Chapter 57 – Confession (2)
“It was me who raped you.”
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“What do you mean Carl?”
Sophia’s gaze was down. She was no longer facing the knife. Sophia’s lips twitched, then she bit hard, then parted helplessly.
“What do you mean by that? Why? Why do you say that? Why? Carl, why?”
Karl smiled wide as he watched Sophia stare at her floor with her shocked eyes. She didn’t even think to hide that smile. Sophia’s pupils shook wildly. The round eyes are cute. I love the small teardrops forming around my eyes. Carl sincerely thought so.
“I love you, Sophia.”
“Yes? Carl, I don’t know what to do now. What reaction… “
“I love you?”
“That’s not it!”
Sophia finally looked up at her knife. I saw Carl’s smiling face. Sophia was terrified at the sight of such a knife. “Carl, that’s not it. It’s not like that.” Sophia’s trembling voice resounds softly and quietly.
“That’s not an apple, Carl.”
“Hmm. Yes?”
“That’s right, Rani… “
Sofia repeats her sword with her dazed face. Carl laughs round and round. It’s a smiling face Carl was laughing. Sophia couldn’t understand it at all. There was no way she would understand if anyone else was taken and placed in Sophia’s place.
Carl Leben raped Sophia Gracia, and as she confessed it to her rapist, she smiled. Saying that I love you too.
“You’re kidding, Carl? It’s a bad joke. Not very pleasant. I hope you don’t play like this again.”
“I’m serious, Sophia.”
“Don’t play around! Please!”
Huh? Please.
Desperation began to creep into Sophia’s voice. She looked at her knife with the plaintive gaze of Sophia’s eyes. Sophia came up to Carl. She crawled over and she clung to Carl. “Knives, knives… “It was a sad voice. Sophia’s body trembled. “I’m afraid of knives. Please… “
Please please. Sophia had neither her subject nor her object, and she merely recited those simple words over and over again. As soon as her reaction became boring, Carl began to provoke Sophia.
“Why are you doing this, Sophia? You already agreed to forgive me. It’s something you can forgive I don’t understand why you are in so much pain. You love me too Yeah, isn’t that a lucky thing? Wouldn’t it be better to have been raped by me than to have been raped by someone I don’t know?”
“Stop talking nonsense like that! I, how, with what feelings… !”
“Sophia. So what? Are you wishing it had been violated by someone other than me? That’s a bit disappointing.”
“It’s not like that, it’s not like that! Knife!”
Tears fell from Sophia’s eyes. Tok, tok. Her tears couldn’t stop.
“I like knives. I loved the knife. I don’t know anymore. Why?”
“Haha. I love you Sofia.”
“It’s stupid.”
“You said thank you just for telling me, was that a lie?”
“I want to die.”
“It’s okay, Sophia. I love you.”
“Are you doing this in part? Well, I guess so.”
Sophia’s sweet voice seemed to crack slightly. So, Carl slowly stroked Sophia’s cheek and said worriedly. “Sophia. Your voice is not nice I think there is something depressing about it. Would you like a nice tea for your neck?” Sophia looked at the knife as if it were creepy. No, it was actually creepy. She was holding a knife like a bug.
“I confessed my faults because I love Sophia. It’s a bit disappointing to see such a reaction.”
“I’d rather not have said anything.”
“Why?”
“I’d rather not say anything and let it go until the end. If so, I would have felt sorry for myself for not being able to give Carl a virgin because I was raped by someone else, but I would not have been disappointed with Carl. Because Carl was my savior and giver and he was a lover!”
“Hey Sophia. You must be a little sick.”
Sophia was sick of it. Her words didn’t work. It seemed that she was saying different things, thinking differently, and looking in different places from earlier. As if it hadn’t been the last time that she felt that she had a love for a man named Carl Leben and wanted to live a life for him, sophia’s inner loathing filled her. “I hate you. It’s disgusting. Nasty.” Sophia cried. She couldn’t stop crying. Sophia said in a sobbing voice, she said.
“I love you, but I feel terrible for you. I like knives, but I hate knives. I could do anything for Carl, but I don’t want to do anything for Carl.”
“It’s okay, Sophia. Because love and hate are not opposite feelings. It’s just a different feeling. There is no law that says you have to have only one feeling for one person. You just have to love me and hate me.”
“Why? No matter how much I think about it, I don’t get it. You just have to fake it like you did before. Then, without knowing anything, I would have laughed at Carl’s words, whispered love to Carl, and if Carl told me he loved me, I would have spent another day filled with happiness.”
“This. Dear Sophia. How can I deceive you?”
“You should have cheated! I should have tricked you! You should have cheated! I didn’t want to know that!”
Sophia, Sophia. Carl took Sophia in his arms. As Sophia was held in Carl’s arms, she sobbed for a long time. He calmly patted Sofia’s back, which was wet with her tears and excited by Sophia’s rapid breathing. She pranked Sofia by stretching her cheeks to relieve her venomous eyes. Even so, Sophia showed no sign of letting go of her anger. There was no sign that her sorrow would ease. That fact made Carl happy.
