## Chapter 156 – Isekai Milf – Saintess Arc (28)
157. Isekai MILF – Saintess Arc (28)
So…
It feels like we’ve done everything but actually have sex…
The thought suddenly occurred to me as I recalled Maribi’s words about not having sex until she allows it. To have such a lustful body in front of me, to be so heated up, and then to be forbidden from sex—what is this cruel intention?
I know that my sexual acts are being watched live or recorded for their own pleasure.
In other words, there are probably tons of shameful videos of me being a dog and licking vaginas circulating in the lower goddesses’ dorms… It’s easy to imagine that they’re being shared like a public resource.
There has to be a limit to this.
In modern terms, the storage capacity for these human butter dog videos would be at least terabytes.
Actually, maybe Maribi set an almost impossible condition and wants me to deliberately disobey her. Using that disobedience as an excuse to tighten the leash around my neck little by little.
Anyway, I couldn’t hold back any longer.
………………
The time for sexual desire inevitably arrives at night.
“Hehe…♥ Shall we try a position that the Believer wants this time? Go on.”
Serena, wearing a revealing side-slit slip as before.
She says that while comfortably lying down on the bed, her lips are quite moist. Well, we were just in a 69 position, licking each other’s chocolate-covered genitals to our hearts’ content…
She was all over me like a lustful female, tasting my chocolate dick, and now she’s asking me, ‘What’s next?’ as if nothing happened.
‘Today… gulp.’
Since Serena has temporarily passed the initiative to me, asking if I want anything, I have a reason to act without hesitation. Whatever Maribi said, I decided to be more daring.
I grit my teeth, enduring the endless urge to submit, and move my body as proactively as possible.
“…………….”
“Oh my. Are you going to serve me again? Aww. You’re so adorable…”
I crawl towards Serena, who is lying down, and stop between her legs. Serena gently spreads her legs, thinking I’m going to lick her again.
Swish, swish…
“Ah…”
But when I grab my dick with the expression of a horny male and stare dangerously at her vagina, Serena quickly notices the different atmosphere.
And when I wedge my knees under her legs, immobilizing her, Serena’s lower body trembles, and for almost the first time since we started this, she tries to escape from me.
“B-Believer. That’s…”
Excited by my dick gently touching her inner thighs, Serena’s face slowly hardens.
That’s because having sex here would be a clear transgression, completely destroying all her previous self-justifications.
Giving her virginity, meant for her loved one, for the sake of pleasure with a stranger… It was now an undeniable sign of her fall from grace.
What choice will Serena make?
“Ugh…”
“Haa… haa…”
The male’s dick, proudly erect above her vulva, flickers in Serena’s eyes. Serena swallows, looking up at it, then back at my pleading face and dick, her expression a mix of intense conflict.
If only this damn compulsion and urge to submit weren’t here… I would have entered her the moment she said ‘Yes.’
Unable to exert my free will any longer, I whimper. Serena, whose eyes had been wavering for a while, speaks in a calm voice as if she has made up her mind.
“……………Wait, stop for a moment.”
Ah, please.
After all that hesitation, it seems reason has won at the last moment. My attempt to become one with her as male and female has failed.
After that… I couldn’t resist the urge to submit any longer, so I couldn’t force my way into her vagina. Still, I whimper, rubbing my dick back and forth over her vulva as if I’m disappointed. The sight must have looked pitiful to Serena.
Serena, generously, allows me to do a smata, saying, ‘If you’re not going to insert it, how about… this?’
At her words, I place my dick on her thick vulva and stimulate it. She pants from the pleasure of her clitoris being touched, but she also watches the junction anxiously, worried that my dick might enter.
Soon, I ejaculate a large stream of semen, splattering it all over her lower chest and belly. Only then does Serena look relieved.
“Y-You should rest a little… before we do anything else…”
Hearing those words from the saintess who had been relentlessly pleasuring me, I couldn’t help but feel very complicated.
After that, we continued to enjoy our sexual encounters at night, but whenever I showed a desire for sex, Serena would always make an uncomfortable face. Sometimes, when I pleaded, she would reluctantly allow me to do a smata. It’s true that she was allowing me to have pseudo-sex, so I wondered if there was a possibility…
But still, Serena never crossed the line.
………………
………………
“Huu…”
Serena clutched her throbbing forehead in her office. Last night, she had almost crossed the line with Raul without realizing it.
