Chapter 203 – Saturday, May 17 at 0 AM (23)
Me: I don’t remember
Me: once before
Me: similar question
Me: Didn’t you?
Sourang: I don’t know
Me: yes
Me: I don’t know
With Soeu: haha
Me: but you shouldn’t be remembering
Me: I wish I could appeal like that
Me: At times like this, you have to quickly come up with an answer haha
Soeurang: When did you appeal…
Me: to what I forgot
Me: take it all out
Me: I talk back very bluntly
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Because the owner forgot
Sourang: I told you.
Soeurang: When did you talk back?
Me: look at me now
Me: I’m trying not to say a word
Soeurang: haha
Me ; I don’t think it was like that before
Soeurang: Strangely… Lol
Soeurang: After playing
Soeurang: I just want to get tangled up
Soeurang: I want to hold the horse’s tail, yes
Me: I didn’t listen that well
Sourang: …
Sourang: Master
Me: why
Me: it’s true
Me: Any complaints?
Sourang: No, I have a question.
Me : ?
Soeurang: I wonder if I can ask
Sourang: I still don’t know
Soeurang: The owner said while I was playing
Soeurang: If you don’t listen, you’ll get scolded.
Me: yes
Me: yes
Soeurang: But sometimes, you have to judge for yourself.
Soeurang: Because you express it clearly
Soeurang: Sometimes I’m so confused… ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: Listening carefully to what the owner says
Soeurang: How to express one’s opinion
Me: what does that mean?
Me: Listen carefully
Me: How to express yourself?
Soeurang: I am with the owner
Sourang: It could be a different opinion.
Me: For example?
Sourang: Well
Sourang: …
Sourang: I don’t know
Me: lol
Soeurang: It would be convenient if you just give me orders
Me: but I kept saying that
Me: Basically, in Onple
Me: Seoyoon’s condition today
Me: How are you now
Me: It’s impossible to figure out everything
Sourang: I understood that…
Me: then?
Soeurang: Master
Sourang: So
Sourang: …
Soeurang: If you listen carefully
Sourang: What should I say?
Me : ?
Sourang: I’m sorry
Sourang: I was wrong
Sourang: Don’t say that
Soeurang: So that I don’t go against the master’s heart a little more
Soeurang: How to say… Should I say
Better
Soeurang: Not being cheeky
Soeurang: Looks polite
Me: But I can’t say anything about this
Me: How… I can teach you
Me: Talking to people is an experience after all
Soeurang: But today was a bit harsh… Joe?
Me: who
Me: Seoyoon?
Soeurang: I’m sorry, I was wrong
Soeurang: Because I won’t accept it anymore
Soeurang: You told me not to tell you
Me: yes
Sourang: Except for saying I’m sorry
Sourang: I have nothing to say.
Soeurang: Because I’m afraid of being scolded
Soeurang: Because I can’t think of anything
Sourang: I couldn’t say anything other than that.
Me: But Seo Yoon-ah
Soeurang: Meongmeong
Me: everything else
Me: After all, conversations are tiki-taka, right?
Me: what did I say
Me: Seoyoon is there
Me: I’m sorry if it’s over
Me: The flow is suddenly cut off
Soeurang: You can’t resist that, right?
Me: I’m not talking about rebelling haha
Me: I want you to talk a little longer
With Soeu: ?
Me: I want to give an example
Me: Say sorry today
Me: I heard too much haha
Me: I don’t think so
Soeurang: Are you scolding the owner?
Me: yes
Me: I got scolded
Sourang: Except for saying sorry
Sourang: What should I say?
Soeurang: I can’t think of anything.
Me: Why do you think you’re upset?
Soeurang: Because I’m stupid… I guess
Me: Or did you not hear me?
Sourang: It’s the same
Me: ok
Me: Then what should I say?
Soeurang: Are you sorry that Seoyoon is stupid?
Me: what’s different
Soeurang: It’s difficult…
Me: Looking at you today, you seem to be good at begging.
Me: You can think of it as similar
Me: while cutting myself down as much as possible
Me: I’m not really angry anyway
Me: With the feeling that Seoyoon also roughly matches the rhythm
Sourang: Is that okay?
