Chapter 42 – 042. Rookie YouTuber Ms. S (2)
“Dinner was delicious tonight, Ha-eun?”
How did I end up like this?
“Eww… Huh. It was tasty…”
“Pasta is quite easy to make. “It’s not that expensive.”
The rose pasta he made was not just empty words, it was really delicious.
But that’s not the point.
“Then let’s rest for a while… , Let’s go to sleep. I’m going to the gym tomorrow. Because it took two days.”
“…”
… Kang Joo-hyuk,
Don’t fall from my side.
When I woke up, it was right next to me,
He wouldn’t even let me wash by myself.
Rice, of course.
Sleep next to me.
They won’t even allow me to stay in my room and force me to sit on the sofa.
I tried to resist him all day, but he just smiled and didn’t even listen to anything I said.
I can’t strongly reject it because I can clearly see the true intentions hidden behind that person’s good smile.
“Ah, the weather is nice. True.”
I was disgusted by the hand that was caressing my thigh obscenely while making nonsense noises.
It’s disgusting, but I can’t throw it away.
The more I pushed and rejected it, the more scared my eyes became.
I was lucky that he didn’t throw me on the bed and rape me right away. I could feel his dark feelings without even having to say anything.
… I’ve never made a bet like this.
It’s just that that guy is saying nonsense.
I was just trying to kick you out if I won.
How did I lose?
How did it become a bet like this?
“… Ha-eun.”
“…”
“Do you want to go for a walk? “Let me digest it.”
“… “I don’t like it.”
“No? … Well, then. “I can’t help it.”
Walk,
Even if you just hear one word,
My body stiffens.
The events of that day come back to life.
Walking the streets with a dog leash,
The reason I barely took it off because I was fawning over Kang Joo-hyuk,
I also took off my clothes with my own hands in front of the camera,
While using foul language,
The thing that relieved that man’s desires.
Everything.
“Ah. The number of views has increased again. Look. It’s already 30,000, 30,000.”
“That… Well…”
To a man who rarely keeps his promises
I had to keep an unfair promise.
If I break it,
That man will use that as an excuse not to keep his promise.
“I need to think about generating revenue soon. Let’s try wearing different clothes. What I’m wearing right now is okay. Subscribers will really like it if it’s a tank top and leggings.”
“…”
“If you lose your image too quickly, don’t wear sexy clothes. For casual wear only. Okay?”
“… Please choose for yourself. “I will wear it.”
… They even allowed us to live together based on that terrible recording,
If the video is that vulgar,
How much should I look after Kang Joo-hyuk?
Until when,
You have to live while observing this man’s thoughts.
I don’t know.
… What should I do?
Not one.
***
I knew it.
At least it’s like this at night.
“Take it off.”
Rather, it was more surprising that this man endured until this evening.
It wouldn’t have been surprising if it had hit me right away yesterday.
You should be thankful that you tolerated it for a day.
“…”
I take off my tank top and throw it on the floor.
I also unfastened my bra and let it fall.
I quickly took off the leggings he had picked out from the closet, crumpled them, and threw them away.
“Try lying down. Just like that.”
“…”
I would rather hear kind words from a man I don’t like all day,
It would be much better for you to tease me in a low voice like now.
Then I’m comfortable too.
Looking at him with lifeless eyes.
All you have to do is give up your body.
“You’re fine. “Here.”
The vulva, which had become smooth thanks to Kang Joo-hyuk, has now almost disappeared from stimulation.
… In other words, he doesn’t have to endure it anymore.
Even though I didn’t want him to, he was looking at me with his condom-covered cock his standing upright and wanting me so much.
To be precise,
Not me, but my body.
“It looks like you need some care, so open your legs. “I’ll loosen you up a bit.”
“… “I don’t need it.”
Not only right now,
It’s been like that ever since we met.
So, caress or anything,
You don’t need it all.
“If I don’t solve it, it will hurt a lot.”
“It doesn’t matter. … Just do it. Kang Joo-hyuk, do whatever you want.”
Because I was violated by this man,
Rather than feel good like last time,
It’s better to be sick.
“If you really do what you want, you won’t be able to say that.”
“… How many times have you done that? “What are you saying now?”
“What can a girl who’s only had sex twice say?”
Like he said, I’ve only had two experiences with him.
Once after drinking.
Once when I tried to steal a cell phone.
After that, he suffered a lot of dirty things, but he didn’t attack me and have sex with me.
But that doesn’t mean I kept my promise.
I did all kinds of dirty things, making all kinds of excuses.
“What… , I got it first. Roughly.”
What did you know?
I have no idea.
Without listening to anything I say I don’t like,
I’m annoyed by his disgusting mentality, thinking that all he has to do is pretend to be friendly.
