Chapter 245 – 239 – Dusting Off Your Mind
If you lift something for a long time, you can get a feel for it just by holding it in your hand. About how long you can endure while carrying it.
However, I don’t know much about lifting the burden of the heart. Because you suddenly appeared in my life.
So how long can I bear this precious yet heavy heart? Day? Two days? The rest of my life?
I promised it for the rest of my life and I believe it, but the truth is I don’t know. It wasn’t until I started dating all of you that I realized that I had never been separated.
I go to sleep imagining you leaving me disappointed. Every night.
The reason is different every time. This is because Tan Banthai knows many of the shortcomings of Tan Banthai. And perhaps we will learn more together with you.
The types of nightmares will increase. That makes me afraid.
Today I treated you much harsher than usual. For no reason, it turned into a scary shape and scared people.
Is it because of the childish inferiority complex that arises when a boy can’t overcome a girl? Maybe.
Didn’t you try to resort to foul play while pouring out all your affection? Some do.
But ultimately, it was because I was too scared. I wanted to hide my fears.
When what one has is heavier than a fountain, a person falls into fear, imagining a loss that did not occur naturally.
I made rings for all of you who loved me, gave them to their owners, and whispered my love to them. Inside, I was trembling more than ever.
And you all accepted. That fact drove me into the greatest happiness of my life and into endless fear.
In fact, I thought at least some of them would reject me for unexpected reasons. Because I don’t tend to overestimate Tan Bantai’s Kamnyang.
I may not be as good as you think. A man named Tan may not have the value that wonderful girls like you would give him for a lifetime.
Is this really okay?
I was muttering incoherently in that context, and my eyes were filled with ugly tears.
Everyone removed the weakened tentacles from my body and laid me down straight on the sofa.
And after listening to my complaint until the end, we looked at each other and nodded.
“So, to sum it up, it’s burdensome in many ways.”
“You want to whine at us.”
“Someone is whining…!”
Lenny couldn’t stop giggling and when she got up, her snot was running down her face. In a timely manner, Erina covered her face and blew her nose with the handkerchief she held out.
Lying down again while being patted, I tried to objectify my condition.
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That’s right. I think I want to whine.”
“When I think about the trust we’ve built up over the years, I’m constantly being told to stop saying shit and stick my dick out there.”
Lenny shattered my spirit with just one word. Then he patted her head soothingly and put it back together.
“But just saying that won’t solve the situation. Now, what can we do to be at ease, Tan?”
“I don’t know either
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“We don’t know. We’re anxious because we feel precious. We can’t ask you not to value us.”
“They say that too much happiness can be poisonous, but I guess it’s overloaded and tastes bad.”
“Maybe that’s why you rushed at me so recklessly. Are you trying to dilute my emotions a little? Are you afraid that if I get too affectionate, you might get hurt later? I’m also timid.”
“Didn’t you think that if we got rude, our true colors might come out, and we might just let you go? I’m a little disappointed if you were just trying to get rid of us?”
“What I’m saying is, it was actually good.”
“That’s not what I said… It’s okay. Anyway, it’s over.”
Lilith sighed and cupped my cheeks with both her hands. And then she lifted my face, which had an expression like a puffer fish, up to her eyes.
“Where are we?”
“New Gihi…
?”
“Not the new base. Where are we, your women, now?”
“My country…”
“Yes, we are by your side, our man. Aren’t you happy? Aren’t you relieved? Are we not enough?”
“Buzokal Riga
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“As long as it’s not enough, it’s okay, right? I can’t help but smile because I’m so tired of the happiness that others can’t enjoy, so I sat down feeling depressed. Didn’t you make a great decision to love us all? Then, at a time like this, like a man, you can just kiss me on the lips that are close to me. Plug in more, do you understand?”
“That is 100 times correct. I was bewitched by Tan Banthai, who is weak but braver than anyone else, and followed me to bed. Even though he is scared on the inside, he tries to act confidently, and although he is a porter, he is more of a hero than anyone else. He openly doubts himself. So, the rattling Tan Bantai is cute, but I’m not particularly attracted to it.”
