Chapter 14 – 1. Winter Queen (14)
Boo uh…
My usual cold poker face is nowhere to be found, and I’m pouting with a cute face! Seeing Yuria glaring at her Roa as if saying, Roa was very embarrassed.
Even Roa herself knew that she had done something wrong, so she knew that she had to reflect on herself, but she was troubled because her face kept trying to loosen up because that unusual expression of Yuria was so cute.
She glanced at Uncle Cashew Win, and the uncle was looking at YuRia’s face like that, expressing her expression to the fullest, saying that she was so cute.
“It’s too much… I trusted Loa…”
“I-I’m sorry…”
And Mr. Cashewwin, who was laughing to his heart’s content, suddenly snapped his head! As if they had bumped into each other, they jerked backwards, coo-wuck?! And fell backwards.
What, what? What just
“Everything, you are the same!?”
Could it be because I was too emotional? YuRia gave up all of her usual expression and atmosphere, and she showed her emotions in that expression and stared fiercely at her cashew winn as if she was very sad.
“When I applied a potion to heal my body, I put my heart into it and stroked it to my heart’s content.
Yuria, whose tears welled up before she knew it, finally got out of control, and she sat down on the spot and began to cry bitterly.
“Huh, huh! Hhhhh!! I, why am I… Why am I like this… Huhhhhh…”
Even if it wasn’t so, Yuria’s spirit had already reached its limit.
Suffering from so much pain and serious injuries, Yuria complained of extreme fatigue both physically and mentally, and her weakened spirit eventually burst as she could not stand the accumulated sadness.
The shame of the witch trial and her humiliation that she had to go through publicly in front of so many people in her village…
Even though it was done with the cause of her treatment, Cashew Winn’s hand, filled with her selfishness and lust, stroked and kneaded her embarrassing places…
In that terrible time, what Roa, the only person she trusted and relied on for, did to herself today, made Yuria feel like she had no place to trust anymore.
Her great sense of betrayal and her fear of having no place to rely on her made her feel more sad, and eventually her emotions exploded.
She was so sad and so sad and so sad that she cried and cried so much.
Yuria, who had been crying like that, gradually calmed down as her emotions subsided, and as she calmed down, she finally began to realize what kind of insolence she had shown.
So, right now, like a child, in front of other people…
“Ah, ah? What? What?!“
YuRia, whose shame soared to the top of her head, was unable to think properly, and in the end, Yuria’s gaze was directed toward Roa, who was the culprit behind all of this.
Okay.
It’s all because of Roa.
Even if it’s not, it’s so painful, painful, tired, and sad!
Even you, the loa I trusted the most!!
As Loae rushed in and saw YuRia bickering, Cashwyn simply gave her a sigh.
No matter how you look at it, it was a fight for love. No matter how you look at it, haha! He cried again and beat Loa, but her strength was not there.
Although Yuria seemed unable to admit it herself.
Of course, even Loa, she didn’t do anything wrong. She didn’t dodge or block, she just got hit.
‘Well, it won’t be easy to admit’
When aristocrats fall in love with commoners, it is difficult to admit it. It’s hard to admit that you are so precious that you love an insignificant existence.
It is all the more so if it goes beyond commoners and becomes a slave.
At all, it goes from the nobles to the royal family or the emperor, so that the opponent is not even a human OrcI GoblinWhat if this becomes
I don’t know, but if you think about the true appearance of YuRia that Cashwin saw, the gap between YuRia and Roa would be more than that, not less.
Okay. Like the emperor and goblin love, no DragonAnd GoblinIs the love of
There must be more gaps between the two of them, so it couldn’t be easier to admit your feelings.
Cashew Win let out a deep sigh and thought that she was flawed when she saw Yuria, whose atmosphere had changed a lot in many ways since the first time they met.
Right now, my emotions are running out of control in many ways, so I’m like that, but what kind of reaction will I have when I go back and calm down again?
Are you going to give up acting your usual self now?
No, that wouldn’t be it
Because it’s not smoke.
It’s just that the change came as she became more and more sincere with Loa.
Still, to her, most of her normal human beings would be worth nothing.
Yeah, just like humans see bugs.
Only the loa among humans are getting closer and closer to her gap.
She barely fits within her confines, because she is only dear to her loa.
And other than that.
Yuria’s presence, which had been vague, was now clear.