“Where do I start, Sophia? Sophia, you must not be my doll.”
“What do you mean?”
“Then I will get tired of you.”
“I’m scared Carl. Now, I am so afraid of knives.”
“That’s a good sign.”
Carl rubbed his forehead against Sophia’s. He pressed his nose against Sophia’s and rubbed it. She tried to rub her lips against Sophia’s, but her Sophia’s teeth bit into Karl’s lips, causing them to bleed. Sophia’s eyes glared at her sword ferociously.
“I was wrong. Please forgive.”
“… “
“Will you not forgive me?”
“… No. I’ll forgive you. But.”
“It’s also Sophia.”
The knife ran through Sophia’s hair. Sophia, who should feel terrible at that kind touch, and who hated herself so much, tried not to think about it. She wished she hadn’t felt any touch. Carl dragged Sophia’s hair toward him. Sophia tried to resist, but she held back with force.
“Sophia.”
The voice that whispered in my ear was kind and ferocious, and it was sad and happy. The opposite qualities were being contained in an instant. Sophia’s stomach churned. A tidal wave of vomiting washed over her. The situation itself was so unfamiliar. The first time her arms and legs were cut off, it was like she was dreaming. It was the same this time too.
“Knife. Is that a lie? Are you lying that you don’t want me to get hurt?”
“Sofia would know that it wasn’t a lie.”
“Yes. But if you say it’s a lie, I’ll believe it.”
“Unfortunately, I was the one who raped you.”
“Why did you do that?”
“I want to rape you.”
Sophia’s mouth fell shut. Carl slowly brushed her back. Her nausea and vomiting slowly subsided. Carl’s hand ran through Sophia’s hair. Her confused and dizzy head slowly cooled. Carl’s hand touched her nipple. “Do not do that.”
Sophia wanted to sharpen her sword’s grip, but since she had no hands, she could only resist, twisting her body. Carl responded to Sophia’s resistance by rubbing her breasts themselves instead of her nipples. Sophia gave up and placed her chest in the hands of her sword without resistance. Carl said, massaging her Sophia’s breasts.
“Do you love me, Sophia?”
Sophia couldn’t figure out what her knife meant. She couldn’t understand To be honest, she was just crazy. But if it got in the way of her love for her sword, she couldn’t help but hesitate. At some point, Sofia became a body she could not live without a sword. No, she has nothing to talk about at any moment. It was from the moment her arms and legs were cut in half—because I can accurately perceive it.
“What about the knife?”
“I love Sophia.”
“I love you? Really? Is she the kind of person she loves?”
“Huh. She did it because she loved it She was wrong, forgive me.”
“Are you really kidding me?”
Sophia muttered in vain. “You already forgave me. What more can you forgive?” Sophia’s gaze was not on her sword. She was a little far away, but she was looking somewhere a little far away.
Carl hugged Sophia tightly. Her Sophia’s chest was pressed against the chest of her sword. Carl rubbed her face against the nape of her Sophia’s neck. Sophia collapsed on her bed and watched her sword ride over her body. There was nothing she could do otherwise.
“Sophia.”
“Yes?”
“I wonder how long you can forgive me.”
“… “
The knife tore Sofia’s clothes off her. Tears glisten in her Sophia’s eyes. Carl gripped both of her Sofia’s breasts, wiggled his glans into the opening of her cunt, and slowly inserted it. Sophia raped her self, and she felt the cock push back into her.
“Don’t be too heartbroken, Sophia. In a way, it’s really fortunate that the one you loved was the one who raped you, isn’t it?”
“It’s crazy. You are.”
At Sophia’s words, Carl shrugged her shoulders and started shaking her waist. In Sophia’s eyes, new tears were flowing over the dried tear marks. As she wiped away her tears with her half-remaining arm, new tears welled up inside her. I cried so much that my eyes hurt. As Carl’s cock began to travel back and forth, Sofia’s vagina began to slowly soak up like a new wife meeting her husband. Her body heated up.
“I really love you though. You can’t love me.”
Thump thump. The sound of flesh touching flesh echoes in Sofia’s ears. Despite the fact that things were coming and going inside her self-vagina, it didn’t feel very real. Although her body reacted to her pain and pleasure, Sophia’s mind remained dazed. Sophia asks in an excited voice.
“Why?”
Carl answers with a sound that I don’t know if it’s a laugh or a groan.
“That’s worse.”
“… “
Sophia finally closes her eyes. On top of that, Carl’s lips overlap. Carl’s hand goes behind Sofia’s back, lifting her up. His posture changes. Sofia stayed still with her eyes closed, feeling Carl’s cock thrust into her cunt. It really feels like the last time.
“… , … I love you Carl.”
“I love you too, Sophia.”
One crying and talking
One replied with a smile.