Chapter 194 – 194. Filming (6)
Seeing me hesitate, he smiles happily and slowly extends his hand.
Take off the blanket and grab the hem of your t-shirt so that your belly button is exposed.
I never panic, I smear my lips, steel my resolve, and glare at him with empty eyes.
“You must be scared because it seems like you are really going to get hit.”
“… Not at all.”
It’s not scary.
You shouldn’t be afraid.
The moment my reaction satisfies Kang Joo-hyuk’s sadism, he will become several times more excited and show interest in me.
So you have to be patient.
Until he gets sick of me.
“If you’re scared, just say you’re scared. Why are you holding back so much?”
“I have never held back. … No matter how much a man like you stutters, I don’t think anything of it.”
“Really?”
I gritted my teeth and pretended that it didn’t matter, but he let go of his t-shirt, as if he had fallen for my bluff.
But the illusion was momentary, as he slowly put his hand inside the t-shirt, slid his fingers towards the back, and unfastened the bra with one hand.
Then, while rubbing his palm under my loose bra, he found my nipple and lightly scratched it with his index finger to see my reaction.
“… “If I rape you like this, what kind of facial expression will you make?”
“… “As long as it doesn’t hurt, I don’t feel anything.”
“He’s really braggadocious.”
Little by little, I overlapped my thumb with my index finger.
Kang Joo-hyuk, who had been teasing me by pinching my nipples, raised his wrists, rolled up his t-shirt, and bent down to put the other breast in his mouth.
First with the tongue.
Next, with your teeth.
Tap, tap, touch it, then bite it lightly.
He spat out of his mouth, wiped the wet nipple with his thumb, and looked at me, grimacing slightly from the pain.
“If I rape you and go home like that. “Should you hang yourself or jump off the veranda?”
“It’s neither, so get out of there right now…”
“No matter how much I think about it, I think I’ll commit suicide if I rape you. … If I don’t do it, I think I’ll commit suicide. You seem so mentally unstable. Not like you.”
I only refute his words that keep labeling me as a dangerous woman, and I shake my head as much as I can to erase his nonsense from my ears.
There is no way I would commit suicide.
Why should I make such a choice when I am so beautiful, living in such a nice house, and living without any inconveniences?
Why would I give you that kind of advice…
“Ugh…”
As I struggled a little more, he put his hand on my neck this time with a pitiful expression.
And then, with just the right amount of force, my head calmly stopped.
Along his collarbone, past his cleavage, he held his breast in his hand again.
After squeezing it so hard that it felt painful, he stroked the corner of my eye with his other hand and spoke in a low voice.
“When did you go outside?”
“… “Why are you asking that?”
“Just answer me.”
“Yesterday.”
“Apart from work, when was the last time you went out with friends?”
“…”
… When was it?
The first thing that came to mind was the memory of the pension.
But can we say that it was a trip to play with friends?
All Kang Joo-hyuk and Hinami were doing was playing with me.
So, when I went back in time, the next thing that came to mind was memories from gaming events.
I definitely went there to have fun back then.
It was half-threatening, so instead of enjoying it, I was nervous because I was afraid of getting caught.
However, no matter how much further I went back, I still had no more memorable memories than that time.
“I guess there isn’t one. Well, I’ve been busy these days, so I haven’t been able to meet my friends. That could be possible.”
“…”
“… But, do you have any friends you can call and meet right now? Oh, except Hinami.”
… In the first place, I had no friends left.
Because everyone who was close to me did not consider me a friend, but rather a celebrity who was one level above me.
The only one who had an equal relationship was Hinami.
I ended up fighting with him and my relationship soured.
So what is the only relationship I have left?
“I have no friends. I fight with my coworker and my relationship is in shambles. After posting a shitty article, they throw insults at me. The idol is completely out of his mind and is sitting around having sex. Now they’re about to get raped by a guy like me. … “Is there any way for common sense to be sane?”
“… It’s because of you. From beginning to end.”
“It’s my fault. But you’ve been pretending to be fine all along.”
… Although I don’t want to admit it.
There was only Kang Joo-hyuk.
There were countless people who were attracted to the idol named ‘Seo Ji-ah’.
The reason he shows such persistent anger towards ‘Seo Ye-eun’.
There’s just one bastard.
They also hate me.
Also, taking interest in me.
“… “If I live without paying attention to you, who will be left by your side?”
“Do you think I’m just like you? Anyone like me…”
“Oh, well. I meet a man. Are you saying this? A girl who has never been in a relationship will have a good time meeting a man. You know very well how the entertainment industry works. Would a person with a good heart and sound mind lay a hand on you? “It would only be full of people like me.”
