Chapter 57 – @10. Marriage Blue-in a Depression Mysterious Before Her Wedding, She Calls Her Her Ex Her
“Hello.”
Gia answered the phone.
Why?
I thought her voice was shaking a bit.
“Yes. Yes. I know.”
She sat down on the bed with the phone. She looked at me as she heard the other person’s voice and gestured.
I went to her side and sat down with her back on the head of the bed, and she came back with her head on my shoulder.
“Me? Right now, I stopped by the department store and my legs hurt a little, so I’m taking a break in the break room.
Sure.
No. There isn’t that much to buy. I’m just bored.
Foot! Iknow, right. I guess it’s because it’s not long. I wanted to choose slowly by myself like this.
Are you okay. I know you’re busy.
Sure.
All right. I’ll call you back later when I get home.”
It was only the first word that made my voice tremble.
Jia continued the conversation calmly as usual.
Since she was listening to her voice, even I wondered if she was answering the phone in the quiet department store’s break room.
She never panicked even once.
While she was talking on the phone, I kissed her by the nape of her neck and touched her luscious breasts, but she didn’t frown once.
Jia hung up on her phone and turned her head to give me her kiss.
It was a very sweet kiss.
I remembered.
Back then, our kisses were always like this.
It was sweet. It’s so sweet that you won’t get tired of it no matter how many times you eat it.
“Why don’t you ask?”
She asked.
“What?”
“I’ve never been like this while dating you.”
“Because it can’t be.”
I replied as if it were very natural. Why do you doubt that?
“Are you very confident?”
She smiled softly.
“Did you think I had no reason to cheat on you?”
“It’s not like that, because there was no reason to lie to me.” I thought.
Actually, I wasn’t that great back then.
What. It’s not that much of a difference now.
So it’s not that you’re confident, it’s the opposite.
To be honest, at that time I was grateful enough just for you being by my side, so what would I have said if Jia was sleeping with another man?
And you knew that too.
That’s why I can say you couldn’t have done that.”
I said very long. She couldn’t have cheated on me…
“True. Sophistry. It’s the same as expected.”
She laughed.
These days, I’ve been receiving various bad reviews from many women, but I’ve never heard of sophistry.
She was like that even when she was dating her.
It was somehow fresh.
“Really. How could you not have changed at all? You know what? You’re a great liar?”
“Did I? Hmm. I don’t remember ever lying to Jia.”
Really. Not even once.
“That’s right. You never lie. You just leave out what you need to say, or put in a story that seems meaningful to the other person and misleads them.
That’s why it’s more cunning.”
“Um… Was I that kind of person?”
“Yeah. I didn’t know at the time. I think I’ll know after time passes.”
Ah! It was a bit sad. Jia was accusing me of being cunning.
But now that I think about it, I can’t refute her words.
Maybe she was able to see through my essence apart from me, and I think I realized about myself later than she did.
“I still do. Why can’t I be honest. I can’t trust you?”
“I always believed in Jia, and I still do.”
I try pitifully to protest.
“You trusted me, did you leave me?”
Jia asked me with a depressed expression.
“I?”
I questioned her
For a moment, she looked at me with somewhat sad eyes.
“Sorry. I was wrong. I said it carelessly to pass it on to you.”
Suddenly she made her apologies.
And I didn’t know why, so I was even more embarrassed.
“To be honest, I am very embarrassed and ashamed right now.
Maybe it’s because it’s not something I want to show you.”
It seems that showing her cheating on her husband-to-be is more embarrassing than the fact that she is with me.
To be honest, it was a kind of feeling that was difficult for me to understand.
But usually it’s almost impossible for me to understand a woman’s delicate emotions.
By the way, it was even more surprising to me that Jia was ashamed of me while letting go of her reason like that.
It’s a look you’ve never seen before.
Jia used to make embarrassing faces in front of others, but she wasn’t.
She was a good liar and a great performer.
I don’t know about anyone else, but I knew it very well.
But now I feel that she is really ashamed of her appearance.
Did her acting progress while I couldn’t see it?
Well?
“Isn’t it strange? I’ll show you everything you wouldn’t see, now?”
She brought me
She was still pretty
How could I not love this beautiful person?
We didn’t talk any more. There was not enough time to love each other now.
I put her on her bed.
Gia smiles.
Finally I was able to hold her again.
They didn’t say a word to each other. There was no need for that.
We are used to each other’s bodies.
I knew very well where the other person liked it when I touched it.
I stimulated her erogenous zones, and she stimulated me.
It was a familiar yet satisfying relationship.
It was very different from when I was having sex with other women these days.
Somehow, it felt like we were sharing sex that was full of love rather than carnality.
The relationship was good too.
Above all, he was full of consideration for his opponent.
And while having sex, there was no regret about the next relationship.
I had no intention of making this kind of time with Jia again.
I wanted to bless her future, but I had no intention of continuing her affair with her.
But she had no intention of taking her away from the man.
Perhaps that person is the best match for Jia.
Someone who can give what I can’t give.