The value of virginity, sharing the first time with the person you love.
‘Even if everything else is okay… sex… it’s better not to do it.’
When Raul was rubbing his dick against her vulva last night, as if he wanted to insert it, a whirlwind of thoughts had rushed through Serena’s mind.
Maribi tempting her, saying it was a gift Raul could enjoy to his heart’s content.
The strong desire to cherish her pet, who was panting with lust.
‘Ivan is a novice anyway, so he wouldn’t know. And even if he suspects, I can just say a few words if he does…’
Such dark thoughts had flashed through her mind in a short time.
‘Serena. You’ve gone too far. Stop here!’
‘Serena. No one will know if you keep it a secret. Just enjoy it!’
As an angel and a devil argued on her shoulders, she was tempted for a moment, but then she realized that it was a shameful act that a saintess could never imagine, and she was filled with disgust at her own lustfulness.
In the end, the angel on her shoulder wins.
‘That’s right, Serena. Sex is for the person you love. Be satisfied with Raul’s fellatio and vulva stimulation. Breastfeeding… ah, that’s a sacred act based on maternal love, so don’t worry about that.’
Her good side whispered to her, and thankfully, Serena was able to stop Raul.
“Huu…”
After calming down a bit, Serena felt the need to change her mood.
She turned her head slightly and looked out the window, where the sun was setting, creating an orange glow.
‘…It’s almost time for Ivan to finish his training with the priests. Last time, he hid away because of what happened… That’s right. I need to have a frank conversation about our relationship.’
After thinking that, Serena got up and headed to the cathedral’s common area, just like last time. There was no need to deepen the emotional rift by not communicating with each other.
Like herself, everyone can make mistakes.
“Ah, Saintess…! Hello.”
“We greet the Saintess.”
“Yes. Hello, everyone.”
As Serena walked through the hallway towards the common area, several groups of priests who had finished their training greeted her.
She glanced at each of them, but… why weren’t Becky and Ivan among them?
In the end, Serena didn’t meet them until she had almost reached the common area.
An overwhelming sense of unease.
And when she arrived at her destination, that uneasy imagination became reality.
“……Mwah. Mwah. Hmm…”
“Chu…”
“Ah…”
A suggestive voice coming from behind a pillar.
Serena, with her divine power, quickly picks up the presence and the subtle sounds. Serena, suppressing her presence, slowly moves between the pillars, and indeed, she sees two people hiding behind a pillar not far away.
“Mwah…”
“………………………”
Becky and Ivan, gently embracing each other.
Their faces slightly turned away from each other so their noses wouldn’t touch.
A gentle kiss, their lips softly meeting.
And two people closing their eyes during the kiss… like sweet lovers.
Watching their lips slightly touching and separating, Serena’s mind went blank in real time.
“Ugh… Mwah.”
“Ah, Priestess Becky… Hmm…”
When Becky boldly increased the area where their lips touched, Ivan was flustered but didn’t exactly reject her.
‘Th-This…!!’
Serena was furious at the sight.
What was that skillful, lover-like kiss that seemed like it wasn’t their first time?
Why wasn’t Ivan rejecting her?
Were the seven years they had spent together just child’s play?
Moreover, Ivan’s two-faced behavior, pretending to be troubled while doing everything, made it seem like he was creating a picture of himself being helplessly seduced, which made her even angrier. He was letting Becky take the initiative as if he had nothing to lose… Was he trying to justify himself if a problem arose?
‘……….’
Anyway, that was the end of her patience.
Of course, as a saintess, she wasn’t foolish enough to jump in and create a love triangle. Serena felt her head cool down, and she returned to her office. She immediately sent for Ivan.
“Did you call for me, Saintess?”
“Y-You…!!”
At first, she tried to talk as rationally as possible, but when she saw Ivan’s expressionless face, as if nothing had happened after that lover-like kiss, her voice naturally became harsh.
Soon, an enraged Serena opened her mouth and began to berate Ivan.
“Do you…! Do you think I didn’t know?! I saw you and Priestess Becky being so cozy together! I even saw you kissing. …How… how could you do that? You look so calm as if nothing happened… sob…”
Exploding emotions.
In the past, she might have felt a little guilty for getting so emotional. But there was a ‘justification’ for her actions. Moreover, the goddess had contributed, so it was only right to exclude her case.
With that removed, Serena, left with only feelings of injustice, genuinely cried and sobbed.
