## Chapter 47 – (15)
I stood at the window, blankly watching Sung-han Oppa walk towards the downtown area.
Dressed like a special forces operative, just as when I first saw him, Sung-han seemed like a movie protagonist.
Whether it’s a mutated zombie or a group of survivors,
they definitely wouldn’t be able to defeat Oppa.
Even knowing that, why was I so worried?
“Right… we haven’t fully learned how to survive yet.”
He taught us a lot, but it still wasn’t enough.
The three of us don’t even have skills yet.
We needed a protector.
That must be why I was worried about Sung-han.
“Soo-ah, are you worried?”
“Huh? Of course…”
“That’s a relief. I thought you two were on bad terms.”
Min-hyuk then recounted his past actions towards Sung-han.
Pointing a spear at him, trembling with fear in his presence.
Even following him around to keep him in check.
He even mentioned glaring at Sung-han whenever their eyes met.
It was hard to believe I had done those things, even though it hadn’t been long.
‘He wasn’t that bad of a person… was he?’
Sung-han was a bad person, but he kept his promises.
He didn’t touch So-yoon, and he fought zombies to protect us.
He gave us weapons to survive and told us about skills.
And now, he went to the downtown area to deal with the men who attacked us.
Of course, in return, he occasionally demanded my body, but Sung-han accepted my requests, such as no raw insertion or kissing.
Why would he go so far for me?
‘Could it be that he likes me?’
It seemed unlikely, but if that were the case, some of the puzzling things made sense.
Especially how he didn’t touch So-yoon and granted all my requests.
Even his aggressive behavior during sex made sense.
“Haa…”
Thinking about it like that, I felt my body heat up.
I might be lewd.
I never knew since I hadn’t pleasured myself until I became an adult, but ever since Sung-han first touched me at the piano academy, I’ve been feeling it to an extent that I find myself strange.
At first, I even bit my lip and tried to suppress my moans, hoping Sung-han would give up if I didn’t react.
But in the end, I filled the room with my moans.
‘Is everyone else like this?’
Probably not.
I knew very well that it was abnormal for someone to feel aroused by someone who wasn’t even their lover, to the point where their body heated up just by imagining it.
Even with my boyfriend right in front of me, thinking about someone else…
“Soo-ah, are you okay? You weren’t feeling well during dinner either… shouldn’t you lie down?”
“…Then will you lie down next to me?”
I mustered the courage to say it.
I usually couldn’t say things like this.
But now that my body was hot and my mind was hazy, I could.
Even if Min-hyuk was oblivious in this area, he would notice if I said this much.
“Ah, no, that’s… So-yoon is here too…”
Min-hyuk blushed and waved his hands.
Swallowing hard, I could see his eyes darting towards my chest, so he was almost giving in to the temptation.
He glanced at So-yoon and seemed to hold back.
I liked Min-hyuk because of his patience and consideration, but this time, I resented that patience a little.
‘If it were Sung-han Oppa in this situation…’
He would definitely drag me by the wrist to the bedroom. No, even if it was just the apartment stairs, he would have done it to me.
‘Min-hyuk… does he like me?’
I suddenly felt uneasy.
Men’s sexual desires were said to be incomparable to women’s.
Looking at Sung-han, that didn’t seem wrong.
But why didn’t Min-hyuk ever approach me first?
The kiss we shared last time and this temptation were all initiated by me.
Min-hyuk never tried to initiate skinship first.
So I became suspicious.
Maybe he doesn’t like me that much?
Or is he cherishing me?
To be honest—
I felt like Sung-han, who treated me like a tool, was better than being cherished.
‘What am I thinking…!’
I felt like I had lost my mind for a moment, caught up in lust.
I took a deep breath and apologized to Min-hyuk in my heart.
And hiding my disappointment, I said.
“Yeah… right. I’ll go lie down in the room for a bit.”
“Tell me right away if you feel sick. Okay?”
“Yeah, thanks.”
As I listlessly entered the room, So-yoon followed.
“Soo-ah. Are you okay?”
“Umm… I’m okay.”
So-yoon, hearing that I was sick, followed me into the room to ask how I was.
I felt a little sorry for making her worry for no reason.
So-yoon nodded only after checking on me several times.
