Chapter 191 – 191. Filming (3)
The Seo Ji-ah I knew would never have done something like this.
He was so upright that it was annoying, and he was a narcissist who didn’t even pay attention to others.
Although I always say that I have to repay the love of my fans, I have never been a person who suffers from the attention of others.
When I saw a kid like that suddenly secretly uploading a photo like this, I was so embarrassed that it was almost absurd.
“… Why is he like this all of a sudden?”
“I don’t know either. “I think it’s probably because of stress.”
At first, I thought it was definitely something my brother told me to do, but looking at the tone of his response, it really seemed like he did it himself.
This is exhibitionism… Should I say that?
When I actually called it that, I didn’t take it off openly.
There are only photos that erase the face and emphasize the curves of the body.
Moreover, there were some parts that were out of focus, so it wasn’t a very sexy-looking photo.
It’s just that the body is sexy.
“Did you ask Jia?”
“I haven’t come within 1m of her since the article broke. I also discovered it by accident. “When I sent him a DM, he told me not to worry about it, so I couldn’t say anything more.”
“I see…”
To be honest, after seeing the tweet, I felt it was quite dangerous.
Of course, ordinary people will never know, but it is enough to shock people who are close friends like me and my brother.
Of course, Jia has not revealed her home yet, so it’s unlikely that her fans will know her.
Just recently, I suffered from baseless rumors, and I was a little worried about what they would do if they were caught in the same situation.
… It’s not something I would say as I secretly came to my brother’s house at this hour.
“… “What do you plan to do?”
“Well. If you keep doing it, won’t you stop on your own? … “I probably won’t cover my breasts anyway.”
“Umm… , I guess so?”
“I added this for no reason, but if you get stressed and run away, I’ll be in trouble too. … And I think so too. “If we say something after seeing this, it gives him the right to say something to us, so it seems like he’s doing it on purpose.”
As my brother said, we had no right to stop Jia from using her body to relieve stress.
Deleting all elements that could reveal one’s identity in a tweet and posting explicit photos,
It’s like filming an erotic video filled with elements that could reveal one’s identity for personal collection.
There is not much difference in terms of deviation.
Rather, it is us that is much more dangerous.
Jia, it won’t be a problem no matter how many times that photo is circulated on the Internet,
The moment my brother and I filmed a video, it was declared socially dead the moment it was released on the Internet.
I don’t know about you, but I will never be able to live in Korea.
“First of all… All right. … “I will quietly ask you later.”
“Okay. “If I can reconcile while I’m being kicked out, I’ll reconcile.”
“He has to reconcile for me to accept it. … “As long as you acknowledge the relationship between me and your brother, I will accept you no matter what I do.”
“… Do it yourself. “It’s hard for me to say anything since you guys are having an emotional fight among yourselves.”
However, there was a huge wall between me, who committed the accident because I loved my brother, and Jia, who simply deviated from stress.
I won’t do it if my brother tells me not to, but Jia won’t be upset just because someone is trying to stop her.
I don’t even understand why he does that in the first place, but I don’t know if I can stop him.
A kid with so much money must have plenty of ways to relieve stress, so why did he choose to secretly upload sexy photos?
Were you afraid that eating and eating would make you gain weight?
Were you worried that singing might hurt your neck?
Or would you rather be in a relationship?
That’s not it either. If you simply have a sexual desire, you shouldn’t just masturbate.
Now that I know my brother, I’m not satisfied with that, but he…
Ah.
… Once you had a dick in your mouth, were you dissatisfied with anything else?
I don’t know because I’ve never searched every corner of her house her her her, but of course she’s a girl, so she’s going to masturbate and she’s going to have a toy or two.
“Anyway… What. Let’s go into the room first. “She was sleeping so I had to wake her up and put her in a soundproof booth.”
“Yes.”
Since I also became unimpressed with her her toys after tasting her brother’s her her, it seemed reasonable to assume that Jia committed her deviation for similar reasons.
I even understood the reason for not meeting men.
Being knowledgeable may be an excuse that can no longer be used, but saying she can’t meet a man because of her brother her her is still a useable excuse.
In reality, when I look at my brother’s body and look at other men, I only see him as an anchovy, so I don’t feel sexually attractive, but if you think about it roughly, there are many excuses to make.
The excuse is that if she meets another man, her brother will get angry and rape her.
It seems very plausible, but it is also realistic.
So, I guess I released my built-up sexual desire by posting sexy pictures on Twitter.
In the meantime, try to be discreet, you can’t just bare your heart.
“Shall I take my clothes off? … Or are you wearing it?”
“… First, turn on the light.”
Unlike Jia, I had already almost taken off my dress shirt. I turned on the soft light and sat quietly on the bed to wait for my brother.
… It would be very convenient if he accepted it like me.
A pleasure that is much more thrilling than the thrill of not knowing who might notice.
It seemed so pitiful that I didn’t know the thrill I felt when I was hugged by someone I liked.
I looked so miserable when I imagined myself touching the cleaner alone at home.
Well, I was like that too until yesterday.
“Just stay still.”
“Yes.”
My brother closed the door to the soundproof booth and climbed onto the softly lit bed. He pulled my unbuttoned shirt aside and ran his fingers over his shoulders.
Then, reflexively, I felt the flesh growing out of my chest and laughed, and then I ran my index finger across his collarbone and between his breasts and snapped the bra off his.
