Chapter 296 – 57. Excuses (2)
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Is it true that any cat becomes calm in an instant if you hold him by the scruff of the neck?
My appearance now is not much different from that.
Just a wrist.
Just by gently grabbing my wrist and pushing it down, I closed my lips.
“…”
The result of careful consideration to avoid being misunderstood by others as a ‘different relationship’, is the pitch-black jersey worn when working out.
Seo Woo Jin’s large hand, touching across a piece of cloth, lightly presses my wrist against my thigh.
Overpower… Should I say that?
It didn’t feel that way.
It’s just simply soft.
If I wanted to, I could shake it off and say, “What am I doing?”
Below article This man is just an ordinary healer.
There is no way that an ordinary person who has only exercised a little can defeat me with strength.
Just as a fist is closer than the law, I am in a much more advantageous position.
What you need to be careful of is that, at most, you will get horny due to direct contact with him…
There is only one case.
… So.
-This station is Euljiro 4-ga, Euljiro 4-ga station…
I didn’t say anything.
Because I can choose.
– This station is Dongdaemun history and culture…
There was no resistance.
Because I can choose.
-This station…
Quietly.
Only the saliva seeping out from under the tongue was constantly gurgling.
Because I can choose.
“…”
Seo Woo Jin grabbed my wrist.
After slowly bringing your head closer.
Until I got up and whispered in my ear that I should get off.
I stayed still.
Another choice is,
Because I didn’t particularly like it.
296
Transfer, and transfer.
The place we arrived at after following an unfamiliar road was, ironically, the most familiar place.
It was none other than the subway station closest to the academy.
I don’t usually use public transportation, but sometimes I go to the subway station closest to the academy.
This is because I only used it very rarely.
… That means Seo Woo Jin’s house is also nearby.
Because her thoughts reached that point, she started to imagine things, but she quickly got better when she closed her eyes and shook her head.
The reason I came here was to have a beer for a while.
I didn’t come here because of gloomy and bad thoughts.
“… Over there.”
I, who was caressing the wrist that had been held up until just now, glanced at Seo Woo-jin, who was walking diagonally one step in front of me, and opened my mouth.
The belated thought that the smell of alcohol can still be left behind even if you open a can of beer alone at home has already been pushed to the back of your mind.
“Uh, where are you going to drink?”
“It’s a convenience store.”
“… Aha.”
Is it a convenience store?
Let me go to the convenience store and buy a can of beer…
I guess they decided on a convenience store because they said that.
… It’s a good thing.
In that case, there would be no need to go to Seo Woo Jin’s house.
Me too.
I didn’t want to go.
“Which convenience store…?”
“Just any suitable place. All you need is a table outside.”
Geographical conditions surrounding the academy.
And the insensitive clothes we both wore.
Finally, I looked at the paper bag containing the perfume and nodded quietly even though he was not looking.
Not necessarily, but maybe we’ll be caught by a student who knows both of us.
However, just like in the downtown area, you won’t be misunderstood as a casual relationship.
Besides, it will actually help with Yu Si-woo’s seizures…
I followed Seo Woo Jin without saying anything.
As he said, the place we arrived at was a unique convenience store.
Although it is not clean enough to impress, the table looks as good as an academy bench.
A part-time man giggling while looking at his phone, probably because he was bored because there were no customers.
At this level, there was nothing to complain about.
“2, 21,600 won. Card, over here…”
… It’s just a part-time job glancing at you once in a while.
Because it always happened.
“With this, I paid back 20%.”
“Pay back?”
I continued speaking as I placed the four 500ml beer cans I had finished paying on the outdoor table.
“This. … The cost of perfume.”
“Oh, you don’t have to worry about that.”
“… I made you worry…”
“You don’t usually choose a gift with the intention of getting it back later, right?”
“…”
I was about to add something to Seo Woo Jin’s answer, but instead of saying what immediately came to mind, I pulled a cold beer can toward me.
