Chapter 18 – 1. Winter Queen (18)♡
A strange feeling for the first time…
It’s like something scary, but it’s a very different and difficult feeling, as if the mind is so stable and the place that shouldn’t be opened widens so much that it even expands.
Little by little, Yuria came to her senses in her contradictory sense of pain and relief.
It felt like something was filling my stomach.
“Yes…”
Flash.
Flash?
YuRia was momentarily taken aback by the presence of her in front of her eyes.
Then, to the warm feeling she felt all over her bare skin.
And the hot feeling that reaches her stomach Hehe!?And her eyes fluttered.
“Mhehe?!“
What, what is this!? Why loa? No, why is she waking up and why is Loa coming in from above me…
YuRia, who had been unable to speak for a long time and was ashamed of her, finally remembered what happened yesterday.
A memorable first experience with Loa.
And she let Loa know that she had given her all. The thing that allowed her all of herself.
And even though she was very hard and cumbersome, that time when she accepted everything of her loa into her own body.
“ Haha? Ahhhhh?“
Is that like that?
Judging by the fact that she has no intermediate memories, it seems that she herself lost consciousness in the middle.
In a way, is this an extension of her first experience?
Doing so seemed to clear things up a bit in her head.
So suddenly facing Loa and her bare skin. Her head was spinning at the thought that Loa had entered the most precious and embarrassing place, but thinking that this was an extension of yesterday’s work, the feeling of that time began to flow naturally. The feeling of being so happy and happy to be able to become one with Roa.
“It’s so cool… Did you like me that much? To the point where you don’t want to be separated from me even while sleeping?”
Thinking that Iriroa was hoping for her made her feel good for some reason.
To this extent, she thought that Loa was in love with her, and her heart was so proud.
As I was gently caressing Roa’s cheek, her eyelids twitched as if Roa was slowly waking up from sleep.
Slowly opening her eyes, Roa felt good when she saw Yuria’s expression in front of her with a very pale but very bright smile.
For some reason, I think this face is so beautiful.
“It would be really nice if it looked like this normally.”
“Really? I’ll try.”
At YuRia’s words, Roa thought for a moment and then shook her head.
“Don’t do that. I want to see this expression only.”
“Pufu, what is that stupid?”
Loa seemed to have a stronger desire for monopoly than she thought.
It’s good again I belong to Loa. Loa is mine.
Not just figuratively, but through yesterday’s union of bodies, loa and I shared a part of each other’s souls, and through that we became a soul-connected relationship.
My job is Roa’s job. Loa’s work is my work. We are truly truly united.
As I wriggled, the loa inside me began to grow again, stimulating my insides.
“What?”
“It hurts?”
“Ah, no. I was a little surprised to see Loa’s growing inside.”
Rather than facing each other, we exchanged glances with each other with a slightly embarrassed expression.
I could tell without saying anything.
“Once more?”
“Meow!“
Although she was already inside herself, the thought of intercourse again made her feel embarrassed.
“I don’t know…But if Loa wants it, she’ll take it.”
As soon as YuRia’s permission was granted, her weight was put on her Loa’s objects, and the feeling of her pressing deeply into herself once again made Yuria unconsciously quibble?! She screamed.
And…
Click -!!
“Hey! What happened…”
“… “
“… “
“… “
Cashew Winn hurriedly opened the door without noticing YuRia’s screams and forgot what to say when she saw the scene in front of her.
It’s the two young boys who have just confirmed their love for each other and are just sharing an act of loveGirl(?)The same goes.
A moment of silence passed as they froze to each other.
Ah, ah ah!?
Shi, I hate it!!
Embarrassing! I’m embarrassed!! Uh huh? Aaaaa?!
My, me I…
What I do with Loa…
“Ah… “
YuRia’s eyes, which were so round that they couldn’t grow any bigger than this, started shaking and tears began to form in her eyes.
With a face so bright red, sobbing! Whoops! YuRia, not knowing what to do with her and trembling at her small body, finally started to cry like a child.
“Heh, heh, heh!! Poetry, I hate it! Don’t look!! Whoops! Whoa!! Mother… “
It was Roa who heard the sound of her mother from Yuria’s mouth for the first time.
I was ashamed.
It was so embarrassing and embarrassing.
Do you think she showed her first experience that she had been dreaming of so much to someone else?
