Idols Around the World 329

Chapter 329 – #49. White Rat (5)

‘As expected.’

Seeing Bianca’s expression gives me goosebumps.
How happy are you?
A toy rolls in and out of my feet.
The compensation details prepared by the extreme fan were certainly very luxurious compared to the damage he had done.
The problem is that I didn’t like the reward that was prepared.
If I had sincerely bowed my head and apologized before saying compensation, my heart wouldn’t have been this cold.
However, extreme fans were immature and stupid.

‘I’ve never apologized properly, so I don’t even know how.’

Sometimes an apology doesn’t make people angry, it makes them more angry.
A post that shows no proper remorse, a post that blames others while blaming others even though they say they did something wrong, a post that clearly shows that they are forced to apologize, and clearly write down the part about responsibility and what kind of responsibility they intend to take for this incident. Articles that do not belong to that.
Such an easy apology post creates a bigger aftermath than when a mistake was made, and this was the case now.

– Why don’t you say anything?

After apologizing as if she were giving a presentation, Kanna tilted her head while looking at the two of us in bewilderment.

-Is that the end of the apology?

Kanna’s eyes trembled at Bianca’s question.

-Yes?
-That was the best?
-… Yes, I did my best to prepare. I thought you would be satisfied. But do you still think it’s not enough? This is the best I can do.
“What are you going to do? You don’t like it.”

The extreme fan was trying to figure out the situation, probably reading the ominousness of Bianca’s subtle attitude.
That doesn’t mean that the result of her apology was positive, though.

“Congratulations, it looks like everything is going as you wish. It was an apology that didn’t touch my heart at all.”
– He says he doesn’t like it. Why didn’t you get some advice from people around you? What it this? I gave you a chance, but you ruined it all.

Bianca quickly translated my words.
The extreme fan was crying like someone who had been through an unfair thing.

– It can’t be. If you have a reward like this, you’ve prepared enough!
– Even if you feel unfair, nothing will change. The essence of the apology was wrong, so what’s the use of giving something as a reward?
-Then tell me directly what you want from me!!
– It sounds funny. I’m not asking you to hand over the bundle to the person who came to get your apology.

Bianca, who showed a sour attitude, was in great despair for the extreme fan.

‘I hear Bianca is teasing her business side, she seems to be a lot serious. I didn’t expect her to be so sad.’

I know you said you had no intention of undoing the pressure you put on until you apologized properly.
Although she called to receive an apology, she had no intention of easily accepting an apology if she was not satisfied, so the future of an extreme fan was grim.
And the present day when he received an apology from an extreme fan.
Even though I didn’t expect it, my heart was firmly locked in the lousy apology that made me feel disappointed.
The lousy and rude apology of the chaebol’s daughter was at a level that I couldn’t tolerate even if I wanted to.

‘I’ve never even uttered the simple word sorry.’

It’s even worse in that you’re not aware that you’re being rude.

“Are chaebols like that? He seems like someone who doesn’t know how to apologize properly. We don’t live in a different world, so is it normal for common sense to be so different?”
“The world we live in is different. In fact, from the point of view of such people, an apology is appropriate.”

Most of the time, even if they make a mistake, they don’t want to admit it, and when they have to apologize, they try to make up for it with material things.
They think that such an apology is neat and unproblematic.
The problem is that I am ignorant of their common sense.

“Even if common sense over there is like this, I am not. It’s not like I have to forgive him while looking after his situation.”

Should the person to whom the apology is to be apologized take care of the perpetrator’s circumstances?
I don’t think so.
Bianca also nodded her head saying I was right.

“Sure. If she had some brains, she wouldn’t tailor her apology to herself, but would… No, it must have been for Haesol.”

The extreme fan, who felt that he was in a situation where he might not be forgiven, said, unable to hide his nervousness.

– Do you want something from me? I can listen to anything I can do.
– No, I can’t ask for anything. Rather, I’m angry right now. Kanna-san is acting rudely.
– Rude ?! Me? Are you sure you translated it correctly?

Bianca smiles.
Maybe in my heart I was impatient because I wanted to ruin it.
But she didn’t even have to step out, she knew she was ruining this place.

“I’ll just leave the rest up to you. I don’t think I need to worry anymore.”

I got up from my seat.
Bianca seemed overjoyed that she finally had her toy, which she officially approved of her master.

‘Still, I heard she comes from a conglomerate family…’

As for me, I couldn’t keep up with Bianca’s outrageous distribution of toys that made her difficult to look at.

Dump!

As she moved to avoid her seat.
I heard someone slump behind me.
And at the same time, an extreme fan shouted at me.

“Be considerate!”

A foreigner’s clumsy Korean.
However, the content was not serious, so I couldn’t help but look back.

“I am a mother! Missing you!”
“!!”
-Please forgive me!! If you don’t solve it today, you might be kicked out. Please have mercy!

Looking back, he saw an extreme fan kneeling down on his knees, weeping.
It wasn’t the look I was hoping for, but it was a more intense look.
If I had looked like that from the start, I would have changed my mind a lot.
Anyone could see that the extreme fan girl, who was on her knees and shed tears, was remorseful.

“Oh. Does that get down to her knees?”

Bianca’s face fills with malice.
He probably wants to get that girl on her knees and make her cry.
I finally received a proper apology, so I decided to spend a little more time.

– Is that all you have to say? In the end, there is no proper reflection until the end.

