Chapter 10
I got up from the sofa and sat down, and Toraya was sitting beside me. And in front of us, Ki-kun, who had recovered from Toramasa's kick, was sitting on his knees apologizing to me.
What is this situation ……?
I had no doubt that it was Ki-kun, since I had seen him many times and he had introduced himself to me earlier. My head was filled with question marks, and I appealed to Ki-kun to stop apologizing to me.
I said, “Actually, I asked Toramasa to let me come over on the condition that I don't wake you up.”
'I didn't realize that…'
I didn't expect you to wake up the moment you saw me.
Well, I'm really sorry.
Don't apologize. Toraga will kill me.
He usually speaks softly, but when he said, “Don't apologize,” Ki-kun's voice was very clear. Ki-kun held his hands out in front of his body in a pose as if to say “stop,” and looked at Toramasa sitting next to me with a serious expression on his face.
I glanced at Toramasa sitting next to me and saw him looking down at Ki-kun with his arms folded with a scary expression on his face. Toramasa's angry face is also nice and cool…. He has such a beautiful face with all his emotions…….he is my favorite…. But I don't want to see the emotions of anger and sorrow. I know it's beautiful, but I don't want to see Toraga angry or sad. But a really angry face is cool too…. Chuki….
As I was looking at Toraga's face, Toraga opened his mouth with that angry expression on his face.
That's enough, get the hell out of here.”
Ki-kun made an exaggeratedly distressed gesture at those words, and then said, “No…” No,” he said.
At that moment, Toraya stood up, and seeing him, Ki-kun quickly moved to a position out of Toraya's reach. Toramasa clicked his tongue at him and sat down again.
He then sat down again, his tongue in his mouth, and said, “You know, this is the first time I've ever seen Toramasa invite a girl over to his house.
Go home.”
'Sorry, but I can't go home after seeing such an interesting thing. But still, a woman's intuition is amazing, just like Mashiro and Reika said.
Shut up.
“Yes, yes.”
My heart jumped at the sudden mention of a woman's name.
The name “Mashiro” is the name of the heroine. Hanamiya Mashiro. I don't know about Reika, but from her name I thought she seemed like a beautiful woman.
I was wondering if they were talking about something or not…? My heart is aching like a heartburn.
I don't like it when a woman's name comes up….
Pushing these thoughts deep into the recesses of my mind, I looked at Ki-kun.
Ki-kun is accepting Toramasa's threats with a smile on his face. It was hard to believe that Ki-kun was the same person who was looking at Toramasa's face after receiving Toramasa's kick just a moment ago. Ki-kun is strong. Is he used to this kind of thing since they have known each other since childhood? The kick earlier was quite painful, I think. The sound was very dull.
Ki-kun is in charge of sex appeal at Kimiharu. As he was talking with Toramasa, he brushed his long bangs over his ears.
At that moment, I felt Ki-kun's sex appeal increased. The simple earrings also look good on him.
Ki-kun, who had a feminine smile and an aloof demeanor, smiled softly and gently as he turned his gaze from Toramasa to me again. Seeing that smile.
(Ah, it's Ki-kun when he's not very likable.)
I thought, “I've attacked Ki-kun second only to Toramasa in my previous life. It's the smile he has when he goes to drop a girl. He understands he is good looking. He understands it and uses it.
Incidentally, the more he is liked, the more Ki-kun smiles like a child. Ki-kun's toothy grin is more cute than cool.
Hey, what's your name?
If he spoke to her in a gentle voice as if he were talking to his girlfriend with his eyes narrowed, a normal woman would fall in love with him. In the game, there were many women around him. He is certainly good-looking, but is he that attractive to you? But now, in reality, when I saw Ki-kun in front of me and talked to him, I realized that he talked and behaved in a way that women would like, and I understood that women would certainly come to him.
I did not answer Ki-kun's question, but glanced at Toraya who was sitting next to me again.
When my eyes met Toraya's, he silently shook his head. You mean don't tell me. I understand, boss.
I'll do it. He looked at Ki-kun, brought his hand to his mouth, and made an X with his index finger.
Seeing my reaction, Ki-kun raised one eyebrow and muttered, “Really?
Toramasa, aren't you being a little too possessive? Why don't you at least tell me her name?