It’s because I feel like if I owe you money, I’ll get it back in some strange way.
Because the atmosphere right now was quite good to just say something like this.
… I say it again, I still hate that vulgar behavior.
My cursed body just loves it so much, but I… Absolutely not.
If possible, I hope I don’t have to mix with Seo Woo Jin anymore.
If possible, I hope that the story related to that side does not even come out.
However, Seo Woo Jin.
“Anyway…”
As if something fun had happened,
Seo Woo Jin began to smile more naturally than before.
He seemed to have a slightly different opinion than me.
“I didn’t know you’d be the first to ask me out for a drink.”
“… You can do that. Is this weird? This?”
“Yes. It’s strange.”
Chi-Ik-
Cool carbonation rises from the beer can of Seo Woo Jin, who is sitting across from him.
After seeing that, I hesitated and started to open the can, and Seo Woo-jin, who had just opened a snack we had bought together, crunchily picked up a piece and licked his lips.
“You say it often as a habit. You hate me.”
“… I still hate it.”
“Of course I know that, but why did you ask someone you hate so much to have a drink with you?”
I don’t like you.
My body is whining about wanting to be with you a little longer.
If I tried to say something like this seriously, I was sure they would just snort.
No, they might think that I’m just trying to say that I want to have sex.
Because of that, I.
“… Are you a goldfish? Why are you asking me again about the story I just finished?”
“What did you say?”
“… I don’t want Yu Si-woo to feel bad, so I’m drinking with you. Rather than the worst, the… Lesser evil is better.”
I answered with as indifferent an expression as possible.
Of course, I tried to handle eye contact as naturally as possible.
“Anyway, let’s drink it quickly. You can too. You usually toast at times like this…”
“… The more I see him, the more he does the same thing as Yozora. Is it because we are friends?”
“Well, everyone else says this too. What…”
Tuk.
Compared to the clear sound of glasses clinking against each other, the sound of a toast is quite insignificant.
Then, the sound of each other pouring beer into their stomachs fills the outdoor tables of the convenience store.
I am often forced to drink due to the stress, so my drinking capacity is not very low, but two cans of beer are enough to get me drunk.
Therefore, just in case something goes wrong, take a sip slowly.
Unlike me, Seo Woo-jin, who was tilting the can as if he was drinking half of the total amount in one go, put down the beer can with a short exclamation.
… That man. Did he say he drank well?
I think I’ve heard this before.
It may not seem like it…
I was quietly looking at Seo Woo Jin’s face, and since I had nothing to say right now, I asked carefully.
“… I guess you drink alcohol well?”
“No. Not really… But I like it?”
Do what you like.
As if to prove that what he said was true, the tone of his voice had already risen slightly.
Now I’ve only tilted the can once.
“Then drink in moderation. … Don’t bother me for any reason.”
“Do you usually say things like that yourself?”
“You can. I’ll just leave you alone if you fall asleep.”
“It must be annoying for people who work part-time…”
“… What, are you really the type of person who sleeps anywhere when you’re drunk?… I was just joking.”
“Well, I’ve never been that drunk before, so I’m not sure.”
“You don’t know Yozora. She’s a kid who can drink out of the box.”
“Even back then, I never drank enough to get drunk. I heard you say something. When you get drunk, the pleasure during sex decreases after a while…”
“Ahh. Okay. Okay, so stop talking about it…”
… See… If I leave it alone, it turns into dirty talk again…
Is that really all that’s in that man’s head?
Things like women and sex.
How to have sex as pleasantly as possible… Something like.
Or, making a girl climax a lot…
It’s a little different from that,
For example, can’t we have a more constructive and intelligent conversation?
I was looking at Seo Woo Jin with a disgusted expression, and with a short sigh, I bumped the can between him and her.
“… Give me some of the snacks there.”
“Do you like this?”
“… Can’t I like it?”
… One more time.
And one more time.
Even after emptying the first can completely.
Continue.
