Chapter 0 – Prologue – It’s a Different World!
“Ah, that stupid word!”
He cursed as he tore the betting ticket in his hand. It was the first horse racing I had ever done in my life, and I didn’t stake a lot of money on it, and I didn’t really want to enjoy it, but when the horse I bet on was counting from behind and came up in the ranks quickly, I felt like I had met a troller in a game.
“Ayyyyyy, I’m like that… Is there any way that even a small thing can be solved in my life like that?”
My name is Jeong Se-ma. In January, when the year begins, he is 29 years old, that is, an unemployed unemployed person who will turn 30 this year. It’s quite cold, but I’m an unemployed person who has been to the racetrack like old men who have nothing to do on the weekend, which is a nice sunny day.
He wasn’t unemployed from the beginning. Before enlisting in the army in his early 20s, he was an introvert who had all the necessary conditions, such as good looks, moderate height of 178 cm, excellent grades, a confident personality, a moderately wealthy family that was not a millionaire but more than a silver spoon, and many people around him. Needless to say, I belonged to the good side.
However, after returning to school, he met a woman by mistake and his life got twisted properly, and he suffered a trauma, losing all motivation and living an unemployed life for six years. And for those six years, it was a time when I was immersed in two-dimensional women and virtuous culture while hating real women due to trauma.
“Under… I pretended to be cheated and tried it, but it’s not much fun… “
No matter how much I’ve been living a life of depravity for six years, it wasn’t that I didn’t have friends to meet. A while ago, on New Year’s Day, I went out to a drinking party with my close high school friends after a long time, and a friend who had experience working at a racetrack told me how about going to the racetrack at least once while having an affair. I didn’t think much of it at first, but suddenly I remembered it this morning, and it was a racetrack I had visited without thinking.
“… Why is the fucking bitch hitting the racetrack?”
When a young woman who looked like a college student passed in front of her, she casually spoke out of her mouth.
It was this misogyny that became the most serious as the trauma occurred. No, to be precise, it was a change in the way he looked at women, but he wasn’t interested in 2D women until he had a trauma, and he was interested in pretty women in real life like an ordinary man. At the same time, I was living with a slightly outdated view of women that women should be careful and men should be considerate of such women.
However, since the trauma occurred, a woman who seemed to be discreet is a pair of bitches who always betray and try to betray a man, and a righteous woman is a slave to a man she likes, dressing like a prostitute and spreading her legs while obeying like the women in the 19th cartoon. He was looking at the woman in real life with the eyes of a man who had completely gone mad.
Of course, I knew in my head that it was crazy. But even now, the trauma engraved in my eyes and head merged with the images of two-dimensional women who soothed my sexual desire for six years and changed my view of women. A pervert woman who obeys herself absolutely, like a whore-slave. It was six years that I could hardly endure if I did not even think in my head that this is what a proper woman is.
“It’s a bummer to change my mood… It’s just a waste of time I have to go home and return the rolled seeds. .”
Unemployed people who have been stuck in their rooms for years and enjoyed only games and culture that they had no relationship with until then, would not be able to feel refreshed if they suddenly came to the racetrack alone. Actually, it was natural. He was 30 years old and frustrated, so he came out with the thought of just in case, but looking at the bright sunlight, the wide park, the men who are passionate about horse racing, and the group of people who looked like a family in some places was not very pleasant for a traumatized unemployed man.
“Did you put the Miss My Lady OST in your phone? …Ok?”
I got up from my seat with earphones in my ears and was about to go home, when I saw an old middle-aged man who looked like a homeless man, a man or a grandfather, drinking soju and staggering. What? Wasn’t it forbidden to drink? I wanted to, but there was no one around, so by the time I thought I should stop messing around and go home…
“Huck!”
A homeless man was seen collapsing into a passer-by. It wouldn’t be very pleasant for anyone to see an old man collapse with a hooked tongue and a strange moan. The homeless man who had fallen down could not get up, and both the person he bumped into and the people around him did not pay attention to the homeless man. I was just going to pass by, but what if I had already seen it. I moved my feet to the homeless due to useless ojilap.
“I… Are you okay, old man?”
“…?”
Enduring the dizzying smell of alcohol, I approached the homeless man and helped him, and the homeless man started looking at me with a face as if asking what this was. No, it’s embarrassing to see it that way…
“… It’s all right, young man.”
If you’re okay, you’re okay. What’s okay? The way he talks is also strange and seems insane. He doesn’t seem to be seriously injured, so he needs to get out quickly.
“I’m glad you’re okay. Then I’m just… “
“Hey young man. Would you like to talk to me for a minute?”
“… Yeah?”
Talking, why are you saying that you took care of this homeless person for a while? She tried to fill her head with the thought that she was out for nothing, but the homeless man’s words blew her thoughts away.
“There is something I really want to suggest to you… You’ve been struggling with women since you went back to the military, right?”
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“So the old man… God?”
“Cheol, it may be different from what you think, but it can be said that it is a being close to it.”
While speaking in an old-fashioned way that would appear in a martial arts story, the homeless man introduced herself as a god. It’s normal to be treated like a crazy person, but I had no choice but to sit down and listen to the story when I saw someone I had never seen before talk about my name, age, and life.
“Since it still seems like Gingaminga, I can show you something like this… Miss”
Seeing her pour the soju glass from her hand onto the horse-racing man in front of her, the sound of what she was doing rose up to her throat, but it disappeared before it left her mouth. She poured her drink, but the man at the races didn’t even look back, and her even wet clothes were back in the blink of an eye, not wet at all.
Could it be that I am the only one who recognizes this homeless god? It was a bit strange that no one cared about homeless people hanging around with a drink in a place where no alcohol was allowed, but…
Haha… Could that be why you can’t see your grandfather around you?”
