Chapter 125 – #125. Dawn
“Huh. Heh heh heh Heh heh heh heh heh.”
I don’t think I’ve ever had the thought that I might die since I went to the army.
Petey, who received it for the first time, really gave me a hellish time.
“Yes. How was your class today?”
Fuck… Send me home… I was wrong…
Every muscle in my body screams.
I wondered if I was this weak, but the body of a human who sits in front of a monitor all day and just writes is like fragile glass.
Even the weight of the equipment I had just shaken for exercise was less than 30KG.
Whoever sees it is Hellin or less.
It was embarrassing, but I wondered if Naeun looked at me like this.
“Ah…”
I feel my heart weakening.
Even now, since the first episode was free, I thought that a full refund would be possible, but my girlfriend’s voice kept ringing in my ears.
[It’s a bit sad…]
[It’s a bit sad…]
[It’s a bit sad…]
[It’s a bit sad…]
[It’s a bit sad…]
I didn’t have much strength, but I clenched my fists and gritted my teeth at the trainer.
“The class was good. I wish you well in the future.”
As if he liked my answer, Mr. Helchang smiled and patted me on the back.
“Is it so. Then I’ll see you in the next class.”
I stumbled and went outside with my sweat-drenched clothes intact.
…I didn’t bother to reveal to Naeun that she had vomited into the sewer as soon as she went down the stairs after her first class.
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[Should I spread my crotch a little more here?]
[What do you think the writer sees?]
[Hmm… I think…]
This composition is definitely a composition that I have drawn before.
[I imprisoned her.] The villager in the inside was posing like this…
I clicked on the portfolio file and sent the sample I had worked on to the client.
[Picture 1]
[I think it will come out like this, will it be okay?]
[Wow. As expected, the author of HNE. How can I get the composition I want so much?]
That was natural since it was an illustration that I drew with all my heart.
I drew it while worrying about how much I would be affected by my brother’s reputation.
I was more confident than anyone else in this composition alone.
[Then, I’ll go to the extent of making a slight change to keep the feeling of this pose.]
[Yes! Ah. And is it okay if I ask for one more?]
[Yes yes. Please feel free to tell me.]
[That… Would it be okay if I could ask for a darker nipple shadow treatment?]
I thought I had already given off enough vulgarity, but it seemed that this customer wanted a more explicit expression.
[Yes. It’s possible.]
[Also, please gently shade the claw marks and chin like this.]
[Yes.]
[Does the writer think that side is bad too?]
[Yes. I’ll try to proceed like that. Then.]
…I’m sure I’ve had many conversations like this before, but I felt strange.
Before dating my brother, even if I asked for something in a more vulgar language than that, there was no inspiration, but now, what should I say… It seems that there is a feeling of being a little uncomfortable.
Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.
I was startled by the sound of entering the front door password, so I closed the world window.
After putting the computer into sleep mode, I hurriedly went out to the front door to check on my brother, who had just finished his first Petty class today.
But how is my boyfriend…
“…I don’t think I’ve ever been sent to a boxing academy.”
“Health is essentially war. Baby.”
“You did it all day.”
I blinked my eyes with an idiotic face as if I had been hit somewhere.
Just two hours after leaving, the dark circles in my brother’s eyes had drooped, and his shoulders kept leaning toward the wall, as if it was difficult even to stand still.
“…Will you move? Let me wash.”
“Ah… Yes. Is it so. Go wash up.”
I wondered if it would feel like that if a conscious zombie were real, so I slammed the bathroom door and watched my brother’s back as he entered.
“Huh…”
Of course, it was also to prepare time for me to secretly outsource, but my brother seriously needed to do some exercise.
He was a man who wouldn’t even crawl out of his room if left alone, and wouldn’t even think about getting out in the sun unless I forced him out for a walk.
When I think about it like this, I feel more like a pet than a person.
At most, when I ask where I go out on days when I go out alone, I hear that I will drink with Huimin oppa.