… Oh, no.
I don’t think it’s okay to pretend to be friendly, that psychopath.
Just,
He was pretending to be friendly to make fun of me.
“… “What are you doing?”
“Because it’s cold. Cover with the blanket.”
But rather than attacking me in despair, he
I covered myself with the blanket I had put aside,
He hugged me tightly.
… The hard erect dick was touching his belly button, but it felt bad and disgusting.
The cotton blanket was warm.
“It was okay until the evening, but it was definitely cold at night. Even though it’s spring.”
“…”
I hated him for just chatting about useless things.
I don’t like stroking my head,
I don’t like patting myself on the back either.
Just quickly,
I want you to rape me and let me fall asleep.
“… It smells good. What shampoo do you use?”
“… “Same thing as you.”
“That’s right, I guess.”
I wish you wouldn’t make small talk.
It would be easier to just rape me quickly and laugh at me.
He kept stroking my head,
He touches his pounding heart to my chest.
“… Ha-eun.”
“…”
“Open your mouth.”
… And,
To him who is finally revealing his true colors his,
I don’t resist and just gently give my tongue.
“Chuhup… , Huh…”
Lie down facing sideways,
With my whole body being grabbed by an unpleasantly large man,
While rubbing my hard erect dick against my stomach,
An incredible kiss that leaves your mouth ravaged to the point where you can’t breathe.
“Ph… , Town…”
When I close my eyes and take it in, he gives me just a moment to breathe, and then he continues sucking my tongue as he pleases.
While pushing his dirty and obscene saliva into me,
My saliva, which tastes like toothpaste, is stolen arbitrarily.
“After… , Ah…”
“… Open your eyes. Ha-eun.”
If you follow the command to open your eyes and slowly open your eyelids,
Strangely enough, even when he pretends to be friendly, Kang Joo-hyuk, who seems more like a person, is glaring at me in a scary way.
Pretense and hypocrisy,
There is no harm or evil.
Just the eyes of a male full of sexual desire.
They are already raping me.
“Breathe out slowly. Relax your strength. … Because it will hurt.”
… Yes.
Rather, he who freely pours out his boiling sexual desire like this,
I can feel at ease because I can just think of it as a cub.
“… Hmm…”
Inside me,
A hot cock that slowly penetrates,
At least it was much less disgusting than Kang Joo-hyuk himself.
It says you will take revenge on me,
You’re saying you’re going to make me submit,
There is no such thing as hidden intentions.
Just,
My body is the only goal.
“Ha-eun, can I really do whatever I want?”
“… If you’re already doing it, don’t ask…”
“… Really?”
“Do whatever you want… !”
As I forcibly erase that strange feeling of slipperiness and bloating,
I don’t just surrender my heart, I surrender my body to him.
Anyway,
Because I am a man whose only purpose is my body.
Just give me this and I’ll let you go.
Sex isn’t a big deal.
“… Then you really have to do whatever you want. I originally planned to do it later.”
Before I knew it, he had laid me down on my back, climbed on top of me, and was carefully shaking his waist, slowly pouring out the desire he had for me.
… I was afraid for no reason, like a fool.
It’s slippery so it doesn’t really hurt.
“Ha-eun.”
“… Why, why…”
“Do you think I’m only targeting your body?”
“That’s right, you bastard…”
Even if he harassed me by asking an obvious question, I wouldn’t be ashamed at all.
I just mix it up with my roommate.
Even if I push it deeper, it just hurts, and I’m not embarrassed.
As long as you obey him, others will know nothing.
… It’s okay.
Probably.
It would be better if it hurts.
“No. “I never targeted only your body.”
“It’s noisy… , Just, quickly, quickly, finish it…”
“Why am I only targeting your body? … “It’s not your body that sucks, it’s you that sucks.”
But he never plunges his thick dick deep,
Instead, a deep, low voice penetrates my eardrums,
“I love you, Haeun.”
“Shut up, don’t say that… !”
“So gently open your pussy like this.” … Even if I fuck you raw, you won’t notice. How can you not love? Ha-eun.”
“Hey, you, you… !”
I force my dead heart back to life.
“Are you okay. I know everything. It’s a dangerous day for you.”
… If you don’t resist,
It will be ruined more horribly than it is now.
“Crazy, crazy bastard… ! When will you stop… !”
“Because she is the daughter of a rich family and she is very good at entertainment.” Are you okay. … “You just have to raise it well, right?”
The purpose is not to take your body,
The purpose is to destroy me.
“Mi, chin, idiot… ” , Town… Wow…”
He covers my mouth and speaks with his body
With a strangely sticky and slippery dick,
Invisibly touching my insides under the blanket,
Kuung,
Kuung.