Chapter 177 – Chapter 177. Don’t Live as a Respectable Man -4
After returning from class, Hochang sat on a bed in a cramped room and bruised for a while.
Yesterday, Sae-ah and today, Yoon-kyung straight rejected.
After reaching that point, my heart began to boil.
Nothing could be done.
I wanted to cheat on something.
When he arrived at the goshiwon, he couldn’t make a phone call there, so he went to the roof for a while and made a phone call.
I also tried to complain to my friends who contacted me.
My friends replied as if it was no big deal and said that since they are busy, let’s call next time.
Ho-chang returned to the room after a few short, meaningless phone calls with an unresolved heart.
And he thought
Why was Yun-kyung so shy of herself?
Yoon-kyung behaves cheerfully towards all other men and women, but there were aspects of her that were particularly shy towards herself.
Even when she studied, when she moved after the study, and when she met her at the academy, she couldn’t even make eye contact with Yoon-kyung and smiled awkwardly.
Was it because she wasn’t ashamed of it, that she was just not comfortable with herself?
She couldn’t know
And the reason she was rejected is because Sae-ah is a priest, and Yun-gyeong says she doesn’t like it because she is studying.
Really?
Now that I think about it, I sometimes think that this is all because of money.
It would have been nice if he had just told the truth that it was because of the money.
She had the idea that if she had been an American real estate tycoon, or an Arab oil tycoon, she might not have said no.
Yes money.
Money is everything these days.
With that thought, Hochang nodded her head.
Even if it’s not, I don’t have much money saved up so far, so I’m trying to do a part-time job, but it’s hard to find a part-time job.
Hochang went through several part-time job interviews not too long ago.
However, there was not a single call from the store owners who said they would contact me.
It was a world where it was difficult to find a part-time job, let alone become a chaebol.
Job seekers are dying because there are no jobs, and the owner is doing the part-time job himself, saying that it is difficult to pay wages due to the difficult economy.
His economy has been talked about badly and badly since he was born, but he didn’t know when it would get better.
It’s a situation like that even if it’s not, and it’s hard to find a job because this area is full of high school students.
The store owner has the right to select more than 10 people.
That’s what a gosichon is overflowing with students looking for a part-time job.
As a result, it was not understandable that I was eliminated from part-time job interviews like this.
So is there no answer?
To do it with money…
Ho Chang thought.
Then, should a man who has no money, a man who has no money, have to die after living only with his daughter?
Isn’t that it?
Hochang tried to find a way out somehow.
It was also Christmas Eve, so she looked down the list of cell phone numbers from the beginning, wondering if there was a girl to spend with.
But she had no woman to contact.
Of course, no one ever contacted me first.
‘Ahh, I want to fuck…’
Hochang sat down for a while, putting down his cell phone with a list of phone numbers he couldn’t reach.
I really wanted to hit it.
More than anything else, I really wanted to fuck a beautiful woman.
Why are there so many couples out there?
I don’t know about any other day, but on a Christmas Eve like today, everyone will fuck.
When I thought of that, my anger welled up.
Other things were out of my hands, so I bruised and cooled my head while browsing the Internet on my cell phone.
Then, an idea came to my mind.
‘Wait. What if we meet on the Internet?’
There was no reason to look for a woman only in the vicinity.
Now is the era of smartphones.
Indeed, when I searched for dating apps on my mobile phone, there were an endless number of dating apps.
‘Transportation in Gosichon is quite good. Besides, it’s Eve. There is no choice but to increase the probability of something like an instant chat application more than at other times.’
Hochang carefully thought about which of the dating apps to install, and installed them one by one and tried to run them.
I have to spend Christmas Eve with a bang, but most of the dating apps were mostly apps that didn’t look good.
‘Isn’t there anything good…’
Sending messages was easy, but receiving them was too difficult, and it took too long to set up a meeting, so there were some that didn’t have a promise, let alone meet within today.
As I tried this and that while running all the star apps, time seemed to pass by really quickly even though I left the academy in the middle and skipped school almost all day at home.
1 hours…
2 hours…
3 hours…
4 hours…
Time passed quickly as I tried and failed to communicate with women on numerous apps.
Still, even though I tried dozens of times, turning on each application and failing, my heart pounded when I chatted with a woman in one of the applications.
After dozens of failures, even if they were able to send chat messages to each other once in a while, there were many interruptions in the middle.
Then I fucking tried again and drove endlessly.
After going through that process, I finally got a KakaoTalk.
‘Oh, fuck… Amazing, Great…’
Hochang installed dozens of dating apps for 5 hours and managed to contact a girl through Talk.
The moment Hochang received the KakaoTalk ID, he was so happy that he cried at the thought of whether he was really fucking him now.
Hochang sent her a text message from her.
[That’s what I just said in the app, right?]
Then the answer came right away.
[Woah ^^ That’s right oppa~~]
After receiving her reply, Hochang continued to speak.
[Shall we do it tonight?]
[I decided to match the lower part I mentioned earlier? Lol]
He also continued to talk about dirty things through KakaoTalk.
Since I was talking about adults in the dating app, I was immediately connected to the context and talked about it, and the reply came quickly.
[Yeah yeah hahalet’s have some beer~]
After receiving a reply right away, Hochang sent a message to her horse.
[My brother reserved a room]
[How about playing there?]
