Chapter 681 – #95. Mei Lin and Joanna (5)
What is the best way to get out of the swamp that relentlessly holds you back?
Getting help from others.
Although he, too, risks falling into the swamp, he nevertheless had to come to the aid of others.
That way you can get out of the swamp.
The pulling force from the outside will pull out the body that is being sucked downward.
But Mei Lin was telling people around her to disappear pointily instead of asking for help.
And, very fortunately for her, Jin Hae-sol did not make the mistake of sincerely listening to her lies.
“I’m not here to look good, I’m here to be by your side when you’re in pain.”
“What?”
“If you’re sick, just say you’re sick, and if you need help, just ask for help.”
“…!!”
“Why are you suffering all alone? Foolishly.
Everyone found out that I was struggling alone.
Her face burned with embarrassment and shame.
I also felt regret that if I had just died at that time, I wouldn’t have had to suffer like this.
Match!
Startle!
As if someone had noticed what she was thinking, Jin Hae-sol bumped her own palms together, creating a loud applause from her.
Her mind flashed at the sound, and she raised her head, and she met Hae-sol Jin, who had come closer before she knew it, looked down at her and met her eyes looking at her.
“Calm down. You’re the kind of person who’s going to get into serious trouble, right? It’s probably not possible. You brought it on yourself, so even if you’re uncomfortable, put up with it.”
“What?”
“From now on, I won’t be apart from your side until I see you all well and well.”
Jin Hae-sol’s words hit her in the back of the head.
‘You’re not going to leave my side?’
He must have thought that this would make her displeased with him.
There’s no way.
Even if you don’t know women, don’t you know too much?
“I don’t like it. Who cares?”
“As I like. Until I’m mentally healthy enough not to die even when I’m alone.”
Actually, it doesn’t feel bad at all.
I was rather happy.
It’s because he doesn’t hate himself when he sees himself in a bad situation, but instead worries about him and tries to take care of him.
Of course you are worried.
‘What if I get completely disappointed in me and leave?’
I’m afraid she’ll get offended by her bad behavior and offer to go.
And yet, she pretends to deny this…
It was because I thought there was nothing more unseemly than showing off the things I liked while being cared for by him.
‘A real idiot.’
She wants him not to let go of her even if she hates her.
“You’re busy. How are you going to stay by my side? Don’t be proud while talking nonsense.”
“I’m a person who does it when I say I can. There’s nothing I can’t do.”
“A liar… Said he was going to leave.”
“You’ll see for yourself whether I’m a liar or not. Time will prove it anyway.”
Even though I know it’s nonsense, I keep wanting to believe it.
If he’s by your side, he won’t have to suffer from depression.
You will soon be able to overcome any disease you are suffering from.
She had never once made a sound of weakness in her life, so I felt like an idiot that she wanted people to understand that she had no choice but to be like this.
And Jin Hae-sol recognized her poor mind.
She really started to stand up for what she said.
♧ ♧ ♧
It didn’t take long for him to flirt and plunge into her life.
“What is all this?”
“Because I’m going to live here from now on. I’ve moved the necessary things.”
Having discharged her from the hospital, he followed her home and proudly invaded her nest.
Joanna was also bizarre.
She willingly gave permission for her lover to come into her friend’s nest and live with her.
‘No, that’s not permission, but encouragement.’
He actively agreed to live with him.
Then she even showed an unnecessarily meticulous look, asking if she needed anything.
‘Well, he’s just like that.’
Wasn’t it Joanna who introduced Jin Hae-sol before?
It made no sense for her to be jealous of Jeje and her friends.
‘No matter what, living together…’
After her trip to the ER, she overlooked her condition and chose not to commit to the recklessness of not taking her medication.
She took her medication on time, and she began to organize her schedule, saying that she would take a break for the time being.
And Jin Hae-sol started helping her to do her job.
It’s a housekeeper that makes you wonder if you can enjoy such a luxury.
What he does at home is great.
Her once in the morning wakes up earlier than her and wakes her up.
“Wake up.”
“Mmm.”
“Wake up~ It’s already 9 o’clock.”
“…Woke up.”
I couldn’t help but be greatly stimulated every morning when I woke up to the voice like a jade bead tickling my ears.
And there.
“Are you dressed up like this again?”
“Eating breakfast is good for your health. And you should take your medicine.”
“Did you make this yourself?”
“Of course. Today, I made it much lighter than usual because they said it was burdensome.”
It was a table setting made by thoroughly understanding her tendency.
Her favorite coffee, her favorite light sandwiches and soups were on the table.
In addition, on the other side, food that seemed to be his share was prepared.