Her. Hearing those words, I opened my mouth before I could confirm it with Toramasa.
We are not dating.”
I said this while raising my hand in a small gesture.
I answered immediately for one reason. I didn't want to hear Toraga say, “She's not my girlfriend. I didn't want to hear Toraga say, “She's not my girlfriend. No, it was true that she wasn't really my girlfriend, but I didn't want to hear that from the mouth of the person I loved. If that was the case, I wanted to deny it first.
Ki-kun was even more surprised by my words. His big eyes opened wider and he looked at me and Toraga alternately.
I looked at Toraga and his eyes widened. Even though I owe you some clothes?
Yes, we really aren't dating.
Then, are you a friend?
We are not in a physical relationship.
Ki-kun nodded his head and said, “Wait a minute. Ki-kun looked at Toramasa.
Is this girl making you feel vulnerable?
What the hell is he doing?
If so, why? I don't understand it in any way.
What does that have to do with you?
You're my childhood friend.
So what?
The conversation continued between the two of us. I was left behind and leaned back against the back of the sofa, listening to their conversation.
It was still a little hard for me to sit down. No matter what position I was in, it was hard, but lying down was somewhat better. As I curled up in the corner of the sofa, trying not to disturb the two of them, and letting the pain escape, a hand was suddenly placed gently on my back.
I looked behind me with my head only to see Toraga peering at me.
It's still painful, isn't it?”
After saying this, Toraga got off the sofa, laid me down, and covered me with the same towel blanket as before.
I was not facing the hand rest side of the sofa, but facing Torayaga's side.
Toraga's thigh next to my face…. My lower body is in hell, but my upper body is so happy that I doubt if I came to heaven. Toramasa's… muscular… thighs… the muscles that I can see even through my …… clothes… I really like them so much that my chest hurts. …… I want to touch your thighs, I want to rub them…the wolf in me starts to make noise…. I'm sorry, I can't do that…. I still want to be human….
I've never seen Toraga being so kind to a woman before…”
Ki-kun moved a little closer to us and tilted his head, still staring at my face from a place out of Toraga's reach.
He definitely thinks I have a plain face. I wonder why I'm dealing with such a woman.
Shut up! I'm a mob anyway! I'm not cute like Hanamiya-san! Punk-ass!
Why…no…what's wrong with her?”
Ki-kun said as if about to say something, but changed the subject mid-sentence.
Why…? What is the next word after “Why…? Why are you being so nice to this woman? I wondered. Or, why don't you have physical relations with her? I wonder. Unfortunately, I am not Ki-kun, so I don't know what Ki-kun was about to say.
Toraga could not say it was menstrual cramps, so he kept his mouth shut and Ki-kun saw it and understood. Ki-kun saw that and understood.
Yes, that day. It was a painful day. I wish men could have blood dripping from their groins for a week a month and be in pain. …… Except Toraga.
“Do you want me to rub your belly for you?”
“No, thank you.”
Ki-kun said such a thing to me, and I immediately replied in the negative.
I'm sorry, Ki-kun. I don't want to be touched by any man other than Toramasa. I don't know if it was kindness or teasing, but I'll take it as kindness.
And don't worry. Looking at Toraga will ease the pain…. Wow, he's so handsome!
If I look up and see Toraga's face, then, wow, the pain is really easing up! I wonder if Toraga has some kind of analgesic component? Is half of Toraga made of kindness? Buffa0n? Is it Buff0lin? What a gentle medicine for the body. …… Bad for the heart….
Holding down my pounding, bothering heart, I shifted my gaze from Toramasa to Ki-kun.
Looking at Ki-kun again, I think he is handsome. He's one of the attackers, so of course he's good-looking. He is so beautiful that I, a woman, envy him for his white skin. Toraga is a manly good-looking man, and Ki-kun is a beautiful good-looking man? No, Toraga is the most beautiful one, but I just thought he was more on the beautiful side. I'm not cheating on you! I'm not cheating on you! My heart didn't skip a beat. No, the way you put it, it sounds like your heart stopped…. No…that's not what I meant…I meant that you don't have a crush on me at all! Believe me…
I was looking at Ki-kun without thinking, but then I noticed that he was looking at me.
When I looked into his eyes, he smiled that low-likability smile again and said to me as if he was talking to me.
What's wrong? Were you fawning over me?”