“…”
“If you meet the wrong guy, eat him, and get thrown away, you’ll really want to run away, right? Yes, your damn high pride will be shattered, can you bear it? … With that humble mentality?”
There was no one but this bastard.
존나 싸가지 없고, 자기중심적에, 더럽게 콧대 높은 나 같은 년을 보고 눈앞에서 비웃는 미친 새끼는.
There was a ton of stuff on the internet, but there was only one bastard who spit in my face.
… Against that.
Even people I can spit in the face of.
There’s only one bastard.
“The bitch who was locked in her room and sulked because of a scandal or something stupid, she would do well if she were in a real relationship. I guarantee you, you won’t meet a man. There’s absolutely nothing to lose. “I’m so scared that I can’t even open my secret account with my face completely covered.”
“…”
“A kid who doesn’t even know what sex is saying that he’s not scared even if it happens. Do you think it’s funny or not? … There’s so much you really don’t know. If you leave me alone, you will inevitably meet a man like me, get picked on, and be abandoned. And then you go through all the shitty posts on Instagram and it’s so damn annoying. It’s obvious even if you don’t look.”
That bastard was the only one saying such bullshit.
There is no basis whatsoever, just speculation.
Even if something like that happens, it won’t be any different from now.
You’re a man who only wants to eat me and throw me away anyway.
“So, it’s because you want to do something to me. You are. … If you want to rape, you can do it. “Aren’t you going to be able to suppress me with force anyway?”
“Why me? … “I can do anything when I go downstairs.”
“…”
… I could clearly see his intention of wanting me to be held in his arms by my own will.
I bit my lip until it tore, took off my mask and looked at him with venomous eyes.
I knew that when he made that kind of expression, he got excited.
Because the words he poured out to me were too disgusting to bear.
Even as I felt him place his hand on my hips, I couldn’t hide my expression.
“… But, you will be left behind without me.”
“Don’t talk nonsense.”
“What bullshit. … “Who are you going to curse at without me?”
“That’s right, because there are so many fucking people out there…”
He strokes my waist, then lifts my body slightly and pulls down my pants and underwear at once.
As soon as the elastic band caught on the dividing line between his buttocks and thighs, he put me down again, put his hand on his belly button, pressed his lower abdomen, and looked at me with a grotesquely distorted face.
“Oh, well. Curse hard. I don’t know if it will reach them.”
“…”
“… The only person you can curse at is me. Do you think you can talk to your fucked cubs in front of the camera? Even after you retire, you have to keep your mouth shut for the rest of your life. “If you make a mistake, even the people who support you now will start cursing you.”
As if asking me to spit here.
The sight of him spouting madness at me, pointing his index finger at his face.
As I stare into his strange and scary eyes, I do my best not to spit out the words that are filling my throat.
“If you keep accumulating things like now without even being able to curse, they will explode. “Right now, you can’t hold back anymore, and you’re secretly uploading dirty pictures, right?”
“Uh… What the fuck, you bastard…”
“… Okay. How convenient is it to curse like that? Do more. … Anyway, I feel good when I get scolded by you.”
“You fucking bastard. Without knowing anything…”
But eventually, the words lingering in his throat pass through his tongue and spill out into his face.
As soon as he heard that, he straightened his grotesquely distorted face and smiled joyfully, taking off all the clothes hanging from his thighs and spreading my legs.
As he struggled, he grabbed the leg that was trying to kick him and held it down with force.
He forcibly folds my body and presses it down, and while holding both my ankles with one hand, he grabs his cock and places it on my vagina.
“You fucking bastard, get out of here. In my life. Get out… !”
“…”
When I thought about it digging into me, I looked at my lips that screamed of their own accord.
He freed my ankles again, then suddenly got off the bed, took a pair of scissors from the desk’s pencil case, and dropped them on me.
“… If you really want me to go away, stab me. Or use scissors. Do whatever you want. “I’m not going to search even if my skin gets torn anyway.”
“…”
“Last time, I cut my shoulder with a box cutter, right? Why. … “Can’t you do it this time?”
I am.
I couldn’t even properly hold the scissors he handed me.
Just shaking his hands and glaring at him.
“… End. If you give the criminal 10 seconds, and you can’t subdue him, you have to go after him.”
“Ah…”
In the blink of an eye, the weapon is taken away from him, and I follow the thrown scissors with just my eyes.
… Now I don’t even have the strength to kick.
I was weighed down by his eight-pointedness.
The legs that had been folded in half ended up being spread to both sides.
“Stop crying. … “You asked me to rape you ten times today.”
“… Who looks like they’re going to cry… ? Dog, you fucking bastard…”
But.
The only lip that didn’t tremble.
As if he was excited, he continued to curse at him.
No matter what horrible swear words you spit out.
Even though he knew that to his ears it was only an exciting sound effect.
