Chapter 55 – Chapter 55
“Do you want to go to my house for the second tea?”
“Yeah? It’s good, that’s me!”
“Ugh… What are those disgusting eyes. I won’t give it to you!”
“Give me. I want to receive it. I want to receive it.”
“I don’t like it. I won’t give it to you~ Long!”
“Then can I get it? Will you take it?”
“Hmm? Well~ Should I take it or not~? Kick. Kick.”
The subject was omitted in our conversation, as to what the senior would not give, and what else I would receive.
Whatever it is, it will definitely be different from what I think.
Because the seniors will never admit it.
The moment I say what it is, the senior will tell me.
What kind of stupid idea are you thinking?
I’m sure you’ll deny it that way.
So, I also continued the conversation, omitting the subject until the end in line with the senior.
We exchanged dirty jokes with each other in a slightly playful atmosphere, and before we knew it, we arrived near the senior’s house.
After dinner, we lightly emptied a bottle of soju, and before we went home, we stopped at a convenience store and brought canned beer and a few bags of snacks.
I was thinking of drinking while watching a movie together, but I wonder if the contents of the movie will really come into my head.
Well, it’s not that important.
It’s Tuesday night.
Both my senior and I have to go to work tomorrow.
So, even if the atmosphere was ripe, there was a high probability that the senior would reject it first.
With that in mind, I stepped into my senior’s house with a comfortable mind.
To be honest, I’ve been wanting a meeting like this these days.
A meeting where you don’t have to play dog tricks to try to do something to the other person.
Someone who is just fun to be with, comfortable with, and easy to talk to.
Right now, I’m very satisfied with being around a woman who understands my feelings even if I don’t pretend to be an adult.
But my instinct seems to be a little different, so I keep trying to lift the wolf’s teeth.
“Senior. Shall I wash first? Or shall we go in together?”
“What is it? You still can’t wash without someone washing it? You’re such a sweet baby. Can’t you change the diaper?”
A senior who cleverly evades.
I don’t know how my senior feels now.
Did he invite me to his house because he really treats me like his younger brother, or does he just think of me as a man without revealing it?
I didn’t want to spoil the sweet and comfortable atmosphere, so I didn’t take a finger to the senior’s body until now even though I threw out all sorts of dirty jokes.
Would it be okay to be a little bolder today?
The last drinking party with my senior… I have been in touch every day since last Thursday night drinking party when I collapsed.
We talked on the phone every day, and chatted frequently like between lovers.
And we met late last night and shared a glass of soju at a food stall.
But to hear from such a senior asking to meet again today, in just one day!
In a way, it’s natural for me to get a little excited as I’m currently single.
You can’t help but misunderstand that you contact each other every day and see each other every day.
Well, it was only two days in a row that we met.
And if you even invite her to a house where a woman lives alone in this way, it is really irresistible from my point of view. Senior.
Are you ready?
“What? Have you washed already?”
“I washed my hands and feet and washed my face. Or should I go back in and take a shower naked?”
“No, it’s not like that…”
“Do you have any clothes I can change into?”
“What are you saying! I just said it because I didn’t wash it clean and came out with only water.”
“Then, when you go to wash up after a while, let’s go in together and wash again.”
“Anyone?”
“As I like!”
“It’s black.”
Every time my eyes meet with my senior, my heart tingles.
I finally realized, am I the type who is more attracted to older people?
Even though Shin Ha-neul was the same age, he was older in style, and Yoo Da-jung also felt older than me.
What are you doing?
In a situation where I don’t even know if my senior has a heart to go out with me.
Let’s not get ahead
While I wiped her face dry with a towel, the senior was quite busy in her kitchen.
Speaking of the kitchen, this is a narrow two-room, so it’s right in front of you.
Snacks and canned beer bought from a convenience store would be enough, but looking at them like that, it seems like they will still treat guests.
I started watching TV leisurely, waiting for my senior to make something without trembling humility.
All I had to do was prepare to eat delicious food prepared by my senior.
“All I need is snacks and beer, but why don’t you bring something like this?
“Look at what the colonel is saying because he’s finished making it right in front of you. If you want to eat ramen, would you like to boil it yourself?”
“Really? Can I just eat and go?”
“Huh.”
Beyond the glasses, the senior’s eyes met.
This time, the time went on for a little longer without turning their heads to each other.
I’m not even that hungry these days, but why does she keep getting so hot when she sees seniors?
My honest feeling right now is that I want my seniors to attack me first.
Is it my own fantasy that I want to experience at least once?
“Can I eat right now without adding water?”
“No!
“Then I’ll eat it when you give it to me. I’m afraid I’ll burn my hands.”
“What kind of little girl are you?”
Embarrassing situation.
At this point, I started to get confused by the senior’s words.
Can I interpret it as asking him to pounce on himself first like a man?
Ramen or what, who coined the words like this?
Can’t we just be direct?
It’s because I haven’t touched the dish called Gambas that my senior made.
Let’s eat some for now.
And if you drink a little more, you can be bold.
“It’s delicious. Was senpai really good at cooking? The food she ate in the dungeon wasn’t very tasty.”
“Lie. You were making a fuss over the deliciousness back then, right?”
“Haha, did I? Anyway, this is really delicious, right?”
“… Huh.”
The senior suddenly adjusted her glasses.
Are you ashamed to be praised?
Then you should give more praise.
I burst into exclamations with every bite.
It was to the point that he couldn’t even eat a single bite and I ate the whole thing.
I didn’t force myself to eat it.
Because it was actually very tasty.
It was perfect for a beer snack.
I implied a serious question.