“Well, that’s how it is.”
Oh my gosh. I thought God and everything like that were all scams… Until I was in my teens, I did it by chance, but since I was in my 20s, I became a complete atheist.
“Oh my gosh… Well, then, no, what did God say to me… ?”
“Feel free to call me. What… It’s nothing special, just in case I want to propose a new life.”
“A new life… What?”
New life. Admiration and doubt arose at the God in front of me who was telling me what I wanted so much in my life. How could I come here and meet you in this way in a place like this and make a proposal, even though I’ve been wanting so much for so long?
“Cluck, don’t you know the other world well? I’m talking about whether you’re thinking of starting a new life in a place like that.”
Oh My God. This world. Is this a reincarnation in another world that I have only heard about? A god suddenly pops out and reincarnates you into another world?
“I cannot give you a detailed explanation now. A number of conditions or restrictions… There is such a thing But, to tell you what I can tell you, it is a world where God has disappeared. It is a dying universe.”
“Aren’t you planning to live in a world that is perishing? It sounds like a scary suggestion… “
No, then it is It seems that the place that suggested this was not Happy Life, but Apocalypse. Do you have no intention of going to a world that is perishing?
“Don’t worry. It’s not such a chaotic universe, it’s a world where we live well. Besides, don’t you have nothing but regret and pain in your life right now? It was said to be destruction, but it is the destruction that suddenly appears hundreds of years later in a well-run universe. Wouldn’t it be a bit tempting if it were you now?”
“… “
Sudden destruction after hundreds of years in a world that was going well… Under these conditions, it’s a bit tempting. It is a frustrating life where suicidal impulses occur several times a day after a woman made a good life. It takes a little while for the parents, but it’s been years since we haven’t seen each other’s faces… I wonder if these children have already forgotten.
“… When you say it like that, it’s definitely disgusting. Can you give me a few more answers?”
“If you can answer me”
If you are suddenly betting on such good conditions, you should be suspicious of fraud. If you go there thinking it’s like an idiot, you can’t go back if it’s a beggarly world.
“First of all… Why do you want to let me go? I wonder why you are sending me.”
“Cluck. What’s up you will be anxious As I said before… It’s a universe where God has disappeared.”
“I was going to ask that later, but… God disappeared? What do you mean…”
“Literally. I tried to prevent the destruction that the god of the universe would bring, but failed and disappeared.”
What… God couldn’t prevent the destruction? So disappear?
“Originally, there are countless types of universes, and there are gods who want to maintain each universe. These gods are not religious gods of life, but conceptual beings… Even if you don’t understand, just know this much.”
I don’t know what you’re talking about, but it must be that there are multiple universes and there are gods in charge.
“A universe without a god loses its sustaining power and at some point becomes completely nothing, but it can’t be taken over by a god from another universe. So it’s just a place waiting to be destroyed… I’m trying to send you to a little hope that if I send you, the universe will be maintained even a little longer…”
“A little hope to let me go? What is it?”
“I can’t tell you that. If you go and live, you will naturally find out.”
Hmmm, I feel a bit uneasy…
“Hmm… That universe has different laws of physics than this one… The laws of the world are different. To put it simply, it’s a fantasy world where you use magic and catch monsters. How is it?”
As soon as a doubt arises, you are talking about the condition of a fantasy world that can not be avoided by virtue. I wondered if this was new. This is a very demanding condition.
“Clack-clack… I’m sorry I can’t tell you much because of the restrictions. Either way, you’re going to have a pretty good time. At least not here, where I am haunted by trauma. If you go, I guarantee that you will be able to live the life you want.”
“…It’s good.”
After talking this far, the image of the homeless in front of me has completely changed. From a homeless person who smelled like alcohol, he started to look like a real omnipotent and omnipotent god. And gradually, the excitement started to rise and my shoulders started to shake.
“Looks like it’s been decided. Then go and have a good life.”
“Yeah!? Uh!? Now, wait! There are still many things…!”
“You will find out when you go and live. If you live cluck…”
Yeah!? I still haven’t told you what I’m going to reincarnate into!? Isn’t there such a thing as choosing a special reincarnation!?
Without saying a word, I started to fall from the dark space to the endless floor. Oh, could this have been taken out of the bottom? If you open your eyes, you will be confused in another world? Is it like that?
…
(…What is it? It takes a long time to go? Is it loading?)
I closed my eyes in a hurry and doubted God, but somehow I felt a long time and opened my eyes. In a dark space with nothing, I feel only the feeling of being sucked into somewhere. Are they being sent now? After this lasted for a while, my startled heart calmed down and I began to think of other things.
“Ha… I’ll give you some time to prepare your mind before sending it to you… And aren’t you supposed to choose the perks of your previous life?”
I grumbled and talked about the common sense of the other world, but what to do with it already being like this, I gathered my heart and began to think hopefully.
“What kind of place will this world be… Will your appearance change if you go there? These days, I have a bit of a poop and I don’t even take care of my hair, so it’s a shame, but until I went to the army, I was wrapped in a face that was good for me… Wouldn’t it be ugly? If I go to another world, I will have to treat women with the old mindset again. Living a new life, but continuing to live with such a crazy view of women is a bit uncomfortable. Ah, I hope that the girls of this world are different from the girls of Earth. If I meet bitches like Ha Eun-jin, I will have suicidal thoughts again. Ah, if I were reincarnated into a different body, I wish my cock would grow up like a horse cock. Just to be able to use it properly. Are there any animals like horses? The racecourse horses were pretty cute though. And again…”
As I spread my hopes and miscellaneous thoughts, before I knew it, I felt a light and opened my eyes.
That’s how I arrived at a different world where a wide meadow spread out before my eyes.
