’s right. I’m not saying anything about giving less. It’s just that I eat less. It’s been a while since I’ve eaten breakfast.”
“Really? No. Is it possible to move that much without eating that much? Dancing takes a lot of stamina, doesn’t it?”
“That’s how you maintain this body.”
“It’s okay if I become a little more chubby. Of course, I like it now.”
“But that doesn’t work. I have a bit of an obsession.”
“Oh, yes. I understand that.”
Because I also have OCD… You know what it feels like.
When she finished eating and was sitting on the sofa, Mina came and sat down next to me after cleaning up her dishes.
Looks a bit awkward.
When I put my arm around her shoulder, it felt a little more natural.
“Are you bored being alone?”
“No. It’s okay. It’s better to stay calm.”
“Really? That’s good. Do you need anything?”
“Um. A book?”
“Book?”
“Yes. I’m bored just knitting all day.”
“Hasn’t it been a while since I did it? Have you made anything? If you have it, show me.”
“I don’t have the skills to show anything yet.”
“It all looks the same at first. Still, take a look.”
“No, I do not want. “Later.”
“Really? Well then. I’ll show you someday. What about the laptop you gave me before?”
“I’m enjoying it too. I’m saving it because I feel like I’ll get bored later if I watch it too quickly.”
“There are quite a lot of movies, right? Is it worth watching them sparingly?”
“But if you look at all that, there’s nothing to see.”
“Well, that’s true.”
“So, I thought I’d read some books. It’s hard to go out alone.”
“Then shall we go get a book?”
“Of course it’s good.”
“Okay. Then let’s go right away.”
“I took a break. I don’t have to go?”
“I think if I keep doing this, I’ll want to keep touching you. I don’t want it to seem like my only goal is to do it with you.”
Same goes for Mina and Anna who I found at a business hotel.
It’s strange that I can’t easily get my hands on such an overwhelmingly pretty woman.
A desire to prove that the body is not the only goal?
There is such a thing. That’s why I don’t covet your body as soon as I see it.
However, every man wants to have sex with a pretty woman, so I am no different.
If you keep doing this, you will eventually have no choice but to give up.
The desire to care and the desire to touch each other fight fiercely.
In that case, it’s better to just focus on something else.
“I don’t think so.”
“Huh?”
“I don’t think so. If my only goal was my body, I wouldn’t have gone through this trouble taking care of it.”
“Thank you for understanding.”
“But… There’s no need to endure it…”
I looked at Mina in slight surprise.
Mina is embarrassed.
Under… If I keep silent when I say this so openly, I’m a eunuch, right?
I wrapped Mina, who was sitting next to me, around her waist and made her sit on my lap.
“Wow.”
Light. What is so light? Even though there is a difference in height between me and SeAh, my weight feels similar.
“Isn’t it too light?”
“You were surprised.”
“Is it 40 kilos?”
“That went too far… 40 kilos is just bones.”
“You only have bones.”
Mina’s skinny body is revealed when she lifts the tight t-shirt she is wearing to expose her stomach.
It’s not to the point where it’s scrawny, but it’s enough to make you wonder how all the organs are in it.
And yet, you have breasts like this. Really… Thank you.
“But it’s not that much… About 45?”
“40 or 45.”
“What are you talking about? Five kilos is a lot for my weight.”
“Well, that’s right. There’s a big difference between the 5 kilos I feel and the 5 kilos you feel.”
Whatever it is, there is no disputing that Mina is slim.
And I like Slender.
Therefore, I have no choice but to like Mina. Okay. This perfect syllogism.
There is nothing better than this when I hold you still.
It’s a different feeling with Se-Arang. Perhaps because she’s taller, her chin doesn’t touch her shoulder.
Instead, the chest is a little closer.
Hey. Even in this situation, you are comparing yourself to other women.
I guess I really am trash.
