Chapter 16 – Safe Delivery Lockers Are Useful (3)
Safe delivery lockers are useful (3)
“Ha ha… Ha… Ha…”
Shortness of breath
Ran, ran and ran.
Ran recklessly.
I couldn’t stay still because of the dental plaque that I had never imagined before.
It’s too embarrassing.
In the middle of a train surrounded by so many people…
“Ahh…!!”
Thinking about it, I became even more ashamed and lowered my head.
A little while ago, I couldn’t control myself.
It is true that I boarded a crowded subway without wearing underwear in clothes that showed through my body.
I had no intention of doing it this far.
Indeed, I think it is difficult for me to suddenly do a masturbation show in such a public place even now.
If you make a small mistake, you may end up on the Internet or get caught by the police.
I thought so rationally, and of course normal people wouldn’t do such a thing.
Inside the narrow train, surrounded by men in the middle of the dense space…
The stagnant male scent, the sweet, sticky scent of desire, I couldn’t control myself just by sniffing it once.
Reason flew.
The head is clearly awake, and the thinking is normal, but the situation is completely out of control.
You will be able to think and judge yourself, but it is a feeling that your body does not follow.
Soon, the accident was eaten, the judgment and standards became ambiguous, and then the desire swallowed it up.
Knowing that masturbation in such a crowded public place is extremely dangerous and tasteful,
Even knowing that the consequences of this choice could happen, I couldn’t stop.
No it didn’t
Reason at that time flowed into sexual desire, and said to be faithful to that desire and pleasure.
At that time, of my own will, I was embarrassed in front of the man I was seeing for the first time.
My head must have been weird.
Something is strange about this body.
Maybe it’s because it’s not my original body, but when this excessive excitement flows, I get out of my own control.
So instinct flows, flows, and then… Masturbation on the man’s knee…
People around you, people, people… Countless people.
The eyes of those people on the crowded subway…
I thought that gaze, although it might be an illusion, seemed to have watched my appearance, that filth,
“Ha ha…”
I can’t lift my head.
Just run until this fever cools down.
Involuntary (?) Public masturbation show,
It was so embarrassing now that reason had returned to normal.
At a belated shame, he wanders round and round around the dead child.
The day I suddenly changed my body and lost even the world I live in,
What you’ve done so far,
Records that have been accumulated,
The relationship we had together
When all of that suddenly disappeared and became a strange figure out of nowhere
What to do, why to live, what to live for –
Because I can’t figure it out…
The foundation of oneself- the moment when one’s social status, goals, and relationships disappeared overnight.
The day I derailed on the railroad called life that I ran without much thought,
At that shock—-I felt like I was able to throw something away.
The day I realized that everything could disappear and be lost in an instant, really in an instant.
It was a feeling of being freed from something.
Maybe that’s why, on that day, it seemed that I was able to have essential thoughts about my inner self purely.
I felt that basic rules such as social sentiment, ideology, justice, morality, and public order and morals were good enough.
It’s good if you just enjoy yourself.
As long as I go to my heart, without paying attention to others—- if I am satisfied with myself, that is enough.
If you feel good, isn’t that good?
I just go the way I want to do.
Pure hedonism.
Then, the masturbation on the subway just a while ago—-wasn’t it nice because it felt good.
Think for yourself.
Even so, as a person, the sense of style, values, and the notion that he has been educated for over 30 years are bound to remain, so he feels embarrassed and ashamed.
At the same time, I think it is natural to feel this kind of shame or shame.
Rather, it would be enjoyable.
Without any emotion, just taking it for granted, what fun is that?
Because it is embarrassing, because it is shameful, there is a thrill and pleasure in this act.
If it’s an animal, even if they mate with each other in a zoo with a lot of spectators watching, it won’t be very exciting.
There are only physical pleasures,
That would be nice too, but
It’s a shame.
So this shame is rather a good sign,
He thought to himself that because he still had the food of a human being——there was more to enjoy than that.
Thinking like that, I began to think that my current shame was food for future pleasure.
Somewhat calming down
The passage of time and the change of mind have calmed me down somewhat.
“Ha… Ha… Ha…”
My lungs hurt from the sudden, drastic exercise.
Stand up and catch your breath.
Although the aftermath of the previous shame still lingers, it has calmed down quite a bit.
Need for exposure
Need to obey
Ruin Desire
Smell fetish
Masochism
Even the sexual orientation that has been revealed so far is that much.
Nothing is fine anywhere.
Recognizing that your mental state isn’t quite normal didn’t feel very good, but accept it.
There is no one to show well anyway, and there is no target.
I have no intention of restraining myself, and I have no interest in controlling.
Thinking like that made me think that situations where you can’t control yourself aren’t all that bad.
Just go with the flow, go as you want, do whatever you want.
I think it’s good if you enjoy it.
I think I want to live with reason, leaving my body to my instincts.
Just think without thinking.
I was still in a daze, and I was able to catch my breath before I knew it.
Calm down and look around.
As I ran mindlessly, the surroundings were already dark.
Um… I don’t know where this is.
Where is the Manga-dong Community Center?
Search this and that with your smartphone.
?
I was looking for my current location or the way to the Manga-dong Community Service Center on my smartphone. I felt like I could feel the gaze around me.
As I looked around, it seemed that others were glancing at me.
?
Haeun’s body is quite attractive and pretty, so I could often feel the eyes of people around me.
Its weight is different from the usual gaze.
A more sticky and soggy gaze.
Eyes mixed with lust.
Have you ever been caught not wearing underwear?
