Chapter 927 – #97. Lanna (87)
“When did you get so old…?”
With her mind a little better enough to be able to walk around outside, she put her effort into decorating her appearance first.
“Your skin is flaky… You have enlarged pores due to trouble. Your hair is messy…”
She had spent a lot of money on her appearance, but all that effort was gone in just one year.
It was never easy to restore the appearance that once collapsed.
It will probably require several times more time and effort than the previous effort.
‘To appear in front of that person, he has to be prettier than before…’
After all, he is a person who hates himself.
This time, I was thinking of having his child and definitely making it my own.
The reason he despises himself is because he lied.
The first one insisted that it was his child and got married, but wasn’t that true?
Knowing the truth and disappointing myself so much that the relationship had gone this far.
“I can still get it back. My body…Was damaged a lot, but it wasn’t to the extent that I couldn’t conceive.”
It’s a method that I’ve already tried once, but wouldn’t it work twice if the old tube and the myeong-gwan worked once?
“If I see that she likes her daughter that much, I will do the same if I become pregnant with his child.”
When her husband knew the first and second children as his own, he held them in her arms and loved them so much that he wouldn’t let them go.
Then, as if he fell in love with the fact that he was not his own child, his interest in his children cooled.
Even the new girl she met knows that she couldn’t get pregnant.
What if, in the meantime, she really becomes pregnant with his child?
‘In the end, that person will not be able to turn away from me because his child is stepped on in his eyes.’
Then, a ‘family’ will be created again like before.
Of course, there were a lot of things that had to be prepared for that.
You need to take care of your appearance and plan how to approach that person again.
“We have to start by meeting…It’s too dangerous for me to return home.”
Although a lot of time had passed, he wasn’t sure how much his face would have been forgotten in his country.
She felt compelled to ask her daughters, who might be in the country, how the situation was there.
‘Even if it seems okay…’
She did not want to go into the country.
It’s because they don’t want to take the risk.
Rather, she decided to think about how to call the person abroad.
“Fu…Okay, this is fine enough.”
On the outside, he looked fine, and his emotions were calmly subdued.
How much effort have you put into making this happen?
It was not easy for her to control the negative emotions that were still creeping up on her.
However, as if her efforts were not in vain, the amount of time she could pretend to be normal gradually increased, and now it was possible to endure enough to contact her daughters.
She couldn’t hide her excitement and pulled out her cell phone.
He swallowed her saliva and cleared her throat with a clearing of his throat.
Isn’t it a reunion with the daughters who will have a conversation after a long time?
‘There was a time when I thought I might die without ever hearing my daughters’ voices.’
Her fingers move around in her nervousness.
Her saliva was swallowed again and again, and she rubbed her spittle on her parched lips, trying to relieve her tension.
-Hello.
And as soon as she heard her daughter’s voice, she felt all her tension melt away.
With her quivering voice, she revealed who she was.
“Mom. We haven’t been able to contact you for a while, have you been worried? How are you?”
-…Mom?
“Yes. Mom. I miss you, my daughter. Are you eating well? Are you okay? Did anything special happen?”
Questions rain down like bombs.
There were so many things I wanted to ask.
But the first thing I wanted to know was the health of the kids.
-What the hell are you doing? You’ve been too out of touch
“I’m sorry. I’ve been so busy that I didn’t even have time to contact you. But I’m a bit better now, so I’ll call you often.”
-No matter how much you are abroad, do you really not know?
“Huh?”
– I don’t know how my mother is doing, but I’m not doing well. No, everything is a mess!
“No, what happened? What happened?”
I thought I would at least hear from her daughter the kind words she missed.
She expected to hear or see her mother worrying that she hadn’t suffered in any way.
However, the daughter’s voice over the phone was exceptionally calm and cold.
I couldn’t understand why he was so cold.
But afterward, her youngest son’s words left her speechless.
It is said that her youngest son was implicated in the crime and served a prison sentence, and she even received a huge fine.
– It’s all because of my mother. The lawyer said she had no reason to take it this hard.
“Is it because of me?”
-Uh. Since we are mothers and daughters there, we have no choice but to be the target of resentment.
Did you take out your anger on your daughters?
It was possible enough.
“Have you ever tried to get along with your mother?”
– It doesn’t work! Either that or not, because you want to vent your anger, you must be punished.
There seemed to be a lot of people still gnashing their teeth at her about that time.