Me: You said role play anyway
Me: I know you want to do well
Me: No need to overindulge
Me: Later, it interferes with daily life
Soeurang: I heard that being immersed is important…
Me: I’m telling you not to overindulge.
Me: Think about what you said today
Me: I don’t want to be abandoned
Me: I don’t want to disappoint you
Me: The reason I said no
Me: Were they all like that?
Soeurang: But it was all sincere.
Me: that’s what i’m saying
Me: That’s just a mistake
Me: There’s really nothing to be disappointed about
Me: I wouldn’t throw it away just because I got tired of it
Sourang: Thank you, master.
Me: yes
Me: I must have said this a few times lol
Me: If I keep hearing that
Me: I wonder if he doesn’t trust me
Sourang: It’s not like that
Me: then?
Soeurang: Of course, the owner
Soeurang: That kind of person
Sourang: I know it’s not
Soeurang: Because I’m afraid of making mistakes
Me: That personality doesn’t show any signs of getting better
Soeurang: So I said to the owner
Soeurang: It’s comfortable to receive orders one by one
Me: yes to all commands
Me: yes
Me: okay
Me: I will
Me: It’s not fun even if I just come out like this
Me: It should have a moderately bouncy taste
Soeurang: Then you’re going to get scolded… Lol
Me: I’m not saying to look at the liver
Me: Kungjjak match haha
Me: You have to touch your palms to make a sound
Me: If the tension is unusually high on one side
Me: It keeps getting cut off awkwardly
Sourang: Oh…
Me: It’s a bit difficult to explain in words.
Me: Once you experience it
Me: I’ll figure out what you mean
Sourang: It’s too difficult
Me: I can do anything
Me: After all, it’s all practice
Soeurang: I want to get better quickly.
Me: Seoyoon doesn’t need to rush yet
Me: It’s only natural that I can’t
Me: On a subject I started without knowing anything about
Me: Because if you’re good at it, that’s even more scary haha
Sourang: But
Soeurang: That
Sourang: …
Sourang: What do you mean?
Soeurang: When you want to say something
Soeurang: If the owner is angry
Soeurang: I’m so intimidated that I can’t speak.
Me: If it’s related to play
Me: pause with safe word
Me: It’s right to coordinate with each other
Sourang: It’s not like that…
Me : ?
Soeurang: So that the flow doesn’t stop
Me: haha
Me: Safe word
Me: Do you hate it because the flow is cut off?
Sourang: No… Rather than
Soeurang: Just like the owner just said
Soeulang: Tension was pulled tight
Soeurang: I feel like I was cut off at some point
Me: Having a hard time adjusting again?
Soeurang: After restarting play
Soeurang: The owner suddenly cursed
Soeulang: I’m not keeping my mind straight
Soeurang: It’s very difficult to do that.
Me: But that’s the safest way
Me: What are we, even if we just look into each other’s eyes
Me: It’s not like we can see clearly
Soeurang: Uh
Me: When we get used to each other that much
Me: Even if you just look at the reaction
Me: you’re hurting right now
Me: You can’t immerse yourself
Me: I need to raise the tempo a bit
Me: Or maybe it’s better to slow it down a bit
Me: Is it possible to adjust like this?
Soeurang: I’m not ready yet… ?
Me: Isn’t that obvious?
Soeurang: Then, if we want to be like that
Sourang: How much time do you need?
Me: well?
Soeurang: At least roughly
Me: Isn’t it a matter of number of times rather than time?
Me: Everyone is busy with life or work
Me: Rather than a couple I see once or twice a month
Me: Couples living together in the same house
Me: Like more details about each other
Soeurang: Living together…
Me: No, living together was just an example.
Me: In the end, I think it’s the number of times and density
Me: And I think
Me: How interested are you?
Soeurang: Interested… Is there?
Me: To Seoyoon?
Sourang: yes
Me: You’re the type to be satisfied only when you hear the answer, right?
Soeurang: I’m very interested…
Me: I know
Sourang: …
Me: But what, first of all, Seoyoon is a conversation
Me: In fact, if you still come in front of me
Me: You can’t even say a word haha
Me: including all of that
Me: I have a long way to go
Me: I’m too impatient and I can’t do that
Sourang: Still
Soeurang: A little
Sourang: Well
Soeurang: Should I say I’m resentful… Lol
Me : ?