She was so ashamed of herself.
When she thought that she had been shown her embarrassing appearance that someone else’s in her private place, she felt as if she had returned to her childhood, and her emotions ran out of control.
Due to her uncontrollable emotions, Yuria cried and cried like a child, and even looked for her mother like a real child. Yuria was surprised at what I was talking about, but she didn’t know herself. Couldn’t control
The more embarrassed I was, the more I cried.
Cashew Winn looked at YuRia who was crying so hard. What on earth did she appear before she knew it? However, as if he had noticed something, he quietly withdrew.
There was a commotion as if a storm had come, and with Nuri’s help, it was sorted out, but Yuria was really crying like a child, perhaps because she had become a child’s sensibility, just like her current self.
In fact, perhaps because of her small body, the tone of her voice is a bit on the high side, so it felt like Roa was guilty of something.
Usually, because Yuria herself was conscious of it, she kept her voice low, so she didn’t show it very much, but now she was the voice of a child as it appears.
Loa was at a loss as to what to do now that they were still connected, but it seemed right for her to stop for now.
As she was in a hurry, she wrapped her body around Yuria’s body with her blanket and took her own clothes that were broken on her floor. I hugged her while covering her body.
“Yuria… Are you okay?”
“D-I got caught… I was doing something with Ro, Roa and Ha…”
Roa went to the room where her parents’ mementos were arranged while trying to soothe Yuria who was sobbing and shaking her body.
Seeing Yuria still crying even in her arms, Roa let out a sigh and quietly lowered her to one side of the small room she was using as a storage shed for her parents’ mementos.
YuRia’s tears have almost stopped now, but she’s still sobbing! Whoops! She did and she hardly ever stopped her crying.
Let’s see Her mother’s clothes that she lent to Yuria in the past must be here…
The clothes Roa was looking for were clothes that Yuria had worn before.
When she first found Yuria herself, she had no clothes to wear, so she had no choice but to look for clothes among her mother’s clothes.
And she was her clothes that YuRia had made her own, washed and mended, and returned to her.
“Ah. Here it is.”
Roa, who took out the neatly folded clothes, somehow remembered the events of the day.
And suddenly, as she looked at Yuria of that day and Yuria of today, she suddenly realized that the atmosphere had changed drastically.
From her gaze in a position as if she were looking down at herself as if she were looking at her stuff.
It felt like I was looking up at myself now.
It’s so scary and withered, it’s like looking for something to rely on.
Her mother who went through her scary and painful things. It was the expression of a child looking for her parents.
“Do you remember this dress?”
“Yeah… Sigh!”
I wonder if YuRia remembered that day, too. As if missing her a little, she carefully reached out her hand toward her clothes under her blanket.
“Uh… Well, can you turn around for a while…?”
“?”
“Ooh, ooh…”
When Roa didn’t turn around, YuRia glanced at her and she turned around on her own, untied the blanket, put on her dress, tied her hem tightly to her body, and shortened the hem of her dress.
“Ummm… I don’t know, but was the incident just before that enough to make you cry?”
“B!!“
While still weeping, Yuria glared at her loa in anger and puffed out her cheeks.
“Loa doesn’t know real women, but she doesn’t…”
“I-I’m sorry…”
“I, how embarrassing and how shameful I was… Loa doesn’t even know that… I don’t want to show that side of myself to anyone other than Loa, even if I die… I feel ashamed to show it to Loa, so I’m dying, but I’m holding back for Loa’s sake… Whoa!! Aaah!!“
Seeing YuRia, who had just stopped crying, burst into tears again, Roa began to be embarrassed by her.
“Mi-sorry! Let’s go to sleep!”
As if to soothe a crying child, I read and calmed her down. It might have had an effect, but Yuria’s crying gradually stopped. Whoops! She expressed her regret for Roa, who did not understand her, and patted her Roa’s body, and Roa tried to free Yuria’s heart by punching Yuria, who was hurting more than she thought. Something about her started to make her knuckles sharper.
“Oh, oh! It hurts! It really hurts! Evil!”
“Boo!!“
“Ouch! Bone! Bone hit! Ugh!”
Ugh…
For some reason, I couldn’t bear to see Cashwyn.
He, how can I look at him when he looks like that…
Yuria really wanted to hide in a mouse hole.