I realized how naive I was wishing I had thought of meeting her ex-husband.
Her life was still on a dirt road with gravel roads.
-I couldn’t get in touch so I wondered if her mother had run away irresponsibly. She honestly makes no sense. What kind of world is it these days, why don’t you contact me?
The first one asked her why she showed her crooked attitude, and her sister was in danger, but her mother didn’t contact her, so she seemed to be like that.
However, she was suffering in a place that was incomparable to her daughter’s suffering.
It’s not that she hasn’t been contacted, it’s that she hasn’t been contacted.
“There were some circumstances her mother couldn’t avoid.”
-We were having a hard time, but did you meet a guy at a resort where radio waves didn’t reach? You might be able to contact me first!
“…”
It is understandable that her daughter resents her.
I don’t know the circumstances, but it could be.
Furthermore, didn’t it say that her brother was implicated in the crime and put on trial?
‘I must have been scared because I had to take responsibility for something that was difficult to endure at a young age. Besides, I couldn’t reach you… Whoa~’
She tried to understand her daughter’s position somehow.
However, she ended up failing to manage her emotions.
It was only that hard, she grimaced, because it was absurd.
How did she endure that time?
For the first time, she learned to feel that dying might be more comfortable.
‘In addition, I’m still suffering from depression and mental illness…’
However, when she saw her daughter acting coldly, saying that it was only her fault for this level of work, her mind went into confusion as if she had been stabbed in the back of the head.
Didn’t she go to a resort and hang out with a guy next to her?
She might have stayed that way had she not been kidnapped.
In fact, the daughters’ suspicions were not groundless.
Her problem is that she didn’t enjoy it at her resort, she had a terrible time that went right up to her death.
This kind of attitude on her part was a fatal blow to her, who had not yet recovered her sanity.
‘Let’s be patient… We have to be patient. You’re still a kid He’s saying it because he doesn’t know the situation.’
Even though she was sad, she couldn’t tell her what had happened to her.
-If the kid did anything wrong, he would do this to me. Didn’t mom abandon us!
“…Mom didn’t do it to eat well and live well. My family, we put a lot of effort into living well again.”
It was great just to endure without dying.
However, the heartless daughter has been clamoring to show the results of her efforts.
-She said she tried? So, did you start the company again? If she goes to where her mother is, will she be able to live like before?
“No… The company isn’t created that quickly. It means they’re working hard.”
-Anyway, the company has something in store, right? Then I’ll go there and work. I think that would be better. Working here is too costly. I can’t use my abilities at all. Even if the company asks me to do something, they only give me chores? Does this make sense?
“Are you employed?”
Naturally, she thought she would go out and play with the money she gave her, but her daughter managed to get a job, she says.
-… I blew all the money her mom gave me to the scammer. What should she do when she has no money to live on? She whines that she has no money to buy art supplies for her child. If only her mother had been in contact with her, she wouldn’t have been involved in a crime when he tried to sell her paintings! I’m also weird, but I wouldn’t have gotten a job. You’re right that I should have helped her mom in the first place.
She babbles and every word she says leaves a scratch in her mind.
After all, isn’t it her own fault that her youngest child is serving a prison sentence, and that it is her own fault that she struggles to get a job?
“Why? She blames why she gave birth.”
She endured it, and finally, unable to calm her raging emotions, she spat out sharp, sharp words.
-Mom? What did you say to me now?
“Did I say something I couldn’t do? Listening to what you say makes me feel like I’m blaming my mom for coughing while breathing. What’s so much my fault? When have you guys been helpful to my mom?”
– This isn’t someone else’s fault, it’s because my mother did something wrong. People who are mad at her mother for letting her blame too much on her?
Of course, it must be true that her judgment was heavy because of her.
But isn’t that what she will eventually do with her slush fund?
In the end, the maknae’s mistake, which created a fundamental problem, was the cause of this incident.
“In addition, all the money my mother gave me was swindled? A young child’s hands are getting bigger! How dangerous investing is, but then leave the money! My mother told me not to trust other people! And even if I didn’t throw that money away, I wouldn’t get a job. Couldn’t it be done?”
As she goes through each one and presses her daughter, her daughter is silent as if she had nothing to say.
“Tell me if there’s anything wrong with what Mom said.”
No matter how immature she raised her daughters, she didn’t even dare to go against her.
She honestly wanted to be mad at me by making more snarky noises, but she held back with her patience.
