Chapter 246 – Monday, May 26 10 PM (16)
Me: Was it better than usual?
Me: haha
Me: what does it mean
Me: tell me in detail
Sourang: He said he was sleepy
Me: After talking for a while, I came to my senses
Sourang: …
Me: How is Seoyoon?
Me: I have class tomorrow
Me: Shouldn’t you be sleeping soon?
Soeurang: If you lie down with the feeling you have now
Soeurang: I can’t even sleep
Soeurang: Wake up soon
Soeurang: I think I’ll kick the blanket
Me: haha
Soeurang: That’s why I’m a little annoyed with oppa.
Me: yes yes
Me: lol
Me: I have to accept
Soeurang: Actually, what part was good?
Soeurang: It’s hard to point out.
Soeurang: More than usual
Sourang: What do you mean?
Soeurang: I think I was more immersed.
Me: Did you get along well with Seoyoon?
Soeurang: I hope oppa doesn’t go to the strange side
Me: haha
Me: it will be long
Me: I need to heal quickly
Sourang: And what should I say?
Soeurang: To the owner
Soeulang: As if being led
Soeurang: Of course, it’s always like that.
Soeulang: I’m usually in a position where I always get hurt.
Soeurang: Because it proceeds regardless of my will
Me: yes
Me: there’s a part like that
Soeurang: Every time I play
Sourang: All I can do
Soeurang: Listen carefully to the master’s orders
Soeurang: I didn’t make a mistake.
Me: Was it different this time?
Soeurang: Should we say that we match each other this time?
Out
With Soeu: ?
Me: no, keep talking lol
Soeurang: They say that you have to clap your hands to make a sound.
Soeurang: The owner asks something
Soeurang: When given a choice
Soeurang: I know what you want from me
Soeurang: I thought we should match.
Me: For example?
Sourang: Earlier
Soeurang: That
Sourang: …
Soeurang: Wife or slave?
Soeurang: I told you to choose
Me: it was
Soeurang: But when I think of the owner’s personality
Soeurang: It’s obvious to anyone… Lol
Soeulang: If I choose her wife
Soeurang: I like it when you treat me like that
Soeurang: If you say that over there
Soeurang: Master’s plans are ruined, right?
Me: it’s not
Sourang: Isn’t it?
Me: whichever one you choose
Me: with the possibility in mind
Me: I’m asking
Me: I’m just not that broken
Soeurang: Gukuna
Me: To say the plan is ruined
Me: Seoyoon made up her mind
Me: Did you come out crooked?
Me: Or just hit me?
Me: If it’s not that level, no problem
Soeurang: But what oppa wants
Soeurang: Treat yourself a little more carelessly
Soeurang: Can you control it?
Soeurang: That’s right
Me: that’s right
Sourang: So
Sourang: Well
Soeurang: Oppa too
Sourang: So
Me: Did you try to adjust it the way I wanted?
Soeurang: Oppa wants… Rather than
Soeurang: As I said at the beginning
Soeurang: I want to like the owner
Soeurang: I think I was a little desperate
Me: You were serious, right?
Soeurang: But I really hate it.
Soeurang: I was noticing
Soeurang: Forced or
Sourang: Nothing like that
Me: that’s good
Soeurang: Except for the last one
Me: last?
Better
Me: lol
Me: yes yes
Soeurang: Do you know how embarrassed I really was?
Me: But at the end, Seoyoon too
Me: You seem to be enjoying yourself
Me: Did I see it wrong?
Sourang: …
Me: I want to feel better
Me: He said he couldn’t surrender haha
Me: 100% genuine sincerity
Sourang: No, that’s
Me: Are you too immersed?
Sourang: …
Sourang: yes
Soeurang: For some reason, in that situation
Soeurang: I think I should say that.
Me: Yeah, I hope you’re satisfied
Soeurang: Brother
Me: why
Soeurang: Can I ask you something?
Soeurang: I know you hate it
Me: I said it before
Me: no
Me: what is it
Me: I wonder what
Soeurang: Maybe with other girls
Soeurang: Just like you did to me
Sourang: That’s it
Sourang: …
Soeulang: Pregnant… Do you want to
Soeurang: Did you ask about that?