That was the first time I spoke to a girl with a big fan in English.

♧ ♧ ♧

When Kanna heard Jin Hae-sol’s voice talking to her for the first time, she let out her sorrow even louder.
Tears were dripping down my cheeks, and I even made a terrifying sound of gasping as my breath quickened with sadness.
She knew she had to calm down, but she wasn’t in control of it.

– Shut up! Hehe! Ugh… Hehe… !

And if you’re crying and there’s someone to comfort you, wouldn’t it make you sadder?
Kanna began to cry as she let out her song as her heartache and her loneliness exploded with the pressure of being alone in a foreign country.
She fired her secretary for no reason, so she had to do all her preparations by herself.
It was the last day that she couldn’t sleep at night because she thought that if she did something wrong, she could be in big trouble.
She had prepared her reward so tightly that she could not do anything more.
She had her own.
She said, ‘I prepared this much, and I can’t turn it down.’
However, after telling her all about her compensation plan, a cold cold response poured out.
She may not admit it, but it was the first time in Kanna’s life that she had grown up like a flower and was treated so coldly and so poorly.
As she cries, a foreign language she will never know again pours out.

“Don’t worry, let’s go. It stimulates sympathy. I think you’ll see if I cry like that.”
“I have no intention of accepting an apology for crying. But since I received a proper apology, I’m giving it a chance.”

Words she couldn’t understand.
She was treated coldly because she couldn’t even apologize properly, and she even cried terribly herself, so it was clear that she was swearing.
This was the reason Kanna couldn’t stop her crying for a long time and she couldn’t help but cry.

– Have you calmed down?

Fortunately for her, Jin Hae Sol and Bianca waited for her until she stopped crying.
I thought she would go away coldly.

-Yes… I calmed down. I just keep showing you my ugly side. I have no face.

Kanna couldn’t raise her head in her shame.
Jin Hae-sol was having a conversation with him.
Is that all she is?
She apologized, she did, and she treated herself so far. Her voice was calmer and sweeter than ever before.

‘This is what I wanted…’

This little tenderness was all she wanted.

‘I was really wrong. He said he screwed up the start button the wrong way and ruined what might have been a good relationship.’

It was only then that Kanna realized what she had missed through her own fault.
As a true fan of Jin Hae-sol, she lost something that she should not have lost because of her own mistake.
Even if this situation is settled, she will no longer be able to approach Jin Hae-sol as her fan.

‘I still like you. I did such reckless things because I liked everything… But that wasn’t the right way.’

Bullying someone you like is something only children do.
Her adulthood put her in her shoes where she had to take responsibility for her own actions.
She knelt down and bowed her head, not bending her knees.
Only then did Kanna open her mouth with her sincerity.

-I sincerely apologize for being rude on the set that day. I did a bad thing with a selfish heart that I liked. The reason I said I would compensate for the damage was because those were the only apologies I could make.
-…
-If there is anything else you want from me besides compensation, please tell me. If it’s something I can do, I’ll do anything.

I’ve done everything I can really do now.
Even if I couldn’t be forgiven like this, I felt like I would be cool inside.
If you do not accept her apology despite doing this, you do not intend to accept your own apology in the first place.

‘He just wanted to play with me.’

She did something she couldn’t handle and made this happen, so she couldn’t blame others.

‘What should I say to my sister? Will you believe me?’

I’m going to trample on her with anger at her for making her look like this because I can’t even apologize for her.

‘Still, you have something to say to your sister. He even fell on her knees and cried.’

If she says she didn’t accept her even though she did that, she will be angry with her sister.
He said that if you looked at our family, she wouldn’t accept it even though she went that far.
Wouldn’t the fact that he didn’t accept her apology even though he was on his knees can only be seen as having some ‘intent’?

‘Eventually she’ll end up fighting her sister. I just need to stay quiet and leave.’

Amid Kanna finding her breathing hole and her eyes twinkling.
Jin Hae-sol, who received her sincere apology, was confused in her head.

“It looks like he’s regretting that, but…”
“So will you accept it?”

Bianca put her doll in her pocket and it was taken away, and she complained like a very upset girl.

“Crying on her knees and apologizing isn’t an apology from the other side.”
“I think you are being deceived by making such a face, but I don’t think you are sincerely regretting it. It’s like trying to relieve yourself of some of your responsibility. She probably needed proof that she had done all she could.”
“It’s not easy getting her on her knees.”

Bianca sneers mischievously.

“Knees are expensive for ordinary people. People like us have surprisingly low knees. If you want to protect what you have, you can kneel as much as you like. You can keep the debt in your heart and pay it off later.”

Because she has such a mindset, someone who was an enemy overnight can become an ally.
If you can benefit from appealing with emotions, the people over there are the ones who can act as much as they like.

“Until now, I didn’t apologize because of my pride, so things got this complicated.”
“That lady just came to admit it. I bet that Mr. Haesol is G, not E. From the moment you acknowledge her, it becomes nothing for that lady to kneel. If she can benefit from appealing to sympathy for someone stronger than her, it doesn’t break her ego, it makes her smart.”
“You live a complicated life with all sorts of things, you guys.”

Would it be a big deal if I accepted the apology as it is?
Bianca said that Kanna’s apology would never be sincere, and stopped her from forgiving her prematurely.
Bianca, who knows the world well, couldn’t just ignore what she was saying.