Chapter 330 – #49. White Rat (6)
A girl on her knees crying and praying for faults.
A woman who whispers that such a girl’s apology is a hateful excuse.
Both of them were giving me trouble.
I said it because I thought I should separate at least one of the two people who drive me crazy.
“For now, let’s go out.”
“Why me? Master, please… !”
I know what Bianca is worried about.
She must be worried that she might try to look down on her because she felt sorry for her crying.
I’m not that kind of a person, but she didn’t have a bad personality like Bianca.
“I want to have a serious talk with that woman. You get in the way.”
“I’ll be quiet!”
Bianca says she won’t do it.
I try to pretend to be innocent by even blinking her eyes.
Of course, it’s a no-brainer.
“Write! No. Come on out.”
“Sheesh!”
Bianca, unable to refuse my order, shunned her seat, much to her displeasure.
As Bianca went elsewhere, her fan girl was taken aback, she said.
– Where are you going?
-Because I’m out. I think the two of you would like to have a little talk. Congratulation.
-To?
As Bianca left a mysterious message of congratulations and went away, she gulped down her saliva as if the extreme fan girl was nervous.
– You don’t have to be so nervous.
-That’s… Are you sure you want to talk with me?
-Yes. Bianca would get in the way if she stayed here, so she asked to step out of the way. Why, do you want her to be called back?
– Oh no! No.
When the extreme fan girl asked if she would bring her back, he hurriedly shook her hands and dissuaded her.
I’m afraid of Bianca too, but there’s no way that little girl would like Bianca.
– Let’s get up and talk properly. She can’t stay on her knees forever.
Kanna, the extreme fan girl who heard me, blinked her eyes in disbelief.
-If you haven’t been angry yet, I’ll keep doing this.
– My conscience is alive to have a conversation in that state. If you don’t forgive me, I’ll become a bastard. Don’t force forgiveness
– Hick! That, I don’t mean that…
– So that’s going to happen anyway?
– Yes, I woke up!
Kanna heard my words and got up quickly.
She staggered as if it were her rat, but she didn’t kindly catch it.
Waiting for the numbness in her legs to go away, I went to the kitchen and got a drink.
“Who makes the tea themselves? It is too much.”
“I needed time to organize my thoughts anyway.”
It is true that I wonder if it is necessary to be so kind.
But Kanna-san’s outward appearance and her underage-like dwarfism keep me from being harsh.
‘Certainly, a woman crying is powerful.’
There is a saying that seonjeuppilseung.
It wasn’t that there was no effect at all, so when I saw her crying sadly, I thought, ‘Should I at least listen?’
She wanted to know how Bianca pressured her to ask for forgiveness from me while crying so sadly.
After making tea, Kanna-san’s expression softened.
Of course, it couldn’t be helped that her eyes were red and swollen from crying.
– Have a drink.
-Thank you.
Afterwards, she blew hot steam and drank hororok tea, and her heart calmed down.
My head also feels clearer.
– Then, shall we talk? Is there anything you want to say to me?
When I asked if there was anything she wanted to say to me, she said Kanna-san moved her hips and straightened her waist, then she said in a stern voice.
-I wonder if you will forgive me.
I wonder if you’ll forgive me?
-I don’t know why she’s asking such a thing out of the blue, but it will depend on how Kanna-san apologizes.
-… It wasn’t Bianca. No matter what I did, it seemed like he had no intention of forgiving me.
At Kanna’s words, I chose silence.
Indeed, Bianca was full of her desire to play with her kanna.
Perhaps Kanna has the idea that nothing will change even if I forgive her here.
– No matter what Bianca thinks, I won’t say twice about forgiving me.
She’s in her and mine’s a situation where Bianca stepped in to help her.
If the feelings between me and her are resolved, Bianca’s justification for coming out with her is gone.
-Okay…
I didn’t seem to believe my words too much, but I reluctantly agreed, perhaps because I thought it would be better than not being forgiven.
A moment of silence passed between us.
She asked once more for her who couldn’t follow her words.
-Is there anything else you’d like to ask?
-… Yes.
– Do everything. If it’s not now, there won’t be a chance after that.
It was her last chance to give her.
Kanna must have understood what I meant, so I spit on her dry lips and said.
-Are you feeling relieved because I knelt down and cried? I think you’ll like it, seeing as you’ve been thinking of talking to me…
-You’re getting the point completely wrong. Are you close enough for me to sympathize with you? Also, the fact that you just cried wasn’t because you were truly sorry, but because you were in trouble and you were afraid of it, so you cried.
-!!
Kanna flinched and shuddered as if she had been stabbed in the bone.
She is the woman who came here because Bianca threatened her.
How much would you have done if you had reflected?
-It seems that Kanna-san was very moved by her kneeling and misunderstood that she changed her mind. Why would I do such a thing? It’s so embarrassing for her to apologize in that way. Even now, I have no desire to forgive. But when she got down on her knees and said she was wrong, I thought I’d give her one last chance.
Looking at Kanna’s expression, she is full of despair.
I can’t seem to figure out what to do.
Her frustrated heart urged her.
– So you have nothing more to say?
-… I don’t know what to say to get forgiveness. It must have been my fault for trying to do something like that.
Her moist eyes are full of resentment.
If she didn’t have anything to say, she would just keep saying that she was wrong.
She really is someone who has never properly apologized.
It is because they are looking at the compensation plan that has already been rejected as if it were their last hope.
She wondered what to do with her stupidity, then she sighed deeply and said,
– She doesn’t seem to realize it herself, so I guess she has no choice but to tell me. Saying bad things to fans hurts me too. But what Ms. Kanna did was not something her fans would do. It’s just a crime.
