Chapter 358 – 358. Child (1)
From that day on, I didn’t even want to see sex… I didn’t lose.
I was surprised too, but after resting for about two days, I felt fine.
Instead, it felt like the person had changed slightly after that.
I can’t say it with my own mouth, but should I say I’ve become more intelligent or calmer?
Anyway, I was able to organize a lot of my thoughts.
In many ways.
The most important thing among them was the strange feeling of discomfort I felt when selling the gym.
Originally, I thought it was strange that I felt uncomfortable, but if you think about it, I am strange, right?
Since no one has hands as dirty as mine, I did a background check just in case.
Surprisingly, my intuition was not wrong.
“… What are you going to do, brother?”
Surprisingly, the person who showed up to take over the gym was an acquaintance of the director of Hinami and Jia’s agency.
It looks like we weren’t just acquaintances, we used to work together in the past.
It would be foolish to pass this off as just a coincidence.
No matter how you look at it, it’s clear that he approached me for the purpose of spying on me or because he wanted to dig up something.
“Well. “How will I sleep?”
But regardless of that, it was impossible to undo what had already been accomplished.
It’s been a while since we last met at the gym in the first place, and everything that was captured on CCTV was gone a long time ago.
Of course, there is no risk to take when handing over the store.
After taking over, you can dig into it step by step by asking, ‘What was the previous boss like?’, But by then, both Su-ah and the trainer who was annoying her will have quit, so there is no problem.
I don’t know if you go directly to them and ask questions, but that’s a risk you have to take even if you don’t sell the store.
In the end, all I could do was pretend not to notice.
“… “I guess so.”
“I need to take care of myself for a while.”
“I’m driving your car right now?”
“But that doesn’t mean you can’t go to the hospital.”
Of course, that’s it, you have to do what you have to do.
How can I know for sure if someone around me is being watched or followed?
I’m not a special agent or anything like that.
Anyway, as long as you have suspicions, you will eventually be found out if you dig into it.
It would be best to just twist your movements a bit and apply a tight disguise.
Then who are you disguised as?
There is only one answer.
“But this is very uncomfortable. Ehehe…”
“Hold on a little.”
“No, it’s not like that. “Because my sister looks amazing again.”
“… “They say they always feel stiff in their shoulders.”
Hinami, who changed into the same hairstyle as Ha-eun and even put in a full bob, looks very unbalanced.
Actually, her wig suits her well, but it looks really awkward with only her breasts sticking out on that face.
It’s pretty, but anyway.
After compensating for my height to some extent by wearing high-heeled shoes, I was able to mistake myself for the real Ha-eun when I put on a mask.
What’s certain is that it’s not something that can be distinguished when taken from a distance, and we can’t even see the car following us.
“Anyway, I’ll get tested and return safely. “I can’t hear you anywhere, so please know.”
“Yes.”
… I, too, would like to be kind to you, but I can’t help it.
I can do anything if I just hold out for 3 months.
As long as nothing happens until then, it’s okay, so I just had to endure a little inconvenience for now.
If you secretly attach someone to monitor you, it wouldn’t be surprising if something happened if you were caught.
**
“…”
“…”
There were no problems with the inspection.
6th week of pregnancy.
The ultrasound went well, and it wasn’t like I had an imaginary pregnancy at all.
But we couldn’t talk easily on the way back home.
… I heard the baby’s heartbeat.
Thump, pound, pound, pound.
When I heard the sound of the baby’s heart pounding at a steady pace, my head turned white.
An indescribable feeling.
My heart was too heavy to talk and giggle like before.
“… “Oppa.”
“Uh.”
“Well, uh, um… No, it’s nothing.”
“… Is it a little stuffy?”
“No, it’s not like that. Just… “I feel strange.”
“Me too.”
In fact, it hasn’t been that long since we’ve known each other.
At most, we met this year and entered into a relationship this year.
We weren’t even dating.
It was a relationship where both parties needed each other’s bodies.
Of course, it is true that in the process, I received a lot of healing from her, and she also came to rely on me.
But… After looking at the evidence of blood mixing, Hinami next to me didn’t look like Hinami.