Me: During play?
Sourang: yes
Me: No, Seoyoon must be the first
Sourang: …
Me: Seoyoon suddenly said that
Me: I was just trying to tease you.
Me: Not usually when I play
Sourang: Yes?
Me: From a woman’s point of view
Me: Because the feeling you touch will be different
Me: Even if you don’t like it, you become realistic
Soeurang: Uh
Me: When I’m immersed in my role
Me: Being suddenly pulled into reality
Me: Because I want to avoid it as much as possible
Me: As long as it’s my taste and I don’t want it
Me: I tend to avoid such subjects as much as possible
Soeurang: But why did you do that to me…
Me: No, because the couple was set up
Me: It’s not strange even if I have a plan
Me: What Seoyoon said
Me: Today is a dangerous day
Me: that was very impressive
Soeurang: I did it for nothing
Me: If it was a different setting
Me: It was a keyword I wanted to avoid
Me: haha
Me: It’s pretty hard
Me: If you’re not used to it, there’s a strong sense of rejection
Soeurang: I also had a sense of rejection.
Me: yes yes
Me: lol
Me: I don’t usually
Me: When it’s like a rape play
Me: To the extent that they match your taste from time to time?
Sourang: I don’t like that
Me: Do you hate being forced?
Sourang: Not that.
Me: then?
Soeurang: I don’t like it when oppa is someone I don’t know
Sourang: You said it before
Soeurang: Like the first time we met
Soeurang: Because we ate at each other
Soeurang: You have to pretend you don’t know
Me: yes
Me: it was
Soeurang: Are there people who like that?
Me: yes
Me: quite a lot
Soeurang: Huh
Me: There was also a year where I liked incest settings.
Me: Like being raped in real life
Me: After taking a picture or video
Me: I asked for it to be written in a threatening way
Sourang: It’s okay
Me : ?
Sourang: You can stop talking
Me: You asked first
Soeurang: I didn’t ask that far.
Me: ok
Me: lol
Me: Our Seoyoon
Me: I feel very bad
Sourang: I feel strange
Me: Are you depressed?
Sourang: …
Me: You know what I have to say
Me: I want to tell you too
Me: I must be tired
Me: You’re taking your time
Soeurang: A miserable feeling to the core… ?
Me: hmm
Soeurang: Why did I do that?
Soeurang: I regret it too
Soeurang: While playing
Soeurang: I remembered what I said
Soeurang: I just want to die
Me: Is it because there is a big drop from before?
Soeurang: I miss you so much right now
Soeurang: I don’t want to see you for a while
Soeurang: While taking a shower earlier
Soeurang: Should I talk to you again?
Soeurang: Lay down on the bed and go to sleep
Sourang: I mean, I was very worried.
Me: After the original play
Me: I’m relieved of my tension
Me: My nerves are loose
Me: Even the hot stuff has cooled down
Me: Because the tension plummeted
Me: It comes like depression
Sourang: I heard it before
Me: I’ve explained
Me: yes
Soeurang: But it seems to be getting worse.
Me: Do you think it’s getting worse?
Soeurang: I go back and forth a bit too.
Soeurang: The last time too, it was quite harsh
Soeurang: It’s been quite a while
Sourang: I was very anxious.
Soeurang: I didn’t tell my brother
Me: oh
With Soeu: ?
Me: You should have said that earlier
Me: You really haha
Me: no I said
Me: Don’t do it alone
Soeurang: But, master
Sourang: You were busy.
Sourang: I don’t know why
Soeurang: My voice is still locked
Me: No matter how busy you are, there’s something to hide
Sourang: …
Me: tsk
Sourang: I’m sorry
Me: No, it’s not Seoyoon’s fault
Me: On the excuse of being busy
Me: Because I didn’t pay attention
Me: I’ll be more specific in the future
With Soeu: Heh
Me: Because Seoyoon listens very well
Me: I can’t do this lol
Me: I think I’m a bit loose too
Soeurang: Isn’t your brother like that?
Me: what?
Soeurang: After playing
Soeurang: As if I was depressed
Sourang: I have no energy.
