Chapter 45 – Lisbeth’s Secret 3
“Huh, huh~”
Standing in front of her mirror, humming her hum as she slipped on her cardigan. She doesn’t know how, but since she heard that Sema was coming to the room next to her, she felt strangely better.
Until I heard that Sema was coming to the next room, my mood lately was a strange one, fluctuating between joy and depression that I couldn’t even understand.
The day I drank with Sema because of the depression that Ars yelled at me for the first time in my life. When I found out in the morning that the girl I was supposed to give to Ars had disappeared just like that, I vaguely remember being embarrassed because I was confused about who she was and where she was.
At that time, inside me, sadness, anger, confusion, joy, fear, happiness, disgust with myself, etc. Were all mixed together, and emotions I tasted for the first time in my life dominated me. It seems.
Then, when he calmed down and came to his senses, Als was in front of him before he knew it. And when Als apologized and confessed to me with a shy expression and received the bouquet he gave me, that feeling shook me once again.
Because of that confused feeling, after receiving the bouquet, I couldn’t feel any pleasure in the long-awaited date with Als.
Then, when the night came, I suddenly thought that I should take care of Sema’s sexual desire, and I walked in front of the warehouse where Sema was.
However, when I opened the door of the warehouse and went in and saw Sema, I couldn’t look at Sema because of the cry of reason that I couldn’t do it anymore. At the same time, confused emotions shook my head, and in order to quickly get out of the spot, I avoided Sema’s horse cock as much as possible and handled it only with her hand, then hurriedly escaped.
After a few days of dating and dealing with Sema’s sexual desire that I couldn’t really enjoy, in front of my eyes was the Hero Eater, whom Ars had defeated twice.
“Huh~. Are you okay?”
When I saw the adventurers being attacked by the Hero Eater and Sema’s front leg broken, a strangely great sense of despair overwhelmed me. Then, when Als got hurt, I was really shocked as if I had lost hope in life. Clea’s treatment quickly healed Als, but that didn’t mean the despair that weighed down her body had disappeared.
And when the black orbs that Ars suffered from Hero Eater reappeared, I involuntarily turned my eyes to Sema’s side. And there, instead of the usual form of a monster running on four legs, there was a half-man, half-beast running on two feet, and when the running Sema knocked off the black sphere in front of me, a sense of relief spread throughout my body.
When Ms. Clea had said something about Sema as if she were up to something bad, she had felt reluctant and suspicious of Sema, thinking about it for a moment. But at the moment Sema ran to save me, the doubt inside me disappeared and gratitude and sorry for Sema, and… Unknown feelings welled up.
After hearing Sema’s cry for help, I didn’t even think about my own level, and before I knew it, I threw magic among the wizards. And when he saw Sema defeat the Hero Eater, his feet spontaneously ran to Sema.
Even after that, the feelings that confused me didn’t disappear, but strangely, thinking about Sema calmed me down a bit and made me feel better.
Why? Is it because of Sema’s changed appearance? The changed form of Sema was that of a bipedal monster that can hardly be called a human, but strangely, looking at it makes her heart pound.
Obviously, that face and body were a bit frightening looking, as if they made Sema, who used to be a monster called a horse, walk only on two legs. However, Sema, who has become a human-like body, felt a sense of familiarity despite his frightening appearance, and new emotions that he had not felt before leaked out.
Large muscles that can not be seen in ordinary men, and which can be fascinated by women at least once. Shoulders wide enough for me to get on, with a wide open chest. Abs that look hard enough that you want to touch them. Thick thighs peeking out through the covered fabric.
The ferocious face remained the same, but when the muscles that were considered great even when they were monsters were changed to human form, it was a body that kept staring at it because of the muscles that were never seen in the men of Essentia.
Seeing Sema dressed up like that, even though her face was that of a monster, I had the illusion that it was not a vicious monster, but rather that of a handsome man.
I felt a strange attraction to her body full of great masculine beauty, and as I was grateful for her Sema, somehow, when I thought of Sema, her pounding emotions welled up.
Because of that feeling that kept leaking out of her, when Sema asked her to deal with her sexual desire, which would have ended with her humanizing skill, she unknowingly said that she would do it, but she barely swallowed it into her throat. She would have replied that if she had slackened her reason a little, she would have known without knowing it.
“…Do you slowly lift it now?”
And today, she was excited about the fact that such a Sema came to her next room. A feeling of joy enveloped me, like the day Als asked her out on a date for the first time. I don’t know why she’s so happy, but it seems like she’s looking forward to someone she’s happy with coming into the room next to her.
Embroiled in that feeling, I have been standing in front of the mirror since morning, trying on clothes like this and thinking about which one would be cuter. It’s time for Sema to come soon…
“Liz~? I’m here.”
There was a light knock on the door, and Sema’s voice was heard from outside. Hearing that voice, I unknowingly rushed to the door and opened it.