From the time he came into this house, he hadn’t allowed her to eat her rice alone.
He was always by her side, paying close attention to her.
‘Do I need to take medicine..?’
There’s already something better for your mental health than drugs.
But she, who once almost got into trouble for her complacency, decided not to let her guard down.
I calmly ate breakfast prepared by Haesol and swallowed the pills.
“Okay. Good job.”
After taking her medicine, Jin Hae-sol praised her for doing well.
Just like you do to a child.
“…I say it every time, but it’s awkward to compliment a child like that.”
“Aren’t you feeling good though?”
That’s why it’s no more absurd.
Why do you feel good about being treated like this?
She didn’t answer and avoided her, so as if she knew it, Jin Hae-sol, who looked at herself, started washing her dishes.
Shaaaaa-
As he washes her dishes, she goes into the bathroom and washes herself.
A new set of clothes was prepared in advance for her to change into in her bathroom.
Careful consideration is not missing such a small detail.
‘Is this okay?’
Does it make sense that an unfamiliar person suddenly clings to her life, and there is no discomfort at all?
I don’t know how it could be like this when the lifestyle I’ve lived my whole life is different.
‘It’s like looking into my heart.’
What she doesn’t like, what she likes, and what she needs.
It seemed like they sold a house elf that would appear in a movie.
Of course, it was different from the house elf, who was good at doing housework.
When she comes out after washing, her room, which was somewhat messy, is neatly cleaned.
The fresh morning air is wafting through the room, probably because the window is open.
However, fresh air changes into warm air after a while.
She said it as if she was worried that she would shiver from the cold after washing.
‘It’s really comfortable.’
Even if she doesn’t care, all her affairs are solved.
At first, she tried to do it herself, but there was a time when she felt awkward because the work was already over, but since it wasn’t a day or two, she gradually got used to it.
“It sounds dangerous…”
It’s really dangerous.
Imagine that a person who came into her life so deeply disappears at some point.
Even if you don’t know where you are, isn’t it a lot of tea?
It was clear that nothing could fill the empty space he had left.
Click-
So…So because…
She raised the camera.
She puts the clean and tidy room in her lens and presses the button.
‘Because photos are forever.’
Whenever I shed tears because I couldn’t fill his void, I would look at this picture.
Even if I didn’t have to search for traces, if I had a picture, I could recall the time and repeat it in my head.
“Are you taking pictures again?”
The sound of the click and click of the shutters aroused his curiosity and he entered the room.
“Huh.”
“Even if it’s a room with nothing special?”
“Is it any big deal for me?”
“Hmm…?”
Jin Hae Sol seemed unable to understand her behavior of taking pictures of her house.
Well, how would he know?
Just because she seemed to be reading her mind doesn’t mean she’s really reading your mind.
She will not be able to understand that the traces he created are the moments she wants to leave as her photos.
“Wouldn’t it be better to shoot something better than this?”
“Good things?”
“For example, today, when there is no schedule, go out with me. Why don’t we just hold hands and go on a date in the park? I don’t think riding a bike in the park would be bad either.”
And I’m taking pictures there.
It will be a much more valuable picture than taking a picture of an ordinary house.
Jin Hae-sol’s whispering words as she brings her lips close to my ear feel like her devil’s temptation.
She tightly closed her eyes.
‘You noticed. That I can’t refuse anymore.’
In the meantime, Haesol tried his best not to cause any inconvenience in her life.
The proof was that nothing strange had happened between the two of them despite the fact that they had started living together.
-Are you okay. It won’t be a problem if you accept me.
After reassuring them like that, when they feel their guard has been lifted, they jump in.
‘You can’t live without me now. I know everything.’ While saying
In fact, she couldn’t resist the temptation of Jin Hae-sol who suddenly approached her.
‘I tried my best not to be noticed…’
It’s embarrassing, but his tricks clearly penetrated her weak spots.
I can’t say no, I’m going to refuse, looking at a man with a strong spirit.
Even though she knows it is her obvious temptation, she has already lost the will to reject it.
‘From head to toe. Play with it I want to give up everything.’
This man was shaking everything in her grasp.
It’s dizzying.
It was even worse that I didn’t want to break free from its clutches.
“So you want to leave now?”
“Today is a break. Am I misunderstanding?”
“…No. That’s right. There’s no particular schedule.”
“Then can you spend some time with me?”
It was probably a situation where he was possessed enough to give even the time he didn’t have if it was his request.
She said, trying hard to suppress her inner feelings.
“If only for a day.”
She wanted to be with him for the rest of her life, not just one day, but 365 days.