Kanna, who had been sitting helplessly without motivation, jumped up.
-Bur, it’s a crime!? I’m not that kind of person!!
-Are you saying that there is something you did to me?
– Of course I know I did something wrong, but I didn’t do it with that intention. I just wanted to make Haesol eat something delicious. I had a small wish to have a meal together, but I didn’t expect things to get this far because of it. I wouldn’t have done it if I had known!
Why do celebrities openly hate and despise sasaeng fans?
Because that’s not a healthy fan culture.
‘If you knew, you wouldn’t have done it? It’s not like that, but if you knew you’d be threatened by Bianca, you wouldn’t have done it.’
They follow celebrities on the pretext of liking them, dig into their private lives, and invade their privacy recklessly.
As if they had the right to do so.
‘If you report it because you can’t stand it, you make excuses saying that you didn’t have any bad intentions and that you did it because you liked it so much. That doesn’t mean the fault goes away.’
Do I have to let go of everything that hurts that person because I like it?
Even worse, it is a fan who deliberately acts maliciously.
Even so, he wants to make people remember his name and face.
A twisted obsession that makes you happy to see a celebrity frowning at you after committing an unpleasant act and saying, “I received attention.”
‘She doesn’t even realize what she did is a crime.’
He said that he did it not because he hated it, but because he liked it, but he said that there are cases in which he came out with a negative attitude, saying, “Isn’t it something I should watch?”
Listening to what seniors experience directly in this industry, there were so many absurd things that I wondered if it was really something a person could do.
-Everyone makes excuses like that. It wasn’t meant to be. I just did it because I liked it. I didn’t know it was a crime.
He froze in shock as if he had never put himself on the same level as those criminals.
This is the face I wanted to see.
Being aware of how big a mistake you have made and preparing to sincerely repent.
It’s also the reason why all the apologies she’s made so far haven’t shaken my heart.
‘She doesn’t even know what she did wrong, so what will she do if she receives an apology?’
Let’s talk about the right carrot for the badly shocked Kanna.
If I just leave it like this, all my motivation will be broken.
– If you were really a fan for me, you should have met me through a better way more normally. If so, Kanna-san and I would have been able to talk while laughing. Since he had a lot of things, he probably didn’t have much burden than others.
Even if you try to eradicate it, scalpers always appear.
Any Kanna with a lot of money could have been active as a fan of mine in that way.
Nevertheless, she rejected the normal way and approached me in her own way.
-The act itself is a big nuisance and rude.
-…
She is silent with her head bowed.
-Now I’m sorry. Count as received go back I’ll take good care of Bianca.
She has no intention of comforting the shocked Kanna, and she decides to send Iman back.
Bianca would complain, but it could be resolved on her bed.
Substitution was possible because the satisfaction that could be obtained from bullying others and the satisfaction that could be obtained from sex were similar.
She was Bianca, who always regretted not having a good night’s sleep, so she wouldn’t be able to express her dissatisfaction if I called her to her bed often for a while.
If she was quick-witted, she wouldn’t have known that I was giving her a reward.
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[Come back now. Come back and stay quietly.]
“Sister, I… !”
[Ha, that’s right. Don’t you have a secretary? Why do you complicate things by firing your secretary? I’ll send you a plane ticket via mobile, so come on that one.]
Pop!
The older sister, who was talking in a voice dripping with cold air, mercilessly cuts off her phone call.
Kanna let out a deep sigh, unable to hide her melancholy.
“I didn’t mean to talk about airplane seats…”
Kanna says she won’t be flying.
Because she had an accident, she could get into trouble if she didn’t follow her sister’s words, but she had no intention of changing her decision.
‘I want to properly apologize to that person once again.’
But there was no one by her side to help her.
Because everyone got fired.
‘Shall I ask him to come again?’
Feeling sorry for her vacancy, she was Kanna, who normally thought of things she would never have done.
Now she was in need of cat hands.
“I didn’t do anything, so I can’t go back like this.”
Jin Hae-sol kept his word.
She said she would talk nicely to Bianca, and she relieved her pressure so neatly.
When she remembered what Bianca had done to herself, she would never have thought of letting herself go so easily.
But when Jin Hae-sol told her not to, she let go of the pressure at once.
Kanna bit her lip, remembering Jin Hae-sol, the first time she showed her a friendly side today.
‘In the end, I got mercy out of compassion. Because he’s so kind.’
She once resented Jin Hae-sol for making things complicated.
What folly!
Jin Hae-sol was a much sweeter and nicer person than she had imagined.
She was also the manly side that he fell in love with at first sight.
‘I do have eyes to see.’
The problem is that she has a crush on a man named Jin Hae-sol, and her immature approach ruins their relationship.
‘I never thought this would be an affair that I’ve only heard about! Now that I’ve admitted it, I have to start over. Our relationship can’t be anything but this. That person looked after me because he also has feelings for me.’
It’s not hopeless at all!
Khanna even had the delusion that if she had met Bianca earlier, she might have occupied the place she occupied by her.
‘Let’s meet again and apologize properly. And it’s a fresh start!’
Biancara may not be able to be the first because of her presence, but if she is the second, she seems to be able to stand it.
Since she made a mistake in her first meeting, showing her responsibility will appeal to her charm.
‘Because of the accident this time, her sister started talking about my marriage, so it just went well.’
Chinta special.
He laughed without thinking, knowing that he had a heart for himself.
Even Kanna couldn’t escape the Chinta trait without fail.