“I’m fine with either. Now, here. If you want to cry, lean back and cry.”
The party members sitting next to me quietly smiled and shared my cheeks, fingers, lips, nipples, etc. As they pleased.
And then they started caressing each person according to their taste. I feel like a giant fish on the dinner table, but at the same time, warmth and strangeness surround me from all over.
It seems like the roles have changed. Just like they did a little while ago because of me, I too am being held captive and getting wet.
Meanwhile, Iteca fell down on my chest and suddenly bit my nose.
Tears come out again. She looks up in confusion and this Teka is shaking her head with her wet eyes.
“Do you really think I’m going to leave you, Tan? Is that why you’re anxious?”
“···You don’t know what’s going on in the world. What makes us…”
“Nothing could separate us. Not the devil, not Gunter, not Mithra.”
This Teka scolded me once more by biting the bridge of my nose. And she stamped her kisses here and there on my scrunched up face.
“I don’t know what the other kids are like. But I will definitely be by your side. I will follow you even if I die, so I know that.”
“Love is heavy
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“Oh, that’s right. Iteca will remain until the end. I won’t be upset if a few people leave, right?”
“If you’re going to stick a knife in Tan’s chest, do it now.”
Iteca reacted sharply to Leni’s ridicule. Strangely, she gets scratched by the other guys first.
“···Who are you, Mara? I liked you first?”
“I told you to keep to the order. I was so lazy that I finally confessed to you at the edge of the road to Dae Elan.”
Before I knew it, Eshen and Garam, who were massaging the dick, were giggling.
Even in this situation, where her weakened mind was endlessly crushed, her cock stood still as she was touched and surrounded by her female body.
“Our bodies have already become accustomed to things we will never forget for the rest of our lives. If the person you are responsible for is crying like this, how can you get on top of him because he is so wet?”
“I thought she was worried about what would happen if one day my dick stopped working. Well, don’t worry if that happens. She will somehow get you an elixir from the compatible song.”
“Everyone says that. Are you going to whine again from now on?”
“Mohgeher.”
“Do you want to die?”
“Oh my.”
“If you think about it, it was the same when you first saw me.”
Erina slowly pushed the rest away. Then she put her long body against me and lifted her hips as if trying to adjust her direction.
“Wasn’t I the culmination of all your worries?”
“Complete edition?”
“A new porter to replace you. It must have been a feeling of uneasiness that your great colleagues might not need you, manifested as a concept.”
“···Besides, he even became handsome when he dressed as a man.”
“Nobody I know looks pretty when they dress up as women.”
“Have you noticed a lot of caution?”
“It’s a lot. So how does it feel?”
“What does it feel like?”
“You ate the rival’s virgin you were so wary of.”
Erina whispered sweetly, closed her eyes tightly, and slowly lowered her waist. The feeling of her soft insertion made her body tremble.
Erina let out a shallow breath, frowned, and muttered as if she was dissatisfied with something.
“It’s big…”
“Does it hurt?”
“No. It’s good to grow up. But the problem is that it’s good. Why doesn’t it hurt? Is it because I already did it in my dream?”
“Is that possible? Then, is the bastard who fantasizes about the woman next door and has wet dreams an adulterer?”
“···Stop using vulgar metaphors, Eshen.”
“You’re very lucky if it doesn’t hurt, Erina. Is there really a need to hurt? I regretted it a lot the first time I got stabbed. Even when my thigh was torn by a sparring knife, it didn’t hurt that much.”
Lennie muttered something terrifying. Were you that sick…?
She freaked out and tried to turn her head to Lennie, but Erina pouted and grabbed her chin.
“Focus on me. Like on that Ferris wheel. This is actually my first experience.”
“···Sorry.”
“Hmm. I wanted a throbbing sensation like a medal, but it just feels good. Just stay still.”
Erina smiled mischievously and lifted her hips. Is it because of my aptitude as a porter? Her healthy, well-developed insides are tightening.
