Chapter 158 – #158. Han River
One of my thoughts while watching TV.
Why do celebrities commit suicide so often?
Are malicious comments such a harsh assault that drives people to death?
I thought I knew because I was right.
If I didn’t think about anything else for a moment, the resentful comments from readers flickered in my head.
Of course, I, the writer, was the most troubled person, but the person in charge of me also seemed to be in a complete uproar.
[Writer… Are you going to proceed with that… Ending as it is?]
[Haa… Of course, we respect the author’s opinion, and we don’t have the right to stop it if we say he writes like that, but if you think about the author’s next work…]
[Honestly, I was a bit surprised. Heroines like that… Yeah…]
[Even if the hiatus is a little longer, it’s better to prepare a little..]
I’m sorry.
I feel like the wrong person is in trouble because of me.
After the phone call with the person in charge, my confusion increased even more.
“Brother. Are you ready to leave?”
After finishing her makeup, Naeun came out to the living room and asked me.
“Uh. I don’t have anything to say to prepare.”
“But why are you making a lost face again?”
“I got a call from work.”
“At Nobel World?”
“Huh.”
“What are you saying?”
“If I had to explain it in one line, it’s a story about how the ending would go wrong.”
Naeun nodded his head nervously at my answer and grabbed my wrist.
“Then you may need to change your mood even more.”
“I don’t know if I should make a revision right now.”
I knew that the more I let go of my hands and do nothing, the more the readers and the company dried up.
“Brother. It’s because I think I’ll end up eating it if I write in that state. And right now, I ordered a pulme and yes~ I won’t go~ You know it’s really bad manners to do this, right?”
“That’s right.”
Naeun inhaled air into her cheeks.
I put on a thin cardigan suitable for spring from the closet and went out with Naeun.
The place we decided to go today is the Han River.
It was a date spot that couples would have visited at least once, but this was our first time.
The reason was surprisingly simple, but we started dating in November.
It was because I thought it was too cold to be shivering while exhaling my breath in the Han River.
Although it was March, the chilly weather hadn’t gone away yet, the weather was still good enough for a picnic, so Naeun suggested that we go to the Han River.
“How many times do we have to transfer?”
“Twice on the bus, once on the subway.”
“What. I know it’s not that far away.”
“I can’t do anything because I don’t have a car. What.”
Car… Yes… I think it would be nice to have a car too.
To be honest, I didn’t think I needed a car or had any reason to drive when I was alone, but if I was thinking about the future, I absolutely needed it.
Going out to play was also going to play, but I wonder if Na-Eun is pregnant and I feel dizzy at the thought of taking the subway to and from the hospital.
“Naeun. Should I pick up a car after I finish?”
“Suddenly?”
“Huh. I think you will need it.”
“Ah… Sure… We still…”
Her face flushed slightly and her eyes fixed on the floor.
What is she thinking he
“But brother. I don’t mind even if it’s a rental car…!”
“What are you talking about?”
“Is not it. It’s recorded in the black box, so others can see it… Hmm… Then definitely…”
Naeun muttered in a voice so small that she couldn’t understand her mouth.
“That… You know. Are you going to do it with a model that is cold?”
“Cold?”
“It must be an abbreviation for staying in a car, right?”
“How do I stay overnight in the car?”
“Sleep.”
Naeun, who took out her cell phone, hit her typing and she held out the screen to me.
“Ah, that’s what you’re talking about.”
What she showed me was an SUV, but her back seat folded perfectly to connect to the trunk.
Oh… Seriously, I think two people could lie down and sleep.
There were also sample images of adults lying in sleeping bags.
“But aren’t these things expensive?”
“I don’t know either. But if you live here… You have to do it there…”
That’s right
I am a novelist in mid-winter.
A man full of romance for Cassek.
However, I didn’t know that there was a car that could be like that, so Yatsushin, the car, always worked hard on Jinseong’s cock, which was holding the steering wheel, in a way that the heroines worked hard to serve.
In the case of going to the main room, it is described as just flipping the sheet.
Most of the porn I’ve seen has gone away, so I thought there was no choice but to write something like that.
“Um… Then I’ll finish it and go get my license first. Do you have license?”
“Neither do I.”
“Then come with me too.”
