Chapter 304 – 304. Birthday (8)
I’ve encountered countless dirty things in my life, but I’ve never believed that they were real.
I thought it was all a fantasy meant to make you look bad, and that thought hasn’t changed even now.
But…, After experiencing it myself.
I felt like I knew why the boss was living a life more like fiction than fantasy.
It’s not a question of which part is better or which is more exciting than comforting alone.
… A completely different experience.
Cutting chicken at home and eating chicken at a good restaurant are completely different even though the texture is similar, right?
Likewise, it was a completely different experience when I was penetrating a dildo at my own pace and when someone else was penetrating me at will.
The naked body seen through the liquid crystal display and the naked body in direct contact with the eyes had completely different temperatures.
“Ha…”
… This is what it feels like to be ‘used’.
Sometimes it’s very harsh on the heroine, but among the ugly books, there were often works where the author was a woman.
I felt like I vaguely knew what mood those people were in when they wrote the story and drew the pictures.
In fact, the rape fetish is a rather major taste for women, right?
Of course, there is a prerequisite that a man who looks fine and has a good body is completely horny for me and violates me without regard for my will…
That delusional fantasy was my first experience,
… It’s less painful than a delusion,
The feeling of being subjected to ‘bad things’ was very thrilling.
“Wake up.”
“…”
“Get up. Dude.”
“… Oh. Yes”
Ha-eun is crushed by her older sister, and not long ago, she was pure…, While having my private parts used to my heart’s content, something I had never seen before with a man.
Only after my vagina became dirty once again, I was barely able to hold on to the boss’s hand and stand up.
… Ha, vaginal ejaculation is a lot more uncomfortable than I thought.
But I think I know why they do it.
Well, the hot thing is Byurut…, But it doesn’t feel the same.
Something made me feel like I was being conquered by a superior man…
“Come to your senses. … “Get dressed quickly.”
“… Yes?”
“I have to go buy medicine. … It was wrapped inside.”
“Oh… Ah. Sorry…”
“… It’s not something you should be sorry for.”
… But apart from that strangely strange and uncomfortable feeling, I was actually in a very dangerous situation right now.
Just now, I felt like I really wanted to be conquered…, I hugged the boss tightly.
I thought that a man would definitely want to cum inside me at that time.
… Because I wanted to be like that too.
It won’t be too dangerous since you’ll have your period soon, but…, Ugh.
The other person is the boss, right?
If this person is something…, I think it’s dangerous at any time.
Plus, there was a lot of it…
But even though it was obviously a big problem, my head strangely didn’t send any signals that I was in danger, as if I was running around in a flower field.
If it really happens by mistake, my studies and everything else will be ruined.
The boss is probably…, Even though I was beaten by my uncle until I was on the verge of falling behind.
But why is my heart so peaceful?
Because you don’t think that can happen?
… Or do you feel like it’s okay for it to happen?
There is no basis or anything, but I feel like this man in front of me will take responsibility for me?
“Don’t be dazed, get dressed quickly. “It’s close to the pharmacy, so go quickly.”
“Oh, yes…”
“… Come back.”
I couldn’t figure out why.
… But.
If I get a chance to interact with the boss one more time…,
Even back then, I just wanted to tie my legs around his waist and leave everything to him.
… It’s not because I particularly like the boss.
Even if I end up dating someone else…
If this man attacks me, my body will instinctively do so.
I became a little scared of myself.
… Because I watched too many pornographic things, it was clear that my brain was damaged.
**
“…”
“…”
… It’s awkward.
It wasn’t this awkward when I was naked on the bed with my boss.
However, with a creaking pace, I went to the obstetrics and gynecology department… I stopped by and went back with a bunch of morning-after pills. It was so awkward that I felt like I was going to die.
We weren’t a couple or anything, and we didn’t really see eye to eye.
If you look at it, it happened because I openly attacked it.
Besides, I said all kinds of strange things on the bed earlier…
“… “I’m sorry.”
“Oh, uh, no, I’m really sorry about this…”
“No, that… “If you apologize, I’ll feel like trash even more, so will you just stay quiet?”
“… Yes.”
Moreover, the boss bowed his head first and even apologized, which made me feel even more uncomfortable.
Of course, it’s the boss’s fault for seducing a pure and innocent girl like me and cumming without using contraception.
Actually, in terms of negligence, isn’t it about 6:4? Because I want to.
Of course I have 6.
… It was my fault to attack in the first place when it was the boss’s girlfriend’s birthday.
“Whoa…, First. Well, if you do it, nothing much will happen. Still, it’s not good for your health.”
