Chapter 52 – #52. One Hundred Steps
The book my brother gave me as a gift…
It was so cheesy that I couldn’t even read it out loud.
It is full of comments that can only be found in third-rate dramas.
Really? Are you serious? Midwinter writer?
Feeling my stomach burning, I gulped down the smoothie.
“Is that why you’re meeting me?”
[Is it beautiful as it is?]
[Is it good because it’s just you?]
Where are these unrealistic comments?
It’s better to have a lot of money. It’s good to be good.
Doesn’t this make more sense?
And that wasn’t the answer I wanted from my brother.
[You look so fucking delicious.]
[They say my cock can’t be yours.]
Haha… So fucking romantic…
A vulgar yet untainted pure expression.
I wanted that kind of raw language, not sloppy packaging.
And [I imprisoned her] Satisfied my desire very well.
When Lee Jin-sung was dealing with his woman, there was no such thing as filtering.
He abhorred such pretensions, and always expressed his desires to his women.
Pure lust without calculation.
How clean is that
And midwinter writer. I knew that my boyfriend was someone who could do that.
“Naeun. I said I would take care of you.”
My brother avoided giving a direct answer to my question.
“It was.”
“In my opinion, that is. What a healthy romantic relationship is…”
My boyfriend puts his hand on his chin for a while and blurs the tail of his horse.
“Two people with different values come to terms with some degree of compromise.”
“…The introduction is too long.”
Such a sloppy conversation.
What does it mean?
In the end, what you want to say is all you have to do is listen to the very last line.
“Hmm… Hmm…! That’s why Naeun-ah.”
My brother held up the cover of the book I had given him, facing me.
“If you want something, then you need to satisfy my needs too, right?”
Whoa…
In short, you’re saying you’re going to put a condition on me?
To be honest, it was disgusting to put a condition on being allowed to rape a cute kid like me every day, but there was a point in what he said.
It was obviously a general theory that the concept of give and take existed, no matter how much it was between lovers.
“…What do you want?”
“Every day, you memorize the words of the book I gave you to me one by one, and tell them with your own mouth.”
A balance game in my head that suddenly started.
The weight inside me started to go up.
On the left is my brother’s big, wonderful, lovely cock.
On the right hand side, me who has to whisper to him gritting lines every single day.
What could be the damage…
Only when my brother completely fulfills my wish will I be able to close my eyes and do it.
No Wouldn’t it be better if you just read the whistle without any emotion?
“Ah. Instead, I want you to do it in a voice full of affection when reading.”
My brother added an option to see if he was looking into my heart.
Hmm… Nevertheless, I think I’m at a profit…
“…Advance payment.”
“Uh?”
“It is prepaid. Brother.”
My brother tilted his head as if he did not understand me well.
“Song.”
I slowly stood up holding a glass that showed the floor.
“What. Where are you going?”
“I have to go to work like a ‘lover’ that my brother said.”
With my brother’s present in my other hand, I arranged my drinks.
A brother with anxious eyes.
I grabbed his wrist and got on the bus back to our house.
* * *
I don’t know how Naeun took my words, but I thought this was a successful first step.
Predicting that it would be difficult to induce her to spontaneously express her affection from the beginning, I thought that the medium of a book would be very useful.
Surely if you say such pretty words to me, wouldn’t you be able to properly convey your heart to me later when those words really come out of your heart?
And another one if she wants from me is physical. If it was eros love, it was that there was not much reason for me to reject it either.
What’s wrong with boyfriend and girlfriend having sex?
I’ve seen guys who talk about their worries over drinks because their girlfriends refuse to have sex, but none of them say it’s a problem because they do it too often.
And honestly, better…
Naeun sits quietly with the book I gave her on her lap.
Nobody knows
What a cunning cat in heat that looks so calm.
Naturally, we got off in front of Naeun’s house and arrived in front of the officetel.
“It’s been a while for something.”
But. It’s because Naeun has been breaking into our house most of the time lately.
It felt like it had been a long time since he had come to her house.
“It’s the weekend tomorrow, so everything is fine, right?”
“It doesn’t.”
“Then stay here for the weekend.”
“…I have to work.”
These days, thanks to you, the manuscript is full of overdue.
“I will lend you my laptop. It’s a job that only needs a word anyway.”
That, too, was true.
One of the best things about being a web fiction writer.
If you have a laptop, you can work anywhere.
I thought it was really good to be able to work anywhere, whether it be a cafe or a fast food restaurant.
But do you really have to come all the way to your girlfriend’s house and write dirty stories…
Hyeonta started to come in.
“…I’ll go home and do the work.”
“Brother.”
Naeun grabbed my arm with her humming voice.
“My dream is to spend time with my boyfriend on the weekends while working, but are you really going to come out like this?”
Romance.
It is something that inevitably exists for the two of us who have not been in a relationship even though we are quite old.
To be honest, in my case, I had a lot of romance for a girlfriend.
Of course, you can say what kind of romance is a guy who gloomily writes obscenities in the corner of a room.
Isn’t there a law that says you shouldn’t dream of being rich just because you’re a beggar?
I also wanted to try a relationship that would appear in a drama about youth.
In that context, Naeun’s romance had something in line with my needs to some extent, but the problem is…
You’re a fucking writer I’m a novelist
A quiet weekend afternoon.
The warm sunlight pours through the windows wide open.
Two people each having a cup of coffee in a new officetel with a good atmosphere and focusing on their work.
Perfect so far. I think it’s a true love story…
Fuck.
Actually, a girlfriend who draws a girl with a condom in her mouth.
A boyfriend who writes a novel is making a virgin do a pussy squat.
Something is wrong.
This feeling that something is terribly wrong.
“Well… If you say that.”
However, if it was Naeun’s romance, I had the intention of granting it.
Isn’t the content itself sexual?
“Thank you. Swimming.”
After walking around her room and leaving her luggage behind, she brought out her comfy clothes.
“I’m going to wash now. Brother.”
“Huh.”
“You can just sit there and wait, you can secretly open the bathroom door and peep, or you can come in naked.”
Even so, what are the second and third options?
“I will just sit.”
Naeun pursed her small lips as if she was dissatisfied with my answer.
“Gojaim?”
“I talk about my older sister, but the eunuch can’t write vulgar language.”
“No. But why do you bounce like this? While changing.”
This kind of third-rate provocation doesn’t work anymore.
I knew her very easy way to subdue her.
“Do you want me to eat your filthy, unwashed body?”
An insulting remark that Jinseong Lee would have made.
I said nonchalantly without even looking at her face.
…The effect was amazing.
“Ah…”
Naeun, who made an expression as if she realized something, quickly ran into the bathroom with an apologetic expression.
“Mi… I’m sorry! Brother! I’ll wash up soon!”
The bathroom door slammed shut with a bang.
Huh… Is this right… Really…
Second day of dating. I cursed at my unwashed girlfriend because her body was dirty.
Then she sincerely apologized to me and went straight to the bathroom.
Shaa.
I was excited and worried at the loud sound of the water.
Where the hell are we going?
I was sitting on the sofa blankly while thinking about that…
Naeun must have finished taking a shower when the door opened.
“Brother.”
Her voice calling me
I reflexively turned my head…
“Uh…?”
“How is it?”
Even though she was not wearing a single thread, she walked toward me as if she had no qualms about it.
Her naked body gradually got used to it, but there were clear changes in her body that could be seen at a glance.
That’s right…
“You… You… Did you shave?”
“I pushed my brother to make it easy to suck!”
Naeun’s well-groomed pubic hair that I knew disappeared, leaving only her white blunt chin like a bare mountain.
Ah… I stood.