“Brother. Can you let me drive the car?”
“Surprisingly, you might be better than me.”
“Then your brother’s life is mine.”
My girlfriend pokes at my waist playfully.
“It was originally yours.”
Contrary to her attitude, when she spoke in a serious sageuk tone, Naeun immediately struck her straight.
“What do you say? It’s going to open up.”
After talking about cars, we arrived at the subway station right in front of Hangang Park.
“And. It’s been a really long time.”
“I see.”
In the Han River, which I hadn’t seen in a long time, nothing had really changed.
The open air still gave off a cool feeling, and there were still a lot of people.
“Shall we take a walk?”
“Is it so!”
Hand in hand, the two of us walked slowly down the long promenade.
“Brother, when did you first come to the Han River after coming to Seoul?”
“So you’re talking about after I came to university?”
“Yes.”
When was it… I think it was before enlistment…
“I think it was in first grade?”
“…With who?”
When she answered in a reminiscent tone, stretching her tail, Na-Eun pointed a knife at me right away.
“I think I just came as a group with the kids. Why are Huimin and Dongwoo and them there?”
“Are you sure?”
“Is it possible? Then what about you? You shouldn’t have been there either.”
“I had a picnic called by my friends from hometown.”
“Ugh… Are all your hometown friends girls?”
“I graduated high school. I.”
Still, I felt like I definitely felt better because I laughed while talking about such trivial topics with Naeun.
Tired of walking, we returned to the subway area, bought a mat and moved to a corner shaded by trees.
“How about rice?”
“Either you buy it from a convenience store a little later, or you order it from the delivery flyers.”
“I see. What.”
The mat was quite larger than we thought.
I thought it would be small because it costs 5,000 won.
“Is this enough to seat six people?”
“It’s just the size that the two of us will end up rolling around.”
As soon as I finished speaking, I buried my face in Naeun’s lap.
“Brother. I wanted to try this.”
“Huh. It seems like a drama to meet, but when you watch it, you do it like this once?”
“Hmm… Isn’t that a fucking anime?”
It was cool, but the Han River doesn’t appear in the fucking anime?
“I don’t know.”
“Still, did you do well in asking me to come out?”
“I see.”
It was definitely better than shutting myself in the corner of my room and tearing my hair out.
“Only today, oppa, I’ll listen to anything you want to do.”
“What do I want to do?”
“Mosol Ada Teuk. There are many things I want to do on a date. Wasn’t it?”
No. It’s true, but… It’s been a long time since I graduated… I haven’t even passed 200 days yet.
“But all I want to do in the Han River is a pillow on my girlfriend’s lap. Ah. Eating that Han River ramen together? That much?”
“It’s humble.”
“Then what did you think?”
“Hmm… Howl’s Moving Tent Building?”
I was about to ask what it was, but I immediately imagined what it was, and blood rushed to my head.
This is why tents shake when there is no wind.
The feeling that the soul of a writer of night stories is on fire again.
“…Do you want to buy a tent?”
When I really said that out of my mouth, Naeun clenched a small fist and punched me in the head.
“You should have told me before buying the mat. That.”
“I make good money. That kind of luxury is chewable.”
“But oppa, you gave me the ending giblets, so you look like an idiot.”
…Hey. Today’s concept is healing.
After being hit in the bone by the fastball, I turned my face again and looked at the Han River.
Should I raise the average water temperature?
“…I will write again.”
When I quietly told her what I was thinking, Naeun widened her eyes.
“Are you deleting the episode altogether?”
“No. I’m thinking of leaving what I’ve written so far and revising what follows.”
I honestly thought that deleting it and writing another story wasn’t a good idea.
Novels that had already been uploaded were not to be erased so easily like an eraser.
I didn’t want to remain as a writer with no backbone in the minds of those who have already seen it.
“I didn’t see my older brother’s manuscript beforehand. Even if you show me.”
“It was.”
“This time, be sure to show me the manuscript for the next episode.”
“Huh.”
Naeun who caresses my hair.
“I really don’t have the confidence to write better than you.”
A bright smile crept across her lips.
“You know that I am staggering with one lesson, right? I am a white snowflake.”
“Everyone knows.”
I pulled the back of Naeun’s neck with my hand and kissed her briefly.