Soeurang: I was a bit sick today, but
Soeurang: Usually, the owner
Soeurang: Because you make me feel good
Me: Why does that disintegrate haha
Soeurang: At first, listen carefully to the words of the owner.
Soeurang: If you do what you are told to do,
Soeurang: You can be loved… I wanted
Me: yes
Soeurang: For some reason, I can’t do anything.
Soeurang: Because it seems to be of no use to anyone
Soeurang: At least as much as the master did for me
Soeurang: Technique… Even if the same thing is too much
Soeurang: Because there is none anyway
Soeurang: Service
Sourang: …
Sourang: I want to
Me: Is that why you asked?
Me: Isn’t it good to be good at it?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: You said you didn’t want it
Me: haha
Me: I’ll make you do it later even if you don’t like it
Me: Just as you taught me
Me: You can just keep practicing haha
Soeurang: The owner isn’t funny…
Me: why?
Soeurang: Is it fun being with me?
Me: yes
Me: Is it fun?
Sourang: …
Me: If it wasn’t fun, I’d go play games
Me: At dawn, the perfect time for me to play ranked games
Me: why do you think you’re dying here
Soeurang: I’m sorry…
Me: Because I feel sorry for someone
Me: I’m not one to give up personal fun
Sourang: That’s right
Me: Today, Seoyoon got scolded a lot
Me: I think my confidence has gone to the bottom.
Me: I don’t have to do that lol
Me: I need feedback, not reflection
Me: It’s not about arguing right or wrong.
Soeurang: Next… To do well in
Me: yes
Me: to get better
Me: that’s why I need it
Soeurang: I think I get depressed really easily.
Me: that’s right
Me: Did you have a hard time today too?
Sourang: It was very difficult
Soeurang: Master… Lol
Me: yes
Soeurang: I wonder if it was on purpose
Soeurang: I’m really very scolded
Soeurang: I was nervous again and made a mistake
Soeurang: Then you get scolded again
Soeurang: I was really scared today
Me: haha
Me: Shall we restrain ourselves next time then?
Sourang: But
Sourang: Master
Me: yes
Soeurang: I suddenly became curious
Soeurang: The owner
Sourang: So
Sourang: Well
Sourang: …
Soeurang: There are times when you are teaching, right?
Soeurang: What do you think about?
Me: When teaching?
Soeurang: Ng
Me: What do you mean when teaching someone?
Sourang: …
Sourang: …
Me : ?
Soeurang: Is there anyone else besides me?
Me: When Seoyoon was teaching?
Soeurang: No, then haha
Soeurang: Who were you thinking of?
Me: No, generally lol
Me: Everything you know is sweet
Me: Somewhat familiar bitches
Sourang: Oh
Me: I thought you were talking about that
Sourang: Don’t say that.
Me: I don’t know anything like Seoyoon
Me: The years that I have to teach one by one
Me: I’m new too lol
Me: I usually worry a lot
Me: Aren’t you rolling too hard?
Me: What if I get hurt by being cursed at?
Me: I’ll have a chance to appease you later
Soeurang: Even when it’s in full swing?
Me: In full swing?
Soeurang: You’re cursing at me all the time
Soeurang: Scolding and harassing
Soeurang: Are you worried about whether this is okay?
Me: Then you thought I was scolding you somehow?
Sourang: Honestly
Sourang: …
Sourang: That’s it
Soeurang: I thought you wouldn’t think of anything.
Me: haha
Soeurang: I don’t think deeply haha
Soeurang: Whatever comes out of your mouth
Soeurang: I thought you were just spitting it out
Me: I did, but I crossed the line
Me: If Seoyoon cries
Me: I have to hit my head right now
Soeurang: But honestly, I don’t believe it… Lol
Soeurang: What I heard from the owner
Soeurang: The fact that everything came out of sober mind
Me: sober then
Soeurang: How is that possible?
Soeurang: I’m not even angry
Soeurang: You talk very harshly
Soeurang: While calculating that one by one
Me: It’s better than being emotional
Me: If I did the wrong thing for no reason
Me: Leaving play progress
Me: The relationship would be dangerous haha
Soeurang: Is that like that again?