… It seemed like a companion to be with for the rest of my life.
“It’s not the first time I found out about it today, and even though I already knew about it, it’s a little…” It’s strange.”
“That’s just the way it is.”
“… Is this what being a mother is all about?”
“… “I guess so.”
My first time, her first time too.
Both of us were too immature to choose what to say.
So all he could do was to affectionately pat Hinami, who was dazed.
No matter what the ending is.
It’s my responsibility as a father to be by his side.
**
I wanted to be loved.
Because neither my mom nor my dad loved me that much.
Still, I realized that if I show cuteness, people will think I’m cute, so I continued to live a cute life.
Because of that, I even got bullied in middle school…, As a result, I got a job that I loved, and I was loved to the point of indignation.
But being loved wasn’t necessarily a happy thing.
Even people who didn’t necessarily want to be loved me, and as more people loved me, the number of people who hated me also increased.
It was bearable at first, but little by little, it was chipped away, chipped away.
When I suddenly came to my senses, my heart was in tatters.
I wanted to hold on somehow, so I tried drinking and smoking.
Neither was delicious, but at least it helped me stop thinking.
But as I got used to it, I started looking for something a little more stimulating.
I knew that fans didn’t just like me because I was cute.
No matter how much they treated me like a baby and called me cute, there were countless people who looked at ‘Hinami Nakazawa’ with sexual eyes.
So…, I did a lot of this and that at home alone.
There was a time when I lightly thought about abandoning my virginity if a decent man approached me.
But the more I got to know myself, the more I thought it was such a waste to be hugged by a worthless man.
It was Joo-hyuk oppa who appeared at that time.
A suspicious man with Ha-eun next to him.
He is much taller than me, his body is full of muscle due to the amount of exercise he has done, and his face is manly and heavy.
My body decided on its own that this person would be okay,
The more I talked to his brother his, the more my brain wanted him too.
So I gave it to him,
I gained a lot.
How to love and how to be loved.
What to say to make a man happy and how to make him feel painless.
Just receiving it like that…,
Now I have a child too.
… To be honest, even right after I got pregnant, it didn’t really feel like it.
Ah, now I belong to this person forever.
Those feelings were stronger, and I didn’t really feel like I had become a ‘mother’.
But today, when I heard the sound of my child’s heart at the hospital, I felt like my heart was going to explode.
I have become a real mother.
I can’t say this openly to others, but it was the same when I was born.
Rather than me, who was born from an affair, I should try to ensure that the child born from secretly impregnating an idol can live a better life.
Me too, my brother too.
Will the child that will be born be like me, or will it be like my brother?
With this thought in mind, I unconsciously caress my stomach in the rolling car.
My brother looks sideways at me, and he quietly puts his hand on my head and pats me.
… It’s a little disappointing that I’m wearing a wig, though.
Because my brother’s hands were so thick, I felt a lot of love.
“… “Oppa.”
“What is it?”
“I want to name my child Ai (愛), what do you think?”
“… “Isn’t Kang Ai a little like that?”
“It’s Ai Nakazawa. “For now, I’m going to raise her as my little sister.”
“… Think about it a little more. “You don’t even know the gender yet.”
“Yes.”
So, child.
If I’m born a girl, I want to give her this name.
I hope my child is loved by someone as much as I was loved by my brother.
Of course, it would be a little difficult if you were a scumbag who met several women like your brother…, Because I’m also quick-witted now.
What kind of man are you going to bring with you? And he has quite a cursed bloodline.
Her grandmother is a woman who became pregnant after having an affair with a foreigner, and her mother is a woman who meets men who are spoiled by idols.
My dad is a philanderer who hangs around with three or four women, and I know that my brother’s parents aren’t all that well either.
Will I be able to grow well?
I should do well.
I-
“…”
You have to do well.
… Why.
On the way into the parking lot, do you see a car you recognize?
It definitely wasn’t there before.
That black car.
“… “What’s wrong?”
“… Please go a little further inside.”
“Why?”
It was dark inside the car, so I couldn’t see anything.
But it was certain that there was someone inside.
“Director’s car… Yes, that one.”
“…”
… To catch me.
To turn me back into an idol.