As I looked around in bewilderment,
Her eyes meet with a male student who passed in front of her.
I quickly turn my head and get off with a quick gait.
At first glance, the boy’s face looked a little red as he passed by.
What?
I try to infer the direction where the subtle eyes of the male student from earlier stayed.
Slightly down from the front, in the direction of pointing towards my chest.
Nature, look down to the place where the heart is.
“?!”
His shirt was soaked with sweat, revealing his inner flesh.
The sweat clung to him, and his body and inner flesh were neatly showing through.
I happened to be standing right under a street lamp, so the strong light of the street lamp illuminated my skin and emphasized it.
It was a shirt that wasn’t that thick from the beginning, so when it was drenched in sweat and directly exposed to the streetlights, it looked like it was almost undressed.
The nipples and areolas were barely exposed.
“Huh…”
I said a lot of nonsense, but what’s fun is fun and what’s embarrassing is embarrassing.
Covering the chest part of the shirt, which was wet with sweat and exposed the skin color.
It seemed that everyone around me was looking at me.
Realizing it, the gaze around me felt more blatant.
Suddenly, I looked at the skirt.
Only certain areas of the dark blue skirt were obviously wet.
Your face heats up like a volcano.
In an unexpectedly embarrassing situation, he spurns his seat and runs away.
Run,w run.
I ran with all my strength, wondering where I had this strength left.
I don’t know where to go.
I just ran away to a place where no one could be seen, where there were no streetlights.
Long run.
When I came to my senses, I was in a dark alleyway.
“Ha… Ha… Ha…”
Second sprint today.
Incredibly tired
I lean against the wall in the alley and catch my breath.
“Haha…”
My heart is pounding and my lungs tighten.
The cool touch of the wall feels good.
He leaned back and took a deep breath.
For a while, I felt the presence of people in the alley.
It seems that there was a passenger in the alley I entered.
Typical drunkard.
Some of the buttons on his shirt were off, and his tie was half undone and hung around his neck.
Her face was red, and she was wearing only one shoe on her right foot, as if she had lost one.
He must have been in his 40s, but he was a drunk-looking old man with his hair slightly bald.
It’s not even time to say it’s night yet, but I was already drunk and lying down in the middle of the alley, as if I had started running early.
It was as if I had woken up to the sound of my heavy breathing.
A drunken old man staggers to his feet.
Even though he stumbled terribly unsteadily, how and how he was able to catch himself, and he managed to control his body while staggering.
“Ohhhhh Park ㅡ, did I get more ㅆ ㅇ ㅇ ㅆ ㅇ ㅇ ㅇ ㅇ ㅇ ㅇ ㅇ ㅇ ㅛ ㅡ ㅛ?
It sounded like the smell of alcohol wafted from his voice.
“Now, I’m going to go to the middle of the day.”
The old man staggers towards me, giving off a nasty smell of alcohol.
Perhaps he is drunk and out of his mind, he approaches me as if he mistook me for a party.
“J a now chief bar ㅡ don’t get rid of it ~~ j aa aa a cup of bar b a b oh rani keuaaaaa~”
Is it because I am drunk or because the alleys are dark? It seems that I was mistaken with a person called
Leaning one hand as if passing a glass, he came closer and closer.
I was exhausted from running a lot until a while ago, and I was embarrassed by the sudden situation and couldn’t do anything like this and just watched the drunken man approaching.
As he came close enough to see his face, the strong smell of alcohol and filthy breath wafted in.
Ignore the unpleasant smell and decide to walk in the opposite direction.
As I was about to walk to the other side, I was caught on my shoulder from behind.
A disgusting smell of alcohol wafts from her nose.
“Uh ㅡeeeng eh? Where is the bar a master? Aren’t you a bar a master?”
“Hey, I’m not Chief Park. You’re drunk, mister.”
“Aaaaa?”
“Mister, you’re drunk, I’m not Chief Park.”
“Ohhhhh”
There is no conversation.
Thinking it would be a waste of time to stay like this, he tried to remove his arm from her shoulder.
In an instant, her chest is caught on top of her clothes.
“Hey♡
Molkan Molkan
Massage my breasts like a toy.
Molkan Malkan Molkan
Goosebumps rise from the back at the sensation of a man feeling for the first time.
As if he had no intention of letting go, he continued to knead.
“Aww ♡”
Even though I was drunk, I couldn’t shake it with the strength of my weak arms.
“I like it so much, it’s so good. It’s so good. It’s so good.
“Mah zoe sigh ss rs bara gahina yaa, jorla ghinah, uh d maa ㅁᅕn c ㅔ me?”
Let me continue to resist,
He said something in a barely audible tone, then took his wallet out of his pocket with faltering hands.
5 per newcomer,
I took it out and tried to insert it into my breastbone.
However, since the clothes I was wearing were neck poles, there could be no such thing as a chest bone, and after trying to insert money over my chest several times, I scatter it on the floor as if I was angry with myself.
Shin Saimdang is scattered in the air.
Assuming that the amount is not enough, he takes a card out of his wallet and puts it in his hand.
” ㄱㅇ If this ㄱ, it’s ㅆji, that-uhmaaaaa Iari waa eoeo angipira.Fuck your body,HamDo it ah ah ah ,”
Hmm…
I must have looked like a prostitute.
Look at my clothes
A light blue shirt that was wet and exposed to the inside.
The contours of her fairly large breasts were clearly revealed.
If there is no light here. At first glance, it didn’t seem like that.
But how…
CommandSeemed to have been
I am currently in the premonition of losing my virginity.