As I moaned, Erina looked satisfied.
“Don’t do anything like wriggling tentacles. Let’s go normally.”
“Tentacle wriggling?”
“Something like this.”
Erina lifted her weakened tentacle and tickled my nipple. And when I got angry and pretended to bite his chest, he giggled and pushed me away.
···This is it. I somehow feel like this.
Of course, I’m not saying I’ve discovered a taste for having my nipples tickled by tentacles. Rather than just running a little wildly, the way they playfully whisper and overlap each other suits my taste.
The porter in the novel, who cannot control his energy and even conspires, does not suit me. The method of Karl Brandt, the lustful maniac who scolded all the dukedom’s women, also does not suit me.
I want to have an ordinary, sweet love. Each one of you has an unusual relationship.
Erina said she wanted to lead until the end. It’s a reward for the enchanting experience on the Ferris wheel.
The movement of my waist that gently shifts my center of gravity makes me dizzy. Traces of a young lady who skillfully mastered horseback riding can be felt on her body.
And the texture inside… Was just like the beautiful memories from the amusement park.
A sudden feeling of shame comes over me. Haven’t you already realized it through all the past events?
That nothing lasts forever. But at the same time, perfect things don’t disappear easily.
So, don’t be afraid, let’s move forward boldly and love.
Erina’s movements gradually become more passionate. The breath she exhaled beautifully as if she were singing gradually becomes a mess of uncontrollable pitch and explodes like a firecracker.
Erina’s juice leaking out over my abdominal muscles is sticky and shiny, like honey flowing from a tilted bottle.
She asked me to leave everything to her, but she just couldn’t stay still. The moment I fully grasped her well-developed bare thighs, Erina’s unspoken permission fell through her ecstatic eyes.
Touch with all your might and with all your heart. My breasts aren’t that big, so it’s easy to hide them with a bandage. My butt is also nicely muscled and swollen after working as a porter for a long time.
As she wrapped her arms around my wrist and comforted me, as if asking me to keep touching her like that, Erina kept shaking without knowing what to do with her intense pleasure.
“Ahh, ah! Ah, ah…!”
“Eh… Lina…!”
It’s been a long time since we both reached our peak. However, her own will and the stamina she has accumulated through living faithfully do not let Erina go.
As she was pushed by her unstoppable dance moves to extremes beyond her limits, Erina’s sweat and tears dripped from her chin and the tips of her breasts onto my face. Br〉
And at some point, Erina stopped moving as if she had been hit by something. Pushing violently against the leather of her sofa with her toes, the second porter of the party clung to me and let out a sound that sounded like a wail.
There were no obscene gestures after that. Let alone trying hard to urge her to ejaculate, I couldn’t even hear her breathing. I could just feel the pounding of her heart filled with passion through Erina’s breasts touching her.
Even though the violent movement has stopped, the ringing does not stop. That fact was enough motivation for me. When she couldn’t hold back and ejaculated inside Erina once more, Erina flinched and slowly opened her eyes.
And she smiled rather sinisterly. As if she knew what it meant even if she didn’t say it.
“Huh, okay?”
“Good…”
“When we fell into the abyss, haha.”
Erina’s breathing hasn’t calmed down yet, and it sounds like she’s moaning from orgasm, and she catches her breath by kissing my cheek.
“You always threw yourself into the abyss and reached out to us. Do you think we will ever forget that for a moment?”
“Erina…”
“So if you fall into the abyss, we will help you. Anytime, anywhere. Understand?”
“···I understand.”
“So you can hold our hands too, Tan. Can you do that?”
“I will.”
“Still scared? Because you don’t know if you can make us all happy?”
Instead of listening to her answer, Erina hugged me tightly and increased our close contact.
Erina’s emotions are read through the power of the goddess. The ending of comfort is transmitted from her skin to her skin.
‘Are you okay. Let’s find out together.’
“···I am happy again. I am completely happy.”
“Thank goodness.”
“Did I tease you too much?”
“A little?”
