Chapter 387 – 11 PM, Night Walk (4)
Seo Joo-hwan glanced back at Eun-yul, who was walking with him.
‘I think it’ll be fine.’
His gaze at him at Eun-yul was a little different from usual. It wasn’t greed for a piece of S-class talent, but it was an eye that observed Eun-yul himself.
Seo Joo-hwan thought while looking at Eun-yul, who was smiling slightly.
‘It’s definitely improved a lot.’
She is currently wearing a deeply pressed hat and glasses with no prescription. It was a costume that stemmed from the fear that someone might recognize him.
However, there were some differences from before. First of all, the mask that was worn under the eyes of her disappeared. And the all-black tracksuit, as if trying to hide in the middle of the night, was mixed with white to give it a fairly bright color.
The fact that she was able to reveal and hide herself a little more meant that her condition her improved. Thanks to superpowers such as pheromone, touch, and whisper, Eun-yul’s mental illness has improved beyond recognition.
‘Today I walked the streets alone. I think I can ask to go to the hospital soon.’
Until recently, Eun-yul was afraid to even step out of the house. So even though he wanted to take him to the hospital and receive proper treatment, the situation was not good.
But today, I walked alone over 100m. If he would accompany me as a chaperone, I might take him to the hospital now.
Seo Joo-hwan called her, adding strength to her gripped hands.
“Yula.”
“Yes Yes?”
Eun-yul answered in surprise and raised his head. What was he thinking, his cheeks flushed her.
He put a smile on his lips her as a sign of reassurance.
“How are your kids these days?”
“Kids…? Oh, Joo-hee and Su-ah?”
“Yes.”
Mutism has also been greatly alleviated. When he spoke rather long sentences, he still stuttered and he used to break words, but compared to the first time we met, it was a great improvement.
Eun-yul pursed her lips as if several words swirled around her, then smiled softly. She first expressed her gratitude.
“Thank you both. Help me a lot. Today, I called first. Oh, Deokhoon also had a video call with Joohee.”
“The kids aren’t bothering you? You can be honest if you feel uncomfortable.”
At that, Eun-yul shook her head vigorously, saying that it was absolutely not the case.
“Oh, no. It doesn’t bother me. It’s not uncomfortable, it’s not.”
“Okay?”
“Yes. When I am alone, a lot of bad thoughts come to my mind. But when I call Joo-hee and Su-ah, they don’t listen. It was a bit scary at first, but……. “
Scary. I’m talking about Seo Joo-hee and Han Soo-ah, not the tall Deok-hun Jang. She consciously avoided Joo-hee Seo and Soo-ah Han in the first few days of her first meeting.
“Didn’t you say that Juhee and Sua were scared because Yul knew you?”
Nod. Eunyul’s head moved up and down.
“Anyway, I’m fine now. Because Juhee and Sua don’t hate me.”
“I hate it, but I like it. Because they weren’t swing ladies in the first place, they were more like fans with four yul. At the beginning of last year, I went to a concert to see you.”
“Ah…Really?”
“Yeah, didn’t the kids tell you?”
“Yes. I’m having a hard time, isn’t it…….”
It means that out of consideration for Eun-yul, she did not bring up the story of her celebrity days as much as possible. Even though they are such ardent fans, the mindset of the two people who think of each other first was unique.
However, Seo Joo-hwan continued to talk about her concert. She was to check her condition.
“At that time, I also went to the concert hall together.”
“Oh, brother too? Then oppa, was he a fan of mine too?”
Eunyul asked with a surprised face. Even though she talked about her days her as a celebrity, her expression her was pure surprise and questioning rather than fear.
“Brother?”
Eun-yul rarely urged an answer. It is because the fact that her Seo Joo-hwan was her her own fan her came to her very much.
“Well.”
Seo Joo-hwan cleared his throat and scratched the corners of his eyes. The reason he went to the concert wasn’t because he was a fan of Eunyul. However, she was only there to change the future where Han Soo-ah died.
But instead of speaking frankly, he nodded his head.
“Yeah, I was a fan of yours too. Not as much as the two of you.”