“Ah, yes. Uh, uh…”
“… Anyway, I’m sorry.”
“No, I…, I was a little intoxicated with the atmosphere…”
“…”
Moreover, it was my fault for teasing the boss and tying his legs tightly.
I told him to turn off dozens of times before, but it was my fault that he ignored them all and attacked them.
… Oh, maybe this is 10:0 negligence?
Is it the fault of the one who seduced me, or is it not the fault of the one who was seduced? .
“… Go back, take your medicine, pack your bags and go back. Going to work…, What. If you’re tired, take a day off.”
“No, no, I’m fine…”
“Just by looking at his gait, he doesn’t look fine.”
“Ah, ahaha…”
However, seeing my body keep creaking, I couldn’t say it wasn’t the boss’s fault.
It certainly didn’t hurt at all when it happened…,
It was fine except when I was rubbing it ‘there’.
Why has walking like this become unnatural?
If it were like this, no one would see it as such…
“If it hurts too much, take some painkillers. Maybe… It will be okay to eat together.”
“Yes…”
“Once you do that…”
While walking awkwardly, following the boss in such an extremely awkward atmosphere.
“Uh, boss?”
“Oh, fuck…”
… Well, no luck.
A trainer from our gym happened to be walking across the street, saw the owner and greeted him warmly.
“Uh? Next to…”
The trainer brother, who was running over in excitement to see the boss whom he hadn’t seen all day, saw me behind the boss’s back and a question mark appeared in his head for a moment, then he blinked and started to ‘think’.
… It didn’t take long for him to finish ‘thinking’, and then he got scared with an expression on his face that said he saw something he shouldn’t have.
“… Uh, um. That…”
“… He’s the nephew of a senior I know. My senior asked me to bring him.”
“Oh, right? Ah, no, no. Of course, it is.”
“Go. See you tomorrow.”
“Yes, yes.”
I looked around and found all kinds of excuses, but then I accepted the excuse the boss threw at me and ran away.
… Ha, fuck.
You won’t believe it, that guy… ?
Well, even if it were me, I wouldn’t believe it.
The boss, who said he was taking a day off due to work, shamelessly went around privately with the youngest and prettiest girl on the street.
… If you don’t notice, you’re an idiot.
I guess I’m lucky that it’s not the person who asked me to do the work.
But, that person is secretly talking…
“… Ah, I’m tired.”
The boss said what I wanted to say first, so I kept my mouth shut and sighed deeply.
As I was trying to take another awkward step, the stinging gaze coming from behind felt strangely annoying.
“… “Boss, please take two steps back.”
“Why…, Ah. … Okay.”
I moved in front of the boss and walked awkwardly, using the wide back as a shield.
So we didn’t say a word on the way home.
It was clear that they were thinking the same thing.
… Doing bad things is a lot of fun,
If you get caught, you’ll be very tired.
**
… It’s going to spin, damn it.
Not only did I touch it, but I almost got caught… In fact, getting caught is more of a problem.
No matter how you look at it, the bigger problem is that this bitch won’t be satisfied with just this one time.
… The biggest problem is that I don’t really think I’ll reject it.
I don’t know if Ha-eun fires her.
When he flirts with me again, will I be able to refuse him?
This crazy majo bitch who looks fine, but only turns into a female when she gets fucked.
“Okay then, let’s go…” .”
“Yes, goodbye.”
“Be careful going in.”
“Yes…”
After letting Su-ah go as awkwardly as possible, I laid down on the sofa with mixed feelings and let out a deep sigh.
Ha-eun, who was staring at me, calmly sat by my bedside and laid me down on her lap.
“… Do you have a crush on him too?”
“No.”
“Why. … Those are the eyes I want to have.”
“I said no.”
“Now you’ve even touched the nephew of a close senior, and you’re a complete piece of trash. “My master.”
“…”
For some reason, he looked down at me while stroking my head with a wide smile, as if he was really happy that I had become trash.
As I was staring at her bright eyes, she suddenly covered my eyes with her breasts.
“… But that’s not possible. “He’s not even famous.”
“What does that matter?”
“It doesn’t matter. … “You’re at a lower level than me, right?”
… It seems like she can’t allow a woman who is worse than I.
He pressed down on my head.
“Even if I were recognized by him, it wouldn’t be thrilling at all. … “If she becomes popular, I will allow her to cheat on me.”
“… “What kind of logic is that?”
“What kind of logic is this? … “My master taught me this, right?”
I blamed it all on me for her twisted fetish.
Of course
Although it was all my fault.