Me: yes
Me: But I’m a human too
Me: Because thoughts follow actions?
With Soeu: ?
Me: Even though I don’t feel that way at all
Me: If you curse with your mouth and get angry
Me: Even if there is no particular reason
Me: I’m getting annoyed
Soeurang: haha
Me: That’s why I’m under a lot of stress too
Me: I’m not really angry
Me: I have to play that role as well
Me: Having to endure crying midway
Soeurang: Then it’s stressful
Soeurang: You don’t do it often?
Me: haha
Me: Would you like to do it more often?
Soeurang: Not like today
Me: Was one month too long?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: But the reason I’m cautious
Me: Even if Seoyoon is broken
Me: I’m not very determined
Sourang: That… That’s right
Me: If I ask you to do it first
Me: I can’t refuse even though I don’t like it
Me: I’m afraid it will look like I’m being forced
Me: I can’t say anything like that
Sourang: Usually
Sourang: …
Soeurang: If you want to
Sourang: How are you doing?
Me: hint lightly
Me: The lines promised in advance
Me: no, but
Me: Yoona Seo
Soeurang: Meongmeong
Me: Isn’t today enough?
Sourang: Enough… Long together
Me: Are you already worried about what’s next?
Soeurang: Today, rather than play
Soeurang: One-sidedly towards the owner
Soeurang: Because it felt like being punished
Sourang: Not very satisfied… I feel like
Soeurang: I don’t think it’s more difficult than I thought.
Me: I’ll beg again soon haha
Sourang: Still
Sourang: …
Soeurang: It’s what the owner ordered, but
Soeurang: It’s impossible in a row.
Me: Do you just like ocon the best?
With Sou: With that
Soeurang: Again
Sourang: …
Sourang: Master
Sourang: I love you
Soeurang: Doing so and leaving
Me: yes
Me: I know that
Sourang: yes
Soeurang: I was going to ask that too
Me: yes
Soeurang: He suddenly said he likes me
Soeurang: No, tell me to love you
Soeurang: Why did you do that?
Me: I think you’ll like it
Sourang: Is that the only thing?
Me: I’ve been trying to use a rotor for a long time
Me: If you just feel sick
Me: I won’t hate it because I’m scared next time
Soeurang: It’s a bit scary…
Me: I said it was better than my fingers
Soeurang: Only for the first time!
Soeurang: Only for the first time!!
Me: haha
Soeurang: I’m getting scolded so I’m in a very crazy state
Soeurang: Because the owner forces me to go away every time
Sourang: I didn’t think anything of it.
Soeurang: I just hope it ends soon… I wanted
Me: Then I hope you don’t use rotors in the future?
Sourang: …
Sourang: …
Soeurang: The owner
Me : ?
Soeurang: If I say no
Sourang: You’ll never do that, right?
Me: ok
Sourang: No matter what?
Me: yes
Me: My partner hates me
Me: Is there any reason to use it?
Sourang: Then there is
Soeurang: Master
Sourang: …
Sourang: That’s it
Sourang: So
Me: Be sure to say it haha
Soeurang: Really haha
Soeurang: Why always haha
Soeurang: I knew it would be like this
Soeurang: I think it would be a loss if I don’t pass
Me: lol
Me: so
Me: What’s the answer?
Soeurang: Master instead
Soeurang: Promise me one thing
Me: yes
Me: what
Soeurang: What is the master thinking?
Soeurang: They all have plans anyway.
Soeurang: Until you get used to it
Soeurang: I’m not saying not to use it at all.
Soeurang: I would like you to restrain yourself a little bit.
Me: How much is that?
Soeurang: Like today, I just went away four times
Soeurang: I think it’ll be fine if it’s not like that.
Me: haha
Me: Was it very difficult?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: oops
Me: ok
Me: I will refrain from it until I get used to it
Sourang: Thank you, master.
Me: Even if the rotor is done
Me: How about handcuffs haha
Me: Would you like to refrain from this too?
Sourang: …
Sourang: …
Sourang: …
Soeurang: The handcuffs
Me: yes
Soeurang: I want to use more… Yo. This
