Chapter 150 – Daedongsoi (1)
Yesterday’s sex that I was satisfied with and Kim Sang-su was also satisfied.
After that sloppy sex, I completely fell for Kim Sang-soo’s charm.
I feel like my body and mind are completely owned by him.
However, it felt so good that it was incomparable to being in that situation after being trained by an NTR man before.
The feeling of being subordinated to someone.
To be precise, it also meant that my relationship with that person became stronger.
Kim Sang-soo is such a charming person.
To be honest, every time I thought about him, my body felt a little hot.
Happy days.
In those days, I developed a fear.
Should…
The fact that this moment becomes a reset.
In fact, I was afraid of many things.
Like Taeyang Geum and Deokbae Kim…
It means that Kim Sang-soo will disappear.
It was clear that continuing a happy life with him would be much more mentally helpful for me, no, for Lee Ji-eun.
To be honest… Now I feel like I have to get out of this world.
I felt the happiness now greater than the external pain.
Of course this world…
This world…
This world…
“What was… “
A word that comes out of my mouth.
I began to forget what this world meant.
Why am I trying to get out of this world…
The situation felt opaque like fog.
I didn’t know how to react to this moment.
“… It won’t be very important.”
Self-talk that has increased a lot these days.
I didn’t like this feeling that I kept forgetting something, but
That said, there was nothing I could think of right away, so I couldn’t help it.
I arrived at the school thinking that way.
As always, I was the first to arrive and was sitting and resting when Kim Sang-soo’s chocolate talk arrived.
– I think I’ll be a bit busy because I have a concert.
-I see.
A recent large-scale concert.
It was a large-scale concert in which Mina, a member of Sierra, also participated.
As a result, various celebrities participate…
It seemed that all celebrities from different agencies were participating.
Celebrity manager Kim Sang-soo seems to be participating as well.
So, like Mina, she seemed busy with preparations.
-I’ll finish it soon and go on a date, so don’t worry and wait.
And send cute emoticons.
Seeing that made me smile.
-Love you.
-I love you too.
A different side of him that only shows me.
It was absurd that this situation where a man who has lived and grown up now looks cute,
I felt that way because I like Kim Sang-soo that much.
My appearance has changed a lot.
To be honest, it’s because Lee Ji-eun’s appearance mixed with me a lot…
It has become very difficult to think of me and Lee Ji-eun as completely separate.
Personal thoughts.
Of course this idea… It will change someday, but I have no idea when that starting point will be.
“There is no guarantee that you can get out of this world… “
Something that upsets my heart.
That element was none other than Park Si-woo.
Park Si-woo, who still doesn’t notice and isn’t particularly attractive.
As I fell for Kim Sang-soo this time, I began to see Park Si-woo’s flaws objectively.
Just a handsome idiot.
Park Si-woo, who was only a fledgling, was an existence that had no choice but to stay at the level of a childhood friend.
I made it like that in the first place, but apart from that, I couldn’t notice the improvement.
My goal is to leave this world with a happy ending.
I forgot a lot of things because I was in Lee Ji-eun’s body for so long, but for now, that was my goal.
However, Park Si-woo is not at all helpful to this goal.
Of course, this episode is taking a break, but it was still very difficult to see him as an attractive person.
“When are you going to come to your senses… “
While talking to myself like that, I looked out the window.
Something sneaking up on me.
I immediately turned to the presence and confirmed its identity.
“Ooh!”
Mina’s sudden appearance.
I smiled at her appearance.
Mina tried to surprise me with her hand movements as if she were trying to imitate her tiger.
I smiled at her cute look.
“Did you come early today?”
“Can I surprise you a little?”
“It’s hard to be surprised when you’ve already noticed.”
“Chi.”
Push her tongue out.
As always, she took a seat next to me.
Mina glances at me.
At her appearance, I tilted my head.
“Why? What’s the matter..”
“Ah… No.”
“Say it. I think you have something to say.”
Then, Mina looked around.
Maybe it’s because my friends haven’t come yet, so it’s a quiet classroom, so it’s suitable for conversation.
She looked at me and pondered for a while.
She looked at me to see if she had made up her mind.
“Do you have a boyfriend?”
“Boy friend?”
“Huh. I think a lot has changed these days… “
“Uh… Which part?”
Mina’s sudden question.
I couldn’t help but bewildered by that question.
“Just… Originally, I didn’t decorate well, but recently I’ve been decorating a lot… I feel like I’ve become a lot more feminine.”
“Haha… Under… “
An undeniable fact.
After meeting Kim Sang-soo, Lee Ji-eun’s only part was changing.
In particular, Lee Ji-eun has changed a lot in appearance.
The girl who used to look like a farmhand has long since disappeared.
Unlike Geum Tae-yang or Kim Deok-bae, I decorate the situation with my own will.