I need to prepare rice soon.
I opened the refrigerator door thinking that I should feed them well because I came here after a hard time.
Let’s see… What’s there…
There is pork belly.
Roast some of this…
Host… I thought I bought a host too… Ah. Found.
I searched for a recipe for stir-fried bean sprouts with a planer on my phone to find out how to make the sauce, and I started cooking right away.
“Dot. Dot. Dot. Dot. Dot da da dot dot.”
While humming a song, I was frying sliced pork belly on the grill, but I had no choice but to stop the song because of my brother who unexpectedly hugged me from behind.
“Ah! It’s a surprise! What are you doing.”
“Naeun…”
“Yes…?”
Hearing a slightly mournful voice, he tilted his head slightly and looked behind him, and there was an older brother with really sad eyes and a puppy-like face.
“I am so tired.”
When I came out of the shower, Hyunta seemed to come in, and in my brother’s eyes, it looked as if it was damp.
“Did the instructor make it hard for you?”
“Yeah… Damn…”
Seeing them complain like this, my heart wasn’t that comfortable either.
I feel like I’ve pushed the man I love into my limbs…?
“Go sit down and get some rest. Because it will be ready soon.”
“No. Will you stay like this?”
Because of my boyfriend who wants to pamper me, I sighed helplessly and prepared the rest of the side dishes as they were.
“Ah. ‘Cause now I’m really done Go get some spoons.”
“Huh.”
Only then did my brother get away from me and set the spoon.
…Oddly, there was a part that felt like a son rather than a boyfriend or husband.
My mom always looked at my dad and said that there are three children in our family.
Did you feel like this?
“Go and scoop the rice.”
“Yes.”
An older brother who squeaks and moves like a dull teddy bear.
As I sat facing each other side by side at the table, the author, who was my ideal type, looked so insignificant and cute.
“No. But better Was it really that heavy?”
“It was. My brother The dumbbells are too heavy~”
I thought I should properly sympathize with difficult things, but I couldn’t stand the laughter that kept leaking out.
“Ah! I agree! Hannah! Empathize!”
As my oh gu oh gu concept was repeated, my older brother couldn’t stand it and screamed at me.
“No. When did I scold my brother for not being able to do that, he was in the middle of telling me that he had a lot of trouble.”
Even though he was mumbling, he knew better than anyone what part his brother was missing out on.
“Mr. Lee… You really just wait a month. I’ll make sure you don’t even take out the ‘sieve’ of your stamina again.”
Oppa, who was quite shocked by my provocation, declared war on me.
“Yes, yes, okay, let’s finish eating.”
“You. This child It’s because women ignore men like that.”
The expression “The spark of life” Was a fitting table.
Because after saying that, my brother went into the bedroom alone and snored at him and fell out.
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Oh man…My back hurts…
When I woke up, I thought that this guy’s muscle pain would definitely go away, but somehow it felt like it was getting worse.
At this point, I wondered if there would be more hospital bills, but why didn’t I feel the same warmth as usual in the seat next to me?
My warm and tidy girlfriend must be… Here somewhere…
…Isn’t it?
My eyes widened like a squad leader who heard the news that her shell casings had been lost.
What. Isn’t Naeun sleeping?
I pulled out my cell phone that was charged next to me and checked the time.
[02:37 AM]
As usual, it was already time to sleep together, but my girlfriend was not on the bed.
What the heck… I wondered if I wasn’t sleeping, so I shuffled out of the bedroom.
A living room with all the lights off.
She wanted to call right away to see if she had gone outside, but her soft monitor screen lighting up her living room told her that she was in her house.
“…What are you doing not sleeping?”
Obviously, I had no intention of being surprised at all, but Naeun’s reaction was more raucous than ever.
“Heeeee
She glared this way as her body trembled as if she were sitting in her electric chair.
“Why are you surprising people without saying anything!”
…No. Didn’t I just say