I feel like I’m going to lose my mind to have been caught making love, but to show you crying like a child at this age is really a dark history when you think about it now.
Oh no.
His face still burns when he thinks of him clattering at Loa with such a childlike voice.
Is it helpful at times like this to become the chill of the Winter Queen?
I thought that if it wasn’t for this cold, I might have fainted.
No, now that I think about it, it’s better to just pass out. What kind of ugliness is that!?
“Ah, aww… “
“Are you mad now?”
Loa still needs to sleep, she asked with an awkward smile.
“I don’t know…”
Let’s get hooked and stab her in the side. Cool! Roa, who unknowingly spewed out, was surprised by Yuria’s hand, no, her elbow, which was more painful than she thought.
I knew that monsters in the mountains were strong because I usually hunted monsters in the mountains, but when I really decided to hit them, my eyes widened at the enormous power that I would never have thought of coming from that small body. Oops?! I looked at Roa like that.
“I, bar, didn’t I just hit without adjusting my strength?”
“Maybe?”
When Roa answered, she bent over and clutched her sides, Yuria didn’t know what to do with her and put on her very apologetic expression.
“Mi-sorry. I-I didn’t mean to.”
Obviously, Yuria’s expression was sincere, but was Roa really a mistake? A thought came to me.
Because she had never heard such a story before.
Marriage is the grave of life.
When you become a couple, mutual initiative is important.
Could it be that this wasn’t some sort of battle for supremacy?
‘Oh no way… ‘
Roa still remembers what Yuria said to her.
That she would give me all of herself.
Of course, Loa didn’t do it with her words either, but she is like Yuria’s heart.
Because she can really give her all for her Yuria.
What a mess. If YuRia wants to take her initiative, she just needs to give it up.
In the meantime, when I came closer to her main room, which became her main living space, Yuria shook her head and hid behind Roa.
“Yuria?”
“Cha, embarrassing!! Uuuuu…”
I don’t know yet, but if this puts her mind at ease, it must be a good idea to leave it here.
She really didn’t know much about women, just like YuRia said.
Who are you really supposed to learn this from?
“Hey, I want to understand Yuria more.”
“Meh?!“
“So. Yuria teaches me about women.”
At those words, Yuria’s face turned red Eh? Hey? Huh?She does and she has something wrong with her words.
“Yuria said that. I don’t know much about women, but I don’t know too much.”
“Ah? Ah, aha, ahaha… That, was it?
“So I’ll learn from Yuria”
Yuria gave her consent with her face as if she was happy with something, but she turned around ‘Eh, Eight! This lewd devil! Eight! Eight!!‘ And hit her head with a bean bean. What?
Of course, even then, when Loa opens her door, Shasak! And she clung to Loa’s back.
And there was Cashwyn, who was sitting with a complex expression in many ways, and Nuri and Merkin, who were glaring at him with a composition that seemed to bruise Cashwyn.
“Zep, Roa, you really don’t know anything.”
“Yes?”
“Anyway, congratulations. In the end, we got to know each other.”
Mr. Merkin delivered his congratulations with a slightly disappointed expression.
“If that damn wizard hadn’t had an accident, it would have ended up being a really good celebration.”
“Stop it… I thought that the two of you would get along someday, but I don’t think you know that it will be this morning. I usually think it’s at night.”
At those words, Roa definitely remembered that the first time she and YuRia had been together was last night.
It was just a coincidence this morning.
And at those words, Yuria swayed right behind Roa’s back, letting out a strange moan.
“Boo, please don’t say anything embarrassing…”
Hearing YuRia’s voice almost crying, Cashwin and Merkin cleared their throats for a moment and then started to smoke at each other.
Uncle Merkin sighed and cleared his throat once more, drawing attention to himself for a moment before beginning to speak.
“Loa. What do you think of this town?”
“Yes?”
At the uncle’s words, Roa tilted her head.
“Considering the food in YuRia’s house and the food accumulated in this house right now, if you leave a margin and give it to the village, the villagers will be able to survive until the first barley is harvested.”
Roa was about to say, “Wouldn’t it be okay if I share it?”
Suddenly, my back felt so heavy.
When she glanced back at her back, she saw the pale face of Yuria hanging behind her, trembling with a terrified expression on her face.