“You’re so mean… sob.”
“S-Saintess…”
Ivan’s face turned pale every time Serena’s words revealed his actions.
Unable to even think of an excuse, Ivan bowed his head and had to face Serena’s tearful voice for several minutes. Afterwards, Ivan seemed to be searching for words, and he mumbled.
“I-I’m sorry for disappointing you, Saintess. I-I know it sounds strange to say this, but… somehow, I couldn’t… reject Priestess Becky…”
“You could have just rejected her! You could have said you were sorry for not being able to accept her feelings… You could have said it like a man!”
“W-Well, that’s…”
Seeing Ivan still hesitating, Serena’s heart felt like it was being torn apart. It was like seeing a playboy who was flustered because he couldn’t find an excuse.
“I… I…”
Even under Serena’s intense gaze, Ivan continued to groan, but he also made a face that showed genuine anguish.
That look was a bit strange.
Ivan slowly raised his hand and grabbed his hair, then began to confess as sincerely as possible.
“I’m sorry… I don’t know why I’m like this lately. I don’t know why I have these feelings for Priestess Becky… I clearly love you deeply, Saintess… I know it sounds like an excuse, but I think I was temporarily blinded, as if I was possessed. My actions… as you said, Saintess, are unforgivable. I hate myself for this… and I’m so heartbroken that I can’t control myself. I’m really… really sorry… really…”
Ivan’s mumbling tone, as if he was confessing to himself as well as to Serena.
Serena, who had been wiping away her tears, listened to Ivan’s words, and her eyes widened when she heard something she couldn’t ignore.
And she looked at Ivan with teary eyes.
“Sob… what did you just say? Deeply… what did you say?”
“Huh? Ah…”
Seeing Serena’s widened eyes, Ivan thought this was his last chance, and he mustered his courage to say the words Serena wanted to hear.
“I… I… love you deeply, Saintess.”
Words that had been so hard to hear from that wooden man.
Serena, whose heart had been filled with sadness and anger, had no choice but to put those feelings aside for a moment and ask again.
She was a woman at heart, after all.
“………R-Really?”
“It’s true. Although I made a mistake earlier… my feelings… my feelings are definitely genuine.”
Serena was lost in thought as she looked at Ivan, who was politely clasping his hands together, saying, ‘Please give me one more chance…’
Ivan’s sudden confession of love.
The form it took was miserable, but what mattered was how the person involved felt.
And looking at Serena’s expression…
‘H-He said he loves me…’
It seemed that there was still some hope for Ivan.
Serena quietly checked Ivan’s face, which was bowed in guilt, and then she quietly opened her lips to deliver her final verdict.
“……Okay. I’ll give you one more chance. Make sure this… this kind of unfortunate incident doesn’t happen again. Do you understand?”
“S-S-Saintess…! T-Thank you…!!”
“L-Let’s talk about… the rest later. Then, that’s all for today… okay?”
“Yes! Absolutely…!!”
Ivan said his farewell to Serena, reaffirming his commitment. Left alone in the place where emotions had just surged, Serena was lost in thought again.
‘Looking at Ivan today… it seems he was quite conflicted as well. If he knows, there’s still hope… and he said he loves me… hmm…’
It might be a shallow attempt to get out of a crisis, but Serena, who had been watching Ivan for a long time, instinctively knew that he wasn’t lying.
That was enough.
She could forgive him.
Recalling his appearance as he was confessing his love while mumbling, Serena felt a little relieved.
………………
Serena also secretly investigated to see if Becky had somehow manipulated Ivan, but nothing came up.
In other words, he might have been tempted, but it was ultimately Ivan’s mistake.
For the past few days, Ivan had been feeling a lot of guilt, and he had created a schedule to avoid meeting Becky on purpose. Serena, who had read the approval documents related to Ivan while pretending to skim through them, nodded with a gentle smile.
‘I did raise my voice a bit… but still, it was good to talk. I’m even thinking of marrying Ivan… and everyone can make mistakes. What matters is what happens after that…’
Serena was pleased with Ivan’s actions to distance himself from Becky.
‘As for sex with Believer Raul… it’s better to erase that from my mind. I’m enjoying myself enough as it is.’
After setting her own boundaries and clearing her mind, Serena felt her stuffy chest open up.
The knot of dark desires had been untied as she thought about giving her virginity to her beloved.
It seemed like the angel on her shoulder was smiling contentedly.
