Chapter 417 – 76. Annoyed
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One month.
After the secret time with Seo Woo Jin, some time passed.
I thought he might have found a weak point and contacted me first, but surprisingly he was very quiet.
The last KakaoTalk conversation with Seo Woo Jin was also a month ago.
Boss Bok in front of me… Since I said the same thing, I thought it would bother me from that day on.
On the other hand, it was so quiet that I felt dazed.
What should I do if Seo Woo Jin contacts me every day? I was worried about that for about 3 days.
Moreover, every time I hear the KakaoTalk alarm sound, I get startled thinking it might be you…
Of course, if you ask me, it would be better if you were indifferent to me like you are now.
But, regardless of that, anxiety never wanted to leave my heart.
Would it be a bit surprising to say that I prepared an umbrella after seeing a sky full of dark clouds, and then it stayed like that for a month?
“Haa…”
“What’s wrong, Mr. Dabin? Is it because it’s hot?”
“… Ah, yes. It’s a little hot…”
“Yeah, the sun was really hot when I went to work in the morning…”
At that moment, I heard a voice and raised my head, making eye contact with a senior.
If I had to describe the atmosphere, it would have an innocent feel that men would like.
This is someone I became attached to in one way or another during the training period.
It was lunchtime, and since this was a vending machine in the corner of the building, I thought there would be less traffic. Was it not that bad?
Along with my idle thoughts, I moved to the edge of the chair so that my senior could sit down as well.
The woman who was pressing the vending machine button next to her spoke to her.
“But you didn’t really have anything to go out today, right? You’re going to film a commercial. Well, the boss here is the only one doing it.”
“…”
“Then why was our Dabin sighing? Did someone say something about being intrusive?”
“Well, it’s not like that…”
“I’ll just tell my sister. I’ll take action against the kids who try to play politics and show off in a short amount of time…”
“It’s not really like that…”
He has a very soft appearance, but he also has this side.
The fact that a story like this is coming out means something similar happened last time.
Or maybe some personnel showed suspicious behavior.
As I continued to think, I first calmed the senior down before it escalated.
It’s not like that. I just did it because I had personal concerns.
Fortunately, I guess he was asking with certainty, but when I said no, the senior didn’t guess any further.
Instead, what you’re interested in is this.
“What are you worried about? If it’s okay, can I give you some advice?”
“… Um…”
“Or, well, it’s okay if it’s just a story about someone you know~”
Perhaps because it was hot, she sat down on her chair and started talking to me, holding her paper cup up and down.
Beneath the strong coffee scent, the faint scent of persimmon oyster perfume reached the tip of her nose.
“… Senior. If I tell you here, you will spread it everywhere. What about Dabin?”
“I know for sure who the first spreader was, but how can you do that?”
“That’s true too, but…”
“I’m good at these things. I was really popular in high school, right?”
“It’s just because you’re pretty…”
“… Phew. They know how to flatter. I’m sorry, but they were all female students.”
Men don’t often get counseling for their concerns.
The senior added that and smiled softly.
After staring at her side, I finally turned to face her and let out a sigh filled with complex emotions.
“… It’s embarrassing to tell others. I’m sorry.”
A lukewarm story with my boyfriend.
A sweaty story with my friend’s boyfriend.
You can’t just brag about it to others.
417
[Baek Ji-ho]
– Dabin.
– The dongchimi that the lady brought me the other day was really delicious.
-My mom doesn’t like food made only from vegetables, so it’s hard for her to see that.
– You seem to be perfect at cooking. From long ago.
[Seoldabin]
– Yes.
[Baek Ji-ho]
– Is it correct to say yes here?
– Anyway, please tell me it was delicious.
[Seoldabin]
-What are you saying?
– You come and say thank you in person.
– Open the door and come out, and you can get there in three or four steps.
[Baek Ji-ho]
– I hate it because it’s hot.
I happened to be wearing thin clothes, and when Baek Ji-ho came to visit for a while, I tried to appeal to him with something like this.
As expected from the beginning, today was also a failure.
While I was rolling around and taking a break in the air conditioner, I clicked my tongue as I looked at the contents of my phone.
When summer vacation just started, she went to the pension with Hayun, showed off her swimsuit, and tried to sleep together.
It feels like she’s been avoiding me even more since I tried to approach her.
This probably means that the trauma of that day still lingers.
If she had known this would happen, she would have approached her more cautiously.
“Ugh…”
A few days ago, I suddenly heard this news.
There is news that Baek Ji-ho is planning to drop out of the academy.
However, since everyone in the family knew Baek Ji-ho’s grades, they were not very surprised.
It would be better for him to make a lot of money than to have a job that doesn’t even pay the price of his life. This is really smart.
I roughly expressed it with these nuanced words and then moved on to another topic.
I also remember hearing Baek Ji-ho say something like, ‘I will become the emperor of hard work’, and I had the same reaction.
And from what I heard, it seems like he’s spending his time doing part-time jobs right now…
“… The time you can see. It’s getting shorter.”
It’s unfortunate, but it can’t be helped.
Even though I didn’t say anything else, I continued to look at the KakaoTalk screen and eventually turned off the screen while hugging the blanket next to me.
“…”
… It has become a habit recently,
What an ugly looking toy.
Taking it out from deep in the drawer.
“… Ugh, … Blank paper, ho…”
… Because of a little guilt.
On purpose.
Calling my boyfriend’s name.
*****
After a long time, I met Baek Seo-yeon alone.
In the meantime, the three of us met together with Yozora, or the four of us met together with Su-ah, but it’s been a while since we’ve met just the two of us like this… I wonder if it’s right to call it that.