When I sent her messages one after another this time, she was able to receive a reply message right away.
[Really? Come~~ good]
[Then brother]
[Are you buying beer and bringing it to your room?]
[An Ju-rang]
What the woman on the other side of the dating app said to Hochang was that she buy all the beer and snacks and bring them to her room.
Hochang didn’t care about spending that kind of money.
I was very happy with the thought that it would be good enough if I could beat it.
[Is there anything else you need? Just talk ㅋ I’ll take it all to the room that oppa arranged for ㅋ]
In the meantime, I was black enough to be black in the gosichon.
I tried many times, but it was so difficult to fuck someone.
Now, at last, success was imminent.
[For now, it’s just beer and snacks~~]
[Let’s meet and play]
[You can go out to sleep and have another drink!!]
The woman I met on a dating app was so cool.
Ho-chang sat on the bed at her goshiwon while she chatted with her, causing her mouth to tear up and make her laugh.
[What time shall we see you today?]
Hochang sent another Kakao message.
Then she asked.
[The company closes at 6. I think we should leave around then? Where did you get the room?]
Hochang wanted to shout with joy at the thought of being able to hit it, but if he did, the next room might not just hit the wall but hit his face, so he sent the message with a silent laugh.
[I’ll copy the address and send it via Talk]
[Call me when you arrive~ It will take about 20 minutes]
When Hochang sent a message, the reply came right away.
[Ugh ^^]
Hochang then immediately copied her address and sent her to her.
Now all I had to do was wait a bit and meet him.
Hochang excitedly went to wash up.
It’s going to be fucked soon, but I think I’ll have to wash my hair and wash my body so that I can look good to a woman I’m seeing for the first time, and I’ll have to wash my lower body well to get ready to be sucked into her mouth.
-Shoot it…
Washing himself with warm water in the shared bathroom, Hochang was lost in thought.
‘What kind of woman is this…’
Her voice seems to be confirmed by the boy stock she walked through when she arrived at her appointment, but before that, they only communicated through messages.
But somehow, she seemed like a fucking beauty.
That feeling came.
As she thought of the woman she met like this, she suddenly got angry with Sae-ah and Yoon-gyeong.
‘Fuck, why can’t I? Aren’t you going to fuck the other guys? I’m human too, why don’t you fuck with me and why do you fuck with them? Ah~, in this country, is a man like me without money subhuman? I knew it before, but let’s wait. Just make money as a 9th grade civil servant… Kwon Se-ah and Kim Yun-kyung Kids like you line up in front of me and beg for it, but I won’t give it to you. Ah, no, if you ask in line, they will fuck you…’
Hochang washed himself while thinking about those thoughts.
In the bathroom, warm water comes out, but the air in the bathroom itself is cold, so I didn’t wash it well, so I took a shower with soap and wiped it with a towel.
So I had no choice but to take another shower with soap.
Anyway, taking a shower was refreshing.
In the morning, after looking at Kwon Se-ah’s pictures and hitting her daughter-in-law, I felt relieved when the dried pre-cum on my panties and the sweat from my groin were washed away with soap.
Because now I’ll be able to have sex without having to masturbate like that.
Hochang washed up and returned to his room.
While waiting, I looked in the mirror and touched his hair once.
There was no wax or gel, just a little touch.
And, I took care of my clothes.
I wore it in a slightly colder style than I usually wear.
Still, I was able to tolerate this.
Because it was going to hit soon.
It was only seven o’clock, but it was a winter evening and it was already dark.
I called in the middle, and when I arrived, I decided to call again.
Hochang stopped at the mart on the way and came out to the subway station, the meeting place, to meet the dating app girl with a plastic bag from which he bought beer and snacks.
Even after dark, there were many shops around the subway station, and the station itself was well-maintained, so the surroundings were bright.
Instead of padding, I even wore a jacket, so I thought I was more confident, so I was able to make eye contact with passers-by with confidence.
She said she was on the phone all the way even when she was coming this way.
“Are you coming? Now?”
– Oh, brother. We’ll be there in 5 minutes.
“Are you almost there?”
-Huh. Where are you brother?
“Subway station. Do you want to come out through exit 1?”
-Uh~.
“I’m wearing a brown jumper and a checkered scarf.”
-Okay, brother~!
The other exits were closer, but after buying a few things and turning around a bit, I chose the exit that doesn’t usually come out.
Exit 1 was a little wider and had more people than other exits, so I expected it to be quite complicated, but compared to the rush hour, there were fewer people than I thought.
It seemed that if there were people like this, it would be enough for her to recognize herself.
There weren’t many people around her so she could easily spot herself, the one in the brown jumpsuit and plaid shawl.
But time passed and there was no news.
‘It’s past the time to come…’
So, Hochang tried her boy stock.
No connection.
After a while she tried to contact me again, but she couldn’t connect.
‘Ah, on the phone…’
However, there was a woman not far away who seemed to be a strong candidate for the dating app.
I was walking around this area, there were many old men, but there was only one woman in her mid-twenties.
‘Could it be him? I’m on the phone, and he’s the only guy my age I’ve met on the app… Shall we at least talk to her?’
She was pacing around her while on the phone, not yet inside the station.
And Hochang was approaching her from behind.
Because of that, she didn’t notice Hochang approaching.
Hochang approached and talked her out of it.
“Hey?”