“Ah…”
“Among the members, you sing the best. I liked her because her voice was so clear and clean.”
The word fan is a lie, but the feelings about the song were real. It’s something I’ve been thinking about since I was in the military. She didn’t pay much attention because she had little interest in her idol of her, but her Eun-yul’s clear and clean tone of her remained in her memory of her.
“Thank you, brother.”
Eunyul heard the answer she wanted and she smiled broadly. His white lies her were enough to lift her heart her. She felt something in her heart and her rise from the depths of her chest.
‘I can’t believe that writer Seohwan is my fan.’
To Eun-yul, Seo Joo-hwan is a benefactor to whom she is indescribably grateful.
Her her work her, ‘Her Retired Idol’s Healing Broadcast’, written by her her writer ‘Suhwan’, saved her from the swamp of her endless lethargy and depression, and her her human being her, Seo Joo -hwan, saved her from panic attacks. He has saved her Even that wasn’t enough, he was helping her without paying anything in return. In this way, he took her out of her world, who was dying quietly in the corner of her room alone, so that she could walk with her.
But such a person.
‘My brother and I were fans of each other!’
… They call themselves fans. He praised you for saying that you had a clear tone and that you sang the best song. The fan feeling she felt for him was not a one-way street.
Then all of a sudden
‘… Fan heart?’
Eun-yul repeated the words in her mouth her.
Fan heart. A passionate liking for a particular celebrity.
She likes ‘Seohwan’. She is a fan of the author who writes words that bring a smile to her lips. It was sincere, needless to say.
But what about ‘Seo Joo-hwan’ instead of Seo-hwan?
‘Not really…….’
Before Eunyul could organize her thoughts of her, she denied that she was a fan. Soon, she looked up at Seo Ju-hwan, startedled by her own thought her.
“Ah…”
Clear black and white eyes, thick eyebrows and a thick face. A look more reminiscent of an actor than an idol.
Eun-yul looked at his face and dyed her cheeks. She knew he was handsome, but she did n’t really care, but once she recognized her own mind her, his looks her caught her eye her more than necessary.
“Yes? Why?”
Our eyes met and he smiled.
“Oh no!”
Eun-yul was started and lowered her head.
Seeing that attitude, Seo Joo-hwan wondered if it was too early to take him to the hospital.
*
Seo Joo-hwan took Eun-yul home after his walk her. And he also returned home and was taking a shower, shaking his head and muttering.
“I should also ask you to go to the hospital. I can go with you.”
Gabriella’s words to proceed with caution came to mind, and she hesitated, but she couldn’t put it off any longer. It was already too late. No matter how good the effects of skills and special abilities were, if the mental illness was as severe as Eun-yul’s, it would be better to get an accurate diagnosis from a doctor.
‘If I get treatment well, I’ll definitely be able to recover again.’
She might be criticized for a moment, but her skill side was nothing to worry about. That’s why proper treatment was important, even if it took a while. If vocal training is carried out in parallel with treatment, you will be able to stand on stage again after a few years at the latest.
‘Nothing. His potential singing talent is S-level.’
If trained to the maximum level, it is a talent that might leave a name in history. There was a reason why she had so many personal fans during her girl group activities of her.
“But how does this kid have such a talent…….”
Seo Joo-hwan shook her head inwardly in a sudden sense of sadness. Even though she knew the reason through Lee Seok-chan, she would sigh whenever she looked at her status window her.
〈 Eunyul 〉
Gender: Female
Age: 23
Height: 166cm
Affinity: A
Current sexual desire: C
Weight: 48kg
Fetish: Autogonistophilia (above)
Talents: Singing (C+/S), Immersion (B+/A+), Barista (F/A), Broadcasting Dance (C+/D)
Eunyul’s status window was very strange. To be precise, the degree of development of her talent her was strange.
“Woe. The current grade of S-class talent and D-class talent is the same.”
A sigh came out of nowhere.
Even though she has been active as a girl group for 3 years, her songs are too underdeveloped compared to her her potential, and her broadcast dance her, which is only D-level potential, has gone beyond that limit several steps. Her agency told her, ‘Singing was enough’, and it was because she demanded sword-like choreography as an idol, not her skills as her as a singer. She was forced to put her greatest talent in her, singing, behind her to catch up with her lacking choreographic skills in her.