Soeurang: When my mood hits rock bottom
Soeurang: Feeling like you don’t know why you live?
Me: I don’t know why I live?
Soeurang: It’s no joke, I’m depressed
Soeurang: I have a class tomorrow.
Soeurang: What are you doing alone?
Me: that’s a big deal
Soeurang: Hasn’t your brother ever been like that?
Me: Except for being extremely tired
Soeurang: Come to think of it, it’s always over
Soeurang: Just keep talking about me
Soeurang: Oppa, how are you feeling?
Sourang: I don’t think I’ve heard of it.
Me: Seoyoon is more important than me
Soeurang: Yes
Me: And leading the sub
Me: It’s more tiring than I thought
Me: I need quite a bit of stamina
Me: After playing for 1-2 hours
Me: I feel a little stretched out
Soeurang: Aren’t you depressed?
Me: I don’t think I’ve ever been depressed.
Me: On days that don’t work out
Me: Although I reflect
Me: My mood hits rock bottom
Me: I never thought about why I live
Soeurang: Gukuna
Me: Maybe Seoyoon isn’t used to it
Me: How to lift your mood by yourself?
Me: Because I don’t have that kind of know-how
Me: I think it feels worse
Soeurang: What should I usually do?
Me: Normal?
Soeurang: generally
Me: usually
Me: ok
Me: lol
Me: good conversation
Sourang: Huh
Me: The best thing though
Me: It’s skinship haha
Me: Even if we don’t talk much to each other
Me: Because it heals just by hugging
Soeurang: I can’t do it all
Me: why don’t you think
Soeurang: oppa won’t do it
Me: You’re having a conversation right now
Sourang: Who said that?
Soeurang: I mean skinship
Sourang: Doing nothing
Me: um
Soeurang: If you say that skinship is the best
Soeurang: What are you saying to me… Lol
Me: yes yes
Me: ok
Me: don’t be angry
Soeurang: Do you remember what we promised earlier?
Me: yes
Me: don’t remember
Sourang: Oh
Me: did you forget
Soeurang: Can you tell me what the promise is?
Me: I remember
Me: lol
Me: Why can’t I trust people?
Soeurang: Let’s start with the answer haha
Soeulang: After turning off the fire
Soeurang: Searching the logs later
Soeurang: You’re not trying to confirm, are you?
Me: I’m a little nervous today
Soeurang: Because it was a promise we made during play
Soeurang: You can’t forget it as soon as it’s over, right?
Me: of course not
Soeurang: While doing naughty things
Soeurang: What the man promised
Soeurang: Never trust me
Soeurang: I think that’s real
Me: Where else did you hear that?
Soeurang: Just on the Internet… Lol
Me: Should I ban the Internet?
Me: I’m under too much detrimental influence
Soeurang: But you actually forgot.
Me: No, when did I forget
Me: You didn’t say that.
Sourang: Then when will you do it?
Me: what?
Me: no
Me: wait
Me: haha
Soeurang: Look at this haha
Sourang: It just caught me
Sourang: You don’t remember
Soeurang: If I didn’t tell you
Soeurang: I’m going to move on
Me: lol
Soeurang: It was bad, really
Soeurang: No, how are people?
Soeurang: It’s a problem with bad memory, is this?
Me: ok
Me: ok
Me: lol
It’s me
Me: that’s really real
Soeurang: oppa is tired too right now?
Soeurang: It’s like being asleep
Soeurang: If you see them fishing for something like this
Soeurang: As if his mind was half blown away
Me: ok
Me: I’ll reflect
Soeurang: I decided to stroke your hair
Me: oh yes I remember
Me: haha
Me: I’ll stroke your hair
Me: Because it doesn’t matter
Soeurang: You can’t forget this time
Me: I know
With Soeu: haha
Me: So, did you feel better?