The hooks in front of him opened left and right and rattled down, and my brother took the annoying piece of fabric off his back and laid me down on the pillow, this time circling his fingers around my nipples.
“… “Don’t you think it’s dangerous?”
“Eh, me?”
“Starting from coming here. Even doing things like this with me. All together.”
“I’m thinking about it…”
“You’re saying you’re not doing it.” … “I don’t think it’s that dangerous, honestly.”
While I was slowly melting under my brother’s touch, which I felt for the first time in a long time, I was able to escape the melting atmosphere for a moment thanks to the heavy voice that touched my eardrums.
It’s very dangerous to be doing something like this here and now.
Actually, when I think about what I did to shake off the reporter, it was something I shouldn’t have forgotten.
“That… , It can’t be helped. … It’s been a while since I met my brother, and I’m a little drunk.”
“I’m similar. … Still, you have a lot more to lose, so I’m trying to come to my senses.”
“I’m not just thinking about going through that kind of trouble… ?”
“That can’t be helped.” “Whether you do it or not, it doesn’t change what people think, right?”
It wasn’t wrong.
I wonder if I secretly come to my brother’s house, spend the night and play games, and then go home.
You’re rolling around on the bed as sticky as you are now.
… Do you play all kinds of games and even leave videos of them?
You can’t tell them apart from the outside.
“So, I’m a little worried about that damn thing he said earlier. … If we get caught, what I did with you won’t be just a rumor.”
“Hey, what does Jia have to do with me…” ” .”
“It doesn’t matter. “After the article was published, your name also appeared.”
“That wasn’t such an issue, was it?”
“That’s the case in places where you can be sued if you speak carelessly. … I was just talking nonsense in an anonymous place. Do you know how many times there have been rumors that you and Seo Ji-ah are actually lesbians, and that you lure a man with a good body into a three-way relationship?”
Likewise, the nonsense my brother spewed out was the same.
The moment Jia is caught doing sex-related things using a secret account, credibility is added to the groundless rumors.
The logic is that she is a dirty bitch in the first place, so what can she do?
… And if you think about it, it’s not even a rumor.
Because we have ever sucked the same dick in the same bed.
But I didn’t play Lez.
“That’s why I’m so fucking anxious. The reason I couldn’t go see you is the same. … Honestly, it’s true that what you did was dangerous, but I think you’ll hear even more rumors.”
“What kind of rumor?”
“What. You’re a slut or something. I was pregnant but had an abortion. Like taking drugs and having an orgy… Isn’t it likely that such a real rumor will spread? “If the scandal breaks out, there will be quite a few people who believe it.”
“… “It doesn’t really matter to me as long as you trust me.”
“If you really don’t mind, would you like to reveal it now? … “There’s no need to call a reporter, just upload any video you have to a porn site and it will be made public on its own.”
“You’re kidding, right?”
“That’s just a joke. Are you serious?”
That’s why I was able to understand, to some extent, how my brother felt anxious even as he hugged me.
I’m standing on thin ice, so I guess I’m worried because I don’t know when I might fall into the water.
… You were so fearless when you first touched me.
When I finally got it in my hand, I placed my hand on my brother’s scared cheek and whispered something softly.
“… It’s okay even if it’s not a joke.”
“Hey.”
“Why? It might be difficult to live proudly in Korea after being criticized a little… That’s the end, right? I have a lot of money anyway. “Did you really plan on abandoning me when I quit being an idol?”
“That’s not it.”
“That’s enough. … You don’t have to worry too much. I think Jia just does that because she’s annoyed, and I know best that she’s a scary person. “I won’t do anything more dangerous.”
“… Yes.”
“Oppa, you’re much cooler when you commit than when you hesitate, so don’t worry about it for no reason. … If he was that kind of guy, I wouldn’t have liked him.”
Bringing back the look in my brother’s eyes that I fell in love with.
As I looked into his eyes, a mixture of affection and ferocity.
I closed my eyes and waited for them to violently eat me.
… If it wasn’t in a soundproof booth.
I was hoping to have sex so vulgar that even the paparazzi, who would be home from work by now, would hear it.
**
… I’m sick of it.
Watching all kinds of criticism and sexual harassment being made based on a photo of one’s body is slowly becoming boring.
In fact, it feels like there is more cursing now.
Why are there so many kids who curse when they open their breasts?
What’s so good about bumpy bumps that aren’t that pretty?
“Ha…”
I felt so pathetic about everything that I deleted my account entirely.
This is the end.
All the deviations I have made will sink into the water and wander the sea like trash.
Feeling the thrill of secretly throwing trash on the ground while walking down the street, I turned off Twitter, searched my name on the Internet, and looked at the posts with a stern expression.
Sexual harassment comments no longer appear as malicious comments.
My breasts are big, I want to touch them.
At this level, I wasn’t very impressed.
There are so many different types of vulgar words I’ve heard over the past few weeks.
Instead, I copied the funny comment and took a selfie without my face showing, holding my breasts tightly through my clothes.
“…”
… I’ll upload this and then delete it.
A thought suddenly occurred to me, so I entered my ID at random again, created an account, and uploaded a photo of me clutching ‘Seo Ji-ah’s breasts’ that all kinds of men wanted.
Unfortunately, this time, no one found this photo and it was buried in a flood of information.
… Look.
Actually, no one is interested in me.