Maybe that’s why there were few people who reacted that way to my changes unless they were childhood friends like Minah.
Girls in their prime.
There were many female students already putting on makeup, so in a way it was like I was late.
That’s why it didn’t stand out too much…
Mina, like a childhood friend, seemed to notice my change right away.
“What kind of person are you?”
A question from Mina, a childhood friend who is no one else.
So, I decided to be honest with you.
In this episode, I wish Siwoo and Mina well.
That’s why it seemed like an opportunity to completely say that I had no feelings for Siwoo.
“He is a kind person. Always take care of me… “
“I see… That’s great.”
“Don’t worry. I am not a strange person.”
Mina nodded her head as I smiled at her words.
Her smile put me at ease.
“However… Isn’t that person Siwoo?”
“That’s right. Hmm… It’s a bit silly to say this, but I’m sorry I couldn’t explain it properly because I’m a difficult person to say.”
“No, it’s okay. Thank you for being honest with me.”
Mina nodded her head like that.
I tilted my head as I looked at Minah, who seemed slightly worried.
“Ah… Never mind.”
“Why? I spoke honestly, so you should tell me too.”
“Word… It’s hard to tell. Lol… ”
“Cheese… What is it.”
Mina puts on an apologetic expression when I make a sound of cheating.
She looked at me with an apologetic expression.
“Lol… Sorry. Ji-eun.”
“No. Are you okay.”
Minah, a childhood friend who is no one else.
Of course, she is Minah, whom I met for the first time in this episode,
Perhaps because of Lee Ji-eun’s memory, her actions didn’t feel bad.
Childhood memories.
Because she was one of the few people he could trust, Lee Ji-eun’s thoughts about Min-ah were always the same.
Someone you can trust.
That’s why she didn’t bother digging into things that were difficult to say.
* * *
Oh Min-ah is leaving school.
She said she was going alone for her practice and headed to the vehicle where the manager was waiting.
Minah thinks of many things as she goes.
Perhaps because her head was cluttered with all sorts of thoughts, her complicated state of mind was revealed on her face.
“Have I been mistaken… “
About KM Entertainment.
Reading the information, Minah knew who Jieun was dating.
No one else…
Kim Sang-soo, Vice President of KM Entertainment.
Mina couldn’t help but worry when she saw that many of the women she met with him had disappeared.
Worried that her precious childhood friend might go through something similar.
But… Contrary to Mina’s worries, Ji-eun’s appearance with whom she had a conversation today was the image of her falling in love itself.
And… Contrary to rumors, Kim Sang-soo is showing a caring side.
Of course, it seemed that he had introduced Siwoo as his uncle for some reason.
There is definitely an age difference between Eun-yi and Kim Sang-soo.
In Min-a’s mind, it was possible to guess that she said that because of this age difference, maybe there would be problems with her school life.
Honestly, it’s hard to see a lover with a big age gap in a good way…
It was because the relationship between the two could be seen as an aid relationship.
However, Mina feels that the relationship between Kim Sangsoo and Jieun is a romantic one.
So, she seemed to be acting to avoid such a misunderstanding.
“It’s good if the author is good, but… “
Minah still feels uncomfortable.
It was difficult to let go of the worry about the author dating someone who was the source of the bad rumors.
Even so, she is a mediocre idol, and she is incapable of doing anything on her own.
So she decided to put this on hold for a while.
The most important thing for her right now is the upcoming concert.
And…
“With Siu… I’ll have to take some time later… “
Minah confirms that the author is completely heartless.
She even confirmed that she was secretly dating someone else.
She secretly liked Siwoo.
However, after realizing that Shi-woo liked Ji-eun, she was Oh Min-ah, who decided to support them.
However, the author is not interested in Siwoo… In a way, she’s got her chance.
She thought that she could move on to a relationship with Siu that goes beyond being childhood friends.
“… It’s embarrassing to think like this… Lol… “
Oh Min-ah gets into the car with her face blushing.
She was elated with unknown happiness.
* * *
“Everyone is busy… “
Park Si-woo goes home alone.
He waited for the signal in front of the crosswalk and spat out a low voice to himself.
Minah is busy with the concert.
And the author is busy practicing swimming.
As a result, Siwoo often went home alone.
Two childhood friends.
Siwoo understood because he knew well that it was a very busy time for both of them.
I couldn’t help but feel sad in one corner of my heart.
Especially the author who seems to have completely changed.
It’s Siwoo’s personal opinion, but he had the feeling that he had someone he liked.
The problem is that the target is not himself.
That broke Siwoo’s heart.
“Whoa… “
An impossible love with a childhood friend.
However, it was not a time to give up on this lightly.
Siwoo is thinking of giving up after at least confessing.
That’s why I was still preparing for the event diligently.
Of course it will fail…
I think it’s better than not doing it and regretting it later.
Thinking so…
Siu was heading home.