After this, she entered Sema’s room with a sense of pleasure and gave her description of her household items. It is a room with the same structure as my room, but the direction is different, but the empty room that I just moved in seems to have a slightly different feeling.
After that brief explanation, Sema’s items on the bedside table caught my eye. Two envelopes and a small bag worn by the monster. When I took out a large box from an envelope, thinking that I should give something as a gift, because I thought I would have a lot to buy in the future.
When I saw the box, my body completely froze.
The large box was marked with phrases that reminded him of what was inside.
‘Out of size XXXL!’
‘Enjoy the ferocity that humans cannot taste!’
The contents of the box as expected from this phrase and the small letters next to it. I unwittingly opened the box to make sure what the contents were. On top of the small boxes filled inside the box… There was a very large condom, completely different from the condoms I knew in my knowledge.
“This, this… Can’t be…”
Unbeknownst to me, I lifted the large condom with my hand and checked it. Where do I use this stuff? It is clear without saying An item that can be used as contraception during intercourse between men and women, so as not to increase the Esser affinity.
In this world, there are many different methods of contraception for women, to be precise, to prevent implantation or to return and release fertilized eggs that have already implanted. These are methods that cannot be used after too long, but they can be contraceptive through cheap magic tools, there are various medicines that can be used without burden on the body, and in the case of wizards, they can use magic that allows them to self-contraceptive.
And I, too, recently experienced contraception using magic. The day after Sema took my virgin. From the vague memory of the previous day, I was convinced that my egg had fertilized Sema’s sperm. As soon as she was convinced from that vague memory, she hurriedly searched through her spell book and used the contraceptive magic written there.
There are so many contraceptive methods and it can be easily solved, but the reason why there is such a thing is because of Eser affinity.
In a relationship between a man and a woman, when a woman accepts a man’s sperm and fertilizes it, the two people’s Eser develops an affinity, and the immune response to the man’s Eser gradually decreases in the woman’s body. Because of this, the probability of fertilization of sperm or the probability of implantation of a fertilized egg increases further, and at the same time, the body becomes immune to other men’s Eser, more precisely, to sperm with other male Eser.
At the same time, it is said that the higher the Esser affinity, the higher the female orgasm obtained through the Esser resonance when the sperm and the egg fertilize.
Of course, it is only a probability, and I heard that there are variations in orgasm depending on the male. Once or twice, it’s not such a big deal. However, if the relationship lasts for a long time, it is said that even fertilization becomes difficult for anyone other than the man, so the probability of pregnancy is quite low.
This thing I’m holding in my hand. This item is for those who don’t want that Esser affinity to increase. In other words, it is for those who secretly cheat on their spouses. It’s mostly used for prostitutes, adulterous relationships, and very occasionally women’s masturbation tools, which are shameful things used for hygiene…
But why is this to Sema? Judging from its size, it can only be assumed that Sema bought it for use. Sema explains something, but I don’t quite understand what he’s saying out of confusion.
“~~~ …Isn’t it more satisfying to have a partner? I bought it with that in mind.”
“Partner…?”
Partner, what are you talking about? If you get the humanization skill, weren’t you trying to solve it yourself? Most men would solve it that way.
Thinking so, the word Changgwan came out of Sema’s mouth. Are you a window? That filthy place where bad guys and troubled people go? Are you going to a place like that? Knock this down?
When I hear the name Changgwan, for some reason, a strange feeling wells up in my heart. Feelings of not wanting to send Sema to such a place, feelings of unknown jealousy. Why do these feelings arise?
“I was really satisfied with Liz’ treatment of sexual desire… But a promise is a promise. She’s not perfect, but she’s in human form, so it can’t be helped.”
“…”
Hearing that he was satisfied with the way I treated his sexual desires, a strange itchy joy welled up inside him. I recall the heat of the horse mackerel she felt with her hands, and the rich taste and smell of horse semen that she felt with her tongue and throat in her mouth.
And at the same time, mixed with the disappointment of not being able to feel them anymore and being able to deal with them. Feelings similar to the emotions that have been confusing me lately seem to shake me again.
“Actually, my heart would like it if Liz handled sexual desire like before… But that’s not possible, right? Because Liz has Als.”
Yes. I have als From the moment Sema was able to move her body freely, no more. It was because he had already done a great betrayal that couldn’t be said of Als. We have to stop here.
“I’m really sorry. No matter what woman you meet at Changgwan, there will be no attractive woman like Liz. Having sex with such a woman would be worse than Lisbeth doing it with her hands and her mouth.”
Why? Seeing Sema say I’m attractive, an unknown joy wells up. Even if you say so, there is nothing I can do. I can’t handle Sema’s sexual desire anymore.
“But it’s a pity that I’ve become this kind of body, and I’m satisfied with only my hands and mouth…”
Yes. You will be sorry. That’s why I bought this stuff like this.
“…What do you think? If it’s okay with Liz, how about taking care of my sexuality further than before?”