The feeling that she was slowly dying was now definitely gone. The cracks in the cracked hourglass are now gone and the sand no longer leaks.
Perhaps this change in YuRia’s mind had an effect on that as well.
The change that occurred as the emotions that had faded because she was dying began to revive as she passed the point of death.
Could it be something like that?
Anyway. Cashew Wynn made her sick.
Like this damn couple…
They were not aware of each other, but the appearance of the two was a tremendous salting that set fire to the hearts of the solo troops around them.
Just get married quickly. Stop dyeing.
Although she had a little bad luck, Yuria eventually got her health back.
No, she had a lot of turmoil to say that she was healthy.
She complained of pain just by breathing and felt discomfort in the movement of her arms and legs. In many ways, the function of her organs deteriorated a lot, which interfered with her daily life a little.
Aside from these, there were countless large and small body abnormalities that occurred to Yuria’s body, but Yuria smiled, saying that these problems were too trivial compared to her own problems that had been solved. .
“How can she be so unconcerned with a body like that?”
“Um…”
YuRia, who was slightly averting her gaze with a slightly embarrassed expression at Roa’s question, seemed to be contemplating how to explain for a while, then she let out a sigh.
“To me, this body is just a shell. Our essence is not in the body, but in the spirit. And my spirit, which was on the verge of collapse after being hit so hard, is now in a period of recovery. Is it the feeling that if this shell doesn’t break, it’s enough… Of course, right now, if this body’s life ends, I’ll die too.”
At YuRia’s words, Roa couldn’t understand what she was saying, but Mr. Cashewwin nodded her head as if she understood what she was talking about.
“Mister?”
“I.E. Your hierarchy is Demigod… Is that about where it is?”
“Huh”
Momentarily, Roa responded to Yuria’s answer so easily. And she looked at YuRia.
Demigod… ?
“Of course I’m not a demigod. But metaphorically it was apt.”
From a certain point on, Yuria stopped showing respect to Cashwyn.
It’s so natural that it’s a cashew window at the moment. Loa doesn’t even notice it. At some point she realizes it.
Thinking about what triggered it, Cashwyn wondered if it was because she mentioned Yuria’s identity in front of Roa’s eyes.
“In fact, since I was able to guess about my identity to some extent, did it feel a little awkward for me to respect you?”
“…”
“It’s okay, you can treat me like before.
Cashwyn looked at YuRia like that and she tried to say her words several times, hesitated, pondered, and thought again.
“What kind of existence is Loa to you?”
In the end, Cashwyn couldn’t let YuRia speak any more. In the future, when she gets used to Yuria, she may or may not know, but it was like that now.
At Cashwin’s words, Yuria looked at Roa for a moment.
Roa felt something strange about YuRia’s gaze. Because she felt something different from the way Yuria usually looked at her.
“Why I live“
At those words, Cashwin flinched for a moment. The sense of ignorance felt in her words was a momentary feeling of suffocation.
But in that tone, her affection for her loa was not felt.
“It wasn’t until I was really on the verge of dying in the battle with the Winter Queen that I realized that I didn’t want to die, and that I was afraid of dying.”
She was subtle and there was an unknown longing in Yuria’s expression as she reached out her hand toward her loa’s face.
“And… It was Loa who saved me, who I had given up on that day six years ago without realizing it. I gave it to you, so this life belongs to Loa until the day I die. Let’s live for Loa and pay back.”
Roa stared blankly at YuRia at those words.
YuRia, did she have such feelings for herself?
“But now I realize that’s not the case.”
『Thank you… For saving me like this』
As if it is transmitted directly to my mind at the moment,
No. Roa and Cashwyn winced at the voice that seemed to resonate with her soul itself and looked at YuRia.
“Now I realized my heart. What kind of heart I had”
“Me, over there?”
Yuria is very thin, but she shyly opened her mouth with a very bright smile on her face.
“Ɛjʃejin. Roa. Lɔ̃ɑ̃ɲa ðɛ fwru ðɛ ɑmamɥɛ tœɛ ʃɥɛ̃“
(Ashane Roa. Langanna de Polu de Amamué Thoue Chiin)
(I love you roa I’ll give you all of me now)
It was the confession of a girl who was still too shy and insolent.
Although, it was a confession that listeners could not understand.