Anyway.
The place is my home.
I thought Baek Seo-yeon’s spacious and clean house would be better, but that’s what she requested.
I gladly accepted it because it was convenient for me as I didn’t have to travel far.
“I thought they might contact you soon. Still no word.”
“… Who is it?”
“The girl I talked to at the café the other day.”
“…”
After a few rounds of lovemaking filled with the sound of each other’s breath.
As she took a short break and told her story, the white paper kite standing in front of her refrigerator tilted her head to catch her disheveled breath.
The big dress shirt you just borrowed from me.
He poured cold water in his mouth as if his throat was burning, but his mouth was so short that he could only take a few sips.
A pure white shirt imbued with her body scent depicts her inner silhouette against the midday sunlight.
I’m sure I’m not pretending that I don’t remember.
It’s been a while since I talked about it, so I guess it’s been forgotten.
She took the half-drinked glass of water from Baek Seo-yeon and continued speaking.
“I once said that you looked like a horny animal.”
“… I didn’t say that much. Didn’t I just say that you were a bastard…?”
“It’s roughly similar.”
“… Anyway. It looks like things aren’t going well with the girl who said she had a boyfriend.”
“What, you remember?”
“I remembered it while we were talking. I have a good head.”
Should I say it’s annoying.
Should I say that I don’t feel any emotions?
For someone like Baek Seo-yeon, her voice was blatantly filled with laughter.
If you look closely, the corners of her mouth also seem to be slightly raised.
Was it really that fun that I was wasting my money?
She drank the water she gave her in one go and went to the refrigerator to quench her thirst.
“How far did Jindo go with that woman? She said that nothing special happened last time. I guess the two of you secretly went on a date.”
“We even had sex. We couldn’t kiss.”
“… You look like a cub. Did you just knock Yozora down and have sex first, like you said?”
“I didn’t force it. I did threaten it a bit.”
“Then should I say it was rape…?”
“Not to that extent. He liked it, too.”
“… We met each other. We were two beasts.”
“It’s not really strange. You liked it when you were caressed by me, when it was your first time…”
“I couldn’t help it.”
“…”
“… I couldn’t help it. Stop looking at my face and drink water. It’ll wear you out.”
Well, because Baek Seo-yeon is her nine-tailed fox, she has to do it regularly.
That’s why I still stop by my house.
You shouldn’t think by this woman’s standards.
She gulped down the cold water that made her throat sore, then placed her empty glass of water in her sink.
“Anyway, because of that, I have something to ask you, Baek Seoyeon.”
“If it’s a bother, I’ll refuse.”
“No, I’m just asking. There’s something I want to hear from the women’s perspective.”
“… What are you saying?”
Baek Seo-yeon speaks with a faint sigh as if there is something dear to her.
“I wondered what felt better: masturbating alone or having sex with someone.”
“…”
When she asked her directly, Baek Seo-yeon, who opened and closed her eyelids quickly, avoided my gaze and spoke hesitantly.
“… Sex is much more…, … I guess so.”
“It means it’s good, right?”
“… It’s not bad.”
“Then what would it be like if there was a dildo?”
“Dildo… You mean using a dildo when masturbating?”
“Uh.”
Things are better this time.
She paused with her finger between her lips, as if trying to make a serious comparison.
Like that for 10 seconds, 20 seconds. About 30 seconds had passed.
What I heard.
“… There is no need.”
“Why?”
“… If it were resolved that way, there’s no way I would have come to you to rip you off…”
Quite a bit.
It was a satisfactory answer.
*****
Quite a bit.
It was unsatisfactory.
“Blank paper…, Ho…”
At first, I was very satisfied.
Just fixing ‘this’ somewhere and shaking her waist made her feel much better than the usual masturbation.
There was no need to do that; it was okay to just insert it into her vagina and then pull it out.
Obviously, it was like that.
“Huh, ugh…”
From one day.
She started pinching her nipples together while masturbating.
It wasn’t that there was a lack of pleasure, it was that it felt better to do this together.
“… Oh, really… Ugh…”
From one day.
I started shaking my waist and rubbing my clit like I normally did when masturbating.
I think it was because I didn’t have enough pleasure, but I wasn’t sure.
What is certain is that it feels better this way.
After this, there was no need to masturbate using only ‘that’.
… Even just patting down the corners.
I didn’t do it.
“…, Hic… Ah, wait… Ugh…?!…?”
From one day.
It was vaguely imitating the position of one day.
So, fix it to the wall and shake your waist.
It’s not like fixing it on the floor and shaking your waist.
Hold it yourself.
I lie down on the bed and rub my pussy until it makes a sloshing sound…, Pussy…, No…, … I was busy poking the vaginal wall.
This is because I realized that this method is much faster and more convenient.
Masturbating by moving your entire body, and masturbating by moving only one arm.
Of course, the latter would be faster.
… So.
I just do it this way for that reason.
With Seo Woo Jin…,
Doing strange things,
Not because of that memory.
… Because it’s comfortable.
“…, … Huu… Huh… Hehe…”
But from one day.
Even that became unsatisfactory.
It was quite unsatisfactory.
In the past, I could definitely climax comfortably at this point.
Underneath the panting breasts, I was able to flinch and spit out the clear liquid onto the dildo that had just been pulled out of the vagina and covered in love juice.
I could have watched that scene in a daze, my mind blank with pleasure.
That doesn’t work now.
At best, it just goes away.
I feel bad about that lingering feeling, so I try to stimulate the good places just a little more.
… After a lot of effort, I just leave.
Stimulate again.
Repeat.
“…”
… What the hell.
Why?
What.
Is it a problem?