“…More, further…?”
Unknowingly, I asked Sema’s words. In my heart, it seems that something inexpressible loud beating sounded.
“Yes. You know what’s more… This time, on the condition that Liz stop when she wants to. So, can she quit at any time?”
You can quit anytime. Those words somehow sound so sweet. It feels like my body is spinning because of the chaotic emotions that surround me as my heartbeat increases.
“You can quit on your own, and if you experience that in advance, wouldn’t it be helpful when you have sex with Ars later? If you use a condom on top of that, there won’t be any big trouble, right?”
Yes. You can quit at any time, and there are so many things that can prevent ‘big deal’ here, right? Wouldn’t it be okay if I used this stuff… A little, a little bit?
“It’s not like Liz doesn’t have that kind of desire at all, does it? With a condom, she would be able to satisfy just that need without risk, right?”
My desire. The desire I felt from the first time I saw Sema’s big, vicious cock, and even greater after the vicious cock stole my virgin. That thirsty desire can be satisfied by using this.
Every time Sema’s big hand strokes my shoulder, my body temperature rises at the same time and it feels like my body heats up.
“Originally, I was planning to go to the Changgwan to take a look around tonight… But I’ll change that plan a bit.”
“If you are willing to accept my offer… After dinner tonight, come to my room. If you don’t come, I’ll think you’re rejecting me. But if you come…”
Before I knew it, Sema’s hand was stroking my hips and thighs. I don’t know why, but she can’t resist that touch.
And Sema took my hand, brought it to the great thing of his which my desire desires, and whispered in my ear.
“With this guy, I will satisfy your desires to the fullest.”
Hearing those sweet whispers, imagining the sight of this large horse cock in my hand satisfying my cravings, I climaxed lightly.
I don’t remember much after that. Because of the confused sensations surrounding my body again, it feels like my head is spinning to the point where I don’t know who I am or where I am.
Then, at some point, I came out of my room and went to an underwear store to pick out underwear. And after that, I went to a women’s clothing store and bought pajamas that were slightly translucent and made of a soft material that felt a little sexy.
She came back to the room and she was stunned like she was out of her mind and she was sitting on the bed. She and she met Als in the evening, but Sema next to her cared about her and couldn’t hear what she was saying. She couldn’t quite feel how the food tasted in her mouth.
As the three of us gathered together for dinner and entered the room, Sema grabbed me and whispered in my ear.
“I’ll wait, think carefully.”
Upon hearing that, a great jolt went through her confused head. Yes. Now you have to choose. Shaking my dizzy head, I sat down on the bed and began to think.
What to do If I decline here, I will no longer feel guilty about Ars and will be able to go back to my previous relationship. Although he will be a little awkward with Sema, he will no longer betray his lover and will remain friends with Sema. And, of course, you have to make this choice.
But for some reason, I can’t make this choice. If I refuse, Sema will go to Changgwan afterwards. For some reason I hate that fact so much. It’s not even a lover, but a strange feeling of jealousy rises as if…
The big, vicious cock of Sema who had touched her countless times, put it in her mouth, and treated her sexually, and who had stolen my virginity. That cock seems to seduce me right in front of my eyes. When I think of its shape and size, I recall the strong smell of a beast and a male that I could feel from that cock. I feel like I’m going crazy with thirst, as if I haven’t had water in days.
After opening the refrigerator and swallowing it like pouring water, I remembered the condom I found in Sema’s room.
The thing that cheating men and women use to leave no evidence of her. Yes. No evidence left Then… If she uses that item, even if she has a relationship with Sema without Ars’ knowledge… Wouldn’t it be a problem?
While I was thinking that, I took a shower without realizing it. I don’t know why, but I think I tried to make my body cleaner than usual while showering.
And… I walked around the room wearing slightly expensive underwear, like the slightly sexy match underwear I had bought in the afternoon, and pajamas with a little bit of skin color.
What to do… Is there really no problem? Will Als find out? I don’t think Sema will tell Ars. But, what if Als suddenly came to see the scene?
…Why? When I think of that situation, a chill runs down the back of my neck, as if my body is shivering subtly. What kind of feeling is this…?
Confusing. Dizzy. What should I do? Surrounded by such feelings, I stood in front of Sema’s room, unknowingly wearing the magician’s cloak that I had been wearing until recently, and putting on the hood attached to the cloak.
If I knock on this door, I feel like there’s no going back. Reason seems to be holding onto me and shouting that I have to go back even now.
But… Somehow, right in front of my eyes, Sema’s manly body, that big cock, the smell that was emanating from that cock… Seemed to seduce me.
Can quit yes. Sema gave me the option of quitting at any time. Just a little… Just a little bit… Satisfying my needs, the pleasure of that ugly cock… And after that…
‘Als… I’m sorry… Just a little… Just a little bit… I’ll stop…’
So my hand knocked on the door in front of my eyes.