“Ðɛ ʃɥɛ̃ɲɑ̃“
(De Sheanna)
(I’m yours)
YuRia, who raised her feet as she was, lightly touched Roa’s mouth and kissed her.
It was a kiss close to a bird kiss among children, but Roa’s face turned red at the sudden kiss.
Even YuRia, who had kissed her like that, was very shy, so she couldn’t make eye contact with Roa. Uh? And she looked at YuRia.
The meaning of YuRia’s words was still unclear, but she could guess the meaning of YuRia’s words to some extent, although it was a rough outline.
No way… No way?
She kind of hinted at that, but could she really, admit her own heart?
A great being towards a midday man?
“Huh? Huh?”
“Someday, when the time is right, I’ll tell you what I said.”
She didn’t even realize what this feeble emotion she felt when she saw Loa.
No, she may have realized at some point, but she herself may have been denying that she couldn’t be like that.
Gradually. This feeling, which had been growing inside her heart, grew so much that she could no longer ignore it at some point, and eventually, after realizing her fear of her own death, which she herself did not properly realize, Yuria realized what this feeling she had. I could be honest about cognition.
She knows that she truly likes and loves Loa, who is just an old human of hers.
But she was still too shy to reveal her feelings to her loa.
Is she just the heart of a girl who doesn’t want to reveal her own heart?
Or is she the last of her own undefeated pride?
Yuria, who made her confession in words that would not be conveyed to her loa, just blankly looked up at the sky… And shrugged her body.
It wasn’t just the coldness that made her freeze to death, but the power of her coldness still consumed Yuria’s body and did not let go.
Lowering her own resilience. YuRia rose from her seat, exhaling her thick, misty breath at the coldness that kept tormenting her to the point that she would not die.
Although the loa did not understand, she herself made her confession to her loa.
My precious child who saved my life.
And the sly child who stole my heart before I knew it.
She first thought that she would give all of herself to the loa, her promise saved her life that she had given up. It was close.
And now. After realizing her own frank feelings. When she took herself back to herself, she was able to see her feelings hidden within.
As such, she now gave herself completely to the loa, to him with all her will.
So she will be more forgiving to Loa than little by little from now on.
But that made her even more reluctant to allow Loa her own body so easily.
It was only now that she was able to value herself and Loa more than anything else.
As much as I became more precious, Roa became more precious.
That’s why she became more grateful to Loa.
Rather than saving something that had no value. Wouldn’t it be more grateful to have saved something of high value?
As much as her value within herself increased, her feelings for Loa were growing bigger and bigger.
In that sense, Yuria was sober and pulled Loa onto her bed.
After waking up, there would be an uproar, but now I wanted to fully feel the warmth of Loa.
I’m sorry for being such an arbitrary woman, but if you’re a man, you’re sure this is a reward, right?
And because Roa confessed to me first. Originally, I said that in this kind of love fight, the one who confessed first loses.
So bear with me.
As she held her loa tightly in her arms, her warmth spread throughout her body.
Ah, good…
Just like that, YuRia fell into a pleasant sleep.
Of course, it was only a minor incident that Roa woke up the next morning shivering from the unknown cold and was frightened at the sight of Yuria sleeping clinging to her again.
Haaa… Really, why are you like this?
For some reason, Roa was very confused by YuRia’s change.
To the extent that most of the usual methods of reading Yuria’s expression or understanding her mood were useless, the current Yuria couldn’t get a sense of it and began to do things she hadn’t done before.
Compared to normally keeping a little distance, now something came closer to him without hesitation, and even clung to him, testing Loa more and more.
Of course, compared to before, it seemed like they were very close, but it was good, but Roa was at a loss as to how to match the rhythm to this sudden change.
Especially for Roa, who was in a period of high spirits, Yuria now was very stimulated.
To the extent that, in some sense, I would have been more comfortable in the past.
Didn’t he unknowingly put his mouth on YuRia’s loss while he was warming YuRia’s body in a hot bath to heal her body just yesterday?
When I think of YuRia, who was very frightened at that time and looked like she was very disappointed in herself, what happened at that time came almost as a trauma, so I could hardly touch YuRia’s body.
Maybe, this time, I was really afraid of what I would do if I really got disappointed and left myself.
And Cashwyn, who was watching all of this by her side, just let out a sigh.
It translates to the fact that Yuria is actively dashing, but to Roa, she is very vigilant about what the hell is going on because Yuria suddenly acts like that.