But with me, there was nothing Jia could gain.
Besides, I’m not giving up on the other girls I’m seeing right now.
So, this deviation was enough for today.
So I wanted it to be her last memory for her.
I also wanted to remember her as a good memory of her.
Did my best.
As much as she was right now, she wanted to love her and be loved by her.
Is that why?
When the relationship ended, I somehow felt full.
“Wow!”
She looked at me with sparkling eyes.
“It was great. It’s the sex I remembered. No. I think it’s better than that.”
With my belongings still inside her, Jia kissed me.
It was a really fulfilling kiss.
“I liked it a lot too.”
He got away from her Jia and lay down next to her.
She cut my arm and hugged my chest.
Indeed, both of us must have been satisfied.
“Brother.”
Jia called me.
There are times when she only calls me her brother. It was when we had sex.
I once asked her.
“Why do you only call me oppa when you do?”
“When she’s having sex, does she really think she’s grown up?”
“Then, how are you usually?”
“Hmm. A big kid?”
Maybe she’s right.
She was older than her, but she must have been less mature than she was.
“Huh?”
Her heart trembled when she heard her brother from Jia after a long time.
“How could it be… Has it been like this before?”
“What?”
“You know, yes.”
“I don’t know? Really.”
“Really. I guess I’ve only improved my skills in the meantime.”
“I really don’t know…”
“This one. This”
Jia pointed at my things and asked.
Ah! I forgot. It’s a bit different from when I was dating Jia…
“Why is this bigger than before?”
I was at a loss for a moment as to what to answer.
“I hope brother…”
“What are you thinking? Look.
It is not a question that can be answered by thinking.
In the end, I have no choice but to cry like that.
“Hmm… You mean you wrote enough to make it bigger?”
“Um… Well, that’s it.”
“I’ll believe you.”
She had a meaningful smile on her face.
“Thanks.”
“It’s good that the old love is popular with other women, it would have been sad if he had been living alone.”
It’s a very ambiguous word.
It could mean that I am sad that I am alone, or that I am sad that I dated an incompetent man who couldn’t date any woman except him.
It will be both. And maybe there was a stronger meaning behind it.
She was such a woman She was proud and had strong desires.
In fact, I wasn’t a very suitable man for her.
She was a woman with a strong desire to rise, and she worked hard for it.
She did her best in what she did, and she met a lot of people and didn’t neglect to build her network.
The whole time I was dating her, I had a hunch that she would leave me at some point.
She was someone who would fly high, and I was someone who wouldn’t.
But she didn’t abandon me or abandon me like I thought.
It was just the realization that our relationship with each other had come to this.
“Even though it’s grown. Something has changed. What do you say? Skill? Did you really just break up with me and have sex?”
“Um… Well, I did.”
“Ginger.”
Jia slapped me on the shoulder. It stung a little. It was a truly emotional touch.
Still, judging from how quickly he leaned his head on my shoulder, he didn’t seem to hate it.
“What kind of person will your husband be?”
Maybe it was after sex, so we were able to talk more comfortably than before.
“A good person. Um. He is recognized in his field. I met him while working. He helped me because I was very clumsy.”
He is a smart and steady person, and is said to be the son of a pretty great family.
What. He seems to be the kind of person I expected.
Jia thought that someday she would meet someone who would suit her.
“It’s great. I met a nice person.”
“I don’t know if it worked…”
She slurred her words.
It seemed that I could understand her feelings just a little bit.
No matter how beautiful our sex was, she made a big ethical mistake.
I just wanted to bring up that person’s story.
“I. Actually, I wanted to do it with you just once, for the last time.”
Jia was looking at her ceiling, making excuses to herself.
“When you say that, I feel like I’m getting arrogant for nothing.”
“So I don’t regret today.”
Jia turned her head and kissed her mouth to me.
But it was different from her passionate kiss earlier.
It’s hard to say exactly, but there was something subtle about it.
What is it?
Although I’ve been with her for a long time, I can’t say I fully understood her.
Still, it didn’t matter.
As I kissed her naked and kissed her again, I felt her desire creeping up again.
I guess I need a second one.
“Has it grown again? Standing well is the same as back then.”
Gia laughed.
“It’s more strange not to see you and not stand up right away.”
I said the same thing as when we were together.
“Haha…”
Jia, who had laughed at the erection, quickly straightened up.
“I guess I…”
For a moment, I could anticipate her next words.
“I think I’ll have to stop here. I’m sorry.”
Jia looked at me with a slightly apologetic expression.
“I don’t regret it. It was really good. But that’s it.”
Jia raised her body.
“You. It’s so addictive. I forgot about it. If I do it here one more time, I’ll never get out of it again.
Then it’s really over.”
She walked away from me
Jia was a quick-witted woman. She’s already alarmed me.
Even though I haven’t used her casting card on her yet, and she’s not affected by my settings, she’s thinking that having sex with me anymore will be a problem.
It did. She was a woman similar to Eunhee.
Both of them were quick-witted.
No. In fact, women perceive danger much more quickly than men.