Soeurang: Because I complained to my brother
Soeurang: I think I’m getting better
Sourang: I can’t do this
Soeurang: When playing
Soeurang: Because I’m constantly being pressured
Soeurang: Being spoiled after everything is over
Soeurang: I think it will become a habit haha
Me: I shouldn’t be too serious
Me: This level is still aegyo
Me: Because I’m depressed
Me: Because there are kids who bite
Sourang: …
Me: why again
Soeurang: I’m afraid I’ll bite it off too
Me: yes yes
Me: lol
Me: I won’t talk about other girls
Soeurang: Knowing but not doing it is worse
Me: It’s especially tight today
Me: ok ok lol
Me: I have to accept
Me: Or who will accept it?
Sourang: I feel relieved.
Me: glad
Sourang: No matter what you say
Soeurang: Because I listen to everything haha
Soeurang: I think it will really become a habit
Me: Usually it’s okay
Soeurang: I won’t do that when it’s important
Me: yes
Me: I just need to know
Soeurang: Oppa is the only one to be generous
Soeurang: I think it was right after we did something erotic
Soeurang: If you usually say this
Soeurang: I already got a warning and moved on
Me: What else is the only one being generous
Me: Are you not usually generous?
Soeurang: You can’t even say a word
Soeurang: I tease him every day
Me: But you always say everything you want to say
Soeurang: Oppa told me to do everything
Soeurang: If you have something to say
Soeurang: I told you to tell me everything
Me: haha
Soeurang: And always don’t say anything
Soeulang: I came with a strange sophistry
Soeurang: While blocking my words haha
Me: Have you had a lot of complaints in the meantime?
Soeurang: It’s because I didn’t talk
Sourang: I don’t have one haha
Soeurang: Even if it doesn’t pile up
Soeurang: Because there are times when I am dissatisfied.
Me: If you say it like this
Me: I might be misunderstood
With Soeu: ?
Me: Being dissatisfied in itself
Me: I think it’s good
Sourang: Why?
Me: Because I can’t do it my way
Me: You’re complaining
Me: a person or situation
Me: It didn’t go the way I wanted
Me: Do you usually get so dissatisfied?
Sourang: Maybe… Do?
Me: It’s an extension of what I said earlier
Me: I feel that Seoyoon is dissatisfied
Me: I can’t play as I want
Me: The situation that annoys me
Me: Personally, it’s a bit special haha
Soeurang: Isn’t it usually the opposite?
Me: It’s not that Seoyoon is too annoyed.
Me: You said that this level of aegyo haha
Me: and so far
Me: just do what I say
Me: If only I had followed you
Me: Now I have a little bit of a taste
Me: I know what you want
Me: I’m glad you feel dissatisfied
Sourang: Is that so?
Me: yes
Soeurang: Complaints are usually bad.
Me: not bad at all
Me: how to express it
Me: Because it’s my own way
Me: it looks bad
Soeurang: I don’t want to do it my way
Me: That’s why I don’t stop
Me: I don’t think so
Me: Of course, if you cross the line
Me: I’ll step on it haha
Sourang: I’ll be careful
Me: Besides, what did Seoyoon say earlier?
Me: Different from what I usually follow
Me: You said it seemed like we matched each other this time
Sourang: No, that’s
It’s not me?
Soeurang: I just felt that way
Sourang: Did you do it right?
Sourang: I honestly don’t know
Me: roughly how it goes
Me: Seoyoon got used to it
Me: I think it’s an easy-to-understand sign
Soeurang: Uh
Me: Do you feel complicated?
Soeurang: No, what the heck haha
Sourang: How do you know?
Me: I know it when I see it
Me: don’t you know
Me: lol
Me: It’s good to be able to do well
Me: You don’t like it because it seems to be so lewd, right?
Sourang: No… Rather than
Sourang: Literally
Soeulang: Complex mood
Me: Do you think it’s okay to be lewd?
Soeurang: I gave up half way
Me: haha
Soeulang: Now that I’m here, it’s new to me
Soeurang: Because I have no intention of quitting.
Soeurang: And anyway
Soeurang: That way from the owner
Soeurang: Because I am being educated haha
Me: How does it feel to give up?
Soeurang: Rather than worrying
Soeurang: I like it, but
Soeurang: Sometimes like this
Soeurang: I wonder if this is okay
Soeurang: There are times when I feel a little anxious.
Me: I’ll have time soon
Soeurang: Tomorrow… Can’t you?