I noticed that Toraga, who was standing beside me, reacted with a twitch.
Ki-kun,” he said, his voice sweet. He is indeed a very handsome man. His face is also very handsome.
But, I'm sorry…I'm sorry, Ki-kun fans. I'm sorry that someone like me got involved with Ki-kun, and I'm really sorry …… for making a straight face after hearing that line. My face right now is a Tibetan Snagitsune. Chibesna in an instant. I could tell I had a straight face.
No, because, you know. How confident are you of your face? I'm sure he's good-looking, but do you think that's going to work on me? But do you think that's going to work on me? With Toraga by my side. It's not going to work. That's what the dictionary and textbooks say. What? It's not written in my dictionary or textbooks? It's written in my dictionary and textbooks.
Don't get mad at me for being a Ki-kun fan, but I am a Toraga fan. But I'm a Toraga fan. I'm really sorry, please don't hit me.
Ki-kun, in front of me, tilted his head and said, “Huh? and tilted his head.
I was so surprised by his reaction that I hurriedly opened my mouth.
There's no way I'd fall in love with you.
I'm sorry, I just spoke my mind. I'm sorry, I just spoke my mind. I'm not in love with you there. Of course…. You can't be so rude as to say I'm not in love with you. I'm sorry, Ki-kun, but I liked you the second most among all the players, so please forgive me…. I'm sorry, but you'll have to forgive me……. I hate it already, I feel sorry for Ki-kun because of me.
At that moment, I heard Toraya burst into laughter above my head.
I shifted my gaze to look at him, and he was laughing at me.
I love you. I say it out loud. I love you! I really can't stop liking him every time I see him. I can't stop liking her so much that I think she's secretly put some kind of love potion in me.
I can see his cute smile, so I smile too. I really like his smile. I want him to smile more.
I like you….”
I was so happy to see her smile, and I really like her smile. I'm not sure how many words I can say, but I'm sure I'll be able to say it the next time I see him.
I'm sure that if it were anyone else, it wouldn't have come out as much as it did. If it had been anyone other than Toraga, I'm sure I wouldn't have been able to express them as much as I did. Oh, I love him, I love him. I love Toramasa so much that I've been looking at him for a long time. When I see Toramasa, who never looks at me the same way even for a second, I feel that he is alive, and that makes me really happy.
At that moment, I heard Ki-kun mutter, “You're kidding…” I heard Ki-kun mutter, “You've got to be kidding….
I think I've never seen you smile before…”
Is that so?
That's right. You always look so angry. I mean, does she like you?
I do!
Ki-kun shook his head a few times as if to interrupt, “I really don't understand your relationship. Ki-kun shook his head several times.
As if in response to his soliloquy, I replied, “I like you, Toramasa-san, and I have you by my side. Ki-kun looked at me as if I was a rare animal.
Then are you satisfied with your unrequited love for Toramasa?”
His words cut my heart out.
But I didn't let it show on my face. I smiled and said, “Yes. I smiled and answered, “Yes,” and Ki-kun looked as if he was not satisfied with my answer.
Huangya, it's time for you to really go home.”
Huang Ya, it's time for you to really go home.
He was looking at Ki-kun with that angry expression, his brow wrinkled.
There's still so much I want to ask you.”
Ki-kun must have known it was time to go. He stood up on the spot and brushed his hair back over his ears.
I don't know.
I don't know.” “Well, at least we confirmed that there was a girl there, so I guess that's good. I'm glad I forced my way in.
Don't come back.
You could've been nicer to me, like you were to her.
She's not worth it.
Oh, she does.
You can find out more at …….
Well, I won't tell Mashiro and the others about this, like I promised, and I'll take care of that, too.
Don't talk to him at school.
I know. Well then, I'm sorry to bother you.
Ki-kun then quickly walked out of the room as if he was a different person than when he was first asked to leave. I tried to get up to follow Toramasa to the entrance to see him off, but he stopped me and I lay down quietly on the sofa.
In the quietness of the space, as if a storm had passed, I recalled their conversation earlier.
Hanamiya-san's name came up again. I had said something about a woman's intuition in our conversation a short while ago, but could it be that she had found out that Toramiya and I were meeting? If so, is Hanamiya-san looking for me? Why? Why for what? …I don't know.