“That’s a relief. Um, there’s something…”
So-yoon hesitated as if she had something to say, fidgeting with her hands.
“Yeah? What is it?”
“How do you feel about Oppa?”
“Huh?”
I was startled and looked at So-yoon.
Did she see it this morning?
My heart pounded at those words from So-yoon.
“Well, he’s just a grateful Oppa.”
“Really? Then can I confess to Oppa?”
“…What?”
I felt like my breath stopped for a moment.
I looked at So-yoon, wondering if I had misheard, but So-yoon was just blushing and looking at me.
As if waiting for my permission.
“To, to Oppa? A confession? Why?”
“Why… because he’s reliable, cool… and he’s such a good person.”
“…”
I didn’t want to deny So-yoon’s feelings or emotions.
But So-yoon clearly thought that way because she didn’t know the other side of Sung-han.
He might seem like a good person, but the reality was different.
So I stopped her.
For So-yoon’s sake.
“So, So-yoon-ah, think about it carefully…”
“Yeah, I’ve thought about it a lot, but I think I like Oppa after all.”
So-yoon seemed to have already made up her mind.
My mind went blank.
Is she really, really going to confess?
I opened my mouth, but I didn’t know what to say.
And I don’t know why I feel this way.
What happens if they start dating?
What if it was true that Sung-han was really after So-yoon?
Maybe everything will work out.
I don’t have to follow Sung-han’s demands anymore, and So-yoon and Sung-han become lovers who love each other.
It might just happen like that.
Then, shouldn’t I support So-yoon’s confession?
“So-yoon-ah…”
Even though I thought so in my head, the words didn’t come out.
Rather, I thought I should reveal Sung-han’s true nature and stop that confession.
“Haa, I’m already nervous just thinking about it.”
“…”
“Why? Your expression is bad again.”
“I know…”
I don’t know why I feel this way either.
In the end, I couldn’t understand my own heart until Sung-han came back.
Only So-yoon’s words, asking if she could confess, lingered in my head.
As expected, Sung-han returned unscathed.
All three of us, including myself, who were preparing food, greeted Sung-han as he came in, and Sung-han greeted us lightly in return.
So-yoon was the same as usual.
On the surface.
While putting the food on the table and preparing the meal, So-yoon approached with a bright smile.
Then, putting her hands together, she asked me.
“Soo-ah, can you not sit here? I want to eat while facing Oppa.”
She didn’t hide that she liked Oppa from me.
She even acted cute, asking me to let her sit across from him.
“Um… Ah, okay.”
I couldn’t refuse that request.
I was the one who sat in that seat this morning and was subjected to such things by Sung-han.
Will So-yoon be okay?
‘She’ll be okay… Oppa kept his promises well.’
So-yoon will probably be okay.
There was nothing to worry about.
But I felt a little disappointed.
Even though I ended up being able to eat while facing Min-hyuk.
Sung-han, who had showered and changed into comfortable clothes, sat in the empty seat.
And we started eating.
It was a delicious meal.
The convenience store instant foods prepared for Sung-han were like a feast, considering the current situation.
But I didn’t feel like eating.
I picked up a piece of sweet and sour chicken with my chopsticks and put it in my mouth, but I couldn’t taste it well, so I chewed it roughly and swallowed it.
My attention was all on So-yoon and Sung-han.
“Hmph…”
Sung-han suddenly made a small noise, so I raised my head to look and saw Sung-han and So-yoon making eye contact.
‘So-yoon can make that kind of expression too…’
It was an alluring smile.
One that would captivate a man’s heart.
Clang.
Suddenly, something fell, and So-yoon asked me to pick up her chopsticks.
Without thinking, I bent down under the table to find the chopsticks and saw it.
I barely covered my mouth with both hands, almost screaming.
“…”
So-yoon’s small, white feet were diligently rubbing Sung-han’s dick.
I could see the sound of dry skin rubbing and his very angry dick.
I couldn’t believe it.
‘Why is So-yoon doing that?’
Did So-yoon already confess?
Did they already have a deep relationship?
I couldn’t understand the situation.
I picked up the chopsticks and slowly returned to my seat, handing the chopsticks to So-yoon.
“Thank you, Soo-ah.”
“…Um…”
So-yoon smiled with a brighter face than ever before.
In contrast, I could only smile with an awkward smile.