I must have had enough alcohol. If you don’t ask at this time, I’ll ask again sometime.
“Are you satisfied with what you are doing now?”
“No. But as an Awakened supporter, there’s not much I can do. I’m just doing it.”
“Do you have any intention of entering the dungeon again?”
“Yeah… Hey… Hey. Do you want to go to bed today?”
“Yes? All of a sudden?”
“I’m not saying it in a strange sense… Actually, I’ve been having a hard time sleeping lately. Would it be uncomfortable if I moaned next to you while you were sleeping?”
“Rather, aren’t you uncomfortable that I’m hot? Are you okay? What I said last week wasn’t a joke.”
“What… I’m serious.”
“I’m serious too. I didn’t mean to laugh it off. But if you don’t like your seniors, don’t worry, I won’t force you to.”
Something, after all, alcohol is involved, so these words flow smoothly from my mouth, which has no filter.
There was something more I had to ask before the senior misunderstood.
Before the senior who was about to say something opened her mouth, I spoke hastily.
“Th-senpai, what do you think if you suddenly become an Awakener tomorrow morning? Still, are you afraid to enter the dungeon twice?”
“What are you talking about all of a sudden? Where is the question like playing house? How old are you?”
“Tell me. If you could choose right now? To live as an awakened person or as an ordinary person.”
“You idiot. How hard it is to live a normal life.”
“Then do you think living as an Awoken would be difficult?”
“No. I’m envious. What’s the hard work? Easy to make money. I don’t get hurt. Well, having to go into a dungeon is a downside, but even I, a normal person, lived there for several years. Anyway, if it’s a place where life comes and goes. Of course it’s better to be an Awakener.”
“Did I ask something too obvious?”
“No. I said it was obvious, but actually I don’t know. You may hear that I’m a man, but there was a time when I dreamed of becoming an Awoken person like Superwoman. But now… Haa… I don’t know. The monster who stole my family. The vengeful spirit that burned against him has long since disappeared, and recently it seems that he was forced to enter the dungeon just to earn money.”
“It’s okay. Don’t beat yourself up. Everyone is like that. They’ve probably already gotten used to this life. Besides, we’re only supporters, not Awoken.”
“Yes. So if you ask me if I’m going to enter the dungeon just because I become an Awakener tomorrow, I honestly don’t know. Is it because I’ve only dealt with trashy Awoken people? Especially in our company, there are only such people. Oh, it’s not our company anymore. Okay… Well, anyway, if you become an Awakener, it’s okay to die tomorrow, so you’re at the forefront of the raid… Yeah, I don’t know if it’s an Awakener like Jang A-ra, who often appears on TV. Giggling… What am I really talking about? That’s what I asked!”
I didn’t give any answer to the senior who was seriously talking about himself.
He just made eye contact and smiled softly.
I fully understand the senior’s mind.
Because it’s so similar to the old me.
Of course, I struggled a bit more to become an Awakener no matter what.
Before I knew it, only empty beer cans and shrimp shells in oil remained on the table, and I got up and tried to help my senior clean up.
Then the senior said.
“Go and wash first. While I tidy up.”
I no longer wondered what that meant.
I made up my mind.
To make the senior an Awakener.
I finished the shower without even bothering to change into clothes.
The senior brought out the largest of her T-shirts and elastic pants and waited for me in front of her bathroom door.
It seemed like he glanced at my naked body, and it felt like he turned his head away without looking at me…
I don’t know.
I put on the clothes of the seniors prepared by the seniors, smelling of the seniors.
It was a bit small for me, but not to the point of being uncomfortable.
Seeing that even my underwear, which I had thrown off in front of the door, was well organized, it reminded me of the old days.
But that’s only for a moment.
My heart began to beat more and more at the sound of the senior’s shower coming from beyond the door.
“Can I just do it? You won’t refuse…?”
I regret that I should have bought more drinks, but what will happen.
I lay on the bed that smelled like my senior’s scent and waited for the sound of the water in her shower to end quickly.
And after a while, the senior who finally finished her shower appeared in front of me.
**
A room with the lights off and a soft light.
I lay next to her on a small bed facing my senior.
And the senior is also lying on his side looking at me.
We were looking into each other’s eyes and talking.
It’s not a very different story.
Just a story about work, a story about going to a dungeon together, and…
“Why did you say that to me? Be really honest, I won’t get angry.”
“A word like that?”
“You asked me to have sex.”
I couldn’t believe that senior would ask such a direct question.
I felt the pain as if someone was pulling my heart.
I wanted to speak frankly.
“Um… There are several reasons, but when I put them all together, it turned out to be one.”
“One thing? What is it?”
“Do you like seniors?”
Although it was not possible to check all the expressions properly because it was covered by her subtle darkness, the senior was unable to hide the expression revealed on his face at all.
A face you don’t like.
“Lie.”
“Then why did you invite me to your house? Be honest.”
“I don’t know.”
“It’s dishonest and only seniors don’t tell the truth.”
“Fuck. Is that so?”
“It doesn’t matter. I’m drunk, so I’m going to attack you from now on. She invites a man into her house and makes you drink, so tell me quickly if you don’t like it.”
“Can this be the answer?”
Her senior started massaging her inner pillar, sticking her hand into her own elasticated half-pants that I was wearing.
As soon as a cold touch touched my penis, a refreshing sensation was transmitted to my erect penis.
Ah, the touch of her senior’s small hand came up through her whole body without seeing it with her eyes.
I was looking at her senior’s face with a slightly surprised expression.
Even though she is a senior, did she want to be with me?
“My answer was late, right? I’m going to have sex with you. From now on.”