I felt an unpleasant sweat run down my back. What would they say if they found out that the woman meeting with Toraga was me…?
And what is that thing? I want to know. But I can't ask. I am not in a position to ask. All I can do is wait for Toraga to tell me. Even if that time never comes.
I moved my body and wrapped myself completely in the terrycloth, creating a small space, and a strange feeling came over me as if I was the only one in this small world.
However, I ignore these feelings and lightly escape from reality. In my own personal space, I tried not to think about anything, but only about Toramasa.
I wondered if Toramasa was talking with Ki-kun or not.
I wrapped myself in a towel and rubbed my stomach, feeling lonely.
Toramasa returned a few minutes after he left, maybe as short as five minutes.
Hearing the door open, I snapped my distant consciousness back to reality, took off the towel covering my face, and looked at Toraya as he approached me.
'Sorry, I was just having a little chat with Huang Yao.
'Never mind. I'm sorry too. I'm sure you'll be able to find a way to get a good deal on the newest and most up-to-date information about the newest and most up-to-date products and services. I knew I shouldn't have come to Toramasa-san's house today.
No, don't worry about it. It's all Huang Yao's fault. And it was just a whim that he came to my house.
Is that so?
I'm not sure if it's a good idea to have a new friend.
I caused trouble for Toraga…. I'm sorry…
I guess I should go home too.
If I stay here any longer, I might cause more trouble.
I looked at the hands of the clock and saw that it was past three o'clock. It was around two o'clock when I came to Toraya's room, so I hadn't slept as much as I thought I would.
I really wanted to stay with him more, but I didn't want to cause him any more trouble. My menstrual cramps had subsided a bit and I wasn't too weak to walk. I thought now was my chance to go home.
I sat up and was about to take off the towel blanket that was hanging over my body when I was enveloped by something soft and warm. I saw black at the edge of my vision.
After a beat, I realized that I was being hugged by Toraga.
I was also nervous when he hugged me sideways in the infirmary, but I don't know why my heart ached more now, as if it was about to break.
Was it the difference between the school and Toraga's house? Or is it because I am wrapped in Toraga's arms from the front, unlike in the side hug?
My face is nuzzled into his neck, and his breath is on me, making my whole body feel hot.
I shifted my eyes from looking at the view of the room in front of me to the side and looked at Toraya's black hair.
Feeling the touch of my hair and Kuroga's hair on my ear, I gently put my arm around Kuroga's back with my heart beating wildly.
I didn't open my palm and made a fist to embrace him, which was my rational resistance to the idea that I was afraid to hug him.
My heart skipped a beat with each slight movement of Toraga's fingers on my shoulders and back.
My heart ached so much that I didn't care about the pain of menstrual cramps because of the pain in my heart.
Why is he so good at making me fall in love with him?
Are you leaving already?”
Toramasa's voice, which was closer to me than usual, made me shiver.
I felt a shiver of static electricity on my lower back and hips.
Feeling the lingering effects of this stimulation, I opened my mouth.
Is it still okay if I stay?”
Toraga responded to my words with a short, “Yes. Toraya replied with a short, “Yes.
After a while, Torayaga let go of my body and laid me on my side.
You seem to be more energetic than usual.
That must have been my reaction to Toramasa.
In response to those words, she smiled and said, “I'm having menstrual cramps…” I replied with a troubled smile. Then Toramasa heard my words and gently put his hand on my stomach through the towel.
Pigyaa!”
What kind of voice is that?”
Toramasa laughed at my reaction with a somewhat relieved expression on his face.
I don't know why he made that expression, but I'm glad he did.
I don't know why he smiled, but I'm glad he did.
Then this is good.”
I'll tell you the truth. I'm glad that when you touch my belly, it reveals my flabby body, but I'm really glad, but I'd like you to move away …….”
It's a little late for that, don't you think?
I don't play with people's bellies!”
The most important thing to remember is that the best way to get the best out of your car is to make sure that you are getting the best value for your money.
Actually, there was another reason I wanted him to move his hand away from my stomach.
When Toraya touched my stomach, it looked to me as if Toraya and I were married and had a baby. For a brief moment, I had such a sweet fantasy. Even though such a thing was impossible.
Ideal and reality.
The difference between the two made me sad, but Toramasa was smiling, so I smiled.