*****
“How are you going to explain this when you meet a man other than me in the future? Are you really going to use exercise as an excuse?”
“Just… If I just said I had an ex-boyfriend…”
“Are you going to tell me that you lost your virginity while having sex with your ex-boyfriend?”
“Then, that’s okay…”
“Then I guess I’ll be your ex-boyfriend… And take her virginity.”
“… That’s true…”
So, where did this story start?
We were talking about what kind of man we would meet once we got rid of Yoo Si-woo and Seo Woo-jin, and it ended up like this.
I tried to quietly look back on my memories, but my mind was buzzing, so I couldn’t really figure it out.
Beer. I don’t think I’ve drank that much yet.
“Well, I can’t help it because it feels good. It’s a bit strange for a grown adult to say they have no experience.”
“It wasn’t particularly good… It just hurt…”
“What? … Oh, when we first had sex?”
“… Yes.”
“… What did you do after that? Was it still painful back then?”
“At that time… I could understand why they were doing this…”
However, the bigger problem was not me, but Seo Woo Jin.
At least I was able to keep my composure, because Seo Woo Jin looked like he was quite drunk.
Even my normal eyes are slightly closed.
I keep dropping the snacks I try to pick up.
… I don’t usually do that, but I smile wildly.
And yet, as always, he keeps talking dirty.
No.
Rather than that, I think being an honor student who is good at studying is closer to my ideal type.
A pervert like you… I hate it.
… Of course, my body likes you very much.
Even now, I keep coming up with strange imaginations when I’m drunk, and the trash can in my head is filled with flesh and milk colors.
I don’t like it…
“But Seo Woo-jin…”
“Yes.”
“Just because it feels good doesn’t mean you can do it… Like drugs…”
“Why are we talking about drugs? It’s not like sex is illegal.”
“… It’s not illegal, but…”
“Besides, even if it’s illegal… How many times in your life have you committed a minor crime? Like jaywalking. It’s the same with sex.”
“I haven’t tried it before…?”
“You haven’t tried it? … Then why are you sticking to the villain side?”
“… What should I do when I was born that way and that’s what happened to me… Well, I often think things like, I wish rich people would go bankrupt.”
“Like Han Su-ah?”
“Why are you talking so much… Unlike you, Su-ah is nice… And pretty…”
And it’s quiet. Compared to what I look like, I feel like I’m closer to a model student.
While giving such a long speech, Seo Woo Jin’s can approaches the beer can that he was holding tightly with one hand and hits it and falls.
So, instead of talking, Seo Woo-jin quenched his thirst with alcohol one more time, and after chewing on a cookie, he brought up another topic.
“There are a lot of abnormal kids there at Most Wanted. But among them, they are the normal ones.”
“… There are people who hate me because of true evil…”
“Then I guess you were there because your parents are there. Or maybe you were picked up.”
“I’m being a bit selective about what I say… What would I do if I were really an orphan…”
“I don’t think much of it. They both passed away, too. In an accident when I was young.”
“No, it’s not that you don’t think anything of it, it’s not important… Oh? Rather, has he passed away?”
“An ordinary traffic accident. It wasn’t even directly featured on the news.”
“…”
“It was before I had this ability. … Well, it could have been an opportunity.”
I feel slightly sober.
I didn’t know because I never investigated, but Seo Woo Jin was in a similar situation to me.
I don’t know my parents’ faces or names.
That man passed away without knowing.
… I guess that one is a little sadder.
Then, perhaps I made a mistake in my words.
Even though I was drunk, it was a moment when I was paying attention and carefully raised my gaze.
… Fortunately, he was just looking in this direction as if he didn’t think anything of it.
“Looking at it now, it seems like you, Baek Seoyeon, are ruining the atmosphere, not me.”
“… I didn’t know. I…”
“It’s come to this, so I guess I have to ruin the mood without notice to balance the scales…”
“… What kind of calculation is that…”
“… Did you die in the accident too? You two?”