“…”
Loa still couldn’t fully comprehend what Yuria had been through to her villagers.
She just knew that Yuria had to be humiliated and suffered greatly by her villagers, but her current reaction to Yuria didn’t seem like a reaction that could be seen with just that.
“In the world, what did the events in the village mean to Yuria?”
“…”
“…”
Both Cashwin and Merkin looked at each other and hesitated to open their mouths.
“It’s not strange even if you commit suicide.”
“To?!”
Roa looked at her in surprise when she heard her words from Norie, who was standing against her wall.
“Even if you haven’t been raped, but if you went through all sorts of molestation in front of so many people, exposing your nakedness and sexual parts for several days, it’s to the point that some people could choose to commit suicide… Even I might have hesitated if I had suffered such a thing. I don’t know”
Roa looked at Yuria again.
YuRia looked up at her loa again, wondering if she was frightened by her memories of that day, her hands tightening her loa’s collar.
“Yuria…”
“I’ll ask you again, Loa. Can you help the villagers? It’s still a bit unsatisfactory to be called a married couple, but the village that made a woman who can be called your partner that way.”
At Mr. Merkin’s words, Roa just turned around and hugged Yuria.
“This is my wife. As long as Yuria chose me, I will be Yuria’s husband.”
At those words, Uncle Merkin looked at Roa with a slightly darker expression.
“Mister. If you ask like that, does that mean you want the villagers to help?”
“To be honest, that’s right. I want to save a life that can be saved.”
At those words, Roa looked at YuRia and asked.
“Yuria, can she forgive those people?”
“…”
YuRia simply didn’t say anything.
YuRia, who had kept her head down for a long time while ignoring Roa’s gaze, trembled and cried.
“To be honest, personally, I want Yuria to forgive this village.”
What about Yuria at Cashwyn’s words? She raised her head with a smile on her face.
“Why…?”
She glared at Cashwyn as if she couldn’t understand why Cashwynn, who should have understood the kind of being she was, said such a thing.
“Yuria. Are you thinking of abandoning the cedar forest?”
“Huh?”
“I don’t know if it’s before your existence is revealed, but now how long do you think you can hide the location of the cedar forest? Can the villagers be friendly with you in this situation?”
For some reason, YuRia was silent for a moment at Cashwyn’s words of honor.
Cashwin is probably not Roa’s friend or companion, Yuria.
Yuria realized that he was speaking directly to Yuria, a high-ranking race similar to the demigod.
“In other words, in order to protect the cedar forest, I must prove that I am not their enemy by forgiving the villagers?”
“Exactly”
Yuria quietly came out next to Roa and revealed herself in front of Cashew Winn.
“That means I have to go back to that village.”
“…”
YuRia gasped and clenched her fists, lowering her head and biting her teeth.
“Yu, Yuria…”
“You mean… I have to forgive those who have brought me that shame…?”
“If it’s hard to do it for you, do it for Loa”
At those words, Yuria flinched and looked back at Roa.
“Ah…?”
“In the end, if you want to live in this village, even if you don’t depend on it, the loa will have to live side by side with the village. If you come out like this, the loa will eventually be completely isolated from the village and can’t live alone with you for the rest of their lives. There will be no”
At Cashwyn’s words, Yuria gasped for a while with an expression that looked like she was about to cry as she was suffocating.
Roa hugged and comforted her YuRia by her side, and YuRia, who hesitated in her Roa’s arms for a long time, finally nodded her head.
“I’ll forgive you…But there are conditions”
“Please write”
“I will only forgive those who have sincerely apologized to me. I can see through people’s heart.”
Cashwyn gulped at the words and swallowed her saliva.
In other words, it meant that lying would not work in front of Yuria.
“Mr. Merkin. Are you satisfied with that?”
“It can’t be helped. It’s shameless to ask for forgiveness in the first place.”
Even Merkin himself is well aware that the sin of this village is deep.
Even though the humiliation that Yuria suffered was caused by Yuria telling her about her future, it might not have happened if they hadn’t been so easily swayed.
In the first place, the reason the village was able to live was thanks to Yuria.
The ordeal that would come to her was something that could happen in any number of other ways.
It was definitely the karma of the villagers.
“I’m sorry. I asked too much for my greed.”
“…”
YuRia just shed tears as her small shoulders trembled without saying anything.