‘Even if I met the agency well.’
If so, wouldn’t she have already become a national singer? She didn’t know that maybe she was enjoying her fame abroad as well.
However, now Eun-yul is just a former idol who was ruined due to drugs, school violence, and spawning incidents.
It was because she met the wrong person.
The agency that Eunyul belonged to was a team full of good people and enthusiasm, but it didn’t have the ability to match it, and the group members didn’t even have the personality.
‘Should I say that it’s fortunate that he was released without any conditions?’
Despite not having her talents her but being as good as her people her, the people at her agency let Eun-yul go unconditionally even though she could n’t reach her break-even point. Although she had nothing to do with the incident, she felt sorry for her, who was accused and hurt by fighting with her members of her.
Of course, the circumstances of the other members who directly harmed the company were different… Until then, it wasn’t something Seo Joo-hwan had to worry about.
After leaving the bathroom, he called Eun-yul. The now familiar coloring sounded.
[My future that I thought would shine brightly~ ♬
Find out where you are… Click.]
– Oh, sorry. I was late to wash up.
Eun-yul apologizes as soon as she receives her call her.
Seo Joo-hwan comforted her with her soft words.
“Ah, sorry about that. I’m sorry I called you at bedtime.”
– Oh, no. Rather good.
“Yes?”
– Oh, that, it’s okay to call late…….
“Yes. Thank you for saying it like that.”
Seo Joo-hwan had no choice but to make an ambiguous expression while answering her attitude in a casual manner. Why is it that there are so many naive women around him? He was too naive for a woman who had been an idol for three years.
‘If I do this, I’ll be very sorry.’
Of course, he knew that Eun-yul had a crush on him. Even if she wanted to pretend she did n’t know, the experiences she had accumulated so far and the favorability of her status window her, which was clearly visible to her eyes her, clearly showed her feelings her. It is also true that the heart has matured enough as of today.
– Brother?
“Ugh. Well. Have you been sleeping well lately?”
– Yes, it has improved a lot. I don’t even have nightmares. Oh, I also gained a little bit of weight.
“Puh. You know you still need to gain weight, right?”
– Well, but now, to the point of being skinny, it’s not. Did you see it before?
“Uh… Did you keep that in mind?”
Skinny is what he said to Eun-yul before. I didn’t know you were caring.
– Of course, I care. Because it doesn’t look good…….
[Not much has been said so far. Isn’t it obvious why I’m talking about it now?]
Because it doesn’t look good In other words, it means that you want to look good to someone. Of course, that someone will be him.
Seo Joo-hwan smiled bitterly.
‘My little conscience is stabbed.’
He doesn’t help Eun-yul out of goodwill. His biggest goal was always a piece of S-class talent.
[I think that if Lucy had ever seen the master, he would have reached out to Eunyul to help even if he didn’t have the pieces.]
At Lucy’s comfort, Seo Ju-hwan smiled a little. Maybe it was? He quickly shook his head and got to the point.
“Yul, you said you wanted to stand on stage again someday, right?”
– Yes? Uh yes… If possible, I’d like to. Like the main character of Eunah Healing. It’s just a dream, though.
Eunyul answered the sudden question in a confused voice. It was a pity that the bitterness in his voice faded the further back he went.
Seo Joo-hwan continued using ‘whisper’.
“Then let’s go to the hospital. I’ll go with you.”
– …….
“I know it’s hard to get away. But if you want to stand on stage later, you have to be properly treated, right? So… “
So, let’s prepare now. I’m here to help. I have the connections and ability to do that. And you have enough talent too. No matter how long it takes, as long as the treatment is over, I will help you achieve your dream.
It was before I even uttered such words of persuasion.
– I see.
Eun-yul’s answer came very easily. To the extent that the countless words he had prepared were colorless.
Seo Joo-hwan asked with a bewildered expression.
“Uh? Really? Are you going to the hospital?”
When he checked again, she answered in a voice that was clearer than before.
– Yes. If my brother goes with me, it’s good.