“… I don’t even know their faces. I don’t even know what my parents’ last names are.”
“…”
“I heard he gave me the last name Baek to paint it in the color you like later… Well, I guess he told me that because I was very young at the time. There’s no way I wouldn’t know that the director’s last name is Baek.”
“…”
“… Ah, it’s okay. Now stop talking about these dark things. What are orphans doing with each other…”
“Rather than complaining to kids who have parents, isn’t this better?”
“… But…”
I tilted the can once more, and like Seo Woo Jin, I let out a short exclamation and put the glass down.
I guess it’s because of the alcohol. The depression that had built up like mold is vaguely washed away.
However, there are limits to erasing everything with alcohol alone.
Perhaps because I was a little drunk, the gloomy mold came back like a dark cloud.
… I swear,
Inadvertently.
“… Give me your hand.”
I said something unnecessary.
“Why the hand?”
“I want to give it a try.”
“Why… No, you can’t reach it before that.”
“You just have to hide it in your sleeve…”
“…”
“Try it just once. It’s because there’s something I’m curious about but haven’t been able to ask…”
As she pulled down the sleeves of her black jersey to completely cover her palms, Seo Woo-jin, who thought for a moment, carefully extended his hand towards her.
That’s because he said he wanted to face it, not in a comfortable position, but in a slightly awkward position.
Stop there! I chuckled a little and laughed for a moment at the comical appearance that seemed to say.
Resting my chin on one hand, I gently placed the hand hidden in my sleeve against his hand.
… Also. It’s so big.
With my hands covered by my black sleeves, one word is not enough for each.
“You’ve grown this much. Somehow…”
“Somehow, what?”
“… It’s okay. I don’t want to talk about it.”
“… It’s probably roughly related to petting. It’s obvious from the reaction.”
“Do you think I’m a pervert like you?”
“Then what is it?”
“It’s just because it’s so big…”
“… It’s not that big, is it?”
“It’s big. Huge. Huge…”
“…”
“Look. My fingertips can only go so far…”
When I put a little pressure on my hand, my fingertips press his fingers beyond his sleeve.
… So, when I was caressed by him…
This means that the vaginal wall was stimulated much deeper than when masturbating on your own.
So to that extent.
It felt so good that my head started to tingle.
It’s amazing that Seo Woo Jin caught this curiosity right away.
At the same time, I’m a little embarrassed.
I let out a sigh filled with the scent of alcohol and dropped my hand.
“…”
“…”
But.
This wasn’t the only thing I was curious about so far.
“… And I have another question…”
“…”
“You usually hang out with other women instead of me…”
“…”
“… You do that…?”
One sip.
Seo Woo Jin responded by tilting the beer can.
“… Won’t you get tired of it?”
“Not yet.”
“They’re all the same women anyway, so it’s not like they’re all the same in the end…”
“Everything is different. The reactions. Even the pleasant parts during sex.”
“… How is it different?”
“There are women who want to be hugged throughout sex. There are also the opposite.”
“… I’m saying the opposite.”
“Uh.”
“… Is it because I don’t lie, or because I couldn’t do it and gave up…”
As we picked up a sweet snack and laughed as if it were absurd, Seo Woo Jin gently lifted the beer can and put it down.
… I guess I already drank it all.
Well, at some point, I started spilling the beans without even toasting…
I was staring at him blankly, but I still had two sips… About three sips later, he tipped the remaining beer can and continued asking questions.
“… Then.”
“…”
“… Of all the women you’ve worked with so far, who did you feel the best about?”
“… What question is that?”
“It’s curiosity. … Curiosity, asking questions while drinking.”
“…”
“Besides, we’ve already had sex twice…”
Without any expectations.
Probably Yojo Lana Han Su-ah.
Or, your current girlfriend’s name will appear.
Otherwise, the names of women who were sexual partners will appear.
Without any expectations.
“… You.”
“…”
“I felt the best when I was with you.”