In the end, before something happened, both seemed tired for a while.
Yuria expresses her feelings the way she does. Despite her shyness and embarrassment, she seems to be working hard.
Loa feels so much pressure about it that she’s cowering.
“First of all, why don’t you go to Loa’s house? There’s a heater there, and the bathroom is better at handling hot water.”
“Ah…”
“Above all, I have to meet Nuri again soon. How long are you going to let her stay there like that?”
Only then did Yuria say sorry and hit her head with a bean.
There’s something else to forget, how did you forget about Nuri?
Nuri came out for a while near Loa’s house and looked up at the sky.
Unlike the mountain peaks where Winter had completely lifted because Cashwyn had summoned the power of the Sun Desert Spirit, the skies here were still gray.
The clouds were still thick and it snowed from time to time, but now there was no blizzard or blizzard like before.
The unnatural winter that was slowly unraveling seemed to push back this year’s autumn and continue as it really was thanks to the gradually approaching real winter.
I was mistaken for a while.
Given that the place, which was the center of this incident, revealed the bright and clear autumn sky, of course it would be the same here.
However, the power that had already affected this far-reaching area still left its remnants and covered the area, and the real winter would come before the effect was all gone.
It will be a particularly long and harsh winter.
Although a man named Merkin notified the village of this early and made them prepare, how long can this small village survive?
Nouri was a little puzzled that Yuria had left her in this house, but as she talked about her living with him for the past few days, she naturally understood why.
With his friend whose stupidity in the past made him die. The reincarnation of that friend.
YuRia must have wanted to give him a chance to shake off the ties from her previous life.
It’s a past life that he doesn’t remember, but he gave him his own time for a while in the hope that he would get rid of the deep-rooted wound like a burnt that has been left deep in his heart for decades. Looking at him, I could see that he had a strange feeling.
Although she had no memories of her previous life, she thought that she probably had no resentment towards him in the past.
It’s just that I felt nostalgic for seeing him still suffering.
That’s why Noori forgave him on behalf of herself in her previous life, whom she had no memory of.
Noori, who tried to comfort and console him as he cried and sobbed like a child, felt strange for some reason.
So I went outside like this and looked up at the sky, but this heart that I didn’t know myself couldn’t calm down and only added to the frustration.
Not even his heart pounding. It doesn’t even feel like friendship.
Then, Cashwin and Roa come out of the forest. And seeing YuRia, who was sleeping soundly on Roa’s back, somehow felt lighter.
As if her heart had been nothing a while ago, she ran towards them even though she was confused by her opening up.
“Mr. Cashwin. Is Eun-gong okay?”
“Well, I don’t think it’s okay by our standards, but it’s okay by my standards, but I’m not sure.”
Yuria, who was soundly asleep behind Roa, looked like a sickly patient to Noori. In addition, Roa was trembling as if it was very cold, and when Nuri put her hand on Yuria’s body, it was very cold, although not as cold as her ice field.
A body temperature like theirs might not be known, but it wouldn’t be strange if a normal human died of hypothermia.
Even the goblin himself would be in great pain if his body temperature dropped to this level…
In the meantime, when I touched the hair, I felt a tremendous cold sensation as if his fingers were ale.
“Wow!?”
‘This chill… ?’
The coldness felt in Eun-gong’s hair was a familiar energy.
It was the same energy that I felt from the scepter the Winter Queen was holding.
Of course, compared to the time when he was a scepter, he was in a very weak state, but it was definitely the same energy.
However, this was not a material cold, so it seemed that he was the only one who felt this cold.
Seeing that Roa, who was touching Eun-gong’s hair, was unconcerned.
However, I seemed to be able to understand the situation a little.
The reason Eun-gong’s body is so cold is because this energy dwells in her body.
But why did that energy dwell in his hair?
Certainly Eun-gong’s hair looks like ice, which suits her, but…
Could it be that he couldn’t stand the energy and drove it into his hair and sealed it?
It felt pretty straightforward. In reality, it seemed that Eun-gong could not bear the cold himself.
“What’s the matter?”
“Oh, no. Nothing…”
You can ask about the details after Eun-gong wakes up.
It would be nice to give that tired body a little more rest now.
Nuri quietly suppressed her curiosity.
Let’s talk once you wake up. He wondered what this heart he felt for Merkin.
And what is Eun-gong’s condition and what to do